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Private A Spark in The Dark




VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

His first instinct was to help her gather up the dishes, to help with the mess he had helped create. But Seren had decided his help was not needed, at least not in his current state.

He didn't blame her for wanting to avoid lectures from medical staff, even if he did feel like they were babying him. He also knew she wanted his recovery to go as quickly as possible, that meant for him to take things easily.

It was difficult for him.

But he complied.

As she cleaned up, Varin gently placed his hand on Sinew's head, giving her a soft scratch behind her ears. A purr rumbled through her chest as he did so and before he knew it, Seren was ready for him.

He slowly stood up, the soft glow of the hearth casting lazy shadows along the walls while its warmth still accompanied them. He followed her to the garden they had built together, the same garden she successfully maintained and the very same garden that housed the Floralite Rose.

He stood at her side, thinking of all the time and energy she sacrificed for the small crystalline plant. The connection that was created from it, he could feel it. Doubt that had once almost swallowed her up, replaced with relief.

His voice came quietly as if he were trying to maintain the sense of calm in the moment as best as he could.

“I sometimes would speak to my plants. They do develop bonds with you, they get to know you even.”

His hand gently placed over her upper back.

“This garden is evidence of great care from a great caretaker.”

He offered her a small soft smile. But deep down inside, he was proud of her and how it all turned out. Proud that she kept up with it and proud at how she was able to add to it.

He waited patiently and quietly for her.

Waiting for her song.


 
The compliment settled warmly inside her, not because she needed the praise, but simply because it came from him. Seren looked out across the garden, her gaze drifting between the rows of climbing vines, the fragrant herbs, and finally the amber Floralite blooming quietly among them. The firelight from deeper within the cave mixed with the softer illumination surrounding the flower, painting the crystalline petals in delicate shades of gold and honey.

"I think they do," she said softly, a small smile touching her lips despite the faint trace of embarrassment in her voice. "Or perhaps we simply leave enough of ourselves behind that they learn our presence. Either way, I suspect the garden has heard more of my thoughts than most people."

She grew quiet then, leaving only the distant crackle of the hearth, the soft rustle of leaves stirred by the cavern's natural currents, and the steady, comforting warmth of Varin's hand resting against her upper back. When she finally broke the silence, she spoke not to him, but directly to the garden—to the flower, and to something small and growing. Her voice emerged low and warm, carrying a melody that felt less like a performance and more like a gentle conversation. It was a lullaby, full of patience, hope, and the kind of unconditional love one might offer a sleeping child.


"Little light beneath the leaves,
Dream your dreams and softly grow.
Roots below and stars above,
Guide you where you're meant to go.

When the storms come, do not fear,
Rain will pass, and skies will clear.
Day by day and year by year,
Those who love you will stay near.

Little heart, so brave and bright,
Hold your warmth against the cold.
There is wonder yet to find,
There are stories yet untold.

Rest beneath the gentle sky,
Grow in ways you cannot see.
And when at last you bloom someday,
Become exactly who you'll be."


The final notes lingered softly in the air before fading into a peaceful silence. Seren remained perfectly still, not looking back at him right away. Instead, her eyes rested on the Floralite just as they had countless evenings before, only now the old uncertainty was entirely gone from her expression, replaced by a deep warmth and quiet contentment.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

The soft notes of her lullaby reached him, the whole time he did not speak. He simply listened and enjoyed the moment.

She was not just singing to them, but she was singing for them. Plants fed off their caretakers just as they fed off nourishment, it wasn't too different from that. Plants had been known to fail even in ideal conditions simply because the caretaker did not care for them on a personal level.

Seren had shown him she cared for them deeply, as an extension of herself.

When her final note faded he simply watched the plants, his hand gently falling to her shoulder with a light squeeze.

“You have a beautiful voice.”

He spoke quietly as if sheer volume would shatter the very moment she shared with him.

He thought back on her lyrics. Guidance, nurturing and growth all explained in such a way that it held more volume to him than if he had read it in a novel.

“Do you sing this same song every time?”

He offered her a soft smile.

“The meaning is…it has a lot.”

