Private Paper and Fire

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

Good good. Junko looked at her and leading the way as they went through the districts she was enjoying it... Shae was willing to work and to learn which would go a long away as the district opened up... the large gates revealing the business district of the palace... buildings and shops designed with storefronts... hundreds of people milling about and they continued to work only bowing and stopping for a moment before continuing on. Junko offering smiles for all of them and let them continue about their businesses... they were bringing a lot as outfits, foods, equipment were on display. Barkers bringing attention to different products.. acrobats on display from rooftops and more. "The market district, you can find anything here and it has some of the best connection for buying just about anything save deeply illegal or immorral."

 

[Zavra Shae]

I nod as I listen attentively to my mistress, trying to absorb everything she tells me. I understand that everything must be balanced traveling, learning, meditating… but also keeping my body and mind in harmony with the Force.

"I understand, Mistress... so everything I do must be balanced. Traveling, learning, meditating, but also keeping my body and mind in harmony with the Force..."

I frown slightly, thinking about her words on the dark side.

"But... is the dark side really that terrible? I mean... it gives power to some Dark Jedi, right? They seem strong... but if they end up with dry skin, yellow eyes, and cracked lips... that explains why they all look so bad..."

A shiver runs through me, and I shake my head.

"Alright, no dark side for me. I'd rather keep my face intact and my figure... normal."

I let out a small smile, but my expression turns serious again as I ask a question that troubles me.

"But how do I know if an emotion can make me fall? Fear, anger, sadness... those are normal feelings, right? How do I control them without suppressing them?"

I want to understand. If I am to walk the path of the Jedi, I need to be sure I won't fall into the traps my master describes.

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

"Anger can make you strong for a moment... no one can maintain rage for sustained periods of time... it will burn you out and make your sick eventually." She said it while walking and listening. "The emotions aren't the danger, being ruled by them is. Feeling anger in a situation is fine... if you express it by then lashing out and attacking you give in. That is something others seem to not understand. Suppression is something some jedi do... others revel in their emotions and let themselves be ruled by them.... both are dangerous and why we temper ourselves." Junko said it while they came to a stop and she slid off of the large tiger with a smile before she was stretching.

"But there is always more to it, every jedi has to choose what they are going to do eventually and a number fall while others reinforce themselves in service to the force and the lightside." Junko said it while she motioned and walked into the one shop. Outfits measured and tailored in dozens of colors... smooth silks and even streads that were thick and near seethrough. "Now a lesson when it comes to shopping... look at what is for purchase. Not the prices but the style, the colors. On worlds that are ordered and oppressive... where the government or a ruler maintains strict control. The colors will be muted, solids and generally more about uniformity."

She said it while showing the outfits. "THe shoes being offered, if they are heels or garish... designed for looks or designed solid and with heavier leathers. Work boot that can be unisex." She was pointing it out and showing a few other kimonos. "It can give you a better idea of the governmental structure... long before you meet them. If the clothing and shoes are colorful, are made for looks, covered in gemstones then there is likely more freedom of expression on the world... or in rare cases the fashion is dictated by the tastes of the one in charge and they bring theirr fashion sense to everything forcing it on the people... rare but it has been known to happen."

 

[Zavra Shae]

"I... I think I understand, Mistress," I said in a quieter voice, my thoughts pulling me back to memories I would rather forget. "Anger can be powerful, but it doesn't last… and if we let it control us, it will end up destroying us."

I clenched my fists for a moment. I knew what it was like to feel that rage burning, consuming, pushing me to act without thinking. I remembered the chains, the endless days of obedience, the silent humiliations. And most of all, I remembered him. My jailer. The man who controlled everything, who decided whether I ate or not, who laughed whenever I gritted my teeth through the pain.

"But it's not easy… sometimes it comes so fast that I don't even have time to think. How do you stop yourself from giving in?"

