Yoru Shakou
Well-Known Member
I believe one of the main reasons more recently as to why I've been on and off of here and on numerous other sites; as well as finding myself worrying over things in general is due to my current situation. I've reached a point where I'm 24; just about a month away from 25, with no job. Now with my parents having purchased a second home; this one located in Las Vegas, Nevada; I'm reaching a point in which a difficult decision has to be made.
My internal struggle is one of location; should I stay in my hometown in Chino, CA? Or should I relocated to my parents new home in Vegas and begin looking for a job there? I'm currently typing this up, sitting in my room at the Vegas house and honestly I'm beginning to lean more towards it. The only thing that is really holding me back from making a decision which should be easy; though it is not, is due to my ties to my home.
I have friends that I would be leaving behind. I have places and people that I would miss. Most importantly there is one person in particular that I would miss even more; being a state away from her. The decision though is one that could potentially in the long run be for the best interest. My situation as it is now prevents me from doing much and really its the Job and money that I need. Hell, even more so its the potential experience that I could gain; I just don't know why my mind is making this decision as difficult as it has come out to be.
This is a possible future, or rather it can open up a better future for me and the one person in this world that I care about more than myself or anything else that could come to me. I guess at this moment I'm looking for some help, maybe a bit of insight from others whom have had a similar situation as I find myself in at this moment. Not knowledge on what is right or wrong to do. Wisdom is what I need at this moment, along with a bit of a helping hand and push in the right direction.
My internal struggle is one of location; should I stay in my hometown in Chino, CA? Or should I relocated to my parents new home in Vegas and begin looking for a job there? I'm currently typing this up, sitting in my room at the Vegas house and honestly I'm beginning to lean more towards it. The only thing that is really holding me back from making a decision which should be easy; though it is not, is due to my ties to my home.
I have friends that I would be leaving behind. I have places and people that I would miss. Most importantly there is one person in particular that I would miss even more; being a state away from her. The decision though is one that could potentially in the long run be for the best interest. My situation as it is now prevents me from doing much and really its the Job and money that I need. Hell, even more so its the potential experience that I could gain; I just don't know why my mind is making this decision as difficult as it has come out to be.
This is a possible future, or rather it can open up a better future for me and the one person in this world that I care about more than myself or anything else that could come to me. I guess at this moment I'm looking for some help, maybe a bit of insight from others whom have had a similar situation as I find myself in at this moment. Not knowledge on what is right or wrong to do. Wisdom is what I need at this moment, along with a bit of a helping hand and push in the right direction.