Private Bacta and Blood

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: What? Jealous?
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian finished adjusting the bandage with a final, careful press, then leaned back.

"I ate," he said, plain and unapologetic. "While I was preparing your breakfast or... overseeing the preparation." His gaze flicked to her, amused. "I have to. Maintenance. You don't keep this without effort," he added, motioning to himself again.

He reached for her plate anyway and took a bite of toast, slow and deliberate, as if to prove a point. Crumbs caught at the corner of his mouth. He chewed while she stared at him, unbothered by the scrutiny. When she demanded to know how he was still so tanned, a short laugh slipped out around the mouthful. He swallowed, stretched out beside her on the bed, one arm braced behind his head.

"Superior genetics," he said simply.

He turned his head to look at her then, eyes warm, mischief threading through the calm. "That, and I'm usually the only one at the Rainspire. Staff doesn't count. There is such a thing as naked sunbathing. Very good for your health."

He watched the reaction land. He always did. It was hard not to enjoy the way she tried to decide whether to scold him or laugh.

"You sound jealous," he added lightly.

The room felt quieter with him settled there, the edge of vigilance easing. He studied the line of her shoulders, the way she held herself together through habit alone. She was still healing. He did not need to say it to know she felt it.

"We should spend some time outside," he went on, tone turning practical. "Next few days. Sun will help the healing. Fresh air too." His fingers tapped once against the mattress, close enough to be felt. "No rush. Just… when you're ready."

He did not say anything else. He let her mind wander how clothed Aurelian would be sunbathing.

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[Sibylla Abrantes]

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Location: You are a messy eater!
Aurelian Veruna

Superior genetics.

Of course he would say that.

Sibylla stared at him in open disbelief as Aurelian, utterly unrepentant, eased himself back against the pillows, pilfered a slice of toast from her plate, and used his arm as a makeshift pillow like the entire arrangement had been designed for precisely this purpose. The casual confidence of it was infuriating. The smirk certainly didn't help.

Did he practice these poses in a mirror? She honestly wouldn't have put it past him. Some Coreward model might have needed rehearsal. Aurelian Veruna clearly did not.

So the brunette pursed her lips as she narrowed her hazel eye at the would-be-holomagazine model wannabe, but the blasted man only looked all the more pleased for it. Naked sunbathing. He said it as though it were a perfectly ordinary pastime, like reading the news or polishing boots.

And thus, Aurelian was greeted with the information that when Sibylla blushed, she blushed with what appeared to be her entire body. Heat flooded up her chest, along the collar of her nightgown, and bloomed hot across her face. She looked away quickly, snatching up a cluster of grapes, and then popped several into her mouth with more force than strictly necessary. If this was his intent, to distract her from the worry of her injury, whatever chaos was out there in the galaxy, and test her patience, it was working.

Which only confirmed how ridiculous he was. Absolutely ridiculous.

It was no different than Zeltros, she told herself firmly. No different at all than those scandalously tiny swim trunks he'd worn with zero shame. The memory did not help, and her mind, that traitorous thing that it was, supplied the guilty pleasure imagery anyway in vivid and completely uninvited color -- highlighting the length of bronze skin stretched beneath the sun. A lounge chair. A devious wink.

She refused to look at him.

Entirely refused.

And yet her attention snagged on the idle movement of his fingers against the mattress, the relaxed flex and curl of them as he offered a suggestion to enjoy the outdoors, and Sibylla's thoughts veered dangerously. There had been a passage in one of those novels about dexterity and hands and --

No, enough!

"Well," she managed, after a determined swallow and rapid perk of her brows, lifting her chin in a half bristle of determination, "the last time I was here it rained, and you have yet to provide me with a proper tour of the Rainspire." Thank Shiraya her voice grew steadier as she continued, "Though given its name, I suspect lengthy sunlit days are somewhat rare."

She turned back to face Aurelian then, chin lifting in challenge, the light catching the edge of the bandage along her cheek as she leveled him a look that very clearly said: you will not fluster me to your heart's content over breakfast.

Yet a second later, her gaze snagged on the crumbs still clinging to the corner of his mouth, and a soft, surprised snort escaped her before she could stop it. Amusement curved her lips as she leaned closer, the movement instinctive, intimate. The pads of her forefinger and thumb brushed his skin to wipe the crumbs away.

"What a revelation," she murmured, that hazel eye lifting back to his with teasing disbelief. "You are a messy eater in bed."

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: Me? Messy? No
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian stilled when her fingers brushed his mouth. It was a small thing. Intimate. His attention narrowed instantly, the world pulling inward around that quiet, instinctive gesture. He caught her wrist lightly as she pulled away, just taking a moment to think about pulling her into an embrace, but he thought better of it.

"Messy," he agreed, eyes flicking up to hers, dangerous smile intact. "Tragic, really."

Then her words landed. A proper tour.

His brows lifted, interest sharpening into something brighter. "A proper tour?" He was already moving, pushing up from the bed with sudden energy. "You say that like a challenge."

He was on his feet in a breath, turning back to her with a grin that promised trouble. "It does rain often," he admitted. "But when the sun comes out, I make very good use of it. You'll see..."

He circled the bed, scooped up the tray, and set it neatly on the nightstand. Then he held out his hand to her, palm open, expectant.

"We'll be spending plenty of time in this room," he said lightly. Internally, the thought lingered longer than he let on. "Best I show you the rest of the place so you don't get lost."

He did not wait long for her answer. The moment her hand met his, he drew her up and toward the door, excitement bleeding through his usual control. It felt good to move. To share this. To show her something that was his. The corridors of the Rainspire opened around them in clean stone and high light. Guards and staff passed as they moved, boots echoing softly against the floor. Aurelian clocked every glance without looking. Or rather, the lack of them. Just as he had ordered.

Eyes forward. Always.

He felt a flicker of satisfaction. He had made the call while she slept. No whispers. No pity. No curiosity. He would not have her reduced to an injury in anyone's mind. Not here.

They moved quickly, his stride long and sure, his grip steady as he guided her through halls that bent and climbed like something alive. This place knew him. Answered to him. He glanced back once to check her pace, adjusted without comment, slowing half a step.

Then the doors to the throne room opened.

The space swallowed sound. Brutalist stone rose in sharp lines and weighty planes, all designed to remind visitors exactly where power lived. Light cut down from above in hard angles. It was not meant to comfort. It was meant to impress, to intimidate, to dominate. Aurelian released her hand and walked ahead, feetsies plopping as he crossed the floor. He did not hesitate. He sat, easy and familiar, settling into the throne like it had been built for him alone. He leaned back, one arm resting against the carved stone, posture relaxed in a way that made the seat seem less like a symbol and more like a dare. He studied her from there, expression open, curious, faintly amused.

"Well?" he asked. "What do you think?" His smile deepened. "Suits me, don't you think?"

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[Sibylla Abrantes]

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Location: Ah. Yes. Nothing says 'meant for the throne' quite like treating it as a chaise!
Aurelian Veruna

He was a whirlwind of madness.

There was no other explanation for the shameless, brazen way Aurelian swept her along with barely a pause, excitement sparking in every step as though the entire Rainspire were his private playground and she his delighted, unsuspecting accomplice. Sibylla scarcely had time to form a protest, much less a properly barbed quip, before he was already tugging her forward.