There had been one day, just one, when I could have killed him. He had come too close, let his guard down, and in my hand, I had felt the weight of a tool strong enough to crack a skull. My heart had pounded, every muscle in my body screaming at me to strike, to take my revenge… But I hadn't. Something in me had hesitated. A voice, faint and distant, telling me that giving in to that rage wouldn't make me free. It would just make me another slave… but this time, to my emotions.

Followed Junko into the shop, my eyes widening at the many colorful fabrics and carefully displayed outfits. Everything was so different from what I had known. I had never had a choice before. Just rags, rough cloth, nothing beautiful, nothing that expressed anything but submission.

"You mean… you can tell what kind of government a place has just by looking at the clothes?" I asked, puzzled. "But how is that possible? Don't people just wear what they like?"

I ran my hand over a soft fabric, feeling its lightness beneath my fingers. Free to touch, to choose… it was still a strange feeling for me.

Her explanation made me see things differently. "So… if everything is dark and uniform, it means people don't have a choice… and if everything is extravagant and covered in jewels, it's either because they're free to express themselves, or because someone is forcing that style on them?"

I had seen both extremes. The total absence of choice, the uniformity, the submission… but also the masters and nobles who imposed their tastes, forcing slaves to wear ridiculous outfits for their own amusement. In both cases, no one was deciding for themselves.

My eyes turn toward Junko with a mix of admiration and frustration. "I don't think I would have noticed all this on my own… It seems so obvious when you explain it, but I never would have thought about it."

Took a deep breath and close my eyes, engraving these new lessons into my mind. The anger was still there, lurking inside me, like a beast waiting to pounce. But I wouldn't let it dictate my choices. Not again.

"I'll try to learn, Mistress. I want to understand these signs too. And I want to be stronger… so I never feel like a slave to anything ever again."

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

"In a way, it is not perfect but it can give you an idea. It will also allow you to see the disposition of the people. Orderly and reserved means there is likely more government control where as one who wants to change your style can be more open. It is observations. The food as well is the name... rich foods that look more like luxuries vs food that gives you allof the things that your body needs but might not have flavor." Junko said it while she was looking over and going through different designs.. different styles. "Atrisia for instance is open in many things while the emperor and empress maintain a strict level of control. Each world has order and the Commonwealth functions as a well bodies entity with over two hundred worlds contained within... tradining, sharing ideas and information and we rebuild with each other."

 

[Zavra Shae]

I see. It's like each world has its own way of regulating itself. Order, freedom… everything seems interconnected, but to varying degrees. Atrisia seems complex, between the openness of the people and the control of the emperor and empress. I suppose you have to know when to stay reserved and when to change to evolve, but it must be difficult to navigate.

As for the food… I understand better now. The food reflects what society values. Maybe the ones rich in flavor are not always the best for nourishing the body, but they are seen as luxuries. I'll need to think about that more.

The Commonwealth, with all these planets and exchanges… it's like one big family working together, but each keeping their differences. It's fascinating, but I still feel a little lost in all of this...

"I think I understand, Mistress… Like one big family that keeps its differences while staying united, is that right? Like a tree of possibilities?"

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

A family... interesting approach but she was not wrong. "Yes." She said it and it was nodding her head. "We are all in this and improving the Commonwealth has been a bigger thing... after we kicked the sith off of the world and have handled many of the dangerous elements like the slavers they created, the criminals." She said it while getting a few outfits and some shoes. "Here we go, these will work for you, copmbination of some day, some night clothes and even some things you can wear to the hot springs." SHe had them and the outfits were being packed. "THey'll make sure it goes to the palace and your rooms." She had a grin though while standing there with her hands going over some of the other fabric and having a smaller look of interest.

 

[Zavra Shae]

I stood there silently, observing the clothes being carefully packed. This wasn't really my world, all this luxury, but my mistress Junko's words resonated within me.

"Thank you, Mistress," I said softly, still a bit hesitant. "It's... very different from the robes I wore on tatooine, but I trust you."

