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Finley Dawson

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Bacta Chambers, Hospital Ship Boram

Green had once been a source of comfort for the Corellian Jedi, but now it had become the source of his torment.

Ghoulish emerald flames had literally been burned into his retina as the last thing he'd ever see with his eyes, forced to suffer though as his pulverized legs remained pinned under smoldering stones. This event replayed in his head as nightmare when he slept. His own personal hell on replay while trapped within the confines of the bacta tank.

In his waking moments, the nightmares ended, but it still felt like he was drifting along in a dream. While his physical sight was gone, his vision in the Force seemed to become all the stronger, his consciousness dominated by a tsunami of swirling auras. Torrents of consciousness that provided no chance of respite as he struggled to form his own thoughts.

That was his pitiful existence now, shifting between the pain of nightmares and the delirium of consciousness.

Finley began to wish for death, at least then he may know peace.

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
Boram Sleeping Quarters​

The small bunk was quiet enough for even the most inexperienced and distracted Padawan to meditate. For Sadira, the silence only amplified her own unease. A quick glance would find nothing unusual about the form sitting rigidly on the floor with their eyes closed, but the devil was in the details. The thin eyebrows were slightly pinched together. The corners of her mouth were pulled downward a small degree. The breaths that came in deep, slow ebbs and flows were drawn consciously.

It wasn't working.

Her eyes snapped open to glare through the wall across from her. Fear and anger hung around her like an invisible smog. Polluting her mind and disrupting her concentration with restless static. This wasn't the first time she'd been tested by these negative emotions, but she couldn't recall the last time they were this difficult to shake. She was supposed to be better than this. Disciplined.

All she could focus on was Finley. How she should have been there to help him, but wasn't. How she wanted to fix him now, but couldn't. How she had known something was wrong, despite being lightyears away from the catastrophe, but didn't know what.

It had been like a nagging splinter in the back of her mind. Something unsettling, that she couldn't put her finger on, and at the time assumed it was related to the mission she was on. It had made her careless in subtle ways, but didn't matter. She could barely account for the mission now, and it's success meant nothing to her anymore.

In lieu of sleeping, she rose to return to the bacta chambers for a second time that 'evening'--she wasn't keeping track of time lately. There was more than one chamber housing a crippled body, but she knew exactly which one belonged to him.

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He was awake again, lost to the chaos of consciousness.

It was hard to make sense of everything. The auras, had a vague shape and signature that could be approximated to color, but it all lacked a precise definition, like silhouettes. They swam around him and through him, giving him no space to rest from his nightmares. It was like he had been dropped in a flood.

By Ashla, no more.

He needed peace.

He needed quiet.

Reaching out in the Force, he pushed his mind against his surroundings to suppress everything.

In the real world, machines and droids began to flicker, while nurses collapsed to the floor, clutching their temples in agony as an invisible pressure crushed them. The bacta inside Finley's tank started to bubble and churn.

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
Rows of bacta chambers lined the center of the room, permitting a 360 degree view of the patients for the medical staff. They were pale, bluish beacons that glowed, illuminating the human remains they stabilized and slowly healed within. Like artificial wombs that birthed second chances. Sadira had never been so unfortunate, but she'd always wondered what it felt like to be suspended indefinitely in one.

One of the medical droids recognized her the moment she walked in. They tried to limit traffic in the area there, for a few reasons. Visitors were certainly allowed, but the frequency in which Sadira loomed around had drawn attention. It was time to gently intervene. Or so the droid thought...

"Miss Valen, if I may..." The metallic, though very much human, voice found here as the droid began waddling in her direction. Sparing it a brief, indifferent glance, the Padawan was barely prepared to acknowledge its existence, when suddenly it's softly glowing eyes flickered at her. The hand it had raised to wave her down jerked and twitched, and then froze in place. There was enough time to glimpse the medical staff around her stagger and contort in pain before the wave hit her as well.

