Avalore Eden
If there be light...
Directly following Diana Moridena's memorial.
She hadn't waited. Hadn't stayed to watch the pyre burn. Avalore Eden didn't even have time to spare a proper goodbye to what was likely her only friend left: [member="Marakai Al'Orren"]. She ran from that funeral, not walked, and shut the door of the Moridena's home so forcefully it had shaken a picture from the wall and smashed the frame on the floor.
Crying for all the years worth of tears she'd never spilled until now, Avalore gathered her things in a moment of frantic desperation and left Kiffu. By the time she was in space her face was red and sticky with drying tears but her resolve had never been more firm. It was time to do what should have been done back on Coruscant. Time to make amends for all her floundering and indecision. Time to follow through on the choice she'd made when she'd learned all those months ago that she was pregnant.
Her ship was not big, but it was spacious enough for a Jedi Healer, her month old baby, a Caretaker droid and a piloting-savvy body guard. Her ship was not fast, but the speed in which it left Kiffu and the remains of Moridena behind were enough for a moment of relief. It wasn't high tech, but it got them into hyperspace, en route to Corellia where once-upon-a-time Avalore only dreamt she knew what it was like to be a Jedi, only imagined what the Force was all about.
McPuff burbled in her repulsor-crib, pawing at the star and planet mobile hung overhead, wide blue eyes taking them in with a glint of curiosity. Avalore sat off to the side, watching the tiny infant with a distinct look of absolute terror on her face. She couldn't look long, more tears were crowding her vision, but now it was just crying for the sake of crying. The feelings inside were too jumbled and too toxic to call them any singular emotion. Eventually she lay on the bench on her side and rested fitfully.
"Miss Avalore," Turak her bodyguard was standing over her sometime later, "Miss Avalore we have arrived at Corellia."
Avalore blinked, eyes crusted and red, and sat up, "How far is the Adoption Center?"
Turak did not say anything for a moment and glanced towards the cockpit of the ship, "We are not there. There was a problem with the ship during entry, I was forced to land at the closest station. The Center is...very far away."
"What do you mean very far away, Turak?" Avalore was on her feet now, "Like... a few hours far away or on a different continent entirely far away? There's a lot of definitions to very far away."
"We will need to fly there, Miss Avalore. It will take all day to repair the ship, we can leave as soon as it is done," Turak looked slightly uncomfortable. Perhaps he sensed the impending doom of the situation.
"Turak I can't... we can't... I need to do this now. Don't you understand I can't sit here all day, I have to do this now. NOW. Before I change my mind, and I can't change my mind. Don't you understand this doesn't work. These things don't work for Jedi. I can't have her - she needs to have a choice Turak. She needs sunlight to grow. I made a plan and that's just how it has to be!" There was a lot of frantic gesticulating and brown hair flying. Avalore began to pace, her face white, "I don't feel good."
Turak held his tongue but finally offered, "You should eat something. You haven't eaten in two days. There's a diner nearby, I'll take you there."
[member="Jorus Merrill"]
She hadn't waited. Hadn't stayed to watch the pyre burn. Avalore Eden didn't even have time to spare a proper goodbye to what was likely her only friend left: [member="Marakai Al'Orren"]. She ran from that funeral, not walked, and shut the door of the Moridena's home so forcefully it had shaken a picture from the wall and smashed the frame on the floor.
Crying for all the years worth of tears she'd never spilled until now, Avalore gathered her things in a moment of frantic desperation and left Kiffu. By the time she was in space her face was red and sticky with drying tears but her resolve had never been more firm. It was time to do what should have been done back on Coruscant. Time to make amends for all her floundering and indecision. Time to follow through on the choice she'd made when she'd learned all those months ago that she was pregnant.
Her ship was not big, but it was spacious enough for a Jedi Healer, her month old baby, a Caretaker droid and a piloting-savvy body guard. Her ship was not fast, but the speed in which it left Kiffu and the remains of Moridena behind were enough for a moment of relief. It wasn't high tech, but it got them into hyperspace, en route to Corellia where once-upon-a-time Avalore only dreamt she knew what it was like to be a Jedi, only imagined what the Force was all about.
McPuff burbled in her repulsor-crib, pawing at the star and planet mobile hung overhead, wide blue eyes taking them in with a glint of curiosity. Avalore sat off to the side, watching the tiny infant with a distinct look of absolute terror on her face. She couldn't look long, more tears were crowding her vision, but now it was just crying for the sake of crying. The feelings inside were too jumbled and too toxic to call them any singular emotion. Eventually she lay on the bench on her side and rested fitfully.
"Miss Avalore," Turak her bodyguard was standing over her sometime later, "Miss Avalore we have arrived at Corellia."
Avalore blinked, eyes crusted and red, and sat up, "How far is the Adoption Center?"
Turak did not say anything for a moment and glanced towards the cockpit of the ship, "We are not there. There was a problem with the ship during entry, I was forced to land at the closest station. The Center is...very far away."
"What do you mean very far away, Turak?" Avalore was on her feet now, "Like... a few hours far away or on a different continent entirely far away? There's a lot of definitions to very far away."
"We will need to fly there, Miss Avalore. It will take all day to repair the ship, we can leave as soon as it is done," Turak looked slightly uncomfortable. Perhaps he sensed the impending doom of the situation.
"Turak I can't... we can't... I need to do this now. Don't you understand I can't sit here all day, I have to do this now. NOW. Before I change my mind, and I can't change my mind. Don't you understand this doesn't work. These things don't work for Jedi. I can't have her - she needs to have a choice Turak. She needs sunlight to grow. I made a plan and that's just how it has to be!" There was a lot of frantic gesticulating and brown hair flying. Avalore began to pace, her face white, "I don't feel good."
Turak held his tongue but finally offered, "You should eat something. You haven't eaten in two days. There's a diner nearby, I'll take you there."
[member="Jorus Merrill"]