"Well, if you feel like you're drowning, I would suggest that you learn how to swim."
The words of her master rang out more as a warning than a word of advice, something that made Mi'la feel a tad uneasy. Her head raised, eyes curious as to what Sakadi had in mind, though what ever the Jedi Master had in mind, Mi'la very much doubted it would involve peaceful meditation. Physical exertion? Extended mind melding techniques, perhaps returning the the basics of telepathy? No, all of those attempts had been proven useless. Whatever Sakadi had in store wouldn't be so gentle in approach. A small part of the Twi'lek began to feel concern start to grip at her soul, wondering if she perhaps had been living as a failure for too long.
"Well, then our next step is obvious, isn't it?" A warm smile was cast Mi'la's way, as the Twi'lek straightened her posture, a clear display of concern was etched across her face, wondering what her master would say next.
"We throw you into the deep." Whatever that entailed, it couldn't be a pleasant experience. Yet, Mi'la would not run, not again. If she was to be worthy of her position as a jedi, she would stand and take whatever punishment was dealt upon her. The Twi'lek moved out of her bow, taking up something a kin to a fighting pose, when the air around her 'popped'. Sand, salt, and dirt kicked up, and Mi'la felt her feet give out from under her. A force not unlike what she had felt on Yavin smashed into her, knocking her back, sending her stumbling as she tried to right herself, only to nearly sink in the vibrating sand and salt flats. She made the mistake of opening her eyes, still struggling to her bearings, and felt the sting of salt as punishment, hissing, she tried to blink the burning irritant away, but to no avail.
A second gust struck, the sand and salt shrouding the battlefield now, as the faint hum of a lightsaber indicated that the trial had started, only to be quickly drowned out by the roaring sand storm around the pair.
"I will not hold back, Mi'la Undari. Good luck."
Her masters voice was the final warning she would
receive, as the padawan's hands found her hilts, and ignited both blades. One held to the front, the other behind. Though still blinded by the salt in her eyes, Mi'la would not back down. Deprived of the force, and limited to only her blades, the Twi'lek was faced with only three options. Die at the hands of her master, renounce herself from the jedi order, or try and reconnect with the force. In this moment, option one seemed to be the most likely outcome, but that wouldn't stop her from giving up. If not for the sand storm rolling across her at the moment, she might have tried to voice some sort of declaration. Perhaps some vain statement to bolster her shrinking confidence. Not like it would truly matter in this moment. For right now, it was only her and Sakadi. This wasn't a test of will power. This was a test of character. Either Mi'la overcame whatever was blocking her force connection, or she would die where she stood. There was no other way around it.
Sliding her feet forward, Mi'la's brow furrowed, the Twi'lek sliding herself forward, feeling small fragments of molten glass knocking into her attire, though leaving her relatively unmarred. She tried to slow her breathing, trying to find her calm center, and feel that sensation she had felt before. It had almost felt like how it had been before, when the Force worked through her, a sensation she had most certainly felt on Voss, and just now when she sought out her master on this world. But still, nothing calm. Standing within the center of a sand storm, a storm of similar magnitude began to swell within the padawan, despite her best attempts to the contrary.
Sakadi Marathi Sinvala