Lorn didn't answer her right away.
He just stood there, milkshake in hand, watching the way her smile fractured at the corners like glass trying not to break. The way she pulled back, half a step, half a world away. The way her voice held steady when everything else inside her clearly wasn't.
His throat tightened.
Not because she said something wrong. But because
she thought she had to.
Because Ala Quin, the brightest damn thing to stumble into his life when he wasn't even looking, was standing there preparing to be left. Preparing for disappointment.
Preparing for him.
That was what cracked it.
Lorn took a sip of the milkshake. It was warm, hopelessly melted, more milk than shake. He tasted half-hearted chocolate and some faintly sour hope. It made his lips twitch.
"Oh..." he murmured, tone deadpan.
Then he looked at her again. Really looked.
She was bracing for it, the way she always did, with her shoulders squared like she was facing a firing squad of expectations and trying to beat them with charm. That stubborn curl on her lip. That desperate little joke hiding in her throat. Her fingers white-knuckling a sad, sweating cup like it could keep her from unraveling.
She didn't know it, but she was trembling.
Lorn's hand moved before his mind did. One step. Then two.
"Ala," he said, softly,
sharply. Just enough weight to stop her next breath.
She blinked. Looked up.
And he kissed her.
No warning. No preamble. No battle plan.
Just warmth.
His hand found her jaw, thumb brushing just under her ear, steadying her as his lips met hers with the kind of gravity that had nothing to do with force or fate. It was firm, grounding, and desperately
real. It didn't ask. It didn't explain. It
anchored.
And stars,
there it was.
The tilt. The rush. That fire behind his ribs that lit like a thousand stars going nova in perfect silence. The thing he had waited for. Imagined. Doubted. Hoped. It hit like home.
He pulled back just barely, his forehead resting lightly against hers, his voice low, shaken, but certain.
"You are not the thing I'd ever want to let go of."
A breath or two more.
"There was someone here. With your face. Same everything. But it wasn't you." His brow furrowed.
"I don't know who she is, but I think she's in trouble. Or maybe… she is trouble. I don't know."
His hand was still on her cheek, his thumb moving in a slow circle.
"But I thought I'd lost you. And for a second, I believed it."
He stepped back just enough to see her eyes again, searching them. Needing
this to be real. This light. This wild, perfectly imperfect force of nature in a catering uniform and two tragic milkshakes.
He exhaled. Then smiled, finally.
"You are exactly the storm I want."
And this time, he held on.