Seren Gwyn
White Star
Seren did not answer immediately. She let the smoke ring drift around them, watching its edge curl and disperse as Varin's question settled into her chest. A question like that—how did you choose your path?—rarely held curiosity alone. It carried ache. Regret. The smallest fragment of hope.
When she finally lifted her gaze to him, her eyes caught the lanternlight once more, turning the amber into something warm and reflective.
"Most Sith do not choose their hunger," she said quietly. "They are born into it…or broken into it. You are honest enough to admit you fall somewhere in between."
Her hand shifted slightly against his, not tightening, but aligning — a subtle correction of balance shared between dancers.
"Fire answers to passion. Shadows answer to choice. That is the only difference between us."
Her tone softened further, the edges smoothing into something almost contemplative.
"Fear never disappears. It only hides itself in more convincing shapes. I think that is why you speak of weapons and wielders. A weapon fears the wrong hand. A hand fears the weapon slipping free."
The smallest curve touched her lips—not mockery, but recognition.
"Most who stand before me wear a mask so tightly they forget it is there. You did not. You showed me the man beneath it without realizing. That is…rare." She let that truth hang only long enough to be felt before continuing.
"As for my path…"
Her gaze drifted upward for a moment, following the lanternlight as though tracing the memory of old constellations.
"I think," she began—deliberately using the gentler phrasing he had wanted earlier—"that I chose it the moment I realized I could not bear to be shaped by someone else's purpose."
A breath. A shift of shadow along her shoulders.
"The Jedi wanted me to reflect their light. The Sith wanted me to echo their darkness. Neither considered what I might become if left to find my own gravity." Her eyes returned to him—steady, unguarded in a way that only a controlled woman could allow. "So I stepped into the places they feared. Into memory, shadow, silence. And there…the Force finally whispered something that was mine alone."
Another small pause. The music swelled around them, and the dance shifted smoothly beneath their feet.
"I did not choose the path because it was easy. I chose it because it did not ask me to become anything other than myself."
And then, quieter—almost an invitation, nearly a challenge: "You asked how I chose. Now I wonder, Varin…what is the shape of the self you would choose, if no weapon and no fire were demanded of you?"
Varin Mortifer
When she finally lifted her gaze to him, her eyes caught the lanternlight once more, turning the amber into something warm and reflective.
"Most Sith do not choose their hunger," she said quietly. "They are born into it…or broken into it. You are honest enough to admit you fall somewhere in between."
Her hand shifted slightly against his, not tightening, but aligning — a subtle correction of balance shared between dancers.
"Fire answers to passion. Shadows answer to choice. That is the only difference between us."
Her tone softened further, the edges smoothing into something almost contemplative.
"Fear never disappears. It only hides itself in more convincing shapes. I think that is why you speak of weapons and wielders. A weapon fears the wrong hand. A hand fears the weapon slipping free."
The smallest curve touched her lips—not mockery, but recognition.
"Most who stand before me wear a mask so tightly they forget it is there. You did not. You showed me the man beneath it without realizing. That is…rare." She let that truth hang only long enough to be felt before continuing.
"As for my path…"
Her gaze drifted upward for a moment, following the lanternlight as though tracing the memory of old constellations.
"I think," she began—deliberately using the gentler phrasing he had wanted earlier—"that I chose it the moment I realized I could not bear to be shaped by someone else's purpose."
A breath. A shift of shadow along her shoulders.
"The Jedi wanted me to reflect their light. The Sith wanted me to echo their darkness. Neither considered what I might become if left to find my own gravity." Her eyes returned to him—steady, unguarded in a way that only a controlled woman could allow. "So I stepped into the places they feared. Into memory, shadow, silence. And there…the Force finally whispered something that was mine alone."
Another small pause. The music swelled around them, and the dance shifted smoothly beneath their feet.
"I did not choose the path because it was easy. I chose it because it did not ask me to become anything other than myself."
And then, quieter—almost an invitation, nearly a challenge: "You asked how I chose. Now I wonder, Varin…what is the shape of the self you would choose, if no weapon and no fire were demanded of you?"