A wall of pressure so invasive and complete seized her senses. Pushing her eardrums into silence, and making her eyes itch and sparkle with stars. A sharp pain exploded like hundred of ice picks in her brain. She pushed back through the Force reflexively after only one misstep, and caught her balance. Not to any great extent like Finley; like jerking one's hand away from a flame as it begins to burn. Just enough to retain her ability to process and endure the sensations while she tried to figure out what was happening.

There was a pattern. The closer something was to one specific tank, the more severely affected. It was also the only tank whose conscious inhabitants weren't also squirming and fighting against some invisible attacker, to some degree. Finley's tank.

Sadira squinted at his distant, floating form through strained and blurry vision. She would have looked utterly shocked if she wasn't concentrating on staying coherent.

A nurse that had been standing right outside his tank was writhing on the floor, clutching her head as a trickle of blood seeped from her nose and sideways into her hairline.

Sadira moved forward. Each step akin to trudging through mud that only thickened more and more as she had to fight harder against the building pressure. By the time she reached him, there was no doubt it was coming from him. Even the bacta was being propelled away from him. Such raw strength in such a weakened state was as disconcerting as it was impressive.

But why? Was he in pain? Had he been driven insane, and was lashing out? Was he even doing this purposefully? He was pushing... It must be related to his environment. Something was either hurting or scaring him.

If only she could communicate with him, but she hadn't been able to since her arrival. All she could do was grasp at straws.

Her palm pressed over the glass of the tank, and she focused. Closing her eyes, she pinpointed him in her mind, and mustered all of the healing and soothing energy she could will through the Force into him. Imagining a white light rushing around and through him, sealing him in a protective and peaceful cocoon. A feat she was ill equipped to handle even without simultaneously battling to keep her own brain from crushing down into a black hole.

She was far from a master in anything, let alone this. She was the explorer, the doer. Better at adventuring and defending, than navigating the delicate and tedious art of mending physical and mental wounds.

But she had to do something, and so she would for as long as she could.

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Finley wanted silence, and he got it. Through force, the other auras were pushed away as he forged his sanctuary. Unbeknownst to him, he was causing the suffering of others in the process.

Would that have stopped him even if he had known? In his current state, probably not.

Burn, be burned.

The new found peace he was fleeting, as he felt a new presence intrude in his space. If he wasn't so distressed then he may have recognized his lover for what she was trying to do for him, but his first instinct was to attack. The machines and attending nurses would suddenly find relief from his wrath, only for it to all be focused on the new interloper.

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His contempt manifested as invisible tendrils, wrapping around her body to constrict and subdue her.


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Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
The response she got was not one she expected, even if she didn't know the effect her attempt to sooth him would have. The voice that filled her mind didn't belong to the man she knew. It came from someone flailing around in darkness, overwhelmed by sheer desperation and delirium. She recognized the state he was in, though she didn't understand what was causing it.

He was suffering from some kind of torment she couldn't see or feel. That much was clear. But if this was the consequence manifesting from it, it must be severe.

These thoughts whirled through her mind in a chaotic gust, becoming more of a instantaneous understanding and acceptance of what was happening, than a process of inquisitive consideration. Simply, she just knew, and reacted.

What she was trying to accomplish had been a challenge to begin with. When he redirected the full force of his assault onto her, it was overcoming. If she had the spare brain cells, she would have wondered if this is what it was like to lay at the bottom of an ocean. To feel the weight of trillions of tons of water crashing down on her.

Finley...

Her voice broke through to him while she clenched her teeth. It felt like every muscle in her body was contracting, threatening to snap her own bones as she continuously drew from her own well power--whatever the Force could lend her. The sensation of physical tendrils registered somewhere in her peripheral mind. She could hear and see nothing, even if she opened her eyes.

You need to stop. You will kill everyone.

She didn't know what he knew. If he even realized where he was... It seemed like he didn't.

