The Spacepiress of Chaos
I know that many may have seen or been exposed to my recent behavior; behavior which I am appalled by, and have gone to the lengths of apologize to [member="Tefka"], and even having done so to a greater extent by apologize to the site for my recent idiocy. Though there are others that I still need to apologize to; for reflecting on my actions in the last 24hrs also pushed me to reflect on the behavior of the past few years that I've had while participating with this site.
Those that come to mind are [member="Jay Scott Clark"] and [member="Darth Metus"], as well as the whole of those individuals whom write in the First Order faction (while I still hold my opinion, I understand know that it is an opinion that should have remained private and shared with only those close confidants rather than publicly announced to the site as a whole).
Though I now come looking for feedback, and critique; along with the help that was being given and that I viewed as attacks on my own ideas and creativity. While I suspect that my behavior though may keep others away, I understand that I only have myself to blame should people decide not to respond or offer words of help.
I've come to begin to doubt myself about the Templar Order, mainly its direction and what it should be in regards to the Faction and its potential future on the site.
The original idea was to introduce a faction of Non-Force User Crusaders that were tired of the Sith and Jedi, and to a lesser extent Force Users in general. These people were meant to feel as if those that could use the Force were too powerful and needed to be reigned in and held accountable.
The idea evolved into a destroy the Force Users; though its inspiration from the Dragon Age series remained strong and I've always thought that it could still work with the core idea in which this Templar Order would mirror much of what is developed in Dragon Age. A group that essentially acts as the police of the 'special forces' (force lack of a better word).
I find though, that I am doubting myself as to the actions and if the Templars should stay the course, or if they should adopt aspects of the first rough draft.
So I am turning to the site for a new perspective.
Those that come to mind are [member="Jay Scott Clark"] and [member="Darth Metus"], as well as the whole of those individuals whom write in the First Order faction (while I still hold my opinion, I understand know that it is an opinion that should have remained private and shared with only those close confidants rather than publicly announced to the site as a whole).
Though I now come looking for feedback, and critique; along with the help that was being given and that I viewed as attacks on my own ideas and creativity. While I suspect that my behavior though may keep others away, I understand that I only have myself to blame should people decide not to respond or offer words of help.
I've come to begin to doubt myself about the Templar Order, mainly its direction and what it should be in regards to the Faction and its potential future on the site.
The original idea was to introduce a faction of Non-Force User Crusaders that were tired of the Sith and Jedi, and to a lesser extent Force Users in general. These people were meant to feel as if those that could use the Force were too powerful and needed to be reigned in and held accountable.
The idea evolved into a destroy the Force Users; though its inspiration from the Dragon Age series remained strong and I've always thought that it could still work with the core idea in which this Templar Order would mirror much of what is developed in Dragon Age. A group that essentially acts as the police of the 'special forces' (force lack of a better word).
I find though, that I am doubting myself as to the actions and if the Templars should stay the course, or if they should adopt aspects of the first rough draft.
So I am turning to the site for a new perspective.