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Finley Dawson

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Finley had heard that the Jedi Monument had been recreated on the campus of the Silver Rest as New Holstice now laid in Sith hands. However, right from the start he could tell it wasn't a perfect recreation. Memory Moths at the original monument were contained within a single translucent pillar, while moths here were allowed to fly freely throughout the grove. In place of a physical container, a large invisible force field kept them from escaping to other parts of the campus. Whispers of names came in and out of earshot as moths fluttered past him. The names of deceased Jedi and Rangers, to be repeated forever by the immortal creatures.

A few other Jedi and Rangers roamed the Grove like Finley, occasionally raising their hands to release a new moth, adding a new name to the endless chorus. One padawan broke down after releasing her moth, cradled by a friend. The name she had whispered was that of her previous Master, who had perished during the Bryn incursions into Hutt Space.

Finley himself had come empty handed, with no names to add. He had already done that on New Holstice. He liked to think, slim a chance it was, the original moths he had released still survived.

The loss of the old moths didn't bother him as the thought of releasing new ones.

Perhaps there had been some wisdom from the Old Masters cautioning the forming of personal attachments.
 
Through all the losses Jairdain had suffered, she had never thought to visit this place. At the urging of a few people, she found herself at the Jedi Monument at the Rest. Since her husband had grown ill, they had moved to Commenor and now she found herself almost returning to the home they had shared on Kashyyyk. That wasn't a path she was ready to walk through and instead went to the grove.

Hearing the whispers of names, she considered releasing a few of her own. Not yet prepared to let go just yet, she hoped that one day she would be able to do just that. Breathing in through her nose and letting it out through her mouth, she just walked along.

Feeling she wasn't the only person here not releasing anything, she took a seat on a bench and reached out through the Force. Sensing the emotions of those around her, she allowed their sorrow to flow around her. Shedding a few tears of her own, she felt bad about not being ready and stood up again.

Practically running into somebody, she stopped and pulled herself back.

"Sorry, didn't mean to get in your way."

Finley Dawson
 

Finley Dawson

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Normally it was difficult to sneak up on a Jedi, but Finley was so self absorbed in the moment that it indeed almost happened. At the last moment, he noticed and nimbly sidestepped ahead of a possible collision.

A soft female voice apologized from behind. He turned, coming face to face with a raven haired woman. He vaguely recalled the woman, especially in those uniquely violet eyes, but her name escaped him.

"It's no problem. I've been standing here a while anyway, so it was good to finally get the blood running."

It wasn't a lie, he had been idle for the better part of an hour. The moths could be so entrancing.

With his full attention, he noticed the wetness on her cheeks. Then it hit him, what had alerted him to her presence was the negative aura that surrounded her like a haze. Such morbid sensations permeated the grove.

"Your name is on the tip of my tongue, but I just can't place you. I've been gone a while with the Explorer Corps, so it's almost like meeting everyone for the first time."

Jairdain Jairdain
 
The man was able to avoid actually colliding with her and accepted her apology. Smiling slightly, that was all it was. A simple turning up of her lips. Still feeling the sorrow at the loss of her husband, she just couldn't bring herself to feel any sort of joy or real happiness. Jairdain felt small right now and it might even show in her posture.

Feeling she had his attention, she stood up a bit but the sadness was still around her. When he said he recognized her but wasn't sure of her name, she brought a hand out for him to shake.

"Jairdain Ismet. Welcome back from your exploration. Where did you go?"

Her own travels were actually pretty limited. While she had been on several worlds in her lifetime, they were still small in number. Hearing of other places interested her and that sense of curiosity would shine within in her.

"What loss brought you here? Not long ago my husband died. I'm not entirely sure what I wished to accomplish by coming here. I'm not ready to let go yet."

Finley Dawson
 

Finley Dawson

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Jairdain Ismet...oh!

Now the name rang a bell. She had been the wife of the late Master Xeraic. He was familiar with the Grandmaster, but only by reputation as he had been away on expedition during his tenure.

"Ah, I recall him now," he replied with a small nod. "Well, these days it's hard to keep track of all everyone lost. You asked where I've been during my Exploration days...the last mission ended pretty badly. Our survey ship was downed by some ancient exotic alien tech much more advanced than what we have now, then I was scraping around on the planet for a while with another survivor until help came. We lost about 20 souls in an instant."

Anyone who thought the Exploration Corps was just a laid back experience had never been in the seat first hand. Their missions had them exploring the unknown, which often pitted them in dangerous encounters they had to face with no backup.

"I can't tell you what you're supposed to do here, but I can show you what I was planning to do, if it'll help."

He motioned for her to follow him deeper into the grove.

Jairdain Jairdain
 
When Finley commented that it was hard to keep track of everyone lost, some tears welled up in her eyes. It was totally true and she couldn't help but remember the lost of her own home. So far, she had yet to encounter anybody from the handful of people that had escaped before it was destroyed. All the names of those dead were lost and probably would never be recovered.

Attempting to pay attention to the answer he provided, she wiped the tears away and felt some sympathy for him. Jairdain had never been one to really explore too much. This only happened now and then and one of the last times had been long before she ever became a Master.

"I'm glad you were rescued. It is unfortunate what happened to your crew and you have my sympathy and your line of work is not something I could do. Then again, pushing paper isn't something many people like doing either."

While she did more than just push papers along, it was a common misconception about her duty. Quite often, she could be found in her office or in the Council Chambers, but she did still participate in things that weren't always peaceful.

Finley said he couldn't tell her what she was supposed to do here and she let out a small, dry huff of humor. That isn't exactly what she wanted anyway. Then he said would be willing to show her what he was planning to do and she nodded.

"That would be wonderful. Thank you for allowing me to accompany you and maybe it will help me."

Falling into step when he motioned for her to follow, she had nothing to gather and was ready in just a moment.

"Lead the way."

Giving him a friendly nod and smile, she almost had a different air around her. One not quite as grey and depressed as it had been when they almost ran into each other.

Finley Dawson
 

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