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Private The Quiet Between Worlds

The last of the music had already faded into something barely remembered, leaving only the quiet aftermath of a night that had carried far more weight than its polished surface suggested. What remained lingered in fragments, the soft clink of glassware being gathered, distant laughter thinning into the corridors, and the subdued movement of staff restoring order to a room that had only hours ago held the concentrated ambitions of worlds and governments. Murkhana's festival did not end with a clear conclusion so much as it unraveled, thread by thread, until all that was left was stillness.

Iandre had not rushed to leave, nor had she drifted aimlessly. She remained where she was with quiet intention, one hand resting lightly against the back of an empty chair as her gaze moved over the now-vacant tables where conversation had once flowed with purpose and calculation. Without the crowd, the space felt smaller, stripped of its need to impress or persuade, reduced to its true shape beneath the performance. The banners still hung, and the lights still glowed, but the urgency had departed with those who had carried it, leaving behind something quieter and far less defined.

Her gown remained as composed as she was, deep blue-gray fabric falling in soft, deliberate lines to her ankles, the silver threading along its seams catching the remaining light in subdued flashes. It had been chosen for the evening with care, not to command attention, but to hold it without effort, to reflect a presence that did not need to be announced. Now, without an audience, it simply existed alongside her, another element of a night that had already passed into memory.

For a time, she said nothing, allowing the stillness to settle rather than filling it out of habit. The Force here had shifted as well, no longer crowded with intent and expectation, but resting in a quiet neutrality that felt almost relieved. It no longer pulled in competing directions or echoed with the layered ambitions of those who had filled the room, and in its absence, she found a space to breathe that she had not realized she had been missing.

"It is… quieter than I expected," she said at last, her voice low but steady, carrying easily through the near-empty hall without the need to be raised.

Her attention moved naturally toward Judah as she spoke, not seeking him out, but including him in the observation as she had throughout the evening, their shared presence no longer shaped by the expectations of the crowd around them.

"The speeches, the promises, the certainty," she continued, her tone thoughtful rather than critical as her fingers brushed lightly across the polished surface of the table beside her, "they carry a great deal of weight while they are being spoken. And then they leave behind something far less defined."

She let the thought settle without pressing it further, turning her attention fully to him in a way that marked a subtle shift from the formality of earlier. Without the audience, without the roles that had quietly dictated posture and tone, there was something more personal in the way she held herself now. Not open in the sense of vulnerability, but unguarded in a quieter, more deliberate way.

"Thank you," she said, the words simple and unembellished, offered without ceremony but with clear sincerity. "For the invitation. I suspect I would have spent the evening elsewhere, and not to my benefit."

The admission carried no weight beyond what it was, an acknowledgment rather than a confession, and she allowed the brief silence that followed to remain undisturbed. It was not uncomfortable, nor did it press to be filled; it existed instead as a natural extension of the evening's slow unwinding.

"Do you often stay until the room empties?" she asked after a moment, the question light in tone but genuine in its intent, offering conversation without expectation or direction.

Around them, the last remnants of the night continued to fade, leaving behind only what remained when the performance had ended, and nothing more was required of those still present.

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








Loosening his tie, Judah was removing the garment, carefully folding the item before placing it in his back pocket. Stragglers, including them, were just starting to filter out. He offered his arm as they moved towards the exit of the grand ballroom.

"You're welcome, thank you for the company. Appreciate you tagging along."

Question was batted his way about staying at these things and he laughed. Not at her question but at the absurdity of staying at social events until the bitter end each time he went. That would make for extremely exhausting evenings on his end on a regular basis. He was too old to, as the kids say, close the club down.

"Not at all. I typically leave during the middle. I got into that argument with the Pantoran and then since we're close to Dac I saw people I haven't seen since I lived on Dac so got caught up. Plus I think Miss Werr thought I was some type of corporate celebrity so that compounded the lateness of the evening. Most times I just go smoke on the balcony so this was the most chatty I had been in some time."


Shoulders shrugged.

"I assume, again, proximity of the region."


Approaching the doors, gaze flicked to Iandre Athlea Iandre Athlea instead of their surroundings. Crews were busy taking down buntings and extra spot mood lighting, trying to quickly turn the space around by morning.

"Need my jacket? Not sure of the weather out there or your disposition to night air."





