So, I've been told this is a good idea, writing down my thoughts. I finally decided that I'd try it after today. You'll see why in a little bit.
It started like a normal day. I got up, ate, and went to my meditation chamber. We have them to allow us to see clearer. They have no distractions, and are soundproof, so we can't hear the outside. This does not mean the inside is unheard outside, I found out today.
When I went in, Talli was waiting for me. He has a room of his own, so him being in my room was a bit odd. After all, it was supposed to be my room. I asked him what he was doing here, and he just smiled. He stepped closer, shutting the door. He said something I'll never forget. Something that seemed impossible.
"I love you."
The words have been eating at me all day. He can't mean it, can he? Can we fall in love? Saran says that love is dangerous. Should I deny him? But this is Talli, my only friend. Can I do that to him? And do I really love him?
But that wasn't all he said. He whispered into my ear a question that I can't understand. He said he was leaving. Going away. For good. He wanted me to go with him. Begged me to. Pleaded, even.
I told him I didn't know. That I would need to sleep on it. He seemed disappointed. What should I do? Fall in love, maybe, but run away? Can we even get away with that?
And why does he want to leave so badly in the first place?