Location: Acanthus School Campus [Vylmira]
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Srina Talon
Eira listened.
She always listened, they were very much alike in that regard. Eira would be inclined to blame their upbringing, but that simply wasn't true. Even as the youngest female in their line, she was welcomed to have a voice. She had just never given it much merit, though Valina had.
Srina sounded very much like their beloved eldest in that moment. What she couldn't do with her body, Valina had done for Eira with words. The last time someone had asked Eira to express herself, Eshan quaked with war.
Eira swallowed hard at the reminder, struck still by Srina's shocking confession. She looked up at her, eyes wide, the disbelief that Srina had experienced that --never mind confessed it to her-- clear across her features. It was direct contrast to the narrative she
believed made up her sister's departure from their home. The concept that Srina had done so while afraid, and suffering...
Eira's gaze searched her sister's face as she struggled to reconcile the admittance with the icy figure before her. Srina. Afraid. Srina. An urchin. Srina... alone. Eira didn't want that for herself. But she would have done it, if Srina hadn't agreed to take her in. There was a bit of understanding there. One she knew she had to expand on if there was any hope of not being sent away.
"...I don't want to be with strangers." Her words stuck as she struggled to find her voice. "This place is fine-- but it's why I left home."
Eira looked away and back down to her hands. Srina was right to assume this planet would hold an appeal to Eira. She hated Geneosis, she had made her distaste no secret. It was hot, and grimy, and lacked pleasing slopes in its architecture that Eshan favored. But Eira didn't care about that in the end, her goal had been to learn. A lack of beauty wasn't going to stop her from pursuing that. Relentlessly.
"I want to train. With
you." Her fingers clenched, her gaze staying on them as the worlds slowly started to flow out-- like a trickle of water carving its way. "I know I got hurt at that attack, but I can do better," she swore, a hint of frustration hitting her tone. Her fist clenched tighter as she grew angry with herself, for being so weak that she got hurt at all. She had failed her training-- failed Srina-- would fail everyone if Srina didn't give her another chance to try again.
She had hard views on herself, and weighed her actions heavily. She failed to see this school tour as anything other than repercussions of her own failure. It was both a lack of understanding for her Sister's life, and her own child-like believe that the world revolved around her. Srina was absent because she did not find her to be a good enough student. Eira couldn't understand it as anything else.
Angry tears hit the corner of her eyes, this issue world-shattering for her.
"I can do better. I swear it-- Just give me chance. What do you need see from me? To blow something up? I can- I can do it too.
I'll give you anything." she rattled, desperation seeping through.
What. It worked for Srina! ... Course it had been a store front. And Eira wasn't sure she could blow anything up. But dammit, she'd try. And hell, with the raw anger with herself boiling inside her chest, there was a chance she just might succeeded.
The force started to coil around her. She had every intention of following through.