 
Iandre accepted his arm without hesitation as they moved toward the exit, her posture still composed but no longer held to the same formal precision the evening had required. There was a subtle ease to her now, not a release of everything she carried, but a quiet loosening that came from stepping out of the performance rather than remaining within it.

"You seemed…comfortable in it," she said as they walked, her tone thoughtful rather than teasing. "Not in the spectacle itself, perhaps, but in navigating it. It looked less like an obligation and more like familiarity."

There was no judgment in the observation, only the recognition of someone who had spent the evening watching as much as participating.

A faint smile touched her lips at the mention of being mistaken for something closer to a celebrity, subtle but genuine in a way that reached her eyes.

"It did seem that way," she admitted, a quiet note of amusement threading through her voice. "I had intended to ask you about that, especially given the timing of your question earlier."

Her gaze shifted briefly to him, curiosity present but not pressed.

"It was an interesting coincidence…asking whether I follow holodramas, and then being approached as though you belonged in one."

The smile lingered for only a moment before softening back into something more neutral.

As they neared the doors and the cooler air beyond, she gave a small glance outward before returning her attention to him.

"I will be fine," she said when he offered his jacket, her voice steady and assured. "But I will let you know if that changes."

Her gaze moved ahead again as they stepped closer to the exit, the night beyond waiting in contrast to the warmth they were leaving behind.

"It was…different," she added after a moment, quieter now, more to herself than to the room they were leaving. "Being able to observe without needing to act."

She did not elaborate further, letting the thought settle as they moved forward together into the night.

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"If you do something for twenty-five odd years I would hope to become comfortable. Besides, in these things it often many running in the same circles. Go to enough and you will see the same or similar faces or members of someone's family. Only makes sense, there is a limited number of opportunities to get together and doing some under the guise of business is even better."


As they walked outside, Judah pulled out his datapad to hail an airspeeder back to the spaceport. As promised he would take Miss Iandre Athlea Iandre Athlea back to her home. All part of the agreement she wouldn't have to worry about anything beyond her fashion choices.

"Most people follow holodramas, at least one, so it was merely my way of trying to hold a conversation for the evening. No idea Miss Werr would be in attendance. First time I have ever met the woman but she seems like someone I would contact again in the future."


He would chalk it up to a positive business interaction and use it as leverage in the future. Perhaps for some of his smaller, more valuable projects Miss Werr would be of use.

"Good different or bad different?"


 
The cooler night air met them gently as they stepped out from the warmth and noise of the ballroom, carrying with it the distant hum of traffic and the lingering energy of a city still awake despite the hour. Iandre drew in a slow breath as they walked, her attention briefly lifting toward the skyline before settling back on him as he spoke.

A faint smile touched her lips at his explanation, softer and more grounded than the reserved mask she had maintained earlier in the evening.

"Then perhaps I didn't understand how small these circles truly are," she said, her voice carrying a relaxed cadence. "In my experience, most gatherings of power ended with at least one person leaving convinced they had been insulted, betrayed, or strategically cornered. It is refreshing to find a corner of the galaxy that functions with a bit more grace."

There was dry humor in the observation, light enough to brighten the conversation, though the hard-earned truth beneath it remained.

"Though I suppose that means you have learned how to move through these circles without letting them consume your perspective," she continued, a quiet note of genuine respect in her tone. "That kind of steady composure seems rarer than I once believed, and I find I appreciate the company of someone who isn't constantly looking for an angle."

Her gaze flicked briefly toward the datapad in his hand as he arranged the transport without hesitation or fuss, noting the simple certainty of the gesture. It had been a long time since someone had handled the logistics of the world around her with such uncomplicated kindness, asking for nothing in return but her presence.

When he explained the holodrama question, she let out the faintest breath of amusement through her nose, a quiet, easy laugh that felt natural in the night air.

"So there was no secret celebrity life being concealed from me after all," she mused gently, her expression brightening. "I admit that version of events would have been far more entertaining, but the truth is much more grounded. I think I prefer the reality over the fiction."

The warmth in her tone lingered as she looked back out toward the lights of the city, her posture losing its defensive edge.

"Miss Werr seemed intelligent," she added after a moment, reflecting on their interaction. "Ambitious, certainly, but not in the exhausting way some people wear their goals. I can understand why you value her friendship; she has a spark of competence that is hard to find."