You're in a bacta tank. We are trying to heal you. Please...

Her voice would sound eerily calm, but her concentration would snap and she'd cave under the pressure--quite literally--a moment later. He was too strong.

Knives pierced through he ears and into her skull, or so it felt... The pain came with the vibration of her eardrums rupturing, and her sense of balance evaporated. The ground hit her before she realized she was falling. Hitting the back of her skull, and returning her vision in bright specks of light.

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Once he had her in grasp, he squeezed, tighter and tighter, until he could ensure he wouldn't be touched anymore. All he wanted was to be left alone! Over time he could feel presence being pushed back like the others despite the initial powerful intrusion.

And yet, while still crushing her, a single thought slipped through his merciless psychic assault.

Finley...

Sadira had been there all along, but he hadn't felt her through the suffocating cacophony until now. In a moment of lucidty he let go, releasing his lover from his grip. Beneath the breathing apparatus, his face twisted in disgust. What had he done? What had he been about to do?

The swirling bacta within the tank began to grow still.

At first, he would recoil from her, but soon he would reach out, craving connection. Craving an oasis of calm amid the sea of pain and confusion.

Sadira...

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
Fate was kind after all.

On the very brink of losing her own grip, everything ceased. It was like barely surviving a raging storm that suddenly dissipated so quickly, she wondered if it had been real at all.

The body-wide constriction disappeared, and it felt as if her very brain expanded again to its original size. The shuffling within the room around her signaled the return of her hearing as the staff and droids regained composure and tried to figure out what just happened to them.

When she opened her eyes, she saw him floating in front of her. A false image of peaceful suspension that betrayed the hell he was experiencing inside. His exterior was almost unrecognizable now. Both of his legs were gone. They had been pulverized and were beyond saving, she'd been told. His eyes had been incinerated. Much of what remained was mottled and textured as his burned flesh slowly mended. He was a disaster.

But he survived, against all odds. The willpower he possessed was remarkable. The ability to incapacitate an entire room full of people with a psychic assault was just further proof. She truly did believe he would have killed them if he didn't stop.

He was here now, though. She didn't know for how long, but she would hold onto him as long as she could.

I'm here. I'm not leaving. You're on a hospital ship, and we are fixing you...but there is a lot of damage. It's going to take time.

There was a chance he wouldn't even remember any of this. To be honest, she wasn't sure if she wanted him to. If he was going through a fraction of the suffering she suspected he was, then she'd gladly find a way to wipe his memories if it was up to her.

She would have given him her own lifeforce if she could. Anything that would help. But she didn't know how...and it was probably for the best. Instead, all she had were words that sounded as useless as she felt.

Her full body was pressed into the glass now. In any other circumstance, it would have looked comical.

A wave of sadness flooded her as she watched him.

Are you having any pain? Tell me how to help.

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Of course, he couldn't see Sadira, but her aura was intimately familiar to him. From his memories, he could fill out her form his mind. Her lithe frame, olive skin, sharp facial features and brilliant jade eyes. Physically he pressed his burned fingers against the tank in her direction, while mentally he reached out again. His embrace was soft, unlike last time, much like hers when she had first interacted with him.

Though their mental link, she explained that he was being patched up on a medical ship. In his previous delirious state, the liquid around him hadn't registered as anything special, but now that he thought about it more clearly, he figured he was submerged in some kind of Bacta or Kolto. A little of the viscous liquid slipped under his mask at times, filling his mouth and nose with a peculiar salty odor that reminded him of seawater or old blood.

So, he was in some kind of healing tank? For how long? Why couldn't he see anything? He pulled one hand away from the glasteel, running the digits over the contours of the mask.

Sadira...what happened to me?

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By now, the nurses had recovered, while the deck officer and security had been pinged in light of the event. One of the nurses nearest Sadira, a green Twi'lek, attempted to get between the Padawan and the tank to reach the control console.

