She sighed. What more could she say to make him understand? "You act as though being a Jedi is some wondrous, glamorous, celebrity job. There is no silver platter. I worked day and night for years. I traveled to planets where I nearly froze to death simply to acquire a couple of crystals to make these lightsabers. I've fought in countless wars against the Sith to prevent their constant invasions, with little success mind you. I'm not some Sith hunting machine who has orders to destroy anything and everything to find them. We're here, quietly, to defend the Republic, and when the time comes, we stand in front of the Republic, to die for people like you."
Her shoulders lifted, then dropped back in a shrug. It seemed like no matter what she said he would simply believe that her life had been this magical, glorious party that everyone sang her praises to, chanting in glee every day, and where nothing bad could have ever come of her being a Jedi, like that was some sort of prized trophy for being a special snowflake. "There's no payment for that, there's no recognition for it, no glamor or fame. We do it because we have to, because nobody else can. If living under the rule of the Sith is something you are for, then I hope you can look all of the people they oppress, kill, and enslave in the face and tell them that the Sith rule is better."
Her eyes rolled as he told her to lighten up, the one thing she couldn't do was exactly what he wanted of her. "Lighten up? You're telling me to lighten up after having spent over a decade searching for you, only to find out that you've become a street rat mercenary. I must really mean little to you, that you were able to recognize me, knew where I was, yet couldn't be bothered to give me the satisfaction of knowing you were at least OK. All I ever did as a kid was follow you around and try to get you to pay attention to me. How can you ask me to understand it from your side if all you wanted to do was keep it all hidden by never seeing me again? And no, I am here because I wanted to see for myself what the Sith brought to Cambria."
His sibling lowered her eyes in deep thought, before they turned and looked into his own. "Apparently, they brought you. I don't know whether to thank them or arrest you. Tell me, what do you think I should do?"
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