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Fancy seeing you here[Complete]

Spencer looked out the open windows now. She was terrified of storms, but with Ashin she felt just fine. Clinging to the woman she nodded. Her face finding the sensitive nook in Ashin's neck. She nuzzled softly. How lucky she was to see this side of the woman. Only her and she felt even more important.

"I want to stay with you for as long as I can. I want to be near you and feel you."

She didnt lie, the time she melded her force energy with Ashin's was exhilarating. Looking towards the woman, the girl whispered softly.

"Show me...I am yours to guide..."
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
Submissive, yet dominant; Spencer's words, combined with her posture, set all sorts of wheels turning and fires burning inside Ashin's mind. She closed her eyes, leaning back into the soft chair, and stretched out to the storm, dragging Spencer's power along with her. The clouds began to rage as particles vibrated against each other, and the storm began to draw lightning up from the ground -- in this case, from the tops of buildings. Lightning filled the skyline, illuminating the suite beyond the warm and steady firelight. Clouds whirled, wind howled. Ashin's expertise, coupled with Spencer's power, spurred it all to new heights of fury.

And, as she had foreseen, Ashin found herself kissing Spencer furiously, holding her tight. Lightning rained down all around. When it came to the great question of the night, she decided, and committed.

A slippery slope indeed.
 
Spencer felt the surge of power, more so the surge of power that influenced Ashin. She liked giving the woman more power, she enjoyed the connect that developed between them. Soon, she was drawn into a fury of kissing and touching, her hands moved as if they knew exactly where to go along the older woman’s body. Everything flowed naturally from Spencer, something clicked inside of her mind. She wanted this she wanted more than what she was getting at the moment. Spencer bit Ashin’s lower lip softly as she broke the kiss and grinned.

She felt it, she felt everything and she didn’t fear what was to come next. Closing her eyes she nodded and then kissed Ashin once more with the desire of what was to come.

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The storm had cleared and hazel eyes fluttered open, she looked around at her surroundings and tried to figure out where she was. The night before felt like such a dream, something she would have to meditate away since she was brought up in the old fashion of the Jedi. The young woman laid on her stomach and pulled the pillow under her head tightly. Looking on her other side she noticed someone else, pulling herself up onto her elbows Spencer blinked quickly. So it wasn’t the usual fantasy she would dream about. Pulling herself back towards Ashin, she rested her head on the same pillow and nuzzled the woman’s shoulder.

Spencer rose her hand and she warmed her touch with the force as she ran her fingers softly down her lover’s face towards her midsection. Once again moving closer, Spencer rested her head on Ashin’s chest and closed her eyes listening to the unchanging rhythm of her heart.
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
“Good morning,” said the Dark Lord quietly. “Didn't want to wake you.”

In truth, she had been awake for at least an hour, pondering various things. Guilt, for example. Whether it had a purpose, whether it always had meaning. Whether it was justified, and if so, how to respond. Repentance had so many gradations, didn't it? Or was it simply a matter of letting go of what she'd gained?

But what she'd gained was warm and comfortable, and she wanted to keep it. The desire was deliberate, and, by this point, she had thoroughly thought it out, a piece of primal possession augmented by intellect.

“I'd like to keep you. You want to keep me?”
 
Spencer continued to run her along Ashin’s stomach as she listened to the woman. The youth felt the guilt the Sith was feeling while she laid there. Spencer wondered if something had gone wrong, or possibly she had done something wrong to cause this guilt. She bit her lip as she tried to push Ashin’s negative emotions from her mind though Spencer knew deep down she couldn’t do that yet – her gift was just that a gift and a curse.

Ashin spoke about keeping her and Spencer tensed up slightly. She knew she couldn’t stay here; she had to return to the Temple. Though, the idea of possessing Ashin was something that she didn’t know if she could fully grasp the concept. She understood being possessed, but possessing someone. Spencer remained quiet as she thought about it.

The blonde adjusted herself so that her chin rested on Ashin’s chest as she looked up at her. Hazel eyes gazed looking at every curve and scar that made up Ashin’s face.

“Keeping? I want you to keep me for as long as you desire and I wish to keep you for as long as I want to also.”
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
The guilt faded away. "Then we're on the same page. Sorry if you caught any of that," she said, tapping her temple with a forefinger. "I haven't been in the best place this morning. I know you and I had a reason for the glitterstim, but on the surface it looks awfully like a woman sharing drugs with a girl. And I do feel bad that you were put in the position of having to do what you did on Gand. I know it doesn't make a lot of sense for me to feel this way, and I'm getting over it. I mean, you're a grownup."