"He needs to be sedated," the nurse explained as she tried to shuffle past for the console, which directly administered drugs through the rig inside the tank. "The other patients are in danger...feck we may all be."

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
He touched the barrier with his hand, and she almost cringed for him. Every movement looked like it should be difficult and painful. The bacta, and whatever concoction of meds the medical team filled the tank with, she hoped at least dulled whatever he was physically feeling. Such extensive and body-wide injuries had to be a challenge, even with all the technology and resources at hand.

Then she felt his presence extend to her again. This time molding around her like a cloak of familiar warmth. The closest thing to a psychic hug she could experience. For the first time since she heard the news of what happened at the Silver Rest, she smiled.

It was fleeting. Sinking back into the sadness that continued to rise like an endless tide. She watched him blindly explore the mask covering his face. Then he asked her the question.

'What happened to me?'

There was no quick or easy explanation. The staff shuffled around and behind her. Some rushing to stabilize other patients who were still writhing in confusion and agitation. She didn't stop the Twi'lek that gently but firmly took her place in front of the console. She was right. He needed to be sedated. They needed to make sure something like this couldn't happen again, for everyone's sake. This delicate stage of healing should be done while he was blissfully unconscious. Though she didn't know of the nightmares that haunted him...

You survived a terrorist attack that should have killed you.

She stated simply. Unwilling to skirt the truth, but withholding the unnecessary details for now. This wasn't the time. He needed to rest and heal longer, and the nurse was already dosing the tank with more sedative. She doubted he would remember much of anything that had just happened, and she hoped she was right.

A lump formed in her throat as she took small steps away from the tank, keeping her eyes on him.

You will be okay... This is all temporary, and you are improving every day. I love you.

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You survived a terrorist attack that should have killed you.

A terrorist attack? This would explain the fire and the crushing debris. Why could he no longer see... Still the idea of an attack within the Rest was almost unthinkable to Finley. The Silver Jedi had so many enemies just by virtue of their existence, but it was hard to accept that something could have happened within their very stronghold. The Rest was supposed to be their sanctuary from the chaos of the galaxy, yet even that had been taken away.

How? Why? Who? There were so many questions that Finley had for Sadira, yet he felt his mind seized by sudden haze. The clarity he had felt in her prescence was rapidly slipping, but everything remained quiet. Was this her doing?

Before he finally drifted into unconsciousness, he was able to make out her final thoughts to him.

You will be okay... This is all temporary, and you are improving every day. I love you.

His scarred face relaxed as he embraced the darkness.

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The nurse breathed a sigh of relief as she gripped the console.

"I don't know what you did back then earlier, but thank you." The nurse recognized the Padawan;s garb as being a Jedi. They were common sight on the Boram, though it was rare for the nurse to see one of the monastic warriors in one piece. "He seems to be stable now. Poor fellow, is he a friend of yours?"

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
There were no parting words from him. Part of her selfishly wanted him to stay conscious so she could continue hearing his voice, and feeling him reach for her through the Force, but that was the last thing he needed. For now, she had to focus on being grateful he was alive.

Sadira watched the last of the tension leave what she could see of his marred and masked face. The full effects of the sedative stole him into sleep. It brought some comfort, but not enough. There was still the question of what caused him to lash out in the first place, and if it would happen again. It was possible she would never know.

The Twi'lek was regarded with a polite nod. "It was nothing..." She murmured, sounding humble.

It was the truth. She did nothing, as far as she was concerned. The only reason Finley calmed down was because he recognized her voice. They were all fortunate it worked. But they didn't know that. Sometimes she forgot she wasn't speaking aloud for everyone to hear, when she used telepathy.

"Hopefully deeper sedation is all he needs. If something like this happens again, don't hesitate to call for me. I will help if I can. My name is Sadira Valen." Although if this did happen again, who knows if anyone would have the chance before they were all incapacitated. Time would have to tell....so many things.

