@[member="Darth Vornskr"] (I sneaked in some Estonian. I hope it doesn't bother you much. In case it does, I can change it)
Everything around Lilith became dark. Lilith tried to run away, but she wasn't able to. She was unable to move. Everything was dark. She didn't see anything and well, there was nothing.
She was falling.
She was frightened, confused, sad, happy, confident, tired, amazed, fully rested... at the same time. It was a feeling she wouldn't be able to describe, but it was something like a dream in which everything was possible. The feeling was a combination of just waking up, drinking coffee, hearing good news, eating chocolate and seeing your children at the exact same moment.
But then it all changed. Everything around her changed. The former darkness was now replaced with a lot of people, all around Lilith. They were journalists, reporters, some simple guests. And they were expecting Lilith to say something.
It was one of the first fears Lilith had. He felt scared.
"Umm... Hello, people... I'm... eh..." she said. Unfortunately she forgot her name. Well, she forgot English at all and started speaking in an unknown language. When she finally remembered her name, which was after some minutes of terrible questions and punches against her head. They were frightening, but she continued: "Lilith. Jah, ma olen Lilith. Ee... ma tulin siia kõnelema... naiste õigustest?" She didn't know what she had to talk about, so she just guessed it was about woman rights and hoped she wasn't extremely wrong.
"Naisi on alati... alavääristatud. Me oleme pidanud... meeste orjad olema? Jah, ja... umm... me nõuame õigusi, ma arvan..."
She was wrong. She was actually a diplomat who had to sign a treaty with the Republic.
"Madame, you came here to discuss relations with the Galactic Republic. And please... talk in a language everybody understands," a man from the mass said. Lilith gained the ability to talk in Galactic Basic Standard back and smiled, hoping, that people forgive her the awkwardness.
"Right... Forgive me, please. So..." She didn't know what faction she was representing so she had to come up with something. "I am here to talk about signing a treaty with the Galactic Republic on the behalf of the Outer Rim Federation." This faction didn't exist, but it would've been even more awkward if she would've told the name of a random existing faction, hoping she actually represents it. "The Outer Rim Federation has been attacked by the Sith Empire frequently and we would like to request aid or even possible alliance."
Everything became dark again. Now Lilith knew she has to stand still and do nothing. Doing otherwise would've had no effect. She would've just wasted her energy. This time she just breathed, thinking about what had happened. Had she really overcame her fear of talking in public?
She didn't have much time to think, because quickly she found herself in the Jedi High Council. It was strange, but she had to train a Padawan in front of the whole Council. Yes, a little human girl stood next to her, waiting to be taught something.
"Hello..." the Sith said to everyone in the room. She was a Jedi at the moment. Actually, a Jedi who had just joined the Order and didn't have any knowledge of the Force. The Council sat on their chairs silently, analyzing the woman's every move.
"Hello, my Padawan... I guess... I will have to teach you..." She didn't know what to do. Everything she knew about the Force was now gone; wiped out from her head. "Maybe we could try a simple Force Push power?"
The Padawan tried to use Force Push on Lilith, but she wasn’t able to do that. Because she didn’t know how to do it.
“Why aren’t you using it yet?” the woman asked, now sounding like a Sith. She should’ve known, that Jedi didn’t shout at their pupils, but it looked like she had forgotten that little thing too. The councilors already looked at her with disapproval.
“DO IT ALREADY!”
The girl walked away from her and started crying. Of course Lilith ran to her and started comforting her.
“I’m sorry…” she tried to sound as friendly as possible. “Feel the thing you are about to push like it was an extension of your body. You can move it, but it’s not directly attached to you. Think like it’s your hand. Well, unlike your hand, the movement of the thing isn’t limited.”
Darkness gathered around Lilith and soon she was in the same state where she was before. That one was quite easy… she thought to herself. It had been overcoming her fears of using the Force near powerful people who expected her to succeed and training someone. But like the last time, she didn’t have time to think about it.
Darkness already replaced with beautiful scenery of nature. Lilith raised her head and realized where she was. It was the forest where the starting members of Council of Sorcery had gathered to discuss forming the new faction.
The forest was quite thick, but sun shined through the holes in the ceiling made out of green leaves. Then she looked down again and saw Jasmine standing only a few metres away from her. She just stood there and her hand was stretched out. The first thing Lilith noticed about her was, that there was a hole in her chest and it bleeded. Only then she realized her sister is holding her own heart in her hand.
“NOOOOO!”
Lilith screamed. Her sister was dead. She wanted to run to her, but she was unable to move any further. It felt like she was attached to the ground, but obviously she wasn’t. It was all just an illusion.
So instead of running to the girl, she fell down and started crying. “You were too young…”
The illusion or spell ended and Lilith found herself in the temple again. She was crying in real life and she was terrified. It had been the only fear she was not able to overcome. Did it mean, that she had failed to stand against the powerful spell? Did it mean, that she was now locked into her own thoughts?
She saw Kaine standing away from the group again, hoping, that he will say something.
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