Declan Durinson
The Butcher King

The Funeral

The door opened and in front of him chained to the wall by both wrists, face bound and muzzled, snarling, screaming, and wrenching at his chains was his best friend in the whole galaxy, the person he had most looked forward to seeing, his hero, his brother.
“Durry!” Declan shouted running over to his brother dropping to his knees and throwing his arms around the bound man’s neck,
“Durry, it’s me. It’s Declan, I came home. I found you.” The was no recognition in his brother’s eyes only the feral hatred of a lupo who had refused to turn for so long that they drew the ire of The Dark One. Malkor, the giant black wolf touched unchanging lupo with madness turning them into nothing more than monsters. Declan had once gone with his brother to watch as his father was forced to execute a wolf with The Madness. There was no cure. He never forgot the way the woman fought and strained her bindings, snarling and screaming, scratching, clawing, and biting at anything she could reach including her own face which she had rent to horrible red ribbons, flesh peeled and hanging from her as blood flowed in the claw marks like rivers in canyons.
“Deck,” Darin started to say, from a million lightyears away. “look at him. He’s…”
“Don’t say it!” Declan snapped a flash of molten gold in his eye. “You don’t have to say it.” He said his voice barely more than a breath as tears rolled down his face.
“We can get the priestess. Aelin’s sister. she lived with The Gods, she can help.” His voice was sharp and erratic as he refused to accept the truth.
One of the twins put a hand gently on Declan’s shoulder. He did not have the strength to lift his head and see which. He could do nothing but stare at Durin. At the man he loved above all, who he would’ve given his life for, who he spent a lifetime running away from.
“The last thing he remembers of me is trying to steal his birthright.” Declan’s voice fell quiet barely even a whisper as he talked to no one in particular
“He never knew. He never knew I had come home. He will never know that I found him, that I came to save him. Gods.”
“Why? I could’ve died in the pits or the void or at the end of a rope but I didn’t. I came home. Why did I come home?”
Declan woke to thin strands of moonlight peeking through the window of his bed-chamber. The smell of dawn came from far in the east though the darkness had yet to be beaten back. It would be a few more hours yet until the sun reached the great black yronwood long hall of Hardhaven. The greatest castle in The North, ruling over the last great lupo settlement on Islimore, and the ancestral seat for Clan Kanaka, his clan.
He watched his breath hang in the air of the chamber. The fire must have gone out in the night. Despite the layers of furs that covered him as he lay in bed he could feel the cold settling into his muscles and creeping to his bones. He could start his own fire but there would be no returning to sleep for Declan.
He was afraid to dream. Not because of what he would see but afraid of who he wouldn’t.
She has abandoned me. The Wanderer no longer seeks her solace with the blood of Durin.
Declan forced himself from his bed, a shock running up his spine as his bare feet touched the stone floor. Goose pimples covered the entirety of his naked body as he crossed the room to stare out the window and up at the pale pearl moon. It goaded him, a siren song to split his skin and run.
If I run now, I will not stop.
There was no more running left in him.
Declan left his bed-chamber for his solar and poured a cup of ale. It was black and thick. He quickly swallowed it down, followed by a second, he poured a third but only sipped it. He had to be strong today. The one thing he knew he wasn’t on the one day he was sure he couldn’t but he had to. In the west, the moon remained high and defiant but in the east, the dark had begun to cede to the sun. brilliant swaths of purple-pinks swirled and danced with the remaining blue blacks. He lost track of how many cups of ale he’d had as he watched the light begin to appear but his tankard was empty and Declan son of Durin swayed as he made his way to get dressed.
It would have taken him half as long as it did, had he called for a servant but Declan was bound and determined to revel if not full-on wallow in his solitude for as long as he could, fumbling at straps or clasps in as vain an effort as the moon attempting to stave off the day. Declan, no longer able to live in the limbo of his chamber, shoved the doors open and made his exit just as the large pale-stone castle that surrounded the long hall began to drink in the morning sun.
He entered now the throne room of Hadhaven, just as he had months ago after first returning to Islimore. He stared down the length of the long hall’s throne room, where Hardhaven’s high seat should be. His father’s seat. In this massive hall built from the dark ebony wood of the Yronwood forest, the alpha’s seat stood out. It had been carved from the bone-white wood of a large tree from The Wolf’s Wood, veins of rich red sap remained visible still nearly a millennium after its creation, giving the seat its own circulatory system. Goldwork at the top matched the leaves of a still-living tree from the forest from which it had been harvested.