Then came the question.

Her expression softened at that, the answer arriving without hesitation because the weight of her grief had, for a few hours, been balanced by the simple ease of a steady companion.

"Good different," she answered honestly, her voice soft but firm.

The words settled comfortably between them as she folded her hands lightly before her, the silver threading of her sleeves catching the city light.

"I had forgotten what it felt like to spend an evening among people without waiting for a crisis to unfold by the end of it," she admitted, her voice open and sincere. "There is a particular kind of peace in simply existing somewhere without needing to carry the weight of every silence by myself. I haven't felt this settled in quite some time."

She glanced toward him then, her eyes clear and filled with a quiet appreciation.

"It was a good night, Judah. Thank you for the company."

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"Oh trust me, I'm sure someone went home offended. We just didn't see it."

Judah was certain on some level someone was offended somewhere out there. For the most part the kick-off of the government went well and he didn't see any major issues as he worked the room. Maybe because the government was so new and so unknown. Throughout the night many were trying to get clarity on the entire plan.

"A celebrity who disguised himself as CEO and owner of a galactic-wide salvaging company is quite the cover. Better off to just say one is a celebrity. Keeping up such a facade is, well, that sounds exhausting." A small pause. "As for Miss Werr, this was the first time I met her. Wouldn't consider her a friend but perhaps a business venture in the future. I'll have to do a follow up meeting."

Airspeeder taxi arrived and he opened the door for her after saying hello to their driver.

"The crisis will be the next gathering, don't worry. Also no need to thank me, haven't even dropped you off at home yet. A lot can happen between now and then, you're getting ahead of yourself."



 
A quiet laugh escaped her then, softer than the music they had left behind but far more genuine. The expression lingered visibly this time, warming her features in a way grief had made increasingly rare.

"You are probably not wrong," she admitted, amusement threading naturally through her voice now. "Somewhere in this city, there is almost certainly a diplomat composing a furious message about being subtly undermined over dessert."

The image seemed to entertain her more than she expected, enough that the faint smile remained as they crossed toward the waiting airspeeder.

At his next comment, her expression softened again, though into something quieter.

"It does sound exhausting," she agreed. "Maintaining an entirely fabricated identity across an entire galaxy feels less like a glamorous secret and more like an elaborate punishment."

She paused briefly before adding, her tone gentler now and absent of performance,

"I am glad you are not wearing one with me."

The statement came simply, honestly, without weight beyond what it was. As she stepped into the airspeeder and settled into her seat, smoothing the folds of her gown beneath her, she glanced back at him, a faint trace of warmth still lingering in her eyes.

"I rather like the real you, Judah."

The words were calm and open, free of performance or expectation, carrying only sincere appreciation for the ease of the evening and the man who had provided it.

She inclined her head politely toward the driver as Judah joined her, the city lights reflecting softly across the windows around them.

Then, at his final remark, the faintest spark of dry humor returned to her expression.

"Agreed, a great deal can happen," she said. "I am not clairvoyant or anything of the sort, but I still suspect my statement was accurate."

The smile that followed was small, but real, and for the first time in a very long while, it did not seem forced into existence against the weight of grief.

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








There was a snort of laughter. Part self deprecating part incredulous at her words of liking the real him. His back leaned against the leather of the airspeeder seats, unbuttoning his suit jacket. A small glace towards her as he thought how best to reply.

"Oh, you say that now." Better to warn Miss Iandre Athlea Iandre Athlea before she got any notion of being too friendly. There was an element on his end where the thought of losing another friendship would just be too much. Too exhausting. While he had come to terms of losing his best friend, there was still an element that stung. "Most do not like who I am. It may be easier for you to just keep how you think I am in your mind, instead of delving further."

The old salvager turned and flashed a small smile.

"Hell, might be the only way to put up with me. I may be on to something here."


Whether that something was a preemptive warning to all he met or framing friendships in his mind different, he was unsure. That was something for Tannor Grene Tannor Grene to unpack at their next session. He still had to get the good doctor out on a boat.






 
Iandre listened without immediately responding, her attention settling fully upon him and pulling away from the rhythmic sweep of the city lights beyond the glass. She accepted his warning with a small, thoughtful nod, yet there was nothing in her expression to suggest she took his words as a reason for distance; instead, she regarded him with the quiet, seasoned patience of someone who recognized when a person was speaking from the ache of old wounds rather than the reality of the present.