He couldn't explain why but hearing her sing such a song had stunned him. It wasn't the first time he heard her sing, but it was the first time lyrics like this had been spoken from her to nurture not only a garden but the Floralite Rose as well. And it grew…


 
Seren remained quietly beside him after the final note faded, her gaze still resting on the garden rather than turning immediately toward him. The leaves shifted softly in the cavern's gentle currents, and somewhere deeper within the cave, the hearth crackled faintly, its warmth reaching them even here. His compliment drew the slightest hint of color to her cheeks. Not much. Just enough. Praise for her singing had always felt more personal than most compliments. "Thank you." The words came softly.

When he asked whether she always sang the same song, a small smile touched her lips as she shook her head. "Not always the same one." Her eyes drifted toward the Floralite. "Sometimes I sang old songs I remembered from Alderaan. Sometimes, pieces of melodies I heard elsewhere. Sometimes songs that did not really exist until I started singing them." A quiet breath of amusement escaped her. "And occasionally I suspect I was simply talking to the flower while pretending it was music."

The smile lingered for a moment before softening into something more thoughtful. "The songs changed depending on what it needed." Her fingers folded loosely together in front of her. "When it first began growing, they were hopeful. When it struggled, they became encouraging. When I thought it might fail..." She paused briefly. "Those were different." There was no sadness in the admission now. Only honesty. The flower had survived. They had survived. The difficult parts belonged to the past.

Her gaze finally shifted toward him. "I think that is why this one stayed with me." Her eyes returned to the amber blossom. "It was never really about teaching the flower how to grow." The smile that followed was small, warm, and entirely genuine. "It was a reminder that growth is not something you can force. You nurture it. You protect it. You keep showing up even when nothing seems to be changing."

The amber petals caught the light as though responding to the observation. Seren watched them for a moment before speaking again. "Eventually, if you are patient enough, one day you realize it has been growing the entire time." Her voice was quiet, but there was conviction in it now. Not simply because the Floralite had bloomed, but because she had lived the lesson herself. Some things required faith before they offered proof. Some things simply needed someone willing to stay, to care, and to believe long enough for them to become what they were meant to be.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

He listened to her speak in silence. Every bit of information she shared with him he could relate to, down to the letter.

When she finished speaking he finally spoke.

“Patience.”

The word hung into the air with weight.

“Is one of the most difficult parts of growth. More difficult than the action or the build up. It is also the number one killer of growth when one becomes impatient.”

He stood quietly digesting what he had just said.

“Sometimes we do not even know that until it is said aloud.”

A small chuckle left him.

“And it is normal to feel the pressure, to feel cracks in the foundation when patience is tested. When growth slows to a near halt.”

He looked back at her.

“And then you realise, when it is all said and done, that growth is always growth, so long as it does not stop. No matter how slow it is.”

He looked back at the floralite.

“I know both my mother and Father felt that pressure when first creating their roses.”

His hand gently fell into hers, his fingers loosely wrapping around hers.

“Have you ever been tested to this degree beforehand?”


 
Seren considered the question for several moments before answering. The garden remained quiet around them, the amber Floralite catching the light while the rest of the plants swayed gently in the cavern's natural currents. Her fingers remained intertwined with his, drawing a quiet comfort from the simple contact while she reflected on the answer. When she finally spoke, her voice was soft and thoughtful. "Not like this." The admission came easily. Honestly. "Not where something depended so completely on patience."

Her gaze lingered on the flower for a moment longer before drifting away. "There were other tests," she continued after a pause. "Different ones." The words carried no bitterness, only reflection. "The Jedi tested my convictions more than my patience. There were years where I questioned whether the path I was walking still belonged to me, or whether I was simply continuing because I had already invested so much of myself into it." Her thumb shifted lightly against the back of his hand as she spoke, remembering those long years of uncertainty.

"Leaving was not sudden. People often imagine it that way. A dramatic decision. One moment of clarity." A faint smile appeared. "It was actually much slower than that. More like watching cracks form in a foundation and realizing they had been there for years." Her eyes settled briefly on the Floralite. "Not unlike the cracks that form in the Floralite when something is wrong. Small at first. Easy to ignore. Until eventually you cannot pretend they are not there."

Her gaze returned to the amber blossom, studying the flower that had survived despite all the moments she had feared it would not. "I suppose there are similarities now that I think about it." The realization seemed to surprise her slightly. "Both required me to continue forward without knowing whether the effort would ultimately amount to anything. Both required faith when evidence was scarce. Both demanded that I keep going despite uncertainty, despite doubt, despite every temptation to simply stop trying."