She slipped on a long t-shirt and extricated herself from Spencer with a farewell squeeze, then padded across the suite to the kitchenette.

"What can I do for you this fine, fine morning, honey?"
 
Spencer sat up with the sheet of the bed clutched around her chest. She thought about what Ashin was saying. Shrugging she looked back at her new lover and wrinkled her nose.

"I did those because I wanted too. You werent keeping me against my will."

She reached towards her pile of clothing and looked at her small data pad. Her face showed concern as she saw she had several messages.

"Oh..its my birthday."
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
Bearing a mug of hot chocolate in each hand, Ashin returned to the bed, the long shirt swishing around her thighs. She set a mug down on Spencer's end table, then circled around to slide into her own side of the bed. She pulled out her datapad. "And I've got eighteen messages about Sith politics. All of them fairly low priority. Yours is better. Happy birthday, Spencer. I've got a present for you -- and no, it's not more glitterstim." The question of Spencer's ability to consent passed from her mind. Ashin Varanin didn't associate with stupid people. Spencer was worthy of being treated like a peer, and that meant accepting that Spencer's agency had been involved. And, of course, Ashin had always known that. She could afford to be honest with herself now.

The Sith Empress sipped her hot chocolate as she snuggled in beneath the blanket. "See, you're the sort of person who needs the option of making choices for yourself. It's my job, as your friend, teacher, and especially as yours, all yours, to make that happen. So I talked with some alchemist friends of mine, applied a touch of magic...and here you are."

Twining her legs through Spencer's for balance, she leaned off the bed and set her mug down on the end table. The drawer held a flat wooden box, and the box held a small silver pendant. Ashin dangled the silver chain from her fingers and passed it to Spencer. The chain was thin, finely crafted and nearly indestructible. "There's a Sith technique to pass unnoticed, a spell of concealment. I've worked that into this necklace. I altered it into the power to go unrecognized, similar to the effect I've woven into my armor. Wearing this, you can't be recognized, not even by me. It's that powerful. Of course, I'll always know it's you." She touched the spot on Spencer's lower lip where the drop of Ashin's blood had left a mark.
 
Spencer looked at the necklace and examined it for a moment. She wasn’t’ used to getting gifts from people for her birthday, usually things were shared between her and Aston. Finally taking the necklace she smiled and felt the chain between her hands and soon placed it around her neck. She had nothing like this in her possession and it was even more precious because it was given to her by Ashin. She smiled as the woman touched the mark on her lip, how clever she was to hide it in a place no one would think to look.

“Thank you Ashin, its different getting a gift that’s just for me on my birthday. I usually have to share everything with my twin brother – of course things are usually more suited for him. “

Remembering that she should probably contact him to wish him a happy birthday, she made a small note on the datapad to remind her. After she put it away she wrapped her arms around Ashin and brushed her lips softly against hers. Another soft nuzzle grazed Ashin’s neck as Spencer showed her appreciation. The way the woman’s body felt against hers was something she didn’t fully understand, she didn’t understand how and why it felt so amazing and completing. Either way, she enjoyed it. Letting go, her hands reached out and grasped the hot chocolate. Spencer took a sip and smiled happily.

“I do have to say this has been the best birthday ever. Ashin, I did have a question though. All the markings on your body – what do they mean?”
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
The morning's echoes of last night's thunderstorm roiled the clouds outside the huge, panoramic windows. Ashin slid farther into the blankets, nestling up against Spencer -- but gently, so as not to spill the girl's hot chocolate. She retrieved her own mug and sipped appreciatively. "Well, there's the scars," she said, "and all of those have their stories. But you mean the ink."

She burrowed her lower body farther under the blankets as she replaced the mug on the side table. Rolling onto her belly, she pulled up the back of her long shirt to expose pale, scarred skin from the small of her back to her shoulderblades. She bunched up the shirt and held it, giving Spencer a decent view of the huge tattoo that marked the center of her back. "This one was the mark of the Cult of Shadow, far away from known space. They were my enemies, they captured me, they forced me to do things I would have preferred not to do -- and so I destroyed them. The tattoo's ink includes Sith Poison. I've got about five kinds of it in my blood. Don't worry, it's not infectious. You can't catch the Dark Side by spending quality time with me, honey."

