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Private Immortal Soul




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Here, is a place you believe in, not because you have seen it, but because you can experience it's touch. Here, dwells a part of you. Here, is connected to everything which exists, seen and unseen.

Here you find contentment. Here you find stability. Here sparks your curiosity. Within here, stirs a sense of self. Here stirs a sense of unity of all beings. Here resides the presence of our Mother, and therefore here all live nestled in her gift of peace.

Here exists apart from the all encompassing Light.

Sometimes here will unveil something more, and allow the discovery of the presence of another.

He sits quietly. We have no idea what he is thinking. He too, seems to be one with the peace of the Ashla. Sometimes we feel he truly connects with us.



Daily, she witnesses this same man come to sit in a meditative posture. Spasa observes his slow breathing and intense concentration. Upon conclusion of his visitation, he always beckons her to approach him, as if promising there is something more to see, to experience, something other than the life she now has, which ought seem natural, but just doesn't. She rejects his greeting and he vanishes.


Time is not comprehended to be linear here. Spasa often relives loops of her life's journey without even realizing they have happened before. She feels those memories as the first time she lived through them, because she is living through different moments of her life story unfolding all at once. He might have seen her while during his meditation a hundred times, but to her recollection, meeting him cannot be numbered. Her life is nothing but many snippets of episodes of consciousness, all jumbled and non-sequential. Seeing him now, is inconclusive, and indistinguishable from any other time she has seen him.

She doesn't remember living in the past. She has no memory of how she came into existence here, and suspects that she always has been, as it is for the Ashla, for Spasa has likewise lived through the moment of the beginning of the Universe and beyond its end, again and again, and here the existence of another after another physical domain.

Familiar faces dance within her dreams, and are the only revelation to support any possible existence beyond this moment. Like dreams, she can look outward and witness how the man, for one, lives his life outside of the safety of this perfect realm. Because of their familiarity, she retains her love for those she touches. All fear and angst, or any other negative emotion is long forgotten from her reality here.


Again…

Here he sits in the only posture she has ever seen this presence of another take, in his absolute perfected evolution, gifted by the Ashla in whose existence Spasa shares, her nurturing rescuer to whatever had existed before, had there been life before the present. Strangely, his presence as with the many other faces among her dreams, testifies to suggest she has a place she should be going to, which is other than right here. Contemplation of this is honestly unfathomable.

How would she even go somewhere else?

As always, she thinks to speak in reply to him. Sometimes she fathoms closing the gap between them. However, her purpose for doing so, only confuses her senses. She wants for nothing at all.

Why should she respond? She has no need to do so.

Why should she approach? What does he want of her? Is he not content as well?


Spasa remained in the Light as it is the only thing she understands. It is absolutely splendid, not something anyone would imagine a need to question.


And yet, at some point she will leave here, just as she has before…​
 



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Location: Force Netherworld
Equipment: Jedi Robes, Jax's Prosthetic Arm, Jax's Third Lightsaber, Promise Ring to Jairdain
Tag: Spasa Spasa


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If there was one thing Jax learned all of his life is that when the Force called, you must always answer it. The Force will find a way to bind you to its will even if you refuse the call. "Even when you're cut off from the Force," Jax muttered observing the metaphysical world that was the Force Netherworld. It was said that when a person dies, that their spirit becomes one with the Force. Force sensitives are forever bound to the Netherworld free to wander the endless lands. The Netherworld despite its unusual appearance always gave Jax a sense of serenity as if all of the burdens he endured in his life were eased away.

But he thought of Jairdain Jairdain and her constant trips to the Netherworld including one where she disappeared during Jax's self-exile. In a way, the Netherworld was its own temptation. A place filled with souls of old friends and loved ones long gone, it was easy to relax and just be with them ignoring the people in suffering in the physical realm. Jax shook his head leaping off the platform and landing on what appeared to be an ancient Jedi Temple shrouded in moss. "Miles to go before I sleep," he said to himself.