Her eyes finally lifted back to his. Warm. Steady. Certain. "The difference is that when I left the Jedi, I was walking away from something." A small smile touched her lips as her gaze drifted briefly to the flower once more. "When I grew the Floralite, I was growing toward something instead."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

“Dicisions such as those to leave something are hardly instant.”

He spoke softly, the warmth of the room seeming to grow between them as he took his time to think on his response.

“There are some exceptions, yes, but generally when someone has been in an organization for some amount of time, they need convincing. They need direction.”

He looked her in the eyes.

“Some have to find their direction.”

He smiled at her, the feeling of her fingers over his hand not lost on him.

“While others, their direction comes to them.”


He looked at their hands then back to the Floralite.

“Both directions require faith in chance, and risk. Sometimes though, it does not play out well.”

Speaking from personal experiences when he had crashed and burned so many times before he became the Sith that he was now. And the long trail yet to come to continue further development.

“Both of our journeys have been filled with twists, turns and blockages. Yet, here we are now. Alive and stronger from our experiences.”

His gaze remained on the Floralite for a moment longer in silence.

“The Floralite is no different. It will have its trials, it will have its cracks, but eventually those cracks become the scars of evidence that it had stood the test of time itself.”

He looked back at her.

“That those who forged and grew it together, had stood the test of time itself.”


 
Seren listened quietly while he spoke, her gaze moving between him and the amber Floralite growing nearby. The flower seemed almost symbolic of the conversation itself. Something fragile that should not have survived as long as it had. Something that had endured because neither of them had allowed it to fail.

A small smile touched her lips as she remembered those early days.

"I was singing to it when it first started to crack."

Her voice now carried a trace of amusement.

"Not because I thought it would fix anything. I just...didn't know what else to do."

Her eyes lingered on the flower's crystalline petals, remembering the fear that had settled in her chest when the first signs of failure appeared. The uncertainty. The constant questioning of whether she was helping or making things worse. "There were days I was convinced it wasn't going to survive. Days where I inspected every leaf and every fracture looking for signs that it was beyond saving."

Then her gaze returned to him, warmth softening her expression.

"Though if I am being honest, I think you being so stubborn kept it alive almost as much as my nurturing care."

A quiet laugh escaped her.

"The flower never really had a choice. It came from you. Perseverance was practically built into it from the beginning."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber​

His hand gently squeezed hers as she spoke. He could picture her, doing everything she could to the cracked flower to preserve it, to keep it alive, to keep him alive. His eyes softened at her admission. The flurry of emotions that had come from her must have been…intense. It was something he did not think about until she mentioned it.

“You had done nothing wrong to it.”

He spoke softly.

“The Floralite is my connection to you, and when something happens to the connector it reflects on the plant in many different ways. Even death…”

A small smile formed on his lips when she looked at him, but slowly softened.

“I am sorry that…that I put you through that…”

His hand gently fell on her cheek.

“The cracks will scar, unfortunately. But it shows the will of the plant. And I fear there may be more scars to come due to my…nature.”

His fingers gently traced her cheek as he spoke.

“Though it inherits my stubbornness, it will also inherit more…hardships.”

His words fell silent before he attempted to continue.

“I…”


 
Seren listened quietly as he spoke, her amber eyes never leaving his. The apology settled heavily between them, not because she had been waiting for it, but because she knew exactly where it came from. The guilt. The belief that somehow his suffering had become her burden. The belief that because she had worried, because she had hurt, he had failed her in some way.

It was a familiar instinct.

One she suspected he would never entirely lose.

When his hand settled against her cheek, she leaned into the touch without hesitation. Her own hand rose to cover his, holding it there gently. The garden remained quiet around them, the Floralite standing nearby as a silent witness to the conversation.

"Varin." His name was spoken softly, carefully. "There is nothing to forgive." The words carried no uncertainty, no hesitation, only truth.

Her thumb brushed lightly across the back of his hand as she held his gaze. "Yes, I was afraid when it started to crack. Yes, there were moments I thought it might die." A faint smile touched her lips. "But that was never your fault. It was simply the reality of caring about something."

For a moment, her eyes drifted toward the amber blossom before returning to him. She suspected she knew what he had almost said, what remained trapped behind the unfinished sentence—the fear that there would be more scars, more injuries, more moments when his path would place both him and the flower in danger. Perhaps even worse.

