Clovis Torcularis
The Wretched Prodigal Son
With every breath my ruined lungs took via my mask's tubes, the Dark Side burrowed itself deeper into my being. The young boy that once rebelled against his Father not only grew into a man, but a monster that his dead Mother would cry, cringe, and plea with the Gods to forgive. Redemption and salvation, those were Jedi traits designed to save the lost, for me, I was Sith and those two words meant nothing to me. For I was lost, and wished to remain that way.
I would be a liar if I said I wanted to be saved, for salvation was the mantra that killed the strong. I would be a liar if I said I wanted to be redeemed, for redemption was the stagnation that poisoned the free will thinking that ultimately created the perfect Sith. I was far from perfect, but I was beautiful in my own haunting way, and in time, that desecrated haunting image that I cheerfully imposed on others would make me perfect.
But knowledge....
...or the lack of it...
....was my downfall.
But like everything about my life, I sought to rectify the injustices this warm and cozy galaxy had dealt me. To me, my galaxy consisted of darkness and coldness, the only mantra that would ever course through my veins! In time, a war would be waged internally, and I knew where my loyalties lied, deep inside a lost boy to fester and grow until the true disease of what I was to become would blossom under a blood moon.
So I did what was only proper of me to do, encourage that disease, thus seeking out the knowledge to make me the epitome of perfection!
As the light gave over to the darkness on Glee Anslem, I sat in my bunk knowing what I wanted. Rather, what I craved to know. I wished to learn the dark nature of Sith Alchemy, but since I was nothing more than a wilted petal waiting for the torrent thunderstorm to spray upon me it's life given knowledge, a thought came to me. Holocrons! Those that possessed the knowledge I sought where fearful of passing it on, and rightfully so. It was incorporated into all young Sith to further their own advancement, and being the Sith way, a young learner such as myself was destined to learn from a Master, and when such time came apparent, eliminate that Master. But I wasn't strong enough, yet. So it would be holocrons for now.
The next day, I researched religiously to find the perfect teacher, one that would not punish me for failure while bestowing upon me the knowledge that I so desperately craved. And I found it. A holocron that once belonged to Ralen Keth had gone missing, last known sighting was on Dathomir, home to those witches.
But I was no fool, there was no way I could take that holocron alone, so I put out the feelers for assistance. Sitting on the ground next to my posting, I waited for those that wished to become perfect too, and thought of the beautiful ring I would create.
[member="Sera Inkari"] l [member="Ameli Trahir"]
I would be a liar if I said I wanted to be saved, for salvation was the mantra that killed the strong. I would be a liar if I said I wanted to be redeemed, for redemption was the stagnation that poisoned the free will thinking that ultimately created the perfect Sith. I was far from perfect, but I was beautiful in my own haunting way, and in time, that desecrated haunting image that I cheerfully imposed on others would make me perfect.
But knowledge....
...or the lack of it...
....was my downfall.
But like everything about my life, I sought to rectify the injustices this warm and cozy galaxy had dealt me. To me, my galaxy consisted of darkness and coldness, the only mantra that would ever course through my veins! In time, a war would be waged internally, and I knew where my loyalties lied, deep inside a lost boy to fester and grow until the true disease of what I was to become would blossom under a blood moon.
So I did what was only proper of me to do, encourage that disease, thus seeking out the knowledge to make me the epitome of perfection!
As the light gave over to the darkness on Glee Anslem, I sat in my bunk knowing what I wanted. Rather, what I craved to know. I wished to learn the dark nature of Sith Alchemy, but since I was nothing more than a wilted petal waiting for the torrent thunderstorm to spray upon me it's life given knowledge, a thought came to me. Holocrons! Those that possessed the knowledge I sought where fearful of passing it on, and rightfully so. It was incorporated into all young Sith to further their own advancement, and being the Sith way, a young learner such as myself was destined to learn from a Master, and when such time came apparent, eliminate that Master. But I wasn't strong enough, yet. So it would be holocrons for now.
The next day, I researched religiously to find the perfect teacher, one that would not punish me for failure while bestowing upon me the knowledge that I so desperately craved. And I found it. A holocron that once belonged to Ralen Keth had gone missing, last known sighting was on Dathomir, home to those witches.
But I was no fool, there was no way I could take that holocron alone, so I put out the feelers for assistance. Sitting on the ground next to my posting, I waited for those that wished to become perfect too, and thought of the beautiful ring I would create.
[member="Sera Inkari"] l [member="Ameli Trahir"]