My fingers brushed over the fabrics, my thoughts drifting for a moment to the training that awaited me. "It's strange, i dont have the habit..." I nodded, more to myself than to anyone else, a small confident smile tugging at my lips.

I turned toward Junko then, giving a small bow. "I will wear these clothes with pride and continue to learn and grow, just as you've taught me."

There was a quiet strength in my words, a determination that reflected the path I had chosen: one of discovery, purpose, and unwavering loyalty to those who had guided me.

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

"Well that is good to hear, you are a very beautiful woman... so I want you to be able to show off that as much as your skills with the force and a saber. Plus it is important... people will be less likely to notice you if you are regally dressed then if you were shlebbing around in something. The more regal the more then might avert their eyes." It was always good in some ways and finishing up there she was walking again. "There will be other things, I don't imagine you had much and here there will be a lot more. More so when you factor in the sheer amount of worlds, mons, colonies and trade hubs that the Commonwealth has which we overlook." She didn't say they would visit it all but at the same time they were able to and to help out with much more. She was lking out fo the store while some of the others were in the street. Bowing and showing their respect before continuing onwards towards the higher districts. Junko leading the way with xifang as the tiger stretched itself out when the district walls became larger and went up towards the mountains around them. The doors opening into a larger area that looked more like a forest as the jedi princess walked leading the pathway towards it. She stopped for aa moment. "This area I have worked on, it uses the white current to create illusions and is a defensive measure... it won't kill but it will disorient." She tapped with her shoe some small stones. "All except for these, the stones are markers and how one finds their way as they will always point how to get through just follow them if you are here alone."

 

[Zavra Shae]

I nod my head, listening carefully to Mistress Junko's words. Her explanations make sense, and I feel a certain pride in the fact that she considers not only my skills but also the image I can project.

"I... I understand, Mistress. I will do my best to honor that."

I lower my head slightly, a bit embarrassed by the compliment about my appearance, but I know that what she says is true. Appearance plays a role, even as a Jedi. Being seen as an imposing or noble figure can divert attention and, sometimes, prevent unnecessary conflict. As we move through the streets, I am impressed by how people bow before Mistress Junko. She walks with a natural confidence, as if she has always belonged here. Xifang, her majestic tiger, seems just as comfortable at her side.

I look up at the district walls rising toward the mountains. The transition is striking. When the large gates open to reveal a lush landscape, I immediately feel a difference in the atmosphere. It's soothing, yet strange, as if something hidden lies within. Mistress Junko stops and explains the White Current illusion. I furrow my brows slightly, intrigued.

"An illusion…? So if someone tries to enter without knowing the path, they will be lost here, unable to find the way out?"

She taps her foot against some small stones, and I watch closely.

"Markers…" I immediately memorize their placement.

I take a deep breath, trying to sense the energy around me. "I have never used the White Current…i need learn the force i thinks at first..."
I look up at her with determination. I am still a beginner, but I want to improve, to understand these techniques, and to be a worthy apprentice to Mistress Junko.

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

"If someone manages to wander into the forest.. they will walk around for several hours lost and confused... and generally come out disoriented near the guard houses. These are behind the palace and largely exclusive going to my private hanger and springs." There were others and other ways there but this was mostly for them if they needed it and Junko was walking as she moved guiding the few with her. The forest still and quiet as the sounds of her footfalls and Xifangs were muffled more and more the deeper one could go. She had space for SHae with her to be able to walk through and emerging from it the path narrowed into the rock and a small canyon. Alcoves revealing smaller gardens, springs and some pools. White statues sculpted around, gemstones and fruit trees. Junko still moved forward as it opened into a private beach.. the canyon wrapping around with a singular path going out and white sand in a crescent. Then a second ascending pathway leading up to pools that steamed as waterfalls came cascading down with a grotto that could be seen behind the curtain.

 

[Zavra Shae]

I was following Mistress Junko through the forest, trying not to get distracted by the strange atmosphere surrounding us. Everything was too quiet. Not a single sound of animals, no rustling of wind in the leaves… Only the muffled sound of our footsteps, growing fainter as we advanced.

