Audiomachine - The Truth
“Touch nothing eh?”
Spencer shrugged off the creepy feeling and stood up. The powerful blast that threw her into the corridor was a bit rough. Spencer looked around and saw memories flowing around her, she looked down and there was nothing but the fast reaches of space and time. Pressing her lips together she wandered down the path, she stopped and saw an image of her father whom she had just met with her mother. She had never seen this memory, but it was a memory none the less. It was the moment she was conceived; unlike normal people she was conceived by her father using the force to force the cells in her mother’s womb to form life.
She watched as her father reasoned with her mother asking her to do what he wished. A voice flowed through the force as she closed her eyes. It was her father and her mother, both of them she hadn’t heard from in some time. They were comforting especially her mother’s.
"Can you... feel them?"
"I feel them"
The memory faded as she watched her father leave the woman after he gathered his strength, she was a bit saddened to see that the man that raised her like a daughter seemed upset at her existence. Madoc was the best father any child could ask for. Something pushed her along as she moved along the path. The following memories were small; it was mostly her brother and her growing up on Dathomir. There she learned the language the way of life, her mother wished for them to stay but knew the children should go to the order. At a ripe young age both headed to the order to start their schooling and training to become Jedi. Spencer closed her eyes once more and searched for that feeling with her brother, a feeling that she hadn’t called upon for some time now. His warmth was something that she longed for, the companionship that came along with being a twin. He was something she could always rely on. In this darkness, she searched for his light feeling it take over her. Using their connection she searched for where he was and wished to see what he saw. Of course, the boy was in the training room becoming stronger – he seemed more determined than ever before.
“I will stand by your side regardless of the consequences…”
Two Steps from Hell - Good bye for Now
His words lingered in her mind as she releases his vision. He was going to come find her soon and she feared for their reunion. Shaking her head the path pushed her forward once more and she stumbled a bit to notice the other memories that followed her and her brother, they were ones she wished to ignore. The lonely feelings as she watched her brother become well liked in the order and she being the one that was the outcast. Her empathy was a plague and a curse for her. She couldn’t feel what she wanted and disliked being around a large number of people. Remembering the pain she cursed and forced her way through the next memories until she had first ventured out of the temple. The coldness that set into her skin made her cringe. She remembered this, it was the prison she where she was being fed to the Garhoon. The man’s eyes returned her memory as he focused on destroying those that captured him. He ripped them apart and Spencer reached up and touched the scared marks on her neck.
Once more she had gone looking for the Garhoon and the moment they had alone after he had fed on her to regain his strength she shared something special with him. Spencer never really knew if he understood the impact he had on her, either way his voice returned her.
“I did not come here just to leave you behind. You and I both will be making it out of this forest alive. I swear that on the blood of my family.”
The memory continued to show the night he took her innocence.
Gothic Storm - We meet in Dreams
The image blurred and Spencer turned her face away, she hadn’t realized how much she did miss Erich. Despite everything he was still someone important to her, but he was gone now. Biting her lip she was surrounded by several images, each moment being of recent events. In every image there was a common factor, a person who continued to reappear in her mind.
Ashin Varanin.
Spencer closed her eyes, these memories were some of her favorite they were the turning point of her life and brought her to where she was today. Her arms wrapped around herself as she could feel the surge of emotions that were of her own and her hand reached up touching the mask which the identity was given to protect her.
Ashin’s voice entered the Force and Spencer found herself relaxed once more.
"Imagine that. Whole worlds free of the kind of slow, repressive sadness and torpor that have been imposed on them by the tyrants of politics, economics and ideology. Whole worlds that could feel hope again, and energy enough to accomplish things or better themselves."
"Trust me, Spencer...soon you'll be able to create your own miracles, without guidance from me or anyone else."
“I still consider you, well, useful to have around. Lucky. You make my life easier. But it's not a matter of using you if it's just us helping each other, doing things for each other.”
"When you did your work at Gand, I was a little afraid of you, and I liked it. Loved it. I want to feel that way about you all the time -- that you're a little bit dangerous, maybe more than a little, and you're mine."
Audiomachine - Double Helix
Her voice disappeared into the Force and Spencer reached out, but retracted her hand quickly. She remembered the warning and decided to push farther along hoping she didn’t relive the one memory she didn’t wish to relive. Suddenly a man boomed over her, his muscular arms crossed as his piercing eyes glared into her. Darron Wraith the Grand Master of the Jedi loomed over Spencer. She knew what he was going to say and waited for his voice to enter her mind like the others.
"So it seems we are at an impasse, you won't let her go, and if I order you to you will simply rebel or leave. My intent is to save you from yourself and from Republic justice. You will make an amazing Jedi one day, but it seems this lesson is one that you have to learn on your own young one, and I intend to let you do just that."
After hearing it again, Spencer realized he was only trying to help her. Though he was right she needed to learn this lesson on her own. Pushing the thought away from her she suddenly came to emptiness. Raising an eyebrow, Spencer figured this is where the present resided. She didn’t see anything since this was where she assumed she was at right this moment. It was an odd place to be, the more she thought of it. To be in the present you stood between the past and the future, even the thoughts you were having at the moment were no longer there they were in the past. Deciding not to confuse herself with more of the philosophical stuff Spencer searched for the future.
Audiomachine - Nameless Hero
Looking down, she noticed a barrage of images and realized she needed to jump. Groaning she took a couple of steps backwards and then launched herself off the edge. Her body remained suspended in the air floating for a moment as she looked at the stars. Her body twisted and soon she was lying horizontal. Spencer felt her body float for a moment suspended between the past and the future and before she could even begin to relive some of the past Spencer plummeted quickly into the future.
Landing hard onto what felt like the ground she saw an image of herself. The woman looked nothing like the bubbly blonde that stood there. Spencer noticed her frame was stronger, she stood with confidence. The robes a little tattered from the journey she was experiencing. Faces of different Sith Lords flowed around her and she wondered if these were the favors Ashin had mentioned. The faces of the Lords disappeared and all that as left was Spencer’s future self. She watched as Ashin was there as well, they seemed to be discussing something. Trying to listen in she only heard a few bits of it.
“She’s gained too much power…planets are falling under the curse.”
“I’m the only one with the control over the curse besides Val’Ryss herself, so it looks like I’m the only one that is immune”
Spencer raised an eyebrow as the image faded and she saw a woman in crimson. The hissing echoed in her mind as she looked around. The woman didn’t look like the creepy being she had just met. Val’Ryss was now a being close to the gods. The presence sickened the young Empath as she stood there watching the image. The woman’s curse bleeding into the planets and utterly destroying them, her twisted red snake like eyes burrowed deeply into Spencer’s mind. Spencer watched reading every bit of what she was seeing, a cold sweat dripped down her spine as she watched herself go into a chaotic battle with the corrupted Dark Jedi soul.
“Hisss…hiissss…hissssssssssssssssss”
The hissing continued and Spencer not wanting to see more started to run, she searched for the exit and as she did her future self-did the same yet she ran towards Val’Ryss. The motion between Spencer’s current being and the one in the premonition were similar as they ran and moved towards something in the distance. Her future self-drew a sith blade forged by Moridin himself, with a swing of the sword the exit revealed itself to Spencer. She reached out grasping for her way out of this darkness. Spencer continued to search and reach out for the exit. She needed to escape and she needed to stop this from happening. It seemed because she was the one to learn to control the Curse, she was the one destined to stop Val’Ryss.