Dusaro looked over their bodies while Joshua was undoing the collars, checking to make sure they were not getting back up again. He couldn't help but have a rather large grin at the whooping and sounds of joy as people were free'd in the cell, it was a wonderful thing to hear after all.
When he heard Joshua say something he got up and started to turn around. Then he heard the two blaster shots and the hiss of a lightsaber activating and the 'PTZSHH' of it cutting through somebody. Dusaro turned around in time to see the man who had been aiming a blaster at him fall down dead, his head seperated from his body. He could tell that was aimed at his head, that would have been bad even for him, so he couldn't help but feel a moment of relief, though that look didn't even have time to appear on his face as he saw the two dead slaves. His facial features tightend, teeth grinding in anger, but he suppressed those feelings from showing any more than that. Now was not the time for an emotional display. He had seen death many times before, and worse deaths then this, but that didn't mean he had gotten better at dealing with it emotionally. Only better at hiding it.
He returned his gun to it's holster, following Joshua silently out. If he was asked by the slaves he would help carry the dead, but he would not offer it himself. He knew all too well the kind of feeling's they were having. Personal experince is a nasty teacher. That is why he didn't say anything to the woman's outburst at Joshua. At the end of the day, there were no words, not a single one that he knew of, that they could get to those left behind. None that wouldn't be pushing their emotions onto them and having them take even more emotional weight then they already had on their shoulders. So he stayed silent, with an unreadable expression, and tightly clenched fists.
Dusaro's figure relaxed slightly when Joshua started to speak, listening without saying a word or looking at him, lightly nodding on occasion to his more important points. After he was finished, Dusaro himself started to speak, starting off with a light sigh. "Failure, success, victory, defeat. I ain't no stranger to those things. You may be right. Actually, i know you are. You failed them. I did too. I didn't even pay a single moment's glance of attention to where the slaves were being kept. I only focused on those four slaver's who i shot. I dont have... The audacity to call this a success or a victory. I ain't that merecnary. But in the line of work i have been in for so long, you get used to dealing with death. There is no time to mourn in a battlefeild or in a war. Even if that means you put up a face of being fine and unmoved in front of others. You just keep going forward, praying for a day to come where you can laugh about what went wrong over a drink, in front of a memorial. Living strong is the unfair duty given to those left behind after all. Even if it is unfair, you bare it and move on, that is the only choice given too you. But what we feel is nothing like those left behind us who are also given no time to mourn. The one's who are truely in an unfair situation. Loved ones, precious ones taken away. With them behind me, i would despise myself for having the audacity to speak a single word of how i feel about what happend, or for having a single tear of sadness." He didn't intend to attack Joshua, or contradict what he said. He wasn't being confrentational when he spoke. Dusaro merely said what he had on his mind, and how he felt about the situation.
He said all that in a slow, calm voice after Joshua spoke, mentally comparing what they had said, why they each had said it... And all he could do after a few moments was let out a sardonic snort. "Talk about saying the same thing with diffrent words, huh? 'Unno if anything i just said made sense to ya', but anywho.Jedi or no Jedi, regardless of that, i would still keep what you said in mind. Something worth keeping in mind and remember is just that after all. Though i dare say we were saying the same kind of thing. Anyways." He said, putting on an exceptionally good normal looking expression. Though given what he said moments earlier, it was more then a bit obvious that it was simple mask. "Let us get to the others. Dont want to keep them waiting." Dusaro said as they headed to where the last of the slaves had been grouped up together. "Though... I hope there are not more slavers amongst the slaves." He said quietly to Joshua. "Any way to check?"
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