Yet none of that changed her answer.

"Scars are part of living," she said softly, warmth threading through her voice. "The flower has them. We have them. One day, there may be more. That doesn't make any of them mistakes."

Her fingers tightened gently around his hand.

"You didn't put me through anything, Varin. I chose to care for it, just as I chose you." The admission was simple, unadorned, perhaps because it no longer needed embellishment.

"And if I had to make that choice again, knowing exactly how difficult it would become..." The warmth in her eyes deepened. "I still would."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber​

Varin remained quiet as she spoke to him, reassuring him that he had done nothing that warranted forgiveness. That it was not his fault. His eyes closed as he offered her a slow nod.

His eyes reopened to look into hers when she spoke of still maintaining her decision regardless of the possible hurt in the future, regardless of outcomes and regardless of consequence. His forehead gently rested on hers as he breathed deep. A shaking exhale as he took in her words.

His gaze falling to the floralite for but a moment before returning to her.

“What is armor if it is not tested and tried?”

He gave her a soft smile.

“Scars will certainly happen, hardships are unavoidable. But how we stand afterwards is far more important, how we hold our choices in the aftermath truly matters.”

And she chose to stay with him as her choice.

He gently kissed her forehead and looked at her, truly looked at her. The woman who stayed, the woman who nurtured. The woman he held within his arms.

Another soft smile appeared.

“You are so much better with words than I.”

His voice was just above a whisper, quiet enough that his voice did not bounce from the walls, words only to be shared to her.


 
For a moment, Seren simply looked at him.

The garden seemed quieter than before. The Floralite stood nearby, the amber petals catching the soft light while the rest of the plants swayed gently in the cavern's currents. She could feel the warmth of his forehead resting against hers, the steady presence that had become as familiar to her as the sound of the water deeper in the cave system.

His words settled between them—armor, scars, choices, all the things they endured and all the things they chose despite knowing what those choices might cost—and a faint smile touched her lips.

"I think that is why armor and flowers have more in common than most people realize," she said softly. "Both are tested by what they survive."

When he kissed her forehead, her eyes closed briefly. The gesture was gentle. Familiar. It carried all the things neither of them always found easy to say aloud. When she opened her eyes again, she found him still looking at her with that same warmth, that same sincerity that always seemed to catch her off guard, no matter how many times she saw it.

Then he called her better with words.

The quiet laugh that escaped her was small and fond.

"That is because you spend too much time trying to find the perfect thing to say," she murmured. "Most of the time you already said it long before the words arrive."

Her hand rose, resting gently against his cheek as she studied him in the quiet glow of the garden. The smile on her lips softened into something deeper, something that carried all the weight of the moments they had shared together. Her thumb brushed lightly across his skin, and for a heartbeat, she simply looked at him, letting the silence speak before her words did. "I love you, Varin Mortifer." The confession came easily, without ceremony or hesitation, as natural as breathing. There was no uncertainty in her voice, no fear hidden behind the words. Only truth.

"Not because life is easy with you. Not because there will not be more scars." Her gaze never left his. The amber light reflected softly in her eyes as she smiled again, small but sincere. "I love you because through every hardship, every challenge, every impossible choice, you remain exactly who you are. You carry your burdens without letting them harden your heart. You keep choosing kindness when it would be easier not to. You keep fighting for the people you care about, even when it costs you something."

Her fingers lingered against his cheek, warm and steady. "That is the man I fell in love with. That is the man standing before me now." Her eyes held his, unwavering and certain. "And no matter where the road leads us, no matter what waits ahead, I would choose you every time."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

A small laugh escaped him.

“And sometimes I question whether I truly think on my actions beforehand.”

Her hand gently touched his cheek causing his eyes to close. When she spoke those words he listened, the silence that came from him as he spoke sharing the same sentiment that she had shared with him.

He loved her, before and now. There was no question about it.

As she spoke on why she loved him he thought on each answer, identifying them with a piece of himself, so that every example would stick with him.

He carried many burdens, some would say too many, but they were his not theirs. He always showed loyalty to those he was close to and would always fight by their side. Some he would travel through oblivion and back for.

When she had finished speaking he breathed quietly to himself and with a whisper he finally responded.

“I love you too, Seren.”