It felt like we had been walking for an eternity when finally, the path opened onto a narrower passage carved into the rock. Natural alcoves sheltered pools of crystal-clear water, meticulously maintained gardens, and fruit trees whose sweet fragrance tickled my senses. Statues of immaculate white stood guard over the place like silent sentinels.

Then, I saw it.

A slight gasp of surprise escaped me as I stepped onto the private beach. A perfect crescent of white sand, enclosed by the canyon cliffs. In front of me, the water shimmered under the daylight, clear and peaceful, reflecting the sky like a flawless mirror. Behind me, a trail led up to steaming pools, where waterfalls cascaded down in soothing streams.

I felt… small in the face of such beauty. This place was a sanctuary, a waking dream hidden from the world's gaze.

I turned to Mistress Junko, my eyes shining with emotion.

"It's… magnificent, Mistress."

My fingers brushed against the warm sand beneath my feet, as if to make sure this was real.

"Does this place belong to you?" I asked, still in awe.

I couldn't understand how a place so perfect could remain hidden.

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

"The whole of the island and its surrounding islands belong to me, each one housing a palace for one of my handmaidens.... and Xifang..... he has his own palace cause he is the cutest ball of fluffy yes he is." She was saying it while rubbing the large tigers head and it just yawned with its massive maw being the size of her head and torso downt o her thighs as everything around was wonderful. Junko was looking at Shae as she finished and the tiger went off to an area of the sand away and near the water. "The island itself though has much more and it has tunnels and bunkers below that function as research, information and development houses... manufacturing as well as more homes. The tunnels go between them allowing movement without showing it on the surface and they can be sealed away and hidden as needed with the entrances. All of it is made to add redundency to protect the people."

 

[Zavra Shae]

"All of this is incredible, Mistress Junko! I never would have imagined that an island could hide so many wonders beneath its surface. Tunnels, bunkers, laboratories... everything is designed for protection and efficiency. It's fascinating!"

I look around, amazed by the beauty of the island and the ingenuity of its design. Xifang, that majestic tiger, seems so peaceful despite his imposing size. I feel a deep respect for everything Mistress Junko has built here.

"And all these palaces for your handmaidens… It's a mark of generosity and power. You truly think of everything to ensure their well-being and security. I hope that one day I can be worthy of such a privilege."

I turn to Mistress Junko, my eyes shining with admiration and determination.

"I want to learn more… To understand how you designed all of this and how I, too, could contribute to this world you have built."

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

"Atrisia Endures." She said it with a small look and it answered to the Commonwealth some things and others many more... explaining all of it would take faar to long but it was always better to learn from the past instead of just trying to move on. "You will eventually, those who do well will always get the chance." She said it while walking towards the pathway going up to the springs as she walked behind the curtain of the waterfalls. "These springs are well a mixture.. they existed but we have shaped them... given it a more styled look with the dramatic overhang that cascades down to conceal the grotto below and pathway going up." She said it and stood there looking at the private springs while she tested the water with a hand and steam came off of it. "Also it is really nice looking."

 

[Zavra Shae]

I observe the scene in silence, arms crossed, letting the words resonate in my mind.

Yes, that's true. History isn't just a burden to carry; it's a foundation upon which to build. Learning from the past is far more effective than blindly pushing forward.

I watch as the woman moves toward the springs, disappearing behind the curtain of water. Without rushing, I step forward as well, my footsteps light against the damp rock.

"A blend, then… something old, transformed by the hands of those who know how to appreciate and shape it."

Reaching the entrance, I pause for a moment, letting my gaze sweep over the area. The steam rising gently gives the springs an almost ethereal atmosphere. The place has been crafted, reshaped to be more harmonious, yet it hasn't lost its essence. It's a delicate balance between nature and intention.