The soft, low hum of the airspeeder filled the silence as she took a moment to weigh her words, ensuring they carried the weight of her sincerity.

"Why do you believe people find it so difficult to like who you are?" she asked eventually, her voice reaching through the quiet with a gentle, grounded curiosity that held no trace of judgment or disbelief.

She shifted slightly in her seat, the fabric of her attire settling around her as she rested her hand loosely in her lap, her posture relaxing in a way that invited him to do the same.

"I imagine there are many aspects of my own nature that people find difficult to embrace," she continued with a calm, reflective grace. "I have been told that I can be far too distant or overly serious, and that I tend to carry my responsibilities like a heavy shield and my grief like a suit of armor."

A faint, soft trace of dry humor touched her lips. A moment of self-awareness that softened the edges of her habitual gravity.

"I am quite certain there are those who would find such a temperament exhausting after enough time has passed, but those traits do not inherently make me unlikable; they simply make me who I am."

Outside, the skyline blurred into long, elegant bands of gold and sapphire as they glided through the cool night air.

"I suspect it is much the same with you," she said softly, her gaze steady and kind. "People are rarely disliked for being truly unbearable; more often, they are simply misunderstood, or perhaps they have become guarded and stubborn because they are afraid of what happens when they are known too closely."

She tilted her head just slightly, her expression opening up with a touch of newfound warmth.

"And occasionally, they decide what others will think of them long before anyone else is ever given the fair chance to choose for themselves."

There was no accusation in her tone, only an honest observation offered as a quiet comfort between them. After a brief pause, a genuine, if small, smile finally reached her eyes.

"For whatever it may be worth to you, I find you aren't difficult to sit beside at all. In fact, I quite appreciate the company."

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"Saying your grief is a suit of armor right after losing your husband is a bit of ,uh, an insensitive thing for someone to mention during this time. Not that I would hazard there is any real time to do so. Wouldn't be anyone's business in my eyes."

Would he be surprised if someone had mentioned that to Iandre Athlea Iandre Athlea ? Not in the slightest. He had heard some quite unsavory words in passing meant as comforting. Perspective could be vastly different between species, culture, and even gender. He knew for a fact he had probably offended more people than he actually knew - not that it had been intentional.

"As for me, don't worry about it. Nothing worth diving into." A small, lifeless chuckle. "Enjoying my company means you don't know me enough quite yet. That's probably for the best - keep it surface level. Makes things easier on both of us."

Thankfully the speeder ride to the spaceport was relatively short. Their time in the hyperlanes back to Miss Athlea's home not so much but his vessel was more than equipped to keep them in the lap of luxury and entertainment. A Santhe Challenger, he had customized each piece of the vessel two decades ago, down to picking out the custom wood interior.

As the speeder slowed he thanked the driver, reaching in his pocket and passing over a tip quietly before exiting. The old salvager quickly exited, moving to open the door for his guest. Least he could do for being accompanied on a work trip.



 
Iandre listened quietly as the city lights swept across the windows in shifting bands of gold and blue. There was no visible offense in her expression at his words, only a thoughtful stillness, as though she had already spent many long hours turning these thoughts over in the private theater of her own mind.

At his insistence that she only enjoyed his company because she did not truly know him, that "surface level" was safer for them both, something faint and reflective touched her features.

"Perhaps," she said softly, though the word carried no real weight of agreement. "But I have found that people often decide they are difficult to know long before anyone else has actually reached that conclusion."

Her gaze drifted briefly toward the passing skyline, watching the neon blur of the city before returning to him with a gentle, unwavering focus.

"Surface-level things may be easier, Judah. They are certainly less frightening. But that does not necessarily make them better."

The airspeeder hummed beneath them, the silence following her words feeling less like a void and more like a bridge. She didn't let the tension linger, shifting naturally back toward his earlier remark about the "insensitive" ways people spoke of her loss.

"Grief is different for everyone," she continued, her voice calm and unhurried. "I understand this, even if others often do not. Some people speak too bluntly because they are uncomfortable with the sight of pain; others try to 'fix' it because they cannot bear witnessing something remain unresolved."

Her gaze lowered to her hands, resting neatly in her lap, before lifting back to his.