His eyes opened, falling to her. There was no hesitation or second thought. Just commitment as he looked into her eyes.

“You had always seen something within me that no one else, or even I could have seen. And though I fall, you are there to help me pick up the pieces. Even when we had first met.”

His thumb gently ran down her cheek.

“You have given me something to hold on to besides a burning vengeance for my family and my home.”

His hands gently took hers, holding them in the warmth of his embrace.

“And you have helped me see things that I could not have.”

“I would not be the man that I am without you.”


He looked down at their hands.

“I love you not because life feels easier, I love you because no matter how broken something seems to be, you stay by its side and try to mend.”

His gaze looked towards the Floralite.

“Even when patience seems to be wearing thin.”


 
For a moment, Seren simply listened.

The garden felt impossibly quiet around them now. The Floralite stood nearby, its amber petals glowing softly in the light while the rest of the garden swayed gently in the currents moving through the cavern. She could feel the sincerity in every word he spoke, the weight of the truths he rarely allowed himself to voice aloud. There was something deeply humbling about being trusted with those pieces of him, the parts he kept hidden from nearly everyone else.

A small smile lingered on her lips as he spoke of seeing things differently because of her, of vengeance giving way to something more meaningful. There was a time when she might have argued with him. A time when she would have tried to diminish her own role in his life out of habit, insisting he had accomplished those things himself. Now she simply accepted the honesty for what it was.

Her hands remained in his, her thumbs brushing lightly across his knuckles as she held his gaze. The warmth in her eyes never faded, though a familiar practicality slowly found its way back into her expression. "You know," she said softly, "for someone who insists he is not good with words, you seem remarkably capable whenever it matters." A quiet laugh escaped her before she shook her head slightly.

Then her gaze traveled briefly over him. Not the man standing before her emotionally, but the man standing before her physically. The lingering signs of recovery. The fatigue he still tried to hide. The way he carried himself when he thought no one was paying attention. Her expression softened immediately. "You need to rest." There was no argument in her tone. Only concern. Only care.

"The garden will still be here tomorrow. The Floralite will still be here tomorrow." Her fingers squeezed his gently. "And so will I." A faint smile returned as she tilted her head toward the main living area deeper within the cavern. "Let's go back inside, figure out what you need, and get it taken care of before I am forced to remind you that recovering properly was part of the agreement."

The warmth in her eyes deepened slightly as she looked at him. "Besides," she added with quiet amusement, "I would prefer not to explain to your physicians that I allowed you to exhaust yourself immediately after getting home. I suspect they would be very disappointed in both of us, and I have no desire to sit through that conversation."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

It all hit him at once. For the first time since he had left medical care he felt just how tired he was. It was like a weight had suddenly shifted over him and no amount of stirring could relieve it.

A slight ache ran up his back as the feeling came over him.

“Sometimes lightning strikes the same place twice I suppose.”

He chuckled, his response to his wordplay had brought out some form of playfulness out of him, but he could not entirely capitalize on it.

He could have argued with her, but even he knew she was right as his body seemed to slowly sway forwards and back.

A small sight left him.

“Perhaps you are right.”

A soft smile was offered to her as he extended his elbow to her to take ahold of.

“Maybe we can binge some more holodramas?”

A small laugh escaped him at the thought of them sharing the couch, though it wasn't funny to him, more serene. It was a past time he enjoyed deeply with her and one he had neglected and indulged for way too long.

With her guidance to help him walk they slowly made out out of the garden, before crossing the threshold he stopped for a quick moment, a short glance given to the small Floralite flower, a moment of admiration, before he looked back at her giving her a small nod.


 
A quiet smile spread across Seren's face as she watched the realization finally settle over him. She had seen the signs almost from the moment they stepped into the garden. The slight stiffness in his movements, the way his balance had begun to waver, the heaviness that no amount of determination could disguise. More than anything, she was simply relieved that he had stopped trying to fight it.

"I am right," she replied gently, the warmth in her voice making it clear there was no satisfaction in being correct. "And for once, I am very happy that you are willing to admit it." A soft laugh escaped her as she accepted the elbow he offered, slipping her hand comfortably around his arm. There was no urgency in her movements, only quiet reassurance as she matched her pace to his and led him away from the garden. Before crossing the threshold, she followed his gaze back to the Floralite, allowing herself one last look at the amber blossom before they continued inside.

