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Enshid sighed to herself as she sat atop a bench down some street of Theed. There was only much she could stay at home without feeling like she was going crazy. Only so long she could stare at the same walls, hear the same kind of conversations before she needed to get some fresh air. Of course she had possibly picked one of the second worse places she could come to. The first worse place would have been Parrlay, considering how familiar it would be. Theed was the opposite however. It wasn't that familiar to her whatsoever, yet she felt like there were so many eyes on her. It felt as if she couldn't be herself or let her guard down in case there was someone spying on her. Someone trying to dig up some kind of details about her. It wasn't exactly a secret that she wasn't a full-blooded Veruna.
But she had to try and ignore that. Breathe and relax as she leaned herself back. Having all of this weight and pressure on her shoulders wasn't going to help anyone out. Just breathe. Things were so much easier for her when she had been just a regular person. When she worked amongst the commoners and ran her way through the streets without a care in the world. In another life, she might have gotten into smuggling, or perhaps she'd have ended up having her own store. But in this life? She was a daughter of Veruna and felt like she had to act like it. But it wasn't who she was...or was it? It was hard for her to figure out who she wanted to be and who she was meant to be. As if her life was a game of tug of war, being pulled in two different directions, waiting for the other to slip. But Enshid felt like it was more likely that she'd snap than slip in either direction...
A small exasperated sigh came from her lips as she rested her chin atop the palm of her hand, staring out at all the people walking past. Perhaps she could play a game and just imagine the lives of everyone walking past her. It would be a better use of her time than just sitting here without doing anything. Enshid had never been good at people watching but it was time for her to try and at least get better.