"And some simply do not understand what it means to survive after losing a part of yourself."

There was no bitterness in the statement, only the quiet, tired honesty of a Jedi who had seen too much. When she addressed his comment about her wearing grief as armor, her expression softened with a flicker of recognition rather than denial.

"They may be right. Perhaps I am wearing it that way," she admitted gently.

The confession settled between them as the airspeeder began its slow descent toward the spaceport.

"But I would like that to change. I do not think grief is meant to remain armor forever. If it stays that way, eventually you stop remembering how to set it down. You forget what it feels like to move without the weight."

Her gray eyes searched his then, steady and sincere.

"Time is all it takes, I think. Or perhaps just time and the right people beside you while it passes."

The words were offered simply, a quiet invitation that didn't demand an answer. As the speeder came to a smooth halt and Judah moved to open the door, Iandre rose with her usual grace. Gathering the folds of her gown, she stepped out into the cooler night air, the transition from the intimacy of the speeder to the bustle of the spaceport feeling remarkably seamless.

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"When I was grieving my wife I became a borderline alcoholic. So, armor or not, you seem to be doing a better job than I was doing. So don't get too wrapped on what grieving the right or wrong way looks like. You do what feels best for you no matter what any idiot out there tells you, including me."


Wise advice, in his opinion. Which did not mean Iandre Athlea Iandre Athlea was going to take his words to heart. If someone had tried to offer him the same advice years ago he would have brushed them off. There would be no offense if Miss Athlea told him to shut up and mind his own business, he did understand the finer points of navigating on your own.

"Shouldn't be too bad of a flight to Veradune. Wasn't on the way here."


He moved towards the Santhe Challenger, the ramp coming down as they approached. The spaceport was bustling with those trying to escape the meeting for the evening, finding their time on Dac finished. His gaze flicked to the others, surprised to see it so crowded this late the evening.

"We might have to wait for traffic control to give us clearance. Who knew there were so many late night take offs. Go on and make yourself comfortable and I'll wrestle us an earlier slot for take off."


 
Iandre listened with a quiet, focused intensity as they navigated the bustling spaceport, where the cacophony of departing travelers and the low thrum of ascending engines swelled around them in rhythmic, uneven waves. While the sheer scale of movement at such an hour might have felt grating after the heavy emotional exhaustion of the evening, it instead offered her a strange sense of sanctuary, creating a pocket of anonymity that allowed her to linger within her own thoughts just a little while longer.

When Judah spoke of his wife, the disciplined lines of her expression softened with an immediate, genuine warmth that had nothing to do with pity. It was the look of someone who recognized a kindred scar, her gaze lifting to meet his as the pale, amber glow of the spaceport lights caught the delicate silver threading of her gown, making her seem almost luminous against the industrial backdrop.

"I truly do not believe there is a singular, correct way to survive the hollow space left behind when you lose someone you built your entire life around," she said, her voice carrying a soft, melodic weight. "There are only paths that lead toward healing and those that happen to leave much deeper wounds than others along the way."

She let a small silence settle between them, a comfortable pause that preceded a flicker of a real smile. One that reached her eyes this time.

"And for what it is worth, Judah, I hold no judgment toward you for simply surviving as best you could, even if you feel you did so poorly for a time."

There was a profound gentleness in her tone, suggesting she understood with painful clarity how dangerous it was to measure a person's character solely by the jagged shape grief forced them into during their lowest moments. Her attention drifted momentarily toward the crowded landing lanes before returning to him with a steady, grounding presence.

"Though I suspect you are mistaken about at least one thing," she added, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial softness. "You are quite clearly not an idiot, no matter how much you might try to convince yourself otherwise."

The observation was offered with such quiet, unshakable certainty that it felt less like a compliment and more like a simple statement of fact.

The familiar, sleek silhouette of the Santhe Challenger soon materialized ahead of them, waiting exactly where they had left it earlier that evening. Its polished hull acted as a mirror for the layered, neon lights of the port, and after a night spent navigating the treacherous waters of diplomacy and unspoken grief, there was something deeply grounding about returning to the ship's quiet, mechanical reliability.

When he mentioned the headache of traffic control, she glanced at the congested launch lanes and allowed herself a small, weary breath of amusement.

