Sometimes you must remember that your own life is precious too.
That one line sent his thoughts spiraling inwards, and struck him into silence. He had been brought up on stories of self-sacrificing Jedi, on 'there was no death, only the Force'. As a child he had idolized Jedi Knights. They were his heroes. Every win was celebrated, every death was mourned. It had been lost on him that on his journey to become a Jedi, he took on all of the responsibility, but none of the regard.
It was so hard to find balance. What sacrifices were acceptable. What judgment was correct. In a way, he'd set the standard for himself so high that he was doomed to fail. Adding to that, he found he easily dismissed or showed understanding when weakness was found in the Jedi he looked up to, yet in himself he never ceased the judgement.
Braze highlited how he was trapping himself in his own thought patterns.
Be the river. Respond to the moment as it arrives. Don't try to swim against the current or dictate the course . Be a drop of water in the river, be content. Even that simple thought exercise didn't make all his problems go away, it gave him tools to process them.
His focus snapped back to reality as Casaana and Kael stepped up. Casaana's discomfort washed over him until it became his own, and he breathed out a sigh of relief as Braze managed to soothe her nerves.
This Force Stasis sounded like just the thing he needed. The first tool in a pacifist's guide to survival in a galaxy filled with chaos.
He watched the three, trying to pick up on the flows through the Force, trying to understand what was happening so he could replicate it.