She was slowly turning to make her reluctant exit when the nurse asked if he was a friend. Sadira thought for a moment. He had no official label, in truth, but he was at the very least that... She traced back to the last three words she'd said to him. I love you. They'd been spoken without a second thought. She felt no regret or embarrassment for them now, though she'd never said them before. Before this happened, she would have been far too anxious and skeptical to be so bold, and absolutely mortified if they weren't received well.

Now...none of it mattered. She found she was simply relieved she was able to say them at all.

"...Yes. An invaluable and irreplaceable one." Smiling weakly, she would finish turning and see herself out, if no one else stopped her.

As she passed by the droid that attempted to hail her down earlier, it gave her a startled look as she came traipsing from the opposite direction it had seen her in moments ago. It's hand slowly lowered, and it swiveled its head about in wonder. Something had happened, but it wasn't brought up to speed just yet. The Jedi vanished before it could do the math.

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She returned, though. Many times. More frequently than she had been visiting before. When her visits drew too much attention from the staff, she found clever ways to sneak under their radar, or redirect them. Most times, she stood or sat next to his tank, appearing to meditate. In truth, she was attempting to funnel as much of her healing energy as she could into him. She couldn't tell how well it worked, but she was dedicated now. It gave her a positive purpose, if nothing else...and it did tire her out.

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Finley was heavily sedated while he remained in the bacta tank, but at least he no longer dreamed.

Weeks later, when his condition had stabilized and most of the burned tissue was healed, he was moved to a recovery room for the time being. Following his time in the tank, he had nearly full range of motion with his upper body, but his legs ended in scared stumps. His eyes were gone for good, as well as much of the functionality of his lungs after breathing in the caustic fumes of the alchemical fires. So, there he lay, blindfolded and muzzled while still hooked to a myriad of machines.

He still had use of his ears. After a crash course with braille, he learned to input into a specially molded keyboard to communicate with a protocol droid who answered questions and carried out other services. He began to learn more about the attack and aftermath.

The culprits had been the treacherous House Io - Laertia, who had used their knowledge from their time with the Silver Jedi to infiltrate the defenses of the Rest and leave the bombs and other horrors upon the residents. The attack was all part of the Laertia's insane plan to "punish" the Silver Jedi for not prosecuting the war against the Bryn'adul to her liking. Hundreds or thousands had been killed instantly, and countless more were left maimed

He was one of the survivors of the attack, but at this point, he didn't know if he could count himself as lucky.

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
Roughly three weeks was long enough to make the postponing of further assignments troublesome, but not impossible. The Padawan had successfully bargained to remain onboard the ship until Finley was at least graduated from the bacta tank to something less critically necessary. Now that he was out, she was beginning to feel the gentle but firm pressure of her superiors to return to the field. For the good of the galaxy, 'n all.

There was much to do, and she understood that. Just once she wanted to be selfish and do what she wanted, not what was needed of her.

The patient, but quietly judgmental and skeptical looks she'd been given were telling. She was inching down that slippery slope of attachment. Something she'd been cautioned against and trained to evade in a healthy way. She wasn't blind to it. She simply...didn't care right now.

Maybe she should, but it would have to wait for another day.

When Sadira poked her head into his room, she moved as quietly as possible. Testing to see how well he could sense her. When most people lost their vision, it was a huge blow. One some never came back from, emotionally. For Force users, it was a little different. It presented the opportunity to heighten their abilities in ways to help compensate for the loss. She was interested to see how he changed over time.

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Tired from studying braille and listening to ever depressing news, Finley had resigned himself to listening to music as he laid back on the bed. Usually when the Corellian wanted to blow off steam he liked to tinker with machines, but right now that was all but impossible. Even with the Force, he hadn't realized how dependent he had been on his eyesight for everything. Perhaps in time, with training, he could learn to do more, but right now he felt as useless as a newborn.