"It seems the galaxy has collectively decided it has reached its limit for diplomacy and grand gestures for one evening," she remarked softly.

As they reached the foot of the ramp, she hesitated for a brief second, her gaze settling on him with an expression of sincere gratitude.

"Thank you, Judah," she said, her voice barely a whisper yet perfectly clear. "Thank you for more than just the transport."

The weight of that gratitude remained unspoken and unelaborated, but it hummed between them with a new sense of mutual respect. Gathering the shimmering folds of her gown so they wouldn't catch on the metal, Iandre stepped back into the familiar warmth of the Challenger, finding a strange comfort in the ship's interior while Judah turned his focus toward the cockpit to find them a clear path home to Veradune.

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"Spend more time with me and you'll change the idiot mindset."

Judah chuckled as he followed up the ramp behind her, hitting the close button once he reached the top. Parting ways, he hit the cockpit, sliding into the soft nerf leather seats as he started the engines. Quickly it was turning into fighting with traffic control to get a slot. Trouble with the festival no one wanted to stay after. Finally after a bit of back and forth he got a slot for an hour from the current time. Beggars could not be choosers.


HOURS LATER


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The ship suddenly re-entered real space, jolting him awake. Eyes opened and he laid on his back in bed, listening for any signs of trouble. Engines hummed quietly. There was no familiar sound of laser fire. Ears strained to hear if they were being hailed. Difficult to tell from way down the corridor. Sliding out of bed with a grumble and slipping on some moccasins, rubbing his eyes.

"If this is sector control I'm going to tell them where to stuff their random checks."
He muttered as he shuffled into the dimly lit corridor, the Santhe Challenger still in night mode.

Entering the cockpit, he was greeted with a space station in the distance. Eyes narrowed wondering if it was an authority checkpoint trying to tow them in. Yet no one was hailing then. Sliding into the pilots chair once again, he hailed the station while extending his sensors for any signs of activity.

"Unknown space station, do you copy?"

He was met with silence and he pulled his datapad from his pajama pants, still speaking to himself.

"Do we own this station? I don't even think its on the maps...where is that list...maybe I need to hail Zej."

 
The Challenger's night cycle lighting cast the corridors in soft amber and muted blue when Iandre emerged from the guest quarters, drawn awake less by the reversion to realspace and more by the subtle shift in the vessel itself. Years of traveling aboard starships had conditioned some instincts too deeply to sleep through entirely.

The formal gown from the evening was gone, exchanged for something quieter and far more practical for the long journey. She wore a charcoal-gray lounge tunic of soft, layered fabric over dark trousers, modest and comfortable without drifting into anything resembling sleepwear. The sleeves had been rolled once at the forearms, and her dark hair, no longer pinned into the elegant arrangement from the gala, had been loosened from most of its intricate braids and gathered into a simple tie resting over one shoulder.

Grief still lingered visibly in her features if someone looked closely enough, but it no longer looked moments away from breaking her apart completely.

Barefoot against the polished floor, she stepped into the cockpit just in time to hear Judah muttering about random inspections and unknown ownership records while the station drifted silently beyond the viewport.

For a moment, she said nothing at all. Her eyes settled first on him rather than the station itself, taking in the grand sight of the old salvager half-awake in moccasins and pajama pants while fiercely arguing with a completely nonexistent sector control. Under different circumstances, she suspected the sheer absurdity of the image would have amused her far more openly.

Instead, a genuine trace of tired warmth touched her expression before her attention finally shifted outward toward the station hanging against the stars.

She simply watched it quietly, thoughtfully, and without any tactical assessment or immediate suspicion. She looked at it with the distant stillness of someone viewing a place that did not belong to her time at all. The station felt unfamiliar in a way old Republic ruins never did. There was no flash of recognition buried beneath memory, no instinctive understanding of who had built it or why. It was something born entirely after the galaxy she remembered had already vanished, built by people while she slept beneath the ground.

That realization settled strangely inside her.

"It is unsettling," she said softly after a long silence, though her eyes remained fixed on the station rather than him. A faint pause followed, letting the quiet expand. "Not the station itself. Just realizing there are places like this all across the galaxy that feel completely disconnected from anything I once knew."

The words carried no bitterness, only a quiet, grounded awareness.