For years Declan had watched his father sit in that seat in his resplendent ivory armor or heavy fur cloak that he wore over immaculate hunting leathers, presiding over his people, settling disputes, or passing judgment on those accused of crimes. When he was very young he would be jealous of the times Durin got to sit on his father’s knee as he held court, wishing he could join them or even have his turn at having his father all to himself.
Today however it was not his father sitting on the brilliant white chair. There was no white chair.
At the end of the hall in front of a large stone altar stood a young boy no more than ten. clad in pristine onyx leathers ornamented with black pearls and a heavy white fur cloak. Black leather gloved hands rested on a sword handle wrapped in the same dark leather, adorned with gold and ivory designs running along the handle. The design was an inscription written in the old runes. A prayer to Aerðs. At the bottom of the hilt was a fierce white wolf carved from the same type of tree as his father’s throne, with tiny rubies for eyes.
The sword hung on a black leather belt that matched the boy’s boots with vivid gold buckles. The boy’s thick black hair was pulled back in a tight ponytail, tied with golden silk, and his brilliant green eyes were red, from lack of sleep or from crying Declan could not say.
“Someone will need to stand vigil.” Yasmine had said. They all wanted to volunteer, they would do it together no doubt but none of them had been quicker to speak than the boy.
“I can do it, mother. I want to do it. I will do this.” His voice had grown more confident with each word. They would not take this from him.
“I know you can,” Yasmine said kneeling in front of her son, wiping tears from her eyes as well as his. “I would not trust this task to anyone else. Your father would be so, so proud of you Deckard.”
“He’s done very well.” A voice said softly next to him.
“Mother.” Declan breathed out pulling his mom into a hug that she returned fully. “How…how are you?” He asked
“Broken, my dear boy. Broken, in a way, I did not know was possible.” His mother said with more pain than Declan had ever heard her speak. “Look at you…” A sob and a smile escaped her face as she took a step back to take him in fully. He could not help but smile back at her, standing in the resplendent ivory armor of his father.
“You had this sent to my room?” He asked her.
“Your father wanted you to have it.” She told him. “Before he went out in the snows, he told me, ‘Vala, you make sure to give this to my son when he gets home. Tell him I love him and I’m sorry I missed him.’” Declan pulled her into another hug as their tears fell onto the gift left by his father Durin IV, Alpha of clan Kanaka, The Protector, champion of his people, to the son he never lost hope in.
“Mother.” a voice said softly. It was Yasmine of The Wilds, acting Alpha for Clan Kanaka, wife to his brother Durin V.
“Yasmine.” His mother said in the most welcoming voice imaginable. She pulled the younger woman into a tight embrace. “You would be proud of your son.”
Declan could not say whether Yasmine laughed or cried at that moment.
“He gets his strength from his father,” Yasmine said.
“And his will from his mother, no doubt.” Declan offered softly. This time he was certain that she laughed. She slid her arm through his, taking him by the elbow.
“I think, I would see him now. before the others arrive.” They walked together, the three of them toward the end of the long hall. “Speaking of the others.” She said. “Will they be attending?”
“I cannot say, Alpha.” She gave him a hard look. “Or I should say, Yasmine. None knew Durin and I…”
How did he explain? How could he explain?
“...I fear that they have come here mostly for sanctuary and not for any great love of me or my brothers.” Surely that was a diplomatic way to say he was responsible for a number of their deaths and the loss of their home on this world. That, because of him they were forced to flee.
“Not even the one who you seem determined to go out of your way to avoid?” His mother asked. “The short one with the fierce eyes.” She clarified.
Aelin. Litla systir.
They reached the end of the hall and all three stood in front of the boy in front of the altar. Yasmine grabbed her son’s face in both hands and knelt to kiss him. The boy choked back sobs but he did not move. Declan’s mother had moved to the other side of the altar and Yasmine pulled away from her boy and joined her good mother. Declan kneeled in front of his nephew and placed one of his big hands over the boy’s heart.
“Vel gert, litli kappi. Ekki óttast að gráta. Faðir þinn myndi finna mikla gleði að sjá ást þína.”
Declan rose to his feet and joined his mother and sister. Declan could feel each woman wrap their fingers in his as he stood over the altar and looked down on the body of his brother.
I’m sorry, Durry.
Finndu föður og veiddu, bróðir. Einhvern daginn verð ég nógu verðugur til að vera með þér.
“I swear it.”
Well done, little warrior. Do not fear to cry. Your father would feel great joy to see your love.
Find father and hunt, brother. Some day, I will be worthy enough to join you.
Find father and hunt, brother. Some day, I will be worthy enough to join you.






