fear itself
It shouldn't have been this easy. It had never been this easy. Not even her first outburst — the Force seemed to flow so naturally to her here on Ruusan. Sael could feel the crowd folding around her like cloth pulled into a knot quickly, completely. Every breath she exhaled seemed to catch in someone else's throat. Her reach moved wider than it ever had before. Mercy had told her of Ruusan's power, and now she felt it. All she had to do was weave them together. One thread at a time. Pride into reverence. Despair teased into hunger. Her pheromones softened the edges, coaxing the broken into a shape that longed to be filled with meaning, with direction, with

And it was working! One man dropped to his knees. Another whispered Mercy's name like a plea. She felt it in their pulsebeats, in the widening of their pupils, the satiation of the beast inside. Then a sharp, foreign note in her atmosphere. Unaccounted for and cut sideways through her concentration. Her breath caught—shoulders tightening, chin twitched downward to brace against herself. Always just skimming the edge of control, all it took for Sael's chemical coercion to slip was someone speaking to her. Worse yet, complimenting her.
The spell snapped.
One of the followers, young, fanatical, afraid, blinked hard and staggered back as though he tripped over a low strung wire. He shook his head, and disappeared into the crowd. The emotion slipped fast from Sael's periphery, and her fingers stretched to grasp at the unspooling threads she'd knit together into the cast net.
Gone.
She stiffened. It wasn't just raw embarrassment. It was shameful loss. She had held that man's devotion too briefly. The nerve endings beneath her skin prickled, feeling like a wild animal caught mid-step. Her eyes sliced sidelong at him, feeling little more than discomfort's tingle.
"Nothing to hear. There's supposed to be nothing to see...either..." she mumbled, feeling defeat creep into her bones.
He held out the bottle in one hand, the joint in the other.
No master had ever offered her libations — and she could not disappoint her new Master with experimenting in the midst of curating a chemical-born fandom. Sael's answer came quiet, a beat late, barely above the noise: "Neither, thank you."
She blinked once, slow, and pulled her pheromones back inward like a curtain falling. Someone had seen her. And she wasn't sure yet if that was worse than being invisible.
"Who are you?"
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