Rid of Me
The Alcyne, Serelane, Callamar
The heavens were blemished.
The beautiful symmetry between the sky and the still lake waters of Callamar was marred by the unsightly stain of the Tyranny, like a great, angular spider looming on the ceiling. The water's mirrored quality, usually a boon, was now an oppressive reminder of the hand that had been dealt; everywhere Cassilde's eyes drifted, she found herself confronted by implicit threat.
Mercy.
The day's business was done, marked by the greying of the light, and the mask had come off somewhere on the causeway, the warmth and readiness shed for the empty audience of the pavilion. It was a private space, a small pale folly on its island of stone and surrounded by the water with the palace at her back, away from the watchers and the waiters. The weight of the assembled face could be cast aside here, leaving only a bench, a single plain cup of tea and the pale lake-birds that drifted in off the water to the rail, expecting her.
Unlike the monstrosity in her skies, she, too, had been expecting them.
She had seed in the pocket of her gown, and she scattered it along the stone, which they took from a hand's breadth away without alarm. Cassilde let herself be gentle with them, because she could, and because they wanted nothing from her she could not just simply give. They carried no secrets; they did not need to be read or managed. They did not lie and could not be lied to. And they did not require her to wear any face but her own.
"There," she spoke gently to a small grey one, the boldest who came the closest, in a voice she used with no living person. "There. Take it, it's yours."
It was the kindest she permitted herself to be to anything all day.
Alongside the teacup, a small lamp glowed at her elbow. The light out here never truly failed; the moons and the nebulae saw to that, a dusk that never fully turned to the black. However, she did not like to watch it deepen, and so the lamp sat beside her, small and steady, and she was not ashamed of its companionship.
A question of why hung heavy in the late afternoon air. Mercy had largely been absent for the course of her rule, which was naturally, the preferred order of things beyond the brute perishing suddenly, crushed by the weight of her own gall. But why had been the question left on lips since her coronation. Why her? Why did Cassilde of House Vortayn survive where her mother and sister perished. Why was she 'perfect' where they were not?
If I see one wrong move... I'll be back.
Her hands were shaking, very slightly, and she detested it, waiting for it to pass. Mercy could not possibly know. She had been careful, she had been…
The Duch'a of Callamar pushed the paranoia from her mind, not dwelling on fearful speculation of why this woman was here now, and instead resumed her focus on the birds, whose only concern remained the seed scattered across the stone.
The tainted peace could only last for so long, and Cassilde became acutely aware of Dame Oravel on the approach at her back. The head of the household, a formidable woman who managed the running of the whole palace, and whose presence could only spell the ruination of her small measure of peace. Her eyes softened, rumination replaced by serenity, lips turning to a soft smile; the only face that the galaxy knew.
"My Lady, I apologise for disturbing your retreat, but there is a shuttle inbound. I've taken the liberty of readying the kitchens. I do hope that I've not overstepped."
Cassilde offered a smile, a more tailored businesslike warmth to be shared between two competent women, "Oh, Dame Oravel, I do not know how the Alcyne would stand without you." It was the truth, which made it easy. "See to it as you think best. Is Captain Oleth prepared to receive our esteemed guest?"
Esteemed guest. A generous, necessary description, even if it was inaccurate. Loathsome brute. Audacious murderer. Tyrant. The Duch'a of Callamar's smile never moved, and she carefully stood, the lake birds hopping in slight retreat at the movement.
"Of course, the house-watch is on standby at the landing pad."
The house-watch, the palace guard by any other name. A modest force of women officers and their subordinate men-at-arms. Enough for order and appearances, but nothing that could stand against Mercy. Even Captain Oleth herself knew this.
"Would you be so kind as to prepare the west solar? I would prefer to take our guest there, should they be so agreeable," Cassilde conceded, hoping to opt for a private audience rather than the exposure of the banquet hall. Perhaps fruitless, possibly even offensive that the full refined welcome was not the preferred option. Even Dame Oravel's usual, even expression found cause to twitch at the notion. Whether it was due to the possibility of offending a warlord or loss of potential public spectacle was unknown, but Cassilde held an inkling that it was the latter. "If she has come bearing an entourage, we can adjust course."
"Yes, My Lady. Is there anything else?"
"No, not at current, no. Thank you for fetching me so promptly, and for your initiative, as always, Dame Oravel," Cassilde replied, gathering her lamp and teacup, which her Chatelaine swiftly took custody of. "I shall join Captain Oleth at the landing pad accordingly; I would hate to appear impolite."