The familiar warmth of the living area welcomed them immediately. The hearth still burned steadily, filling the cavern with a comforting glow that chased away the chill lingering from the garden. Seren guided him toward the couch, making certain he was settled comfortably before she moved about the room with practiced ease. She activated the holoprojector, scrolling through the collection until she found one of the serialized dramas they had been slowly working through together. It had become one of her favorite routines, not because of the stories themselves, but because it was one of the rare times neither of them felt compelled to be anything other than themselves.

"I believe we left off with the captain making another spectacularly poor decision," she observed with quiet amusement as the opening sequence began to play. Crossing to the small kitchen, she filled two glasses with cool water before returning to the couch. One, she handed carefully to Varin before setting the other on the nearby table. Only then did she settle beside him, close enough that their shoulders rested comfortably together beneath the warm glow of the hearth.

"There," she murmured, contentment softening both her voice and her smile. "No politics. No battles. No physicians hovering over you." She leaned back into the cushions, letting out a slow, peaceful breath. "Just terrible holodramas, comfortable furniture, and an evening where I fully intend to make certain you do as little as possible."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber​

A small laugh left him.

“Don’t get too used to it now.”

A mischievous grin fell upon his face as they slowly made their way back into the living quarters of her home. The warmth of the hearth once again inviting them in and the soft sounds that made up the space was enough to ease any tension his body seemed to hold.

When he finally sat down and situated himself it was like he had melted into the cushions, his body slouching ever so slightly as he relaxed himself. He simply watched her move about the area in practiced ease and comfort, setting up the holoprojector and picking out the show that they had grown entirely fond of watching together.

“Hmm, that’s not entirely specific, that could really be any episode.”

A small smile pulled his lips as she sat next to him. The soft contact was enough for him to ease a bit more.

As she listed the various responsibilities that he did not have to attend to for now his eyes slowly closed as he listened.

“So this is what it takes for me to get a vacation?”

His eyes opened just enough for him to look at her again as the holodrama started up.

“You spoil me, you know that?”

Varin had poured all he could muster into watching the show, usually he could tell when he was beginning to fall asleep, but this time it had truly snuck up on him. Pulling his eyes shut as he watched the show beside her, his head lulling back onto the couch where unconsciousness finally took him. The ease that it took for him to fall into a deep sleep was certainly telling of just how much he had been holding on to stay awake until he knew, until he chose when to finally rest. Still stubborn in his own way, yet still capable of listening to reason.

He took a deep breath as his hand found hers.


 
Seren smiled to herself as she watched him succumb to the exhaustion he had fought so stubbornly to hide. One moment, he had been following the holodrama with determined concentration, the next, his breathing had deepened and steadied, his hand finding hers almost unconsciously as sleep finally claimed him. She remained exactly where she was for several quiet minutes, allowing him the peace he had denied himself for far too long. The flickering light of the holoprojector played silently across his face while the hearth continued its gentle crackling nearby. Carefully, so as not to wake him, she reached for a thick blanket folded over the back of the couch and draped it over him, tucking it lightly around his shoulders. Her fingers lingered briefly against his hair before she leaned down to press a soft kiss against his forehead. "Sleep well," she whispered. "You've earned it."

The days that followed settled into a rhythm neither of them had realized they needed. There were no urgent summons, no battles demanding immediate departure, and no impossible decisions waiting beyond the cave entrance. Instead, there was simply time. Varin slept as long as his body required, sometimes through an entire morning before finally waking with an appetite that Seren was quietly delighted to see returning. Meals became unhurried affairs, prepared from their small stores and the produce from the garden, shared beside the hearth or just outside the cave where the breeze carried the scent of salt through the mountain.

When he had the strength for it, they wandered together. Some mornings were spent tending the garden, checking each plant, pulling weeds, and quietly celebrating new growth that had appeared almost unnoticed. On other afternoons, they explored more of the cavern system itself, following passages neither had yet investigated, discovering chambers filled with glittering crystal veins, underground streams, and strange formations carved by centuries of flowing water. They talked as they walked, sometimes for hours, and sometimes not at all. The silence between them had long since become every bit as comfortable as conversation.

