"So many loved ones passed, I know. Maybe we are doing something wrong, maybe they are doing something right, that's all subjective, wherever you are looking to it from. But, there was something that Master E'ron always told me, and those were indeed wise words that I still try to apply it to my life. Let me tell you... uhh... yeah. If you lose your faith in your brothers and sisters in war, you'll lose your faith in yourself. In war, your brothers and sisters and you are one, if one of the chains is broken, that will be the end of that chain." She looked at his eyes, he was tired, and he was himself. Finally, he was showing the real himself, escaping from the shield he created.
"Yeah. Yeah it does." She stopped for a moment, a caring expression on her face. He was right, in some way, but connections, were the things that made them stronger. Connections that they felt with nature, with the Force... and each other. "Bonds. Maybe you are right, maybe the bonds are weakening as we continue to live." The bond between them for example, from somewhat happy story, to today. "But, if you start to doubt them, you start to doubt yourself. Now, I know that Mr. and Mrs. Heavenshield are acting with their hearts, but didn't we too, before all this happened? We always acted however our hearts wanted us to act. We made mistakes, we made terrible terrible mistakes, but of all things passed, now we are here, trying our best to walk in our own paths in our twisted ways. They were lucky to live a fairy tale instead of us, that's the only difference."
She was sounding like her Master now, much more in a different style, in her own way but like her. "Me too, Connor. Believe me, I am sorry too. But I thought about this a lot. Why am I sorry, unfortunately couldn't find any answers. Why are you sorry? Real answer, that's just you and me here." Her tone was sad, full of emotions, but at the same time, strong. She wasn't that girl, not anymore. "Connor, one more question." She returned her gaze to the small fountain, and sighed. "Have you ever thought about "what if's" in your life?"
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