They crossed the threshold of his bedroom and reality caught up with her all at once.

Cold air and open space.

And she was wearing little more than her nightgown.

Her one uninjured hazel eye flickered down before she could stop it, catching the scandalously low hem of blue fabric at his hips, then snapped back up just as quickly. Heat rushed to her face, and she sputtered, mortified and incredulous in equal measure.

"Are you not even going to fetch a robe?!" she hissed, pitching her voice low in a scandalized whisper. But her protest died on her tongue as an attendant passed them without so much as a glance, utterly unfazed, eyes forward, expression serenely professional.

Sibylla faltered mid-step.

Wait, what --

Her mind went blank as her bare feet padded over the cold marble beside his, the cool stone biting against her bare soles. She stared at Aurelian as if seeing him for the first time, a dangerous question blooming in her mind because instead of immediately thinking of her injury, she instead went towards the most hilarious of train of thoughts.

Did he truly walk around Rainspire like this?

Just as quickly, the memory of their earlier conversation came crashing back, and her face blanched briefly before awareness stained her cheeks a brilliant pink.

Oh Shiraya, did he really wander about naked?

The thought detonated so thoroughly that she barely registered the turns he took or the corridors they passed through, until suddenly the space opened wide and they were no longer merely wandering; they were in the throne room.

Light poured down from above in clean, blinding slashes, illuminating the vast, austere space. Sunlight kissed bronze skin as Aurelian moved ahead of her, catching on muscle and motion over his back in a way so distracting she had to slow down, blinking hard as he let go of her hand and went bounding up the steps.

Then he stopped.

And with utter, unapologetic audacity, he draped himself across the stone throne.

Not sat. Draped.

In that lazy, utterly amused, and entirely far too pleased with himself motion of the Nexu that ate the cream.

There before her was the Seat of Veruna authority, and there Aurelian was, sprawled across it like a lounging loth-cat, sunlight tracing him in golden tones over every infuriating line of him, catching on bare skin and muscle, leaving only a scandalous scrap of blue boxers to argue the concept of modesty. Whatever regal severity his father might once have carried in that chair was utterly undone by the son.

Sibylla stared.

Aghast. Appalled. And entirely unable to look away.

She crossed her arms with a sharp huff, planting her weight with unmistakable resolve as the thin nightdress shifted and clung to the generous curve of her hips, the fabric betraying her composure even as she fought to maintain it. The posture was meant to be defiant and seemingly unimpresed, but the telltale tension in her stance revealed just how aware she was of every breath, every glance, and the maddening warmth of the moment.

Of all the --

The half huff and snort that burst from her then was unceremonious and far louder than she intended, the acoustics of the throne room amplifying her startled snort until it echoed back at her. She startled for a moment, eyes panning across the expanse of the stone walls and obsidian reliefs against the walls as she regathered her composure.

"Well," she said, clearing her throat far too carefully, "I suppose it does suit you… in the sense that nothing says 'meant for the throne' quite like treating it as a chaise."

Her eye flicked back to him despite herself, heat creeping up her neck, but she chose not back down as she added with certain wry mocking severity.

"I'm certain generations of Veruna ancestors are absolutely thrilled with this interpretation."

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: It suits me just fine
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian did not move when she bristled. He stayed exactly where he was, lounged across the throne with his arms crossed, staring back at her like she had just accused the sky of being blue. One brow lifted slowly, daring her to keep going, daring her to pretend this was somehow out of character.

Internally, he was amused. Deeply. This was perfect.

He took his time then. Let his gaze travel, unhurried and unapologetic, from the bare line of her feet on the stone to the way the nightgown clung and shifted when she planted herself like a challenge. Morning light caught her hair, the angle of her jaw, the bandage at her cheek that only made her look more defiant, more alive. The sight hit him square in the chest. Desire... Protective instinct right behind it.

Beautiful, he thought, without irony. Dangerous thought to linger on. He lingered anyway. It only encouraged him.

He stretched further into the throne, one leg draped with deliberate ease, the grin curving slow and knowing. Let her see how little her indignation unsettled him.

"It is my throne," he said, finally, voice calm and pleased with itself. "That does mean I can sit on it however I please."

His eyes stayed on her as he spoke, bright with mischief. "I think generations of Veruna will look on this with envy. They could never fathom a King sitting here." He took a moment, just long enough to sharpen the edge of it. "I imagine the jealousy."

He tilted his head slightly, gaze dropping and lifting again with intention. "Especially when they realize a beautiful Abrantes woman is standing before him like that."

With a quiet exhale, he shifted. Straightened. Leaned back properly into the throne at last, still relaxed, but now unmistakably in command of the space. Power sat easily on him. It always had. He rested an arm and looked at her with open curiosity, something thoughtful threading through the humor.

"So," he said, tone lighter but eyes intent, "what would the Abrantes ancestors say, seeing you here?" A faint smile touched his mouth. "With me. Like this."

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[Sibylla Abrantes]

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Location: You are asking the wrong question.
Aurelian Veruna

Sibylla rolled her eye at him, then shook her head again, as though that might somehow dislodge the ridiculous, self-satisfied commentary spilling so easily from him. It was better, she decided, to focus on his playful, arrogant mischief, in the familiar sort she had known long before affection complicated it, than on the way the fine hairs along her arms lifted under the slow, deliberate weight of his gaze. Awareness rushed in all at once over her traitorous body, making her silently curse the thin fabric of her nightdress even as she was grateful she had crossed her arms when she did.

When he called her beautiful, something in Sibyla stilled, and that hazel orb returned to settle upon him. She watched him with that discerning Abrantes gaze she had leveled across at Aurelian Veruna for years, the one meant to peel back layers and test intention. To measure truth and intent, and this time for more reasons than one.

Beautiful.

He called her beautiful even now, even with synthskin and gauze obscuring the left side of her face where she knew the scars left behind would leave her anything but.

Perhaps he must have sensed the scrutiny, because Aurelian shifted then, settling properly into the throne. The change was immediate. Where before he had lounged, now he occupied the space with unmistakable authority in that kingly, commanding way only he could radiate. And in that second, the throne seemed to remember him the moment he claimed it.

And blast him, her breath hitched despite herself.

It was the way sunlight poured through the high overhead arches and windows, tracing his bronze skin and casting sculpted shadows along the sharp planes of his face, catching in dark curls, gliding across bare, chiseled muscle. He had no right to look like that. No right to sit upon stone and provoke her with nothing more than presence and heat-laden attention. The want between them stirred, and it was becoming harder to disguise with wit alone.

Part of her wanted to look away, yet another part rose to want to challenge the brazenness he offered so easily.

"First," she said dryly, breaking the tension with a half-amused wry quip, "they would object most strenuously to the absence of proper attire." Her gaze swept over him, "And conclude you possess an alarming fondness for scandal."

She gave a slight tilt of her head, that hazel eye narrowing as a thought took shape. And this time, her following words landed like a dare.

"But you are asking the wrong question," she told him quietly, and, telling herself there was no going back now, she uncrossed her arms and let them fall to her sides.

The movement felt momentous.