The Force was calling to him to return to the Netherworld, a familiar figure was here trying to find their way to the light. Jax could sense the being's presence the question is, where are they?


 


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The Ashla surrounds herself with her children. She keeps vigilant protection over those she adores. Spasa had re-entered the physical realm before, and yet during her life abroad her soul never left the timeless Empyrean.

Spasa's past adventure living among the Jedi, came to an abrupt end when she was snatched up by the Dark Lord of the Sith. Two tears of her soul became reunited for the diabolical magick to reincarnate his Mistress Pomstychtivé. Spasa has no memory of her time outside of this ethereal reality, and Jax likely never learned about the haughty deed.


The sun cleared the glistening mist as she walked the long stone path through the meadow towards a majestic castle, illuminated like diamonds. She felt Jax Thio Jax Thio 's presence on steady approach directly behind her. Without a turn of her head or verbal acknowledgement, Spasa walked peacefully the entire length of the path, until she came to the main doors which stood four stories in height. She waved a hand in a gentle motion and the double doors slid open to permit her entrance. Spasa left the doors ajar, awaiting Jax's entry.

Inside the fortress, she sat down upon the white plush cushioned seating arranged just within the foyer. An elaborate silver tea set suddenly appeared on display, which Spasa found suitably warm to the touch. She waited for Jax to arrive and motioned for him to settle down near her. "I have seen you before," she said, while reaching for the tea pot to pour them both a cup, “but I do not recall how we met."
 
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Location: Force Netherworld
Equipment: Jedi Robes, Jax's Prosthetic Arm, Jax's Third Lightsaber, Promise Ring to Jairdain
Tag: Spasa Spasa


Jax didn't have to see Spasa, he sensed her presence. A warming light compared to the wintry darkness that was Pom Stych Tivé Pom Stych Tivé . When Jax turned around, he saw her emerge from the mists sitting in front of a silver tea set. Strange..... Jax didn't know that there was food and drink inside of the Netherworld. "Spasa," Jax smiled. "It's..... so good to see you again."

His old friend, the one Jax rescued years ago when the Sith invaded the Jedi Temple. Jax nursed her back to health and even taught her the ways of the Living Force before she disappeared. But the Force had a way of breathing new life especially to those who were teeming with light. "Remember Coruscant?" Jax said walking on the pearly path towards the newly created house. It was said that those connected to the Netherworld could warp reality into anything they desire. Judging by what Spasa built, maybe she wanted to Jax to talk to her. "I rescued you," Jax sat on the couch. " Jairdain Jairdain and I helped you off your feet but you disappeared not long after."

He looked away remembering Pom's words about Spasa before turning back to her. "What happened?" Jax asked. "Where did you go?"



 



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Spasa's skin radiated with the Light of Ashla, as the Force webbed through her being and all of existence surrounding her. When she spoke, her words took form and hung in the space between herself and Jax, as living thought.

She contemplated her past, and nodded at his inquiry if she remembered Coruscant. "I do," she said, but it felt like it happened a lifetime ago. "I have been here…learning what I may," she acknowledged with a genuine smile. She poured them both a cup of tea and handed one to Jax upon an colorful saucer.

She looked him up and down for a moment. "You are my friend," she stated as she pointed towards him, as if the announcement needed to be made aloud. Words spoken herein were always truthful. There could be no lies uttered within the Empyrean.

She stirred her tea and offered him sugar cubes. Glancing over the tabletop, she reached out and lifted a towel up to expose warm scones. They were not there a moment ago; they had been provided by the Ashla for their enjoyment.

A recollection came to mind suddenly, and Spasa's face shown delight in the realization. "You have a baby now?" She would love to meet the baby. Her mind momentarily contemplated a physical place souls stayed while they awaited birth… an utterly serene place; a place we cannot remember on our own accord.

"I have seen you in meditation. I suppose I am meant to follow you out of here again."
 

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