The heavens were blemished.
The beautiful symmetry between the sky and the still lake waters of Callamar was marred by the unsightly stain of the Tyranny, like a great, angular spider looming on the ceiling. The water's mirrored quality, usually a boon, was now an oppressive reminder of the hand that had been dealt; everywhere Cassilde's eyes drifted, she found herself confronted by implicit threat.
Mercy.
The day's business was done, marked by the greying of the light, and the mask had come off somewhere on the causeway, the warmth and readiness shed for the empty audience of the pavilion. It was a private space, a small pale folly on its island of stone and surrounded by the water with the palace at her back, away from the watchers and the waiters. The weight of the assembled face could be cast aside here, leaving only a bench, a single plain cup of tea and the pale lake-birds that drifted in off the water to the rail, expecting her.
Unlike the monstrosity in her skies, she, too, had been expecting them.
She had seed in the pocket of her gown, and she scattered it along the stone, which they took from a hand's breadth away without alarm. Cassilde let herself be gentle with them, because she could, and because they wanted nothing from her she could not just simply give. They carried no secrets; they did not need to be read or managed. They did not lie and could not be lied to. And they did not require her to wear any face but her own.
"There," she spoke gently to a small grey one, the boldest who came the closest, in a voice she used with no living person. "There. Take it, it's yours."
It was the kindest she permitted herself to be to anything all day.
Alongside the teacup, a small lamp glowed at her elbow. The light out here never truly failed; the moons and the nebulae saw to that, a dusk that never fully turned to the black. However, she did not like to watch it deepen, and so the lamp sat beside her, small and steady, and she was not ashamed of its companionship.
A question of why hung heavy in the late afternoon air. Mercy had largely been absent for the course of her rule, which was naturally, the preferred order of things beyond the brute perishing suddenly, crushed by the weight of her own gall. But why had been the question left on lips since her coronation. Why her? Why did Cassilde of House Vortayn survive where her mother and sister perished. Why was she 'perfect' where they were not?
If I see one wrong move... I'll be back.
Her hands were shaking, very slightly, and she detested it, waiting for it to pass. Mercy could not possibly know. She had been careful, she had been…
The Duch'a of Callamar pushed the paranoia from her mind, not dwelling on fearful speculation of why this woman was here now, and instead resumed her focus on the birds, whose only concern remained the seed scattered across the stone.
The tainted peace could only last for so long, and Cassilde became acutely aware of Dame Oravel on the approach at her back. The head of the household, a formidable woman who managed the running of the whole palace, and whose presence could only spell the ruination of her small measure of peace. Her eyes softened, rumination replaced by serenity, lips turning to a soft smile; the only face that the galaxy knew.
"My Lady, I apologise for disturbing your retreat, but there is a shuttle inbound. I've taken the liberty of readying the kitchens. I do hope that I've not overstepped."
Cassilde offered a smile, a more tailored businesslike warmth to be shared between two competent women, "Oh, Dame Oravel, I do not know how the Alcyne would stand without you." It was the truth, which made it easy. "See to it as you think best. Is Captain Oleth prepared to receive our esteemed guest?"
Esteemed guest. A generous, necessary description, even if it was inaccurate. Loathsome brute. Audacious murderer. Tyrant. The Duch'a of Callamar's smile never moved, and she carefully stood, the lake birds hopping in slight retreat at the movement.
"Of course, the house-watch is on standby at the landing pad."
The house-watch, the palace guard by any other name. A modest force of women officers and their subordinate men-at-arms. Enough for order and appearances, but nothing that could stand against Mercy. Even Captain Oleth herself knew this.
"Would you be so kind as to prepare the west solar? I would prefer to take our guest there, should they be so agreeable," Cassilde conceded, hoping to opt for a private audience rather than the exposure of the banquet hall. Perhaps fruitless, possibly even offensive that the full refined welcome was not the preferred option. Even Dame Oravel's usual, even expression found cause to twitch at the notion. Whether it was due to the possibility of offending a warlord or loss of potential public spectacle was unknown, but Cassilde held an inkling that it was the latter. "If she has come bearing an entourage, we can adjust course."
"Yes, My Lady. Is there anything else?"
"No, not at current, no. Thank you for fetching me so promptly, and for your initiative, as always, Dame Oravel," Cassilde replied, gathering her lamp and teacup, which her Chatelaine swiftly took custody of. "I shall join Captain Oleth at the landing pad accordingly; I would hate to appear impolite."