Drawing on every scrap of nerve she possessed, Sibylla stepped toward him. One step. Then another, a slender hand rising to gather the hem of her nightdress away from her bare feet as she climbed the stone steps, the cool marble stark beneath her soles. Second step, then the last.

Until she stopped directly before him.

Sunlight found her then, painting her in warm gold. It traced the slender lines of her figure through the thin muslin, caught in the honey tones of her skin and the soft waves of chestnut hair spilling around her shoulders, framing her heart-shaped face marked only by the bandages she was trying her best to refuse to let define her.

A slender hand rose with deliberate intimacy, and before he could speak, her fingers slid into his inky dark curls she loved to touch, combing through them slowly. The touch was unhurried, affectionate, tracing the shell of his ear with clear intent before gliding along the stubbled, strong line of his jaw, enjoying the rasp of the bristle there. Two fingers settled beneath his chin, tipping it just enough to keep his attention exactly where she wanted it.

Hazel locked with amber, and the space between them seemed to contract, the air growing heavy with everything left unsaid. Sibylla held his gaze, that familiar Abrantes scrutiny still present but softened now by something far more exposed. It was a look that challenged him even as it revealed her own stakes, a dare braided tightly with confession.

When she finally spoke, her voice dropped low, a husky murmur shaped by the hush of the chamber and the steady thunder of her pulse.

"The only question that truly matters."

The tension lingered, bright and electric, stretching taut between them as if daring one of them to break it first.

"What do you say, Aurelian Veruna?" she whispered, the words barely more than breath, "seeing me here?" She paused then, with deliberate intimacy as she did her best to stand proudly before him.

"With you. Like this."

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: Desire
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian did not let her finish.

"I rather enjoy the lack of proper attire," he said at once, the words slipping out before thought could slow them. The corner of his mouth almost twitched, instinct reaching for humor, for control.

Then something shifted. It was in the tilt of her head. In the way her arms fell to her sides, open and unguarded. Not surrender. A challenge. A quiet one. It hit him like a blade between the ribs. Adrenaline flared. His breath caught before he could stop it.

He forgot whatever she had been about to say. Forgot the throne beneath him, the hall around them, the carefully practiced ease that usually wrapped him like armor. He stared at her, truly stared, and for once his gaze was not whorishly acquisitive as it might have been any other time. There was no tallying, no conquest in it. It was reverent. Desire laced with protectiveness.

The light caught her nightgown and turned it nearly translucent. He could see the shape of her beneath it, the soft rise of her chest, the gentle curve of her hips, the long lines of her legs. The fabric clung where she breathed, shifted where she moved. It left little to the imagination, yet somehow made him want her more slowly, more carefully. Like this was something sacred he could still ruin if he rushed it.

He did not smile. There was no game left to play.

She stepped toward him and the galaxy narrowed to the space between them. He had spent his life reading rooms, weighing threats, calculating outcomes, playing games. None of that helped him now. He looked up at her, then back down, taking her in from this new angle, the closeness stripping away any last illusion of distance. She was real. Alive. Standing before him when she very nearly had not been.

Shiraya herself, he thought, unbidden and startling. A goddess, not in marble or myth, but breathing, stubborn, wounded, and choosing him anyway.

Then she touched him.

Her fingers slid into his hair and his mind went blank in a way no blade or bargain had ever managed. The sensation traveled straight through him, paralyzing. Her touch commanded his attention completely, and he gave it without resistance. He was utterly captivated and lost under her spell, and he would not have it any other way.

He reached for her without thinking, hands finding her waist, solid and sure. Desire was heavy now, coiled tight in his chest, threaded through with something fiercer. Relief. Gratitude. The echo of fear he had not allowed himself to feel until she was safe.

She could have asked him for anything in that moment. Anything at all. He would not have refused.

"I love you," he said quietly, the words pulled from him like truth always was. Simple. Unadorned.

His hands tightened just enough to be felt, and then he drew her down with him, guiding her carefully, pulling her onto his lap as if the throne itself had been waiting for this. The tension between them thickened, electric, his competitive instinct flaring uselessly even as he knew he was already undone. She had him. Completely.

He leaned up to meet her, one hand cradling the back of her neck, the other steady at her side. When he kissed her, it was heavy with intent and heavier still with relief. A kiss that spoke of nights spent waiting, of fear swallowed whole, of the quiet terror of almost losing her.

His kiss said she was alive.

His kiss said she was here.

His kiss said she was his.

For once, Aurelian Veruna did not try to win.

He held her instead, breathing her in, letting the throne, the hall, the galaxy beyond fade until there was only this.

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[Sibylla Abrantes]

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Parrlay Coastline
Aurelian Veruna

It was the crashing waves of the sea that were growing on Sibylla. Growing on Dee'ja Peak, she only had waterfalls and lakes to admire. But this, with the sound of waves hurling themselves against the cliffside in relentless rhythm, giving that deep, thunderous crash followed by the hiss of foam retreating over stone was beautiful in the way dangerous things often were.

Much like Aurelian himself.

And the man of the hour had not exaggerated at all.

The cliffs along Parrlay's coast were nothing like the mountainous terrain of Dee'ja Peak. There were no gentle slopes here nor forgiving paths worn smooth by centuries of careful feet. This was a jagged, ragged edge of the world with stone split and scarred by storms that fell away into churning blue with far less ceremony than she was accustomed to. One misstep would not be a stumble but a fall, and Sibylla felt that truth keenly with every careful movement she made.

She followed Aurelian closely, perhaps more closely than strictly necessary, though he seemed determined to hover within arm's reach regardless. His hand was forever lifting, gesturing, steadying, pointing out footholds as if she might dissolve into mist the moment he looked away.

There was, however, a purpose to this madness and Sibylla had resolved to see it through.

"I only injured my face, Aurelian," she called dryly at one point, laughter threading through her breath as he paused yet again to check her balance. "Not my legs."

It had been her burning curiosity that brought them here; she had wanted to see the place he had spoken of so rarely, the sliver of private beach he had claimed for himself for when he needed to block off the world. The idea of him climbing down here alone, scraping his hands on unforgiving stone just to find that quiet tugged at something in her chest and she wanted to see it with him. Experience it.

They had come prepared, having strapped across their backs their lunch for a picnic in their satchel. Food, drink, a blanket, even two towels, just in case, along with a medkit at someone's insistence. Their clothing had been chosen for movement and practicality. Sibylla had abandoned dresses entirely for the venture, wearing tan breeches and snug leather boots. The embroidered white shirt fluttered in the wind, and her hair had been braided into a thick plait down her back, though stray chestnut strands still escaped to brush her cheeks.

She shifted carefully, easing her foot into the hollow Aurelian indicated, fingers gripping the rock as they descended inch by inch. They were more than halfway down now, but all she could see below was water crashing into a narrow, jagged crevice, spray leaping up in white bursts. But Aurelian had promised her that this was not the view he meant to show her.

"There's an overcropping," he'd said. "You won't see it until you're past it."

She trusted him. Mostly. The man was utter mischief and devilry incarnate, so she was sure he was apt to tease her in some way regardless.

"…How did you even find this place?" Sibylla asked, breathless but smiling as a gust of wind tossed loose strands of hair across her face.

