Her glare maintained the same level of intensity while her Master observed her, seeming measure her resolve, or perhaps he was simply waiting for her to fall apart. Her body was on fire. Her soul, the very essence of her being, felt like it was being torn to shreds and systematically destroyed. Her body shook, trembling with pain, and an emotion so terrifying and bleak, that she couldn’t identify it. Eventually, she began to see through Darth Metus, eyes hard, but slowly losing focus. Her strength was gone, literally, leeched from her body by the damnable amber rings.
She was entirely unresponsive when the spell fell away and her body floated to the earth. Everything ached. The air moving across her skin caused her eyes to sting, every inch of her, feeling as if she’d been scrubbed viciously with sandpaper and chemical cleaner. She gasped for breath, white hair falling from her braids, strewn among the dirt and chunks of torn up grass. Slowly, ever so slowly, she curled in on herself. Shivering. She could do nothing else.
Srina did not move as feeling returned to her, as the Force reignited the bond between herself, and her Master. He was warmth. But distant. So very, very far away. She could see him in her mind’s eye, pulling fish from the lake, and she remained wholly confused. She could feel the buildup of power, so she knew something was about to happen, but she didn’t know what. Regardless, she was utterly powerless to stop it. Her body held all of the consistency of ground, processed, bloody meat. Her bones felt brittle and hollow, like they might snap at the slightest movement, intentional or otherwise.
Against her better judgment, and the protests of her battered form, she tried to push herself into a sitting position. She fell more than once. Failing, embarrassingly, at doing something that even a babe could do. Still, ever stubborn and determined, she tried.
When Sith magic anew flowed through the area, new power reaching for her, Srina shied away from it. The Echani dug deep and managed to scuttle away by a mere few feet, not trusting the amber bands of power that reached for her, but she couldn’t stand. Her legs would not cooperate under any circumstances. When the first wave of it brushed against her ankles, sweeping up her legs, she gasped at the sensation of pain evaporating. It felt so good, it almost hurt, all over again.
Srina let herself fall back down in the dirt, a fallen star, clad in blue tatters. She was filthy, covered in grime, grass stains, and dried pale-red blood, but at least she could breathe. It took a long time for her to realize that Darth Metus had siphoned life from something so small as a fish, to replenish her, and repair the damage that had been done to her body. Her eyes closed and she temporarily languished under the effects. When the light faded, and the power receded, Srina frowned. It was as if she’d nearly been asleep, and someone had stolen her blankets away.
It was cold. She missed this warmth, the way it stole away her hurts, and replaced it with a feeling lighter than air.
Darth Metus began to speak, and the apprentice remained prone, the wind stirring the blue silk of her ruined dress. Long lengths of moonlit hair danced in the night, fluttering from the ground, as if it had a mind of its own. “Magick like fire.”, she repeated slowly, accepting this for what it was, versus the torture it had felt like. It was a lesson. A dark truth of cause and effect, of strength and weakness, and a reminder, that as long as her Force abilities remained untrained…No fight would ever be fair.
Her Master went over the emotions that were capable of becoming fuel. An incantation annoyed her, but, at least it seemed to revolve around short phrases. Srina was not fond of standing around chanting when could have been fighting all along. “The Dark Side understands…Does that mean it also thinks? Wants?”
If so, what did it think, and what did it want? Srina had been trying to answer that for as long as he had known Darth Metus. Her visions seemed to be the way that it spoke to her the loudest. She had long ago learned not to ignore it. It would be heard, no matter what she wished, and it would make her regret not listening closely enough in the first place. When her Master opened his arms to the open air and green life of the Silver Rest the young apprentice sat up.
It was true, she felt more refreshed, and the pain was gone, but she was still overwhelmed. Her spirit felt drained, taxed, as if it had been spread too thinly. Darth Metus implored her to think of her family, to think of what had been taken from her, and encouraged her to feel that loss. At first, she felt nothing, and the wind kept turning, tossing loose white hair this way and that. Her heart was a vast emptiness. It was still waters, with nothing to cause a wave, or even a ripple.
It had been that way ever since she attended Larinkáoi. She thought. She did not feel.
The more she dwelled on her home world he more her training seemed to fade. Little by little the pain flooded in. Agony, heartache, and fear ate through her steel exterior and her hands returned to fists in the dirt. She did not stand. She did not breathe. Her head turned slowly, silver eyes alight with power unknown, sharp, and wide as silver dollars. Low stars burned within her iris, causing an odd glow before her strength began to show itself once more. Gravity seemed to fail and time itself slowed to a crawl as her gaze fell to Darth Metus.
Her eyes were filled with things unnamable. Unleashed, and unbound, by the pain her Master had brought her…Silver pools glistened with fire so cold that it burned. Oh, her eyes could be so cruel. When everything seemed to stop, the wind, her breathing, she murmured that which the dreadlocked man wished to hear… Odojinya.
A culmination of black emotions forced bands of energy into existence. They were similar to that which Darth Metus had created, but different in shade, a little darker. They were redder than amber—nearly onyx on the edges. Delicate fingers rose in the air, and just as he had trapped her, the dark webbing snapped closed around her Master. It was vicious, surging, raw, and untamed. She did not have the finesse that the Sith Lord had displayed.
Just as quickly did the burning, painful bands wrap around him, did she realize that her lips had curved into something resembling a smile. It felt wicked. Srina paused, wholly, and lavender lids fell over gilded mirrored orbs. She released the power, released the energy, and let the spell fade into nothing.
“There are…Consequences…”, she uttered slowly, burying all that she felt, all that Darth Metus had lured to the surface. “There is a price. I will pay it…If I must…”
“But I will not pay it to harm you. Not today.”
Srina’s head fell, accepting the failure, as well as a new wave of exhaustion. Mentally…She felt torn apart. Her promise to never harm her Master felt threatened. She felt for the bond that had always bound them, and traveling the line of it, she found him on the other end. Apology lived in her core…But so did a mote of fear. She could feel the lure of this power, of this magic, and could feel herself slipping. Losing her footing.
She did not have the same faith in herself that her Master did.
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