Living In Color

How long had it been since she last held a lightsaber?
Iris stared at the hilt in her hand, frowning deeply as she did. The hilt was as simple as it could get, just smooth metal plates to house the intricate parts that made her blade. That housed the crystal she'd been given by her closest friend. Domxite was there with her, of course, on her shoulder, watching. Waiting. They knew just as well as she how important it was that she figured out how to ignite the blade. Especially here on Denon. It was a dangerous planet, more than most in this supposedly civilized space, but she couldn't leave it be.
She wanted to make a difference here again. But she'd need to be able to ignite her blade to do so.
With a breath she squeezed it on. The blade erupted, pink in color as it always had been. A healer's blade, at least based on what the crystal could do. The familiar hum normally would've put her at ease, even in this abandoned courtyard. It should've put her at ease.
It didn't. The longer she stared at the blade, the louder the hum got until that hum drowned out all other sounds. It filled her mind, shook her very core. Then, the screech of a saber clashing against another. The sound of the plasma blade cutting through durasteel. Armor. Flesh. Color bled out around her as she stared deeper into the pink blade. All color until only red remained. Panic came next. Panic, then the gentle nudge of the droid on her shoulder as she hurriedly shut the blade down.
".. Not yet, I guess." She smiled after a moment, reaching up to gently pat the top of the droids head. "We'll get there."