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SEEK THINE ENEMY
LOCATION — Ilum, Unknown Regions
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PARAPHERNALIA — Armour of the Lost, an old blaster pistol and Vesper et Aurora.
A waltz upon frozen ground, upon a world long forgotten by civilisation--be that Jedi or Sith, all their echoes had long since faded from its icy grasp. Yet one cannot deny the poetry in the scenery; a follower of the Light and of the Dark swaying gently in one another's arms, together, upon soil abandoned by both their Orders, reunited not as foes on a battlefield, but as witnesses to the orchestral lure from the Force. For they were life and death, the bloom and the rot that fed the cycle of nature, and for once in a very long time, they waltzed in 'perfect' unison.
His plea for a repeat of her words endeared her thoroughly, as if he was oblivious to what she had said before. Her hands held onto him a little tighter as she shifted back into the rhythm of their steps. "I missed you. How a flower might miss the shadow on a warm day. The light is a wondrous thing, yes, yet the shade offers a shield, guarding the bloom against a scorching sun." Isobel whispered, as gentle as a confession, as soft as a secret never meant to be voiced.
Would Ashla's caress weaken if she remained near him? And if it did. . . would such a change truly matter? For there was little difference between the warmth of his embrace and the gentle blessing the Light had granted in past or present. Even his dear whisper settled within her thoughtscape with a tenderness equal to her devotion. Was it a glimpse upon her downfall? For one can one's words pierce so facilely through her enlightened heart? Yet the doubt found no footing within her mind, found no will to withdraw from his intoxicating embrace. Yet even she knew such thoughts bordered on the permission of a grave fault.
"I have long discarded those Padawan robes," Her voice was accompanied by a huff of amusement. The fabric had been so terribly itchy and endlessly vexing, for the sleeves were too long and prone to absorbing anything it grazed: rain, frost, or the thorns of the gardens. "Mayhaps that was the grandest mercy upon leaving the Order--to not be forced to don those horrid things. . . Although, I will grant them this," She spared a brief glance downward at the more knightly armour, with dark metals and a sash that made it appear almost nobly. "They were lighter than this~"
In a galaxy corrupted by a storm of war, conflict and deceit, what place could possibly be a sanctuary? Where could Sith and Jedi walk side by side without the promise of death? Her heart beat the song of the Light, and it could not be concealed no matter how she tried. And now that she has felt his, there was no denying the thunder of the dark side's fury within his chest. There was naught in this galaxy that could be called a home so long as they must be one another's sworn foe. . . "Where would that be, Lys?" The previous brightness faded into gravity as she looked him in the eye, her worries were a present thing--muffled but present. "Wariness and distrust is demanded of those around us. . . I would be considered a prisoner if I'd be seen with you," The fear in her voice trembled as she inched a sliver back--his hand still forcing him close but their faces held a small gap.
Her attention remained on the waltz for a time, the bright sparks of worry and a light brushes of anger slowly hardening by the frost once more. It never delighted her to feel irritation within her heart; it did not belong, such tools were fated to be utilised by the enemy. . . not by her. Deep breaths left her lips as she stepped left and back in equal cadence with him. The metal of her armour making soft clanking and chiming noises with each sway, the closest thing to music among the echoes of the temple. It was wrong. Echoed once more in the back of her mind, as she persisted in the arduous distance from him, not only physical, but the depths of her eyes wandered a different path than the dance--as if they resided on another plane of existence entirely.
His compliments failed to drag her back into the present, even if the corner of her lips twitched upwards in a--faintly--acknowledging manner, akin to a polite smile one would hand out after failing to grasp their joke or request. Her feet simply kept moving, and her eyes remained fixed on a point just beyond his head as her doubt flourished and withered within her mind. Sweetened reassurances battled the righteousness of her conscience, stating that she might bring him to the Light--but then again would passion not drag them into the Dark too. . . Was there a way to simply be without the Force tearing them apart. . ?
No, these were foolish thoughts, doubts that will overshadow the bliss of the moment. With a light shake of her head she withdrew from the crumbling foundation of her thoughts, and looked upon him once more. Bearing witness to his query about the symbolism she picked, a rose she would love to show him someday--yes, focus on these thoughts Bel. . . "I. . . I picked the blue rose, because I believe that after all we have endured apart. There remain these seeds or bulbs of mystery between us, whatever flower may blossom from that is up to the fates. Though I. . . I do wish to nurture it, to see what may come of it. Whatever shade, whatever flower. Allow me to at least try, Lys. . ." She confessed, as passionately as her adoration for flora.
"Unless you already believe it could be blue," 'twas more of a tease than an inquiry about his thoughts.