Below her, Aurelian had already reached the ground. Sibylla glanced down to orient herself and found him looking up at her with unmistakable concern and… something else.

She froze, and that single hazel eye narrowed in suspicion.

She knew that look!

"Pray tell," she called down sharply, one hand braced against the stone, "is there a particular reason your attention appears so firmly fixed behind me, Aurelian Marcus Veruna?"

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: I'm enjoying the view
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian had dressed for the climb, not for spectacle. Dark trousers worn thin at the knees, boots scarred from years of bad decisions, a fitted shirt rolled to the forearms and cinched tight at the waist so it would not snag on stone. A light jacket was tied at his hips, more habit than need. Practical. Familiar. This was not a place for finery.

He moved ahead of her at first, then behind, then beside her, wherever the path demanded. One hand was always ready. Too ready, if she asked him. He knew she was capable. He knew she had balance, strength, stubborn pride. None of that mattered. If she slipped here, even once, he would never forgive himself.

This was not a path people walked. It was a memory carved into him alone.

He laughed, breathless and bright despite himself. "I'd do this even if you had perfect vision here," he shot back.

He reached the bottom first and turned at once, eyes tracking her descent. Partly to guide her footing. Partly because he was not blind. He was in fact a red blooded man. The wind tugged at her shirt, outlined her in motion and effort, and he got a very clear view of it all. Then she shifted lower. His hand came up automatically to steady her. It landed where it landed. Exactly where it should not have been if he were pretending to be a gentleman.

She froze. He knew that tone when she spoke. Knew the narrowed eye without seeing it.

"Is there a particular reason your attention appears so firmly fixed behind me?"

His head snapped up so fast it nearly gave him whiplash. "The view is… structurally impressive." He grinned up at her, unrepentant. "You can't blame a man for appreciating excellent terrain."

When she came within reach, he did not wait. He hooked an arm around her waist, lifted her clean off the rock, and carried her the last few steps like it was the most natural thing in the galaxy. She protested, of course. He ignored it and set her down on the sand as the waves thundered nearby, spray misting the air.

"Welcome," he said lightly. "You made it."

The beach was small and hidden, cupped between stone walls that curved inward. A cave back behind them, dark and dry. The sea crashed and pulled away in a steady rhythm that drowned out everything else. No voices. No roads. No Rainspire looming overhead.

Just this.

He shrugged off the satchel and knelt to unpack it, movements easy now that the tension of the climb had passed. Blanket first. Food next. He worked while he spoke, eyes on his hands, voice even.

"There was a… discussion. With my father. One of many." He did not dress it up. He never did. "Remus was angry. Physical punishment wasn't off the table back then. So one day, I ran."

He set down the last of the supplies and sat back on his heels. "Usually I went toward town. Noise. People. That day I wanted quiet. I just kept climbing down instead of up. Scraped myself bloody. Thought I was clever."

He glanced back toward the cave. "I found this place and realized no one followed me here. No one even knew it existed. So I stayed. Whole nights sometimes. Hid until his anger burned itself out."

He said it plainly. No bitterness. Just fact. "I never escaped the pain," he added. "But no one could hurt me down here."

He looked at her then, the sea wind tugging at her braid, the sun bright on her skin. Something tight loosened in his chest.

"No one's been here," he said quietly. "Except me.... Well," he added, mouth tilting, "except for today."

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[Sibylla Abrantes]

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Location: No one else?
Aurelian Veruna

"HEY!" Any objection Sibylla had was lost as the blasted man unapologetically took her into his arms even after getting a little handsy. There was no helping it, as even as she objected, she huffed out a laugh, Aurelian grinning up at her, wholly unrepentant for each of his actions and words.

The beach was smaller than she'd imagined, tucked away like a secret the sea itself had agreed to keep. Obsidian sand stretched beneath her feet, dark and fine, while waves battered the rocks with relentless force, sending salt spray into the air. A sea cave yawned nearby, shadowed and dry, and the cliffs curved inward protectively, swallowing sound until the rest of the galaxy felt impossibly far away.

She listened as he spoke, watching him as he unpacked, and it struck her how calmly he seemed to relay it. He didn't dramatize it at all, as if all he had to suffer at the hands of his father was just some distant story.

And perhaps that was what hurt most.

Sibylla felt her chest tighten at that realization, and she could see it. The reasons for those masks he wore so easily. The snark, the brazen charm, the theatrical ease with which he deflected and disarmed, that had been Survival honed into habit so that his velvet little boy grin and charming disposition would be what the galaxy would see.

And yet beneath it, a boy who had come here just to sleep so he wouldn't have to watch his back.

Her heart ached for him. For what he'd endured. For what he'd never spoken of. For the quiet resilience it must have taken to keep going.

The wind lifted loose strands of her hair, brushing them across her cheeks as she looked around again. It wasn't Kadaara. It wasn't gentle or lush or traditionally beautiful. The rocks were harsh, the sand dark, the waves loud and unyielding.

But it was his.

The place he came when he needed the world to stop.

And suddenly, that made it all the more beautiful.

"I like it," she admitted quietly, and she meant it.

Aureliain would catch the line of her delicate profile, the sun lightly grazing over the bandage over the left side of her face, her attention lingering on the dark stretch of sand and the restless sea before returning to him, a small, sincere smile curving over her lips. Then the brunette stepped forward, closing the space between them without hesitation and an easy intimacy enhanced by the many nights she had been sleeping next to him. She pressed herself close with easy familiarity, slipping her arm around his shoulders, letting her fingers dive into the soft locks at the nape of his neck, threading them there playfully as she rose onto her tippy toes and pressed a soft grateful kiss to his lips.

When she drew back, Sibylla didn't move far, staring up at Aurelian with the beloved warm expression of a woman wholly in love with him, but not only that, but an empathetic understanding. Not pity. No, never pity. Just one that said she saw him. Him. Wholly for who he was.

And loved him.

Then, because she was still Sibylla, she arched a brow, unable to help herself.

"So," she added with mild, teasing amusement, "not even Tona has been here?"

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: Just you.
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian watched her take it in, the way her gaze moved over the sand and the water and the curve of stone. When she said she liked it, the relief that hit him was immediate and unguarded.

"Yeah?" he asked, genuinely pleased. "Good."

It was not a pretty place in the way people expected beauty to be served to them. No manicured paths, no sweeping terraces. Just rock and sea and space to breathe. That she understood it without needing explanation mattered more than he wanted to admit.

He felt it the moment she stepped into him. The easy familiarity. The way her arm slid around his shoulders like it belonged there. When her fingers threaded into his hair, something in him loosened that had been tight for a very long time. She looked at him like the past was already forgiven, like whatever he had survived did not diminish him. He knew, distantly, that he was moving old pain aside without ceremony. He did not stop it. With her, he did not want to.

When she kissed him, soft and grateful, his smile came without effort. He turned toward the satchel at once, grounding himself in motion. Food. Wine. Something normal. He laid the blanket out, careful to smooth it flat against the sand, then set about breaking bread and slicing cheese. He poured the wine, the sound of it steady and unhurried, and patted the space beside him.

"Sit," he said easily.

At her question, he glanced back over his shoulder, expression open. "No," he said. "Not even Tona." He huffed, then a crooked smile. "Sometimes I had to escape her too."

