I"m sorry

[Arito Toriyama]

Hey everyone, when I joined this group I had all intentions to making my character and jumping right in. Arito was my original Star Wars OC, lots of good backstory (I think) and he can be just about whatever I needed him to be.

My mental health hasn't been great, and it's gotten/getting worse. Waking up is hard, rolling out of bed is hard, and by then I'm exhausted. Do I want to be a part of this? Yeah, I really do. Love Star Wars, love making Star Wars stuff, love running Star Wars Saga Edition table top. I just don't have much left to give currently. If you want to kick me out for cleaning up the group or what have you, I get it, I'm not doing anything. I think, I think I just need some help. Baby steps. I just don't know where to start..or how to make small steps cause I have a long stride (that's a joke, you can laugh now). Just letting y'all know what's going on.

 

[Connel Vanagor]

Real Life is always more important than RP, so (while I am not staff) you're not getting kicked out. You're not breaking site rules so, no.

Have you made a character page yet?

Character Creation

CHARACTER CREATION Welcome to Star Wars Chaos! You may dive right into creating your character after reading the board rules and character creation rules. Thereafter, please go to the Character Creation forum and utilise the Character...

www.starwarsrp.net

Your pace is your own, no schedules

 

[Arito Toriyama]

Real Life is always more important than RP, so (while I am not staff) you're not getting kicked out. You're not breaking site rules so, no.

Have you made a character page yet?

Character Creation

CHARACTER CREATION Welcome to Star Wars Chaos! You may dive right into creating your character after reading the board rules and character creation rules. Thereafter, please go to the Character Creation forum and utilise the Character...

www.starwarsrp.net

Your pace is your own, no schedules

I have copied the template with the intent to make one. I think I've copied like, 3 or 4 of them for the various needed things (armor, weapons, ships, the like). I'm just, I just freeze. A million other things flood my mind and I just can't move forward. The hope was with this group I'd step out and turn my negativity into something more productive (I've made an alternate true sith persona for Arito that I've debated using) and really just lettin 'er rip. But....I just can't handle much anymore and I feel terrible and useless.

 

[Connel Vanagor]

So use your own words.

Baby steps.

You're not on a deadline. Write in the name and save. Come back later and put in the homeworld and be done, then the race...generally speaking


Or you lurk and read while you get more confident?

 

[Scherezade deWinter]

You don't have to apologize for anything. Always put yourself and your mental wellbeing first.
This board will be around when the better times come and you're ready to do what you want.

 

[Tibera Jessen]

No issue there, take it in your own pace. I am want to go through spells of rough mental health myself, and it can kick your butt for sure. I just want to assure you that no matter how long it takes, Chaos will be here when you get back. And you can rejoin/debut when you're mentally ready for it. All the best wishes to you.