Then, the weight of the moment lifted as a distinct trace of dry humor returned to her voice. She glanced toward his pajama pants and then back up to his face, her eyes glinting slightly in the dim console light.

"Though if this does somehow turn out to be one of your abandoned secret facilities, I would appreciate a warning before we are boarded by hidden security droids. I am entirely unprotected, and you are currently fighting a galactic mystery in your slippers."

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"Not sure I follow...there were no disabled space stations back then?"


Judah was alternating between a galaxy map of known disabled space stations, potential unknowns, and their current route on the hyperlane. Somehow this had drifted closer to the route either without anyone knowing or it was pushed along. Looking back up he could see there was debris surrounding the station, which could explain how it got off track.

"...pirates or a recent battle around here?" He was speaking mainly to himself, musing over all the possibilities.

Turning in the pilots chair to look at her in the dim light, Judah shook his head. If this was something earmarked for Salacia he felt it would have been on the company map of projects. While he was here though there was a thought to poke around or at the very least get closer and mark it for a crew to come collect.

"We don't use droid security due to my phobia. Don't worry, I'm on medication so I won't have another episode." A little bitter note at the end other his sentence before continuing. "Besides, they can be easily fooled. This station looks like it may have got knocked out of its original orbital cycle...see all the debris?"

 
Iandre's gaze lingered on the silent station for several moments longer before Judah's voice gently pulled her back to the warmth of the cockpit. The dim console lighting softened the disciplined, sharper lines of her features, leaving her looking quietly introspective rather than guarded as she considered how best to bridge the centuries between their shared understandings.

"There were abandoned stations in my time," she murmured, her voice a soft contrast to the hum of the ship. "Plenty of them, especially where old trade routes withered or along the margins of disputed territories, but I suppose back then I simply had the luxury of not thinking much about them."

She trailed off, her gray eyes drifting back to the metallic skeleton suspended against the infinite backdrop of stars as she searched for the right words to capture the weight in her chest.

"Now, seeing them out here like this, they feel so much stranger."

It wasn't a sense of fear or an omen of danger that gripped her, but rather the deep, unsettling ache that always accompanied forgotten things when enough time had passed for the rest of the galaxy to move on without them.

When Judah spoke of droid security and the raw edge of his phobia, a subtle, involuntary shift rippled through her posture. Her hand rose absently to rub at her opposite forearm beneath the soft fabric of her sleepwear, a small, unconscious gesture born of old phantom aches that still lingered under her skin. She didn't press him or ask for the story behind his trauma, though, for a brief moment, it was clear the question almost surfaced. Instead, she let it pass in silence, recognizing too well the sound of pain someone was not yet ready to unfold.

"Fighting CIS droids was never anything pleasant," she offered softly, her tone carrying the heavy, unvarnished simplicity of someone who had lived through the nightmare and felt no need to dramatize it. "There were days during the war where it felt like entire worlds had lost their voices, replaced by nothing but that relentless, mechanical rhythm."

The memory settled into the quiet spaces of the cockpit with a muted heaviness, but rather than letting the darkness linger, she gently let the subject rest and turned her attention back to the viewport. Her eyes tracked the scattered shards of metal and fractured hull pieces rotating in a slow, silent ballet around the structure, and she gave a faint, understanding nod.

"I see it now," she murmured, her gaze following the jagged edges of the wreckage. "Whatever violence found this place, it was not especially gentle, though out here in the dark, I cannot truly tell whether the wounds are fresh or simply old enough that the galaxy forgot to clean up after itself."

Folding her arms lightly across her chest, she watched the drifting remains not with defensiveness, but with a patient, watchful curiosity. A faint, rueful softness touched the corners of her mouth as she glanced back over at him, her intuition reading his silence perfectly.

"You are already considering boarding it, aren't you?"

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"Thanks for the nightmare imagery" He commented, only half-joking.

While he could appreciate Iandre Athlea Iandre Athlea being uneasy about the space station, this was something he dealt with daily. One of the reasons he was able to live comfortably and have an extensive amount of credits. While he had started salvaging small time wrecks, as he got bigger so did the salvage. Space stations were a wealth of opportunity. Either breaking them down to nothing and selling the scrap or restoring them for use.

This one looked to be the former.

"I am at least going to get a little closer to observe the damage and mark the coordinates. Make sure no one is truly stranded on the station, see if any escape pods have been jettisoned. I'm already awake."