He set the plate down between them and finally looked at her properly again. "This was mine," he went on. "Only mine." His voice softened. "It never occurred to me to bring anyone here."

Until you, he thought. The realization sat warm and certain in his chest.

"This is our place now," he added quietly.

He watched her then, the way the wind played with her hair, the way the sun caught the edge of the bandage on her cheek. His gaze lingered there despite himself. Practical instinct stirred. Care, always care. He reached out and brushed her hair back gently, fingers careful as they rested against her cheek.

"How does it feel?" he asked, thumb barely moving, mindful of where he touched.

The concern was instinctive, automatic. He clocked the tightness of the skin, the faint shadow of healing beneath the synthskin. It would need changing soon. Not urgently. She was past needing it for protection now. Still, the habit of watching over her did not switch off.

Before she could answer, he leaned back onto one elbow, lifting his wine glass and settling into the blanket with easy confidence. The sea roared behind him, constant and loud, but for once his thoughts were quiet.

He took a slow sip, eyes on her, contentment threading through him like something earned.

"We've got time," he said lightly, as if that were a simple truth. "Eat. Drink. I'm not dragging you back up that cliff anytime soon."

He smiled at her then, unguarded. "Though I don't think I'll mind that view again."

​

 

[Sibylla Abrantes]

​

Location: I will have nothing left that fits!
Aurelian Veruna

Sibylla settled beside him, accepting the glass of wine he offered. She took a measured sip, letting the warmth spread as her gaze drifted over the careful arrangement he had made. Food. Drink. A blanket properly laid. Even the placement chosen with intention -- shielded from wind, open to the sea. He had prepared it all himself, unhurried, deliberate, as though this small ritual mattered. And when he had told her this was now their place -- their escape -- something in her chest had tightened warmly.

It made her think of the version of him she had once believed in: the selfish, theatrical knave who leapt from one indulgence to the next without consequence.

He had been that, certainly.

Brazen. Mischievous. Devious. Incorrigible. Proud to the point of arrogance....and often right to be. Dramatic. Self-indulgent certainly, but there was more.

Tender. Thoughtful. Protective. Careful.

Sometimes so careful she felt like something fragile in his hands.
Just as she had these past days, when he had tended to her injuries himself, vigilant for the slightest flicker of discomfort. Watching for pain she did not even voice.

"It feels fine," she said now, quieter. "Better. Less itchy."

Which meant, if she were honest, it was likely time.

She had delayed it. Avoided it. But the skin needed air. Needed light. It had sealed, the med droids said, flushed pink but clean. No infection. No bleeding.

It was time.

"…Perhaps we could remove the bandages today," she added softly, although his wry comment about the climb back up drew an immediate snort from her, and she rolled her eye.

"Mmm, and who is to say it is not I enjoying the view?" she quipped back lightly over her wine glass, "After all, one must assess the safest path forward."

Teasing him was becoming easier.

Living in his bedroom had not helped matters. The scandalous man seemed determined to exist in various states of undress at every conceivable opportunity. The first time she had walked in on him with nothing but a towel, dark hair damp and clinging to his brow, water tracing its way down bronze skin she had turned so quickly she nearly tripped over herself, completely and utterly forgetting why she had sought him out in the first place.

The mortification that followed had been merciless. His teasing had been relentless.

But she was learning.

And one day he would regret it.

She reached for a slice of cheese and popped it into her mouth, surprise lighting her expression at the taste. It was excellent. She followed with bread, layering it carefully.

"I am eating, I am eating!" she insisted, holding up her bread and cheese for inspection.

She chewed thoughtfully before adding, dry as ever, "At this rate, with how determined you are to feed me, I shall gain two to five kilos and be forced to commission an entirely new wardrobe lest I be left with nothing that will fit."

A delicate brown brow arched faintly.

"I will send you the invoice, of course."

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: Leather or lace?
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian barked a quiet laugh at her quip, genuinely caught off guard.

"Oh?" he said, turning his head just enough to look at her over the rim of his glass. The corner of his mouth tugged upward. "By all means. I'll be sure to clear the safest possible path next time. Wouldn't want you deprived of such a… motivating view."

He took another sip, watching her over the glass. He had noticed it. The lingering glances. The way her eyes tracked him when she thought he was distracted, when he crossed the room half-dressed, when he leaned over a counter or reached for something just out of her grasp. Living under the same roof had done things to her composure, and he would be lying to himself if he said he had not encouraged it.

He absolutely had.

It amused him, yes, but more than that, it warmed him. Sibylla learning to tease back felt like watching someone test their footing on a ledge and realize they would not fall. He liked that confidence on her. Liked knowing he had something to do with it.

He shifted closer on the blanket, boots kicked off and set aside. He set his wine glass down deliberately.

"Keep eating," he said casually, already reaching for her. Not grabbing. Not asking. Just steady hands, the same ones that had guided her down the cliff. "You said it was time."

He moved to his knees in front of her, close enough that she could feel his warmth, close enough that retreat would have required intent. He did not want her flinching or second-guessing herself now. She had decided. That was enough for him.

As his fingers found the edge of the synthskin, his mind flicked, unbidden, to the datapad he had definitely not snooped through. Definitely not. Just happened to notice, really. A book title left open far too prominently.

Gravity of the Heart.

He almost smiled again at the memory. Had almost choked laughing when he skimmed a page. Something about trembling hands and a breathless confession pinned against a bulkhead, gravity failing at precisely the wrong moment. Utterly scandalous. Lady Velvet did not believe in subtlety.

Interesting taste, Sibylla.

"Two to five kilos," he echoed lightly as his thumbs worked carefully at the edge of the bandage. "Tragic. Truly." He peeled a corner back, slow and sure. "Eating is good for you, for the record. I apologize if I enjoy keeping you healthy and nourished."

Another careful pull. The synthskin loosened without resistance.

"And if the wardrobe becomes an issue," he went on, conversational, "we could always focus on exercise." His tone dipped, unrepentant. "Days and nights. Together."

He glanced down at her, eyes bright with mischief as he continued peeling the bandage away. "In the Bedroom. Shower. Garden. Whatever the gravity of your heart desires."

The last of it came free. He set the bandage aside and finally looked properly. The scar was pink and clean, delicate despite the claw marks that bracketed her eye. Healing well. It would fade. Time would take care of the rest. Relief loosened something tight in his chest that he had not acknowledged was there.

He reached up and tilted her chin gently, turning her face this way and that, assessing without pretense.

"There," he said quietly. "Beautiful."

He did not say despite anything. He did not need to. He brushed his thumb once along her jaw, satisfied, then leaned back on his heels.

"And if we're commissioning wardrobes for these exercises," he added, glancing back up at her with a grin, "Leather or lace. Which do you prefer?"

​

 

[Sibylla Abrantes]

​

Location: what if it’s neither?
Aurelian Veruna

Whatever the gravity of your heart desires.

The gravity--

Oh. My. Goodness.

Sibylla did not realize she was holding her breath until her lungs burned and that slow, traitorous wave of heat rolled up her neck and flooded her cheeks. Her mind stalled, stuttered, then went entirely blank.

Bedroom.
Shower.
Garden.