By the end of the week, the changes in him were impossible to miss. The exhaustion that had weighed upon his shoulders had eased, replaced by steadier footing and brighter eyes. Even his laughter came more readily now, no longer carrying the strain of someone forcing himself onward through sheer determination. It was not that every wound had vanished, nor that every burden had disappeared, but for the first time in a long while, he looked rested. Truly rested.

On the seventh morning, Seren greeted him with an expression that carried just enough mystery to betray she had been planning something. "Come with me," she said simply, extending a hand toward him. Rather than leading him toward the garden or the familiar paths they had already explored, she guided him deeper into the mountain, through a narrow passage where the stone gradually gave way to polished walls worn smooth by ancient water. The air grew cooler, carrying with it the unmistakable sound of gently flowing water that echoed farther ahead.

The passage finally opened into a hidden cavern unlike any they had yet seen. Sunlight filtered through natural openings high above, scattering brilliant shafts of light across a perfectly clear spring that rested at the chamber's center. The water shimmered with shades of turquoise and pale emerald, so transparent that every smooth stone along the bottom could be seen with perfect clarity. Moss and ferns flourished along the edges, nourished by the constant mist rising from a small waterfall that spilled quietly into the pool before disappearing again beneath the rock. It felt untouched, ancient, almost sacred in its stillness.

Seren watched his reaction for a moment before her attention returned to the spring itself. A quiet smile spread across her face, one of quiet satisfaction rather than pride. "I found it while you were sleeping one afternoon," she admitted softly. "I thought it was too beautiful to keep to myself." Her amber eyes met his once more. "Welcome to my newest discovery."

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VARIN MORTIFER



Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace | Cross Guard Broadsaber

The days that had come were that of regaining strength and finding time for more self indulgence. Varin rested as he said he would. Every now and then pushing himself a bit too hard to get a job done, but he always knew when he needed to stop.

Force forbid the doctors lectured him on his recovery.

Some nights the only thing Varin could do to clear his head was some light training or meditation. Occasionally waking up in the dead of night to sneak away without waking her to accomplish what his mind and body craved.

Though he was resting he refused to always sit still.

On the days or nights they would venture off that was time he coveted. Getting to move around more and even explore new secrets of the cave system with Seren was usually what his body needed.

Upon the seventh morning Varin had woken up to locate Seren. It was then he noticed a gleam in her eye, she had requested that he came with her and without hesitation, Varin followed.

He ventured with her deeper into the mountain through paths that started off familiar but soon gave way to unfamiliar territory. He could smell hot dampness in the air. He could feel the steam slowly building as they neared a spring that was perfectly caught within the sunlight filtering in from holes in the stonework above them and small vegetation within the room.

The sound of the water trickling brought a sense of calmness over him and his gaze widened as he approached.

“This is quite a discovery.”

He smiled at her before his gaze wandered the room.

“And I had nearly missed it because I had slept in.”

He chuckled to himself before he walked deeper into the room.

He looked into the water, its clarity was practically see through like glass. He could count individual river stones that laid at the bottom.

“You know, I still have trouble swimming.”

He offered her a playful smirk.

"Its gorgeous."


 
Seren smiled as she watched him take in the hidden chamber. She had hoped he would appreciate it, though seeing the wonder in his expression surpassed even her expectations. For days, she had quietly carried the secret, resisting the temptation to bring him here before he had truly recovered. She had wanted him to see it with clear eyes and a body finally free from exhaustion.

A quiet laugh escaped her when he mentioned nearly missing it because he had slept in.

"I considered waking you," she admitted, stepping closer to the edge of the spring. "Then I remembered how much you needed the sleep and decided this place had been here for centuries. It could certainly wait another afternoon."

She looked down into the crystal-clear water, watching tiny ripples spread across its surface as droplets from the waterfall disturbed its otherwise perfect stillness.

"And before you ask," she continued with a faint smile, "the water here isn't that deep." She gestured toward the spring itself. "At least not in this chamber. I could comfortably stand almost everywhere I explored."

Her gaze drifted toward the darker passage where the spring disappeared beneath the stone.

"Though..." A note of curiosity entered her voice. "There are passages farther on that I haven't discovered yet. It may become much deeper beyond those tunnels."

She looked back at him, amusement returning to her expression.

"So if I ever decide to teach you how to swim properly, I promise we'll begin here."

Her smile widened just enough to betray the tease.

"Somehow I think throwing the future King of Carcosa into an underground abyss would undo an entire week's worth of careful recovery."

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