Maybe her master was right... maybe it was all getting too much into her head. The bloodlust and glory that was stuck in her. The warrior attitde where she had her pride looking down on her fellow padawan. It was not healthy at all for the young Stakeral. Turning away, she kept a eye on what was going on and such. She breathed softly and tried to meditate her thoughts away. She had to clear her mind... Sorel was not the enemy here. She had bigger and better fish to fry. She decided to just follow her master's orders, and looked around the area. The sigil was brightly shining. She felt a sense of calm come to her. She breathed softly as she felt her rage begin to cool down. Satyana's majour weakness was probably her warrior blood. It makes her itch the urge to fight anyone and just defeat them in combat. The hatred that flows through her is not that really of emotional hate, but eagerness to fight. She couldn't... she couldn't have this. No.
She felt her hand shaking less and her hand releasing from her saber. She placed her saber on the floor next to her and sat down to meditate her thoughts. She couldn't believe she would make her master angry. It hurt her on the inside. She didn't wanted to hate her master, nor Sorel. They've done none wrong. If anything, it was her warrior side that makes her aggressive. She wants to fight, she wants to avenge the people these damned sick fools had killed this day. The only justice they deserve was death. But the Jedi were supposed to be a force where justice is serve. If anything, only a Sith would go out of the way to murder. Unless her master and fellow apprentice was in a life or death situation, she would have to kill that person who would kill everyone of them.
Breathing, Satyana tried to take her mind away from the world to communicate with her inner consciousness. Inside, she met someone whom looked exactly like her, but had more of a tribalistic look to them. Defiantly wearing Stakeral Warrior clothing on her. She looked like she was ready to fight anything. Another force vision? Satyana looked at her movements carefully. But instead, she saw how she was dressed. Her uniform was different, that of a Jedi Knight's uniform. Her lightsaber also had a different hilt, and a different design, but had the blue hue still. The same Kyber Crystal. She glanced at the Stakeral that was infront of her, as she moved. "Fight me. To the death." she said to Satyana. Satyana shook her head. "No, If I do that, I'd be disobeying my master-" but the Stakeral charged forth, and attacked her with just a spear and begun to strike at her. Igniting her lightsaber in defense, she held it up, and heard the clashes come. That's weird... the Stakeral's spear would of been broken by now. It seems it was a rather strong metal, probably Mandalorian Iron or something. She begun to fight this... Stakeral. And finally, managed to disarm her. The Stakeral was then wide open. She raised her saber, but shook her head, and pointed it at her neck. "Stand down. You must face trial." she said to her. "You are under arrest for committing crimes against the Republic."
It then changed slowly, and now Satyana saw black once more. The young Jedi continued to meditate however. She had to really dig deep into her thoughts if she was going to appease her master. But what was this? Who was that Stakeral? She had to find out that answer. Perhaps the Stakeral was her inner fury? She still had a warriors heart and the warriors heart was full of anger, frustration, and impatience. Satyana never felt so calm when she was fighting against her. It was really strange. She felt as if she was breathing even lighter than before, and her arms were not shaking, rather, feeling relativity soft and the movement was comfortable. Was this the fighting style that her master was trying to teach her to use? Maybe that snap she had against killing one of those terrorists and the choking interrogation was all linked together. Maybe her master was intentionally leaving her here to balance out the force? Maybe her master even expected her to strike that terrorist and do those dark deeds in order for her to balance out and meditate it, in order to find that darkness, and strike it at it's very core with knowledge. This had to all be a test for her... after all, her master does indeed see allot of potential in her from what she had seen from Mastu. Sorel probably does too. These thoughts eased Satyana's mind. And if it was a trial, then yes, Satyana feels like she's succeeding quite well.
[member="Matsu Ike"] [member="Sorel Crieff"]