Aurelian uttered the suggestions so casually, as though discussing weather patterns rather than… rather than…

Sibylla drew a blank, her brain refusing to cooperate as she mentally short-circuited, freezing in place by mere scandalousness as Aurelian took advantage to carefully remove the bandage.

If she were being honest-- and she absolutely would not be, not aloud -- she had entertained wildly inappropriate thoughts before. Entirely the fault of certain novels with scandalous titles and even more scandalous scenes. And infuriatingly, Aurelian seemed determined to embody every devil-may-care hero she had ever blushed over in print.

How did he even know--

Wait.

Had he seen what I was reading?

Sibylla's face went from warm to catastrophically bright crimson. She was utterly aghast. Surely steam was visible to the naked eye.

She barely registered the gentle lift of her chin as his fingers worked carefully along the edge of the synthskin. His touch was steady, practiced, and tender, entirely too tender for the imagery he had just conjured.

Beautiful, he called her. That should have undone her.

It did not.

Because leather or lace landed like a blaster bolt to the center of her composure.

Her jaw dropped, and her mouth fell open. Closed. Only to comically open again.

"Aurelian Marcus Veruna!" she finally gasped, scandalized beyond recovery. She bristled. She sputtered. She searched desperately for something, anything, to hurl back at him.

Maybe that was why he did it. Because as soon as her left eye was free of the synth skin bandage that had sped up the healing of her injury, her left lid snapped open. The sun was bright against the sensitive pupil of her eye, unused to the brightness. She began to blink rapidly, trying to clear her vision and adjust to the light. At any other time, she'd likely be worried about her eyesight or asking how her scars looked, but she was too busy being worked up over what Aurelian had suggested.

And the worst part? The very worst part?

She was not nearly as flustered as she would have been weeks ago.

Oh, she was red. Undeniably so. But her mind did not scatter quite as helplessly. It lingered. It considered. It imagined - - briefly - - what leather might look like. What lace might feel like. What exercises might entail if conducted under entirely improper circumstances?

Was there a preference?

She swallowed.

No. Absolutely not.

"You are incorrigible," she informed him with an incredulous huff, though her voice wavered at the edges in a telling way that said he affected her. "Utterly without shame!”

Her hand shot out and smacked his arm, not hard, just enough to register offense.

Which, unfortunately, only destabilized him on the blanket from the way he leaned back on his heels.

He rocked backward slightly, surprise flashing across his face, and Sibylla, utterly horrified and delighted all at once, seized the opportunity. With a decidedly undignified sound, she lunged forward, palms against his shoulders, and tumbled him fully onto the picnic blanket.

The wine glasses rattled, and the sea roared approvingly.

She hovered over him, breathless, braid slipping over her shoulder, cheeks still flushed but both hazel eyes bright now with wicked triumph.

She could see him with both eyes now. The whole of him. Laughing devilish eyes, wide rakish grin.

And briefly, in the joy of realizing her sight was unaffected and being able to peer down at him with both eyes once again, it made her bold. Briefly forgetting what the scars over her face might look like now in the presence of how he stared up at her.

Utterly enraptured.

"Leather or lace?" she repeated, leaning closer, chin lifting with exaggerated hauteur. "You should be grateful I am entertaining you in theory."

Her fingers tapped lightly against his chest in mock reprimand.

"And if there is to be exercise," she added loftily, "it will occur entirely on my terms."

A pause.

Then a bit more quietly in her blushing, audible musing.

"And perhaps not in the garden. The acoustics there are already scandalous enough."

She tried to look stern, but she failed spectacularly. And somewhere beneath the fluster, beneath the laughter, beneath the teasing--

She liked this - - Far too much.

"But maybe I can be convinced regarding this secret cliffside cove of ours."

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: Neither works
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian fell back laughing when she snapped his full name at him. It rang across the cove like a formal indictment, and he accepted it with pleasure. He had known exactly what he was doing. The flush in her cheeks, the spark in her eyes, the fact that she was thinking about him instead of the scar on her face. That was the victory.

"Utterly without shame," he repeated easily, still smiling up at her.

The smile vanished when she lunged. He hit the blanket with a soft thud, breath leaving him in a rush as she pinned him. Adrenaline hummed through him. She had surprised him. That alone was intoxicating. It took everything in him to be the perfect gentleman here.

His hands hovered before gripping her hips, positioning her there. He looked up at her properly then. Both eyes were open. Clear. Focused. Relief moved through him. He searched the injured side without making it obvious. No hesitation in her vision. No shadow of doubt. Good.

She was hovering over him, braid falling forward, triumph written plainly across her face. He felt the shift in her. Less fragile. Less uncertain. Testing him now instead of retreating. "You are lucky I am entertaining you in theory," she scolded.

Oh, he knew. He knew exactly where her thoughts had gone. Leather. Lace. Garden acoustics. The red on her cheeks was not from the sun. He had no intention of rushing her. The game was half the pleasure. "And if there is to be exercise, it will occur entirely on my terms."

He tightened his grip on her hips. "Yes, my lady," he murmured, gaze dark with amusement.

He was losing ground. She had flipped him onto his back and claimed the higher position without hesitation. The realization sent a slow grin back across his face. He was losing this game of tension that they always played, this simply would not do.

"The acoustics in the garden," he said lightly. "Is that the true concern?" He tilted his head against the blanket, studying her with open interest. "So the cove is safer. Remote. Private."

His thumbs traced idle circles against her waist. He felt the warmth of her through the fabric. Felt the way she leaned into him despite herself. "Is that why you would entertain it?" he asked softly. "So you may be as loud as you wish out here?"

He watched her reaction closely. Not to embarrass her. To see how far she would go. The sea crashed below them, wind tugging at her braid. Sunlight caught along the fading scar near her eye. It did not diminish her. If anything, it made her look fierce.

His voice lowered, steady and confident. "I assure you, Lady Abrantes, you may be as loud as you want." His fingers flexed slightly at her hips. "Wherever we are."

He let that settle between them. Then his expression shifted, something more serious threading beneath the mischief. "On your terms," he added, quieter now. "Always."

He held her gaze so she would understand he meant it. Then the grin returned, crooked and dangerous. "But I do appreciate that the cove has advantages."

​

 

[Sibylla Abrantes]

​

Location: All about acoustics.
Aurelian Veruna

Sibylla felt the shift the moment his hands settled at her hips, and her breath caught despite every intention of maintaining composure. The warmth of his palms bled through the fabric of her shirt, and when his thumbs began those slow, maddening circles against her waist, a traitorous current rippled through her. It was absurd how something so simple could distract her so thoroughly.

She was acutely aware of the way of her position over him. Of the solid line of him beneath her. Of how easily those hands could travel if either of them stopped pretending.

Oh, Shiraya, how her mind betrayed her instantly.

What would it feel like if those same fingers traced over her skin the way they did now -- slow, exploratory, and unhurried? Would he still be amused? Still teasing? Or would Aurelian look at her the way he had in the piano room, when he had kissed like a hungry man finally let loose, drawn tightly against him as she felt utterly consumed, claimed by something deeper and darker than play?

What if Caleb hadn't interrupted them?

Would it be like the novels? Or worse... or better? Her face flamed at the thought. Especially when he implied it would be she who would have trouble with volume.

