Vulpesen knew it was a risky move but he focused on the familiar weight within his coat pocket, causing a small black gem to fall out and skid towards @[member="Daella Apparine"]. Despite every other breach of focus, Vulpesen's memories seemed to strengthen his spirit, causing the weights to rise. His body was sweating now as he continued to move up and down. "Seventeen years ago I was found on my fathers doorstep with a note saying that it was my destiny to know the force, so he raised me to learn its ways. somewhere along the way I decided to join the jedi. They seemed the most honorable, so it just seemed right. Two years ago, I found that crystal in the grave of a jedi near my home. In truth, I want to be a knight so I can become a master. A master has the entire knowledge of the force at his fingertips and there would be no greater goal than for me to learn EVERYTHING about the force."
As he spoke, Vulpesen began to raise the weights faster than before, making them easily rise up into the air. As each memory surfaced, he clung to it and took in its power, using it to power his determination. His muscles quivered and he was nearing the verge of collapsing, and yet somehow, he managed to keep himself up through sheer willpower.