She shuffled down the back of the shirt and rolled over, then pulled down the neck. "This mark here, right on my sternum, that's the mark of Naga Sadow. Now there was a man who understood that he could create stability, order, creation or chaos, and that the only limits he needed to accept were those he imposed on himself. I would probably kill him if I met him, but his legacy taught me to go and get whatever it is that I decide I need to go and get. It's thanks to Naga Sadow that I have you."

Again, she rolled over, this time half-way, pulling up her multitude of long, thin braids. On the back of her neck were two kanji, artistic writing, in reddish-brown just like the mark on Spencer's lip. "The blood trails of my old friends Ember Rekali and Halla Kitani Kaijus. They can always find me -- well, Ember can. I had to cut Halla off from the Force, for good. It was either that or let her destroy everything."

She rolled over again and settled in, nestling against Spencer. She arched back her neck so Spencer could get a clearer view of the tiny, simple outline of a hand, on the side of her neck. "And then there's my Red Coterie tattoo. I'm part of a secret group, made up of people from all factions and walks of life, who support each other. There's some magic woven into that one -- it's why the Coterie calls me Blood Writer. I was never one for tattoos, growing up, but they have their uses. They have meaning. I might even whip up a special batch of ink for you, if you were ever interested."
 
Spencer admired every piece of ink, she remembered some from the night before but in the chaos of their primal emotions, she hadn’t had a chance to really look at them. She smiled as she was told about more blood trails. Spencer’s assumption of Ashin being a rather deep personality was correct. The woman had seen a lot and had done a lot. She had so much experience gathered into her that Spencer realized their age difference. Taking another sip of the chocolate she ran her hand through the woman’s braids petting her as she listened and thought.

“The blood trails, they’re interesting…I want to learn them – so I am able to find you where ever you are in this galaxy. My empathy only spreads so far, but with the blood trail I will be able to find you easier. I don’t want to lose you Ashin.”

Pausing for a moment, Spencer went over what she had just said. She wondered if the blood trails would bring her closer to the darkside, ignoring that fact, she brushed it aside and focused once more on Ashin. Her own batch of tattoos, they would be something Ashin would approve of and that made Spencer want them even more. She nodded at the mention of the tattoos and approved the thought with a smile. Spencer had so many questions, so she decided to question something.

“The poison….its Sith Poison?
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
Ashin laced her fingers behind her neck and stared at the ceiling, hot chocolate temporarily forgotten. "Sith Poison. Five kinds of it, really, from five different incidents and sources. I couldn't be a Lightsider if I tried. I'm bound to do the best I can with the only path I can walk. Jedi healers and Sith alchemists tried everything. Every second of every day, I have to keep my emotions under some kind of control, or I'll burn up. A little of the poison won't do much, and it takes hours or days to really integrate into the body -- a skilled healer or poison controller can remove it during that window of time. And, of course, I can keep you from being infected. I want you with me, Spencer, but I don't want to compel it."

She swivelled in bed to sit cross-legged, facing Spencer. "I can teach you the meditation for the Blood Trail," she said. "A good friend of mine began his training under a Nightsister -- a long story -- and he used it to keep track of his family and friends. He taught me when he marked me. The incantation is strange, and it burns in your veins for an hour or two. A bad fever, no more. I'll hold you while you ride it out, and from then on, you'll always be able to find your blood." Her eyes gleamed. "Start thinking about where you want to mark me as yours."

She began explaining the incantation, the ancient, specialized, rare Nightsister spell.
 
Spencer nodded as she listened to the story. It would explain why Ashin was always so controlled. Spencer never suffered from a headache when around her like she did with other sith. Resting her hand on her chin, the padawan wondered what it would be like of Ashin was a jedi.

"I want to learn it. I want to be able to feel where you are when you're away from me."

Her hands clutched the sheets tightly as she remembered that their time was short. The reality of who and what they are seemed to hit her. A grin crossed her face after realizing she needed to enjoy this time.

"Also gives me another excuse for you to hold me. I already know where I want to mark you. .."

Crawling towards the Dark Lord, the padawan ran a single finger down her chest and stopped above her heart.

"There I want to always be in your heart"
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
The sensation was so intense that it was all she could do not to flich back as of tickled or stabbed. "Oh, I think we can arrange that," she said.