Blast him.

A part of her, the reckless, newly emboldened part of her, wondered how he would react if she pressed closer. If she let her own hands wander with equal boldness. If she told him outright to entertain the thought. To see what gravity truly did here.

Her cheeks burned hotter.

"You are very confident, Aurelian Veruna," she said, attempting composure and achieving something dangerously close to flirtation, arching a brow despite the heat creeping up her throat, "Very certain that I would be the loud one."

Her heart nearly leapt out of her ribs the moment the words left her mouth.

Did I just say that?

Oh, she did, and by then, taking a leaf from Aurelian's little black book of teasing proximity, she drew up a hand, letting her fingers slide down to his shoulder in a light but deliberate, completely professional touch.

"Perhaps," she added sweetly, "you should be the one concerned about volume and any subsequent acoustics that follow."

The sea crashed behind them as if punctuating the challenge.

It was then that Sibylla leaned down just slightly, close enough that her braid slipped over her shoulder and brushed his chest. Close enough that she could feel his breath shift.

"Or is it," she continued, voice soft but daring, "that you are curious what it would take to test them?"

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian smiled up at her when she fired back. His first instinct was to push harder, to meet challenge with challenge and drag the tension tighter between them. He almost did. But something in her eyes gave him pause.

She was braver now. Quicker. Learning how to press instead of retreat. He admired that. He had wanted that for her. Still, he knew her. He had been her first kiss. Her first love. Her first everything that mattered. This kind of heat was new ground, and no matter how bold her words were, he could feel the nerves beneath them.

She was keeping up with him. Testing her footing. He would not rush her.

His hand left her hip and lifted to her face instead. His thumb brushed gently over the scar near her eye, tracing it with quiet care. He watched her expression as he did it. There was no flinch in him. No hesitation.

"I love you," he murmured, voice softer now.

Then he pulled her down into a kiss. It was not the reckless kind. It was steady. Intent. Enough to make his point without stealing her breath. He rolled them in one smooth motion, shifting her onto her back. For a heartbeat he hovered over her, looking down at her flushed cheeks and bright eyes.

He could keep going. He didn't.

Instead, he pushed up onto his feet and held out his hand. "Come on," he said. "I want to show you something."

He did not give her time to overthink it. He laced his fingers with hers and guided her toward the cliffside cave just beyond the blanket. The air shifted as they stepped inside, cooler and dim. The sound of the sea softened to a distant echo.

He had waited out storms here as a boy, soaked through and stubborn, hiding from the rain when he had nowhere else to go. The walls were covered in faded paint. Crude stick figures. Bright, childish colors.

He stepped aside so she could see them properly. "There," he said, pointing.

One taller stick figure stood in the center, a crooked crown hovering above its head. Written above it in uneven letters: King Veruna. Around that figure were dozens more. Smaller shapes. Friends, in the mind of a boy who had believed he would rule surrounded by loyalty and laughter. People who may have loved him unconditionally. What a childish dream.

He folded his arms loosely, studying the wall as if he had not seen it a hundred times. "When it began to rain and I was down here, I would be stuck," he said. "Had to do something to pass the time."

He let out a quiet breath. "For someone who claims he never wanted the throne, I seemed fairly convinced as a child." A faint smile touched his mouth. "I suppose I predicted it."

His gaze lingered on the crowned stick figure, then drifted to the empty spaces around it where the paint had chipped away.

"It looked different in my head," he admitted. He did not elaborate. He didn't need to. After a moment, he glanced at her, a crooked smile returning. "At least I got the crown part right."

​

 

[Sibylla Abrantes]

​

Location: ...what did you see that is not here now?
Aurelian Veruna

The moment Aurelian's thumb brushed over the scar near her eye, everything in Sibylla stilled.

The teasing, the tension, the playful war of words, all of it softened beneath the weight of that simple, careful touch. In that act, there was no hesitation or shadow in his expression, no pity, no calculation. Only the quiet certainty of the weight of emotion he felt for her.

I love you.

The words landed far more deeply than any brazen quip ever could. And when Aurelian kissed her, it was a savoring promise rather than a provocation, one she melted into instinctively before he rolled them with smooth ease and hovered above her. That suspended pause afterward made her nerves spark and twitch, a flustered uncertainty over what might come next dancing beneath her skin.

Playing with him had always been a give-and-take. Sometimes she rose to the challenge simply because he dared her, because she refused to let him have the final word. Other times, curiosity drove her -- wondering if her boldness ever unsettled him the way his did her. Did he ever lose composure? Did his mind ever go blank the way hers did?

Probably not.

And in that quiet realization, Sibylla remained keenly aware that she was still learning. Her inexperience showed in flashes of blush and breathless hesitation, in the way she bristled at his provocations. He teased her relentlessly, yes, delighted in the reactions he could coax from her, but never once did he push her past the line of what she was ready for. Never past what felt right.

And that restraint, that conscious, deliberate choice to stop, struck her just as powerfully as the kiss itself. It made her wonder, fleetingly, what thoughts had crossed his mind in that suspended heartbeat… and what he had chosen not to act on.

But before she could linger in that curiosity, he was already on his feet offering his hand.

She took it without question.

It took a minute for her eyes to adjust, especially the one that had been bandaged for the last week, but when they did, she saw the faded, crude, colorful figures on the wall.

A taller stick figure stood in the center, a crooked crown hovering above its head. King Veruna scrawled above it in uneven letters. Around him, dozens of smaller shapes clustered close. And as Auelian's voice carried in that self-deprecating, almost amused tone as if merely presenting a childhood embarrassment, Sibylla felt her throat tighten.

Because Sibylla did not see embarrassment.

She saw a boy soaked through from the rain, dark hair plastered to his forehead, amber eyes bright with defiance and loneliness. She saw scraped hands and trembling fingers gripping makeshift paint. She saw him casting his wants onto stone as though he could summon them into being. Draw himself into a future where he would not be alone.

And the truth was that in this cavern, when he painted it, he had been none of those things.

He had been alone.

Her heart ached so sharply she had to swallow against it.

Hazel eyes flicked over the crowned figure, then to the faded spaces where paint had chipped away.

"When you imagined it," she asked, not accusing, not prying, but simply wanting to understand."...what did you see that is not here now?"

Then after a second, Sibylla turned toward him then with a soft searching expression. One that said she wanted to know him better.

"What looked different?" she asked softly. "The crown… or the people around it?"

 

[Aurelian Veruna]

Location: I have enough.
Tags: Sibylla Abrantes

Aurelian did not answer her right away. He stood there, arms folded loosely, eyes fixed on the crude crown painted in uneven strokes. Her question settled into him deeper than he expected. He had not thought about it in years. There had never been time. He had grown up quickly. Faster than he should have. Remus had made sure of that. Lessons before dawn. Expectations before he understood what they meant. Discipline before he knew how to argue against it. Childhood had been a brief season, cut short without discussion.

He had not been asked whether he wanted the weight. It had simply been placed on him. He exhaled slowly. "In a sense," he said at last, voice quiet against the stone, "nothing looks different." He gestured vaguely toward the painted king. "The Crown is the same. It was always going to be the same. I never really cared for it."

