Spasa's aura is pure light. Her existence radiates everything that was ever good, torn apart from the existence of Pomstychtivé, her darkside counterpart living among the most notorious Sith, as an apostate to life itself.
She sat before Jax, and in stillness and silence she focused intently upon his life energy. Her senses heightened. The heartbeat of the galaxy sent frequencies dancing throughout her soul first. And little by little she felt it's connection with herself and to Jax. In time, she sensed the Force which united them, as it reaches throughout all that surrounds them, trailing off into oblivion.
She felt his definitive presence, fill the room like he were a clone to the surrounding comfort only the Force itself can bestow. She did not see where he began and the Force ended. She thought him perfect, beautiful…
For a hundred heartbeats she sat in place, absolutely motionless and remained silent, letting her Force Presence disappear as her essence slipped into a state of existence between here and now. Her essence left her body as her thoughts drifted into Jax…
She sensed a great number of the departed who long for retribution. How much of the galaxy cried out for justice, for freedom, for a second chance because of failing.
"Speak to us," she hissed, a slow drawl, a conjuring.
So many Children put through horrific trials by the Dark Mage. How they wanted to speak. How they deserved their voice, and their retribution!
Within Jax's mind, she tiptoed through sounds and visions, of dreams and intuitive discoveries.
Jax stood as a testament to everything opposite the imagery that flooded his thoughts. In his memory, the Darkside reigns there, sterile, and he existed untouched by it.
Jax's mind surrendered the visions he had seen. The Light of the Force, cut through the throes of Carnifex's darkness like a mysticism none of bone and sinew are built to recognize nor deflect. Jairdain prostrate in a hospital bed. A robotic apparatus hovering over her, probing her unborn. Spasa subdued a gasp.
Her mind worked quickly to observe the craftsmanship of the facility as a possible means to identify the region of its maker and design.
She spoke on instinct, "A deep mine, converted facilities."
Her thoughts drifted beyond Jax, into another state of life, Astral. There she witnessed an ethereal golden cord which connected Jax to Jairdain, that stretched from the Light of his soul, off into sheer Darkness. The cord reverberated with subtle whispers between them. Back and forth, their souls spoke. Never had she known anything worth living for such as they shared. She may never…and it wouldn't matter. With Spasa, love is strong for other's such as the rearing of children.
The conversation Jairdain had with Carnifex replayed between Jax and Jairdain, and made Spasa's eyes tear in fear for the child, yet mostly under the weight of hope…desperate hope.
All that they hold dear is threatened.
Spasa's body whispered, "She is reaching out to you, for grounding; you must not let your thoughts wander from her. Let the Padawans provide you with your requirements and sustenance without sleeping, while you continue to meditate on her to lend her assurance."