As she searched his face and waited for his answer, she listened to her heart. It was something Xian had relied on very little. Growing up on Coruscant, she had to use her wits and mind more often than almost anything else. Her emotions never played much of a role in her life. Right now, it was different, and she felt they would give her a better answer than her head.
As she felt his grip on her, this might be her answer to a question she had never asked herself. What did she want her future to be? Could she see herself next to him beyond tonight? Most of her life, she had been alone. She cared for herself and, as she grew up, the younger children of the orphanage and the street.
While that had not been a part of her life for several years, the memory lingered. Speaking in a near whisper, she looked away from him and at the stars above them. Something she didn't do was let go of him. Her arms remained looped around him loosely, and she didn't feel like letting go of him. So she didn't.
"I do and I did."
That was her simple reply to his first two points. The third was tentative, but she wasn't going to deny it entirely. He had kept her safe.
Breaking her gaze from the stars, she finally met his eyes again. Taking hold of his hand and keeping it between them, she squeezed it lightly before speaking again.
"This and you do feel right, Caelan. And I can see myself being with you for more than an evening. Not yet, though. I have never known love or what it feels like to be in love. Though I do not doubt you can teach me, and more than that, you can show me.
"I need to go slower. To appreciate everything I'm feeling. To know this won't be a one-time thing or a passing phase for either of us. After tonight, I want to see you again, Caelan. Just the two of us, like this. Without any of your people, if that is possible."
In the darkness, he might not be able to see the pleading in her eyes clearly, but he should be able to hear it in her voice. There was no fear in her, and he would be able to feel that easily.
"We...I need time, and I will be able to give you an answer."
Caelan Valoren