That part had never been in question. Power. Duty. Responsibility. It had been carved into him long before he picked up that paint. He glanced at the cluster of stick figures surrounding the crowned child. "I am surrounded," he continued. "Constantly. Advisors. Guards. Nobles. Petitioners. There is never a shortage of people."

He almost smiled at that. "So no," he said, softer now. "That part did not change."

What he did not say lingered in the space between them. He stepped closer to the wall and placed his palm over the painted figures, fingers splayed against faded color. The stone was cool beneath his skin.

"I think," he admitted, choosing the words carefully, "I thought the Crown would bring something else with it."

His jaw tightened briefly. It was harder to say than he expected. "I thought it would mean people who cared for me. Not for the title. Not for what I could give them. Just… for me." He let out a short breath that almost passed for a laugh. "That was likely the childish part."

The Rainspire had been vast and echoing when he was young. Long corridors. High windows. Too much space for one boy. He had learned early how to make himself smaller in it. Quieter.

"It was lonely up there," he said finally.

His gaze shifted to her. "I used to envy you," he added, the admission low and honest. "You and your brothers." He had felt it again when they visited. The warmth in the halls. The easy laughter. The way people spoke without weighing every word. It had unsettled him more than he let on.

He looked back at the wall. "So much has changed," he murmured.

His hand slid down from the paint and he turned to face her fully. The crooked smile returned, but it was softer now. "I am happy," he said, and this time there was no deflection in it. "I have you." His gaze held hers steadily. "You are the light of my life."

He did not say it dramatically. He said it as something simple and true.

"And I still have Tona," he added, a faint huff of amusement undercutting the weight of the moment. "Which, frankly, is more loyalty than most kings ever manage."

He slipped his hands into his pockets, shoulders easing. "That is enough," he said. It was what he told himself. It had to be. Enough did not mean perfect. It did not erase the boy who painted crowns in the dark. But it meant he was no longer alone in the Rainspire. And that mattered.

​

 

[Sibylla Abrantes]

​

Location: You are not alone in the Rainspire anymore.
Aurelian Veruna

It was a rare thing.

Aurelian was not telling her a story... he was allowing her into a memory. Painting it for her in a way that conveyed far more than the mere cadence of the tenor of his voice or the subtle nuances she caught in the dim light.

But when his hand spread over the painted figures, another ache tightened in her chest. It was the same quiet pang she had felt earlier, when he spoke of fleeing his father, of coming here for refuge, and now, here, where he had painted those childish dreams he secretly and deeply held upon the cavern wall -- perhaps the only way he ever could.

And it wasn't some grand thing. In its simplicity, the revelation only made Sibylla ache for him more of what he had thought the Crown would bring.

Someone who cared for him.

Not the King.

Him.

The faint laugh that followed was not truly a laugh. She heard it there, the fracture beneath it.

It was lonely up there.

Lonely.

And Shiraya help her, all Sibylla could see was that boy in the Rainspire, that harsh dark stone, the imposing size of it, and within it, not a single soul he could even feel connected to. Kin who were supposed to care for and love him did not; instead, they made his childhood a nightmare he felt he had to survive, rather than flourish.

When he admitted he had envied her and her brothers, something shifted within Sibylla again. She had never considered that, not truly. The Abrantes halls had been noisy and chaotic, with Cassian's boots pounding down marble steps as she chased him while Elian argued smartass remarks over breakfast. They had been filled with mother's singing drifting from the music rooms, or the deep, comforting thrum of her father's voice when he read to them. It had never occurred to her that someone might look at that and feel the absence of it in their own life.

Her expression softened further, but not in pity.

But it was when Aurelian admitted that he was happy now, that she was the light of his life and that he had Tona, whose loyalty went beyond what most expected, and that undid her far more than poetry ever could.

For a moment, Sibylla could not speak. Instead, she stepped toward him slowly, coming to a stop beside him. She reached for his hand first, not his face, not his shoulders -- but his hand -- the one that had pressed against the wall to touch the faded, crumbling painted wishes of his youth. Sibylla too it and her fingers laced against his, her warmth against the cool of the stone.

"It is not childish to want to be loved for yourself...it is human," she said quietly, feeling that resonated deeply in her core, because that had been exactly what she had felt herself. To be loved for herself, not for her position or for was expected, or what advantages she could bring.

She lifted their joined hands slightly, resting them against his chest over his heart, where the linen shirt gaped just enough to feel the steady rhythm beneath.

"You were a boy who believed that if you had the crown, someone would stand beside you under it." Her hazel eyes held his steadily. "That is not foolish...it is a desire anyone would feel. Something I feel myself."

Sibylla stepped closer then, closing the small remaining distance between them, watching how the light of the cave framed him in shadow and gold. And just like she had always done, she studied him -- not the king. The man.

This, perhaps, was why he insisted that his close, tight, personal circle was exactly that -- Tona and her. Why he kept saying back and again that he didn't need anyone else... and perhaps it was because he learned early that he didn't have anyone to truly depend on.

Adding more people to it, truly opening up again, was a risk.

"You are surrounded, yes," she said softly, lifting her face up to him, her gaze drifting over each beloved angle and shadow of his bronze face. "But you are not known by most of them."

It was something she wanted to change. To help him explore. To have others see him as she saw him. Adelle and Cora to name a few.

The wonderful, but stubbornly brilliant, brazen, caring man that he was. That she knew.

Her free hand rose, brushing the softness of her fingerpads lightly along his jaw with deliberate intent.

"I know you."

The words were not dramatic; they were deliberate. Confessions of years of watching him, but more importantly, learning more about him in the last few years than she had ever before.

"I know the way you pretend not to mind the silence when it grows too long. That you are far more deliberate than you allow anyone to see," she thought back to how he had told her he loved her outside, how he had stopped himself from going further, her eyes falling to his lips. "I know the way you stop yourself, and how carefully you measure your touch."

Hazel eyes swept up from his lips to his eyes.

"I know how you wear wit the way other men wear shields, how you hide behind charm because it is easier than admitting you are tired, how you tease because it gives you control....and I know you only do that when something underneath feels too exposed."

Her thumb traced the edge of his cheekbone.

"And that I love you. Care for you... and not for what you can give me. Certainly not for the Crown." A faint, almost wry softness touched her expression. "If anything, the Crown is the least interesting part."

That earned the smallest curve at the corner of her mouth.

"And for the record," she added quietly, warmth threading through her tone, "you may have envied my brothers, but I assure you they can be utterly aggravating to the point of being pushed by me into the lake more than a few times."

A soft breath of amusement left her.

"...but you do not need to borrow my family, Aurelian, to feel whole," Sibylla finished, tipping her head back to look at him, "You have one now."

He would not be alone in the Rainspire anymore. Not while I drew breath, Sibylla thought, her hand tightening gently around his.

"Come," she said, shifting the moment forward, eyes glinting faintly with something resolute. "If you painted yourself surrounded once, we shall amend the mural."

She released him only to step toward the wall, glancing back at him over her shoulder.

"Show me where there is space left...."

And in that simple invitation, there was something profound. It was not a rewriting of his childhood and certainly not an erasure of the loneliness he had felt then, but a quiet insistence that the boy who painted a crown would no longer stand alone beneath it.