While his senses weren't keen enough to pick apart delicate machinery, they were able to pick up on the familiar presence of Sadira as she approached his news. The realization made him perk up, sitting up against his bed. His lover had been a blessing ever since he had been brought to the Boram, visiting him nearly every day. An impressive feat, considering how short staffed the Jedi were on the ground. He often felt a twinge of guilt whenever she was around, knowing he shouldn't have been hogging all her the time, especially when she was needed elsewhere.

For now, he'd enjoy what time he still had with her.

Whenever his lover crossed into the room, she'd find the blindfolded man with a small smile on his face, head facing the entrance.

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
The Padawan swore she sensed him sense her. The little spark of recognition was like a ripple of joy through placid, but thickly clouded waters. When he smiled, she smiled back reflexively.

Time in the bacta tank had not only kept him alive when he should have died long ago, it lessened the severity of his scars. They were still very much present, but they were nothing like they could have been. A true blessing. Losing both legs, eyes, and the ability to breathe was enough of a devastating blow without horrible burns on top. The best part was, all of it could be fixed in time. Maybe he couldn't regrow his own limbs and eyes, but there were worthy alternatives.

Even so, it was a painful burden to be dealing with now.

"There will be no sneaking past you now." She joked lightly, betraying the heaviness of the situation. Anger and sadness were continually testing her, but she thrust those emotions away whenever she saw him. Wanting to be only a source of happiness in his presence. He was going through enough without her mirroring his struggles.

"Have you put any thought into what your new legs will be? Don't let them fool you. You can be anything, if you really want to." The bed dipped as she sat down on the edge close to him. The smile never leaving her face, though he couldn't see. Leaning forward, she whispered deviously. "You could be half speeder bike. Sleeping might be awkward...but you'd be a legend."

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"It's almost like I'm psychic or something," he quipped.

Being an increasingly sensitive psychic, he could sense that Sadira was quite a mess of feelings at the moment, undoubtedly related to his condition. Still, the smile never left his face. It was a tough time all around, but he'd keep focusing on the silver linings.

When she sat next to him, he raised a hand out to one of hers, tracing the tip of his index finger of the lines of her palm.

"A speeder bike, hmm? I bet you would enjoy that ride." If he still had some eyebrows under gauze, she would have seen one lift. He wanted to laugh, but doing so would probably end up hacking and have to place the mask back on. Already, he was beginning to get raspier with his speech. "Honestly I was thinking of keeping things pretty simple as far as my legs go. I could get all blinged out with rockets and knee sabers, but the doctors said that it's possible that I could regrow my tissue over a "slim" endoskeleton. They showed how it would work, with my endoskeleton essentially acting like a frame while an outer cast keeps everything encased. Makes it sound like my legs will become like sausage links, if I'm being honest."

"Now the eyes, though, I may go crazy with those." He reached up from her palm to her face, running his thumb of the curve of her jaw. "I may go all out with those. Mods like X-ray vision." Another browless waggle. "even lasers beams."

He was letting the jokes fly, but in truth he was scared. To attach and install all the mods and augments would involve cutting into him again. Reopening wounded channels. More pain.

Sadira Valen Sadira Valen
 
Like her, he was doing his best to make light of the crappy situation he found himself in. She wasn't nearly as skilled in psychic abilities as he was, though, and so she couldn't tell exactly what he was feeling. Just a general sense of a heavy burden weighing him down. She never doubted that he would persevere, and that was the one thing she clung to.

This wasn't the first time he survived something that should have killed him. The memory of opening his escape pod and jabbing him with a bacta syringe flashed in her mind.

He was Finley. If there was even a sliver of a chance to survive something, he'd find it.

Her hand followed his, covering it as he touched her face. She leaned into his palm. As he described the way his legs could be 'regrown', he'd feel the muscles of her face contort in mild horror and disgust. "Oh no... I think a speeder bike sounds way better than sausage legs. And it's not just because I'd benefit." She laughed.

