April excused herself with a polite smile and a nod to the guests at her table. None questioned her departure; the hall was too alive with music, conversation, and the clinking of plates for anyone to notice her absence.
She slipped into the corridor outside, the noise of the feast fading behind the heavy doors. The silence was immediate and oppressive. Cool stone walls lined with dim sconces gave her nothing to focus on except the storm within.
Her boots echoed softly as she walked, aimless at first, until she found a small alcove beneath an arched window overlooking the gardens. She braced herself against the sill, palms flat, the night air brushing against her flushed face.
Her thoughts spun.
He touched me.
The image of Pahul's easy smile replayed in her mind, the wink that had cut her balance in half. He hadn't acted like a man caught in impropriety—he had moved as though it were deliberate, chosen.
Her stomach twisted. This was the Grandmaster. The man her sect revered, the one whose philosophies guided the K.O.T. He wasn't supposed to behave this way.
And yet…
April's eyes flickered shut. In the Force, she tried to trace the ripple she had felt at the table. That strange undercurrent beneath his presence. It hadn't been lust, not entirely—it had been more complicated. Calculated. Like a veil covering a hidden current of intent.
Was it a test? A probe into my discipline? Or… a warning?
Her fingers curled into fists against the stone. She thought of the initiates inside, laughing, eating, celebrating. Would they believe her if she spoke of this? Would the sect? Or would she be painted as fragile, paranoid—unworthy of her title?
She drew a long breath, steadying herself.
No. This stays with me—for now. I need to know more before I decide if it's confession… or confrontation.
But even as she resolved to bury it, April knew the brand of his touch wouldn't fade so easily. It would follow her into her meditations, her sparring, her sleep. A question without an answer, and a shadow she dared not share.
Behind her, faint laughter drifted through the door as the dinner continued without her. Inside, her secret condition had always threatened to expose her. Now, she carried another secret—one with far greater stakes.
And in the back of her mind, she could almost feel that smile again.