I crouch slightly, brushing my fingers against the water. The warmth travels up my hand, and a slight smile tugs at my lips.

"It's true. It's really beautiful… and well thought out."

I lift my eyes toward her, intrigued.

"The idea of a hidden cave behind the waterfall adds a touch of mystery. A place of rest… or a refuge?"

I straighten up slowly, leaving the question hanging between us, curious to see where this conversation will lead.

"Huuh. I want test the water.. Can i go inside mistress or maybe later at the end of the day ? When our training is finish ? I don't want modify our schedules. "

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

"Nothhing so mysterious... it is just a place one can relax. There is a few amenities like a holocreen in case of problems, cantina bar with droids who can make food and drink." SHe said it while walking forward with a look back over her shoulder. The curtain of her hair opening with each strand covering her for a moment before she entered and her kimono remained on the stone pathway between. SMall slits drying it and sucking the water to prevent from slipping and falling. She turned around in the water as the steam and her hair covered around her. "Relax and take your time." She was remaining there while Xifang ent and found a tree to climb up onto a thicker branch.

 

[Zavra Shae]

I let out a sigh as I undress, stepping into the water. As I move, she can see the numerous scars on my body, marks from the blows and wounds I endured before coming here. I slip delicately into the warm water, feeling its heat finally soothe my tired muscles. The steam swirls around me, wrapping me in a comforting embrace.

It's strange… Since I started my training with Mistress Junko, I have never taken the time to truly stop. To breathe. All my life, in my past as a slave, I was always told to keep working, never to stop. Move or die. Is this real? Can I really stop? It's a lot to take in.

I close my eyes for a moment, simply listening to the silence, barely disturbed by the rustling leaves and the gentle lapping of the water. It's pleasant. Even reassuring.

I glance at Mistress Junko and offer a small smile.

"I never thought a place like this before… But I think it feels good."

My shoulders relax slightly, releasing a tension I hadn't even realized I was carrying.

"I don't think I've ever really known how to… just relax. But it's nice. Thanks mistress. It's news for me... "

I let my head gently fall back, my hair floating on the water's surface. I stop thinking about the next lesson, about what I need to improve.
Just this moment.

Junko Ike

 

[Junko Ike]

Zavra Shae

Looking at her padawan and seeing the scaars Junko remained where she was and allowed the waters to continue to steam. "It is a simple process, just still your mind and body... in the water it is eaasier as you can quiet everything around you." She said it in a mixture of tutor and matter of fact... shifting only enough so that she was there looking at Shae while offering a look of approval. "You have gone throughh a lot, you have seen and faced things many others will not know." She said it while remaining there. "The same could be said for me in a few cases... there are plenty of jedi in the galaxy, there are countless royals... few are combined n most cases... even fewer are involved in things as much. A number will have the title but not push or try to change things for the better." She said it while being there and held a hand out while getting one of the pieces of fruit. Taking a moment before having a bite of it and dunking most of her hair into the water so that it clung to her shoulders. "Ah that is a little better... if I could would just have it always like that."

 

[Zavra Shae]

"Yes, Mistress…" I slowly close my eyes, trying to calm my mind as you teach me. The hot water soothes my wounded body, but inside, everything is still restless. The memories, the fears, the doubts… They never completely fade.

"I'm trying… but it's hard to silence what screams inside me."

My voice is low, almost a whisper, yet I know you hear me. I feel your gaze upon me, that silent approval that, despite myself, eases my turmoil.
I listen to your words with almost religious attention. You are right… There are so many Jedi, so many nobles, yet so few truly bear the weight of what they are. You, Mistress, are different. You embody strength, wisdom, but also a willpower I have seen in no one else.

"You change things…" I say with conviction. "And I want to learn to do the same."

My gaze falls upon you, and once again, I am struck by your presence. There is an aura around you, a grace mixed with a quiet power that fascinates me. I feel a deep admiration, an absolute respect. Being your apprentice is an honor, and I will do everything to be worthy of you.

Junko Ike