Ashin led Spencer through the ritual, step by step, in a manner which its creators had never foreseen. Ember Rekali had bastardized the technique, so far as he was able, and he had certainly never taught it to Ashin or his own children by sacrificing small Dathomiri animals and wailing in Paecean. Every ritual could be distilled down to symbolism, and symbolism was nothing but the deeper language of the mind. In careful explanation of ideas, then, Ashin led her young lover through the process of transmuting her own bone marrow.

"The fever will begin soon," she said. "An hour or two. I'll help you ride it out, however I can."
 
It was difficult but Spencer recognized the process of ritual and symbolism. She spent most of her youngest time with the witches of dathomir. When everything was completed, Spencer didnt feel any different. She wondered if she had done it wrong...which would have been really embarrassing.

"I dont think--"

It was sudden and Spencer wrapped her arms around her body. She didnt feel well and her skin felt as if she was on fire. The young girl felt her knees buckle and she knelt down.

"Ashin...everything burns...."
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
Ashin folded herself around the girl, as tight as she could, to give Spencer some resistance -- something to push against. "Push back against me, honey. Nothing cuts pain like tension."

Cold sweat soaked through the shirt, dampened the mattress.

"Push back against me," she said again, gripping Spencer tight. "You can do this." It didn't seem the moment for intimacy -- at least, not that kind of intimacy. This was more intimate.

An idea struck her. She broke away and fished in the end table, coming up with some freshly unwrapped glitterstim. She bit the blue-sparking strands and kissed Spencer, sharing the spice.

"I'll share the pain with you. I can do that much, at least."
 
The suggestions kept going in one ear and out the other. Spencer couldn't string two things together all she focused on was the pain. It hurt to much and she wondered if it would ever subside.

It was sudden and as tears rolled down her face she was kissed. The taste of the drug from the night before hit her tongue and she felt Ashin even more than before. Her pain was shared and she was able to think a bit straighter. Once the kiss was broken she turned into her lover and cried. Her arms opened and she clung for dear life squeezing tightly.
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
And then there was nothing to do but hold on to her as she cried from the pain. Every bit of Ashin that was using her, or that held her at arms' length in any way, washed out of her system during a long three hours. It was noon, the sun beating down through dirty clouds, when Spencer's fever broke. By that point Ashin lay beside her with cold cloths -- on Spencer's forehead and on Ashin's. It had been a long time since she comforted someone like this, but it went well enough. And there was nothing like shared misery to break down whatever barriers remained. It was the sort of closeness that felt like the skin was gone. Very, very close, and somewhat painful.

And worth it.

"You're ready," she said softly. "Mark me, honey."
 
Weakly Spencer opened her eyes. She stared back st Ashin who had shared the pain with her. The fact that she did that made Spencer want to remain at her side for as long as she could.

The time had come for her to mark her lover like she had done earlier. She moved closer to Ashin. Her body found a new surge of energy as Spencer pushed up the damp T-shirt revealing a familiar sight. Starting slowly she started at her stomach and moved up caressing the woman with her lips. Once she had gotten to where Ashin's heart resided she bit her lip allowing some of her blood to stain the woman's breastbone. Leaning up after she let enough of her blood cling to the battleworn skin she started to paint a small,but detailed symbol on the Dark Lord.

Once she had finished she looked up and nuzzled her.

"I am sorry for causing you pain, but I felt the symbol was appropriate. It means something like love would be a direct translation. I want to be on your heart..."
 

Ashin Varanin

Professional Enabler
"That is...beautiful." The blood burned slightly at first, but pain was her old friend, and something this mild was almost enjoyable. At least, it set her nerves on edge, and gave ever contact something extra. She examined the mark, then pushed down the shirt again. "It's exactly what I needed to keep my mind where it needs to be. I'm glad we had this time, honey -- but glad doesn't even start to describe it. Omni and the Clockworks are spreading so much fear, so much death...I think we needed this.

"I know I've given you a lot of presents," she added after a long moment, "but I want to make you an offer. I have a crystal called the Kaiburr. In a certain place on a certain world, it will make you invincible. Anywhere else, it's useless. If I bring you to that world, give you that crystal, build us a little home there...you'll be safe from everything. I've taught you to change the deep currents of the universe, and that includes massaging fate. You could make a perfect refuge. You'd be safe, and I'd have a place to be with you, and to come back when I'm lost or hurt or tired.

"I know you don't want to be the sort of person who avoids what needs doing...but Spencer, honey...I need you to be safe."
 

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