What she wanted to say was, I'm riding you either way, but it didn't seem like the right time or place just yet.

A feathery whip of hair fanned over his hand as she turned her head to peak at the door to his room. She couldn't hear or sense anyone close by, and when she was sure, he'd feel the mattress shudder and shift around him. Carefully, she climbed in next to him, and laid by his side. The healing burns covering his body made her reluctant to put her arm around him or lay her head on his chest, and so she settled for merely being next to him.

I vote laser eyes. You might not even need a lightsaber then. Just incinerate your enemies with a death glare!

He didn't ask, but she switched to telepathy when the sound of his voice changed. There was no reason to force him to speak aloud if it was easier to communicate like this.

Have they given you an idea of when you'll be back on your fee--

Her voice paused in his head.

Uhhh....sausage links?

Oh boy. He better find that one funny, because she already felt guilty.

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He snorted as he sensed a moment of apprehension about her part before crawling into bed beside him.

"It's okay, the hospital staff isn't going to lash you for spending time with your boyfriend." He slid down a little and shifted his face into her neck, nuzzling his face into her skin and taking in the lavender scent of her perfume. He also took it upon himself to wrap his arm loosely around her waist. Today she got to be the big spoon, of sorts.

As their conversation had continued, she had shifted toward telepathy, for which he was thankful. It allowed him to relax his throat which was still heavily scarred. He imagined he probably sounded like heavy chain smoker of 60 years at the moment.

So eager for those sausage links. The doc said they're going to keep me under observation for at least another couple weeks, then they'll proceed with the operation. From what I'm told, I'd be able to walk and see again immediately after they're finished. Probably not very well, but at least I'd be up.

He took the opportunity of their shift in position to leave a few light pecks against the side of her neck, his face still lost in her raven locks.

For now, I'm on a solid track for recovery. How about you though? Has the Order put you back to work?

Sadira was still technically a Padawan, but personally he felt like she was ready for full Knighthood. Besides, he wondered if the Council would nudge some of the older Padawan like her to take more responsibility to compensate for the sudden and massive loss of qualified Knights.

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No, but they'd probably scold me for being in your bed. Easier to ask for forgiveness than permission, but easiest to fly under the radar entirely.

Feeling him shift and snuggle into her was better than any gift she could have been given. She could lay there with him all day. Needless to say, it would be even harder to leave when she had to go now. Knowing the time she had left with him was on a countdown she couldn't see made it all the more difficult.

Emboldened by how well he seemed to move and touch her, she reached up and softly rested her hand over the back of his head. The hair was gone. There was nothing but mending scalp. She wondered how soon he would be able to regrow hair, but it was probably the least of his concerns.

A couple weeks doesn't sound too bad, considering what you've been through. That's good to hear. I don't think I'll be able to camp out that much longer, sadly... I think I've about exhausted the goodwill of the Order. We're stretched pretty thin right now.

She knew she had pushed her limits, but if there was any situation that was worth the trouble, it was this one. Which was likely why she had been given a pass...but it couldn't last forever. The galaxy continued to spin whether she was ready for it or not. He wasn't the only one who wondered how much longer she'd be a Padawan. Though she'd never been one to complain about her status, she was more eager now than ever join their ranks. Seeing the damage done to Finley hadn't scared her--not for herself. It made her want more freedom, so she could make more independent decisions.

There's a meeting this evening I'm being summoned to. Something about... Terans... Terentas... Tarantulas--I don't remember--causing problems for people on a planet...whose name I also forgot. I'm guessing they're going to make me go do some pest control.

The fact that she could barely recall the key points of this potential mission spoke for itself. Her mind was far away from the Order, even with an eagerness to leave the role of apprentice.

I...haven't been a very good Jedi lately. She admitted quietly. Her chest expanded in a deep sigh while her fingers stroked the back of his head.

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