Part of salvage was also encountering death. Part of it also included rescuing folks. Judah wasn't so certain anyone was alive on this station, if they were it would have been somewhere deep inside the structure itself, trying to hold out hope. Yet with no emergency beacon, he suspected no life would be on board.

"I may board it depending on what is seen from the tour around it. Uh, you're free to head back to bed. Its going to be quite boring to sit up and watch the entire process. If I board I can come get you, or at least let you know I'm headed inside."

Turning back to the controls, he eased the Challenger closer, mindful of the debris.


 
A faint look of apology touched Iandre's features at his comment about nightmare imagery, though there was the slightest thread of dry understanding beneath it as well. For the briefest moment, her hand lifted from her lap, fingers uncurling slightly as if she meant to reach across the narrow space between their seats and offer a reassuring touch to his shoulder. The impulse caught in her throat, a sudden wave of caution and lingering grief wrapping around the gesture until her hand shifted course, settling back against her own forearm to pull the loose sleeve of her tunic a little tighter around herself.

"Sorry," she murmured softly, and after a brief pause, she added with quiet honesty, "They still haunt my dreams now and then."

Her gaze drifted back toward the skeletal station and the scattered debris surrounding it like the remnants of a deep wound that had never properly healed over the centuries.

"Less now than when I was first discovered," she continued, her voice remaining calm even as it carried the unmistakable weight of an old exhaustion. "At the beginning, there were nights I would wake up in a cold sweat, fully expecting to hear the shriek of battle alarms or the rhythmic, heavy marching of droids just outside the walls."

A fragile silence settled into the cockpit before her attention returned to him, her expression softening with a quiet, shared understanding.

"I hope yours lessen as well, Judah."

The words were simple and sincere, offered freely as a comfort to survivors without probing the specific details he had clearly not yet volunteered. As he explained his reasoning for moving the ship closer, she listened without a word of objection because she recognized the practical, steady focus of someone who was intimately accustomed to broken places. Salvagers likely learned very early in their careers that hesitation did nothing to keep the lights burning or the thrusters firing.

When he offered her the chance to escape back to the safety of her bed, the faintest trace of genuine amusement returned to her expression, cutting through the heavy atmosphere.

"I believe that option disappeared the moment you introduced me to drifting graveyard stations in the dead of night," she said, the quiet softness of her delivery keeping the remark from sounding grim. She shifted slightly closer to the forward viewport, her eyes studying the darkened, jagged structure more carefully now that the ship was easing into its shadow. "And besides, I am fully awake now as well."

For a few long seconds, she simply watched the frozen shards of metal drift past the glass before a thoughtful look crossed her features.

"If you would like, I could try reaching out through the Force once we are a bit closer to the main hull." Her arms folded lightly beneath her sleeves, her posture turning inward as she gathered her focus. "I may be able to sense whether there is still life flickering aboard the station, though it is not always precise across structures of this size, especially with the interference of collapsing systems. Still, it might tell us whether this place is truly a tomb before you decide how curious you intend to become."

Judah Dashiell Judah Dashiell
 








"Sorry to hear." He paused to look at a sensor, wanting to ensure they weren't drifting too closely to the debris field. "I can share my pills with you. I do have manners and all. I don't think they are habit forming, Fairly mellowing, I would describe."

His shoulders shrugged, as if to say no pressure on his end. If she asked he would be happy to set her up with Doctor Greene, but something told him not to try. His experience with Jedi meant they seemed very adverse to therapy or outside advice. Judah wasn't sure why. Perhaps something in their upbringing that forced them to turn within or to their own group.

Focusing back on flying, he was carefully navigating between the larger pieces of debris. The smaller ones scraping and bouncing off the vessel despite the shields being active. Wasn't much he could do in the moment beyond pray the pieces didn't snag something expensive.

"I didn't do this on purpose. Kind of drifted into our path, I was sleeping." As for the Force, he didn't quite trust it as a failsafe. Sensors had an equally limited range but he wasn't going to stop her. Seemed a bit of a prick move on his end if he said something to the contrary. "If you like, sure. Don't be surprised if you come back with nothing."

Pushing the challenger closer, Judah was making a move to enter the hangar. So far things looked dark.

"Going to land inside. I've got envirosuits in the cargo area."







 

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