Cairyn Midore
Use may be fatal.
As days have gone by and inspiration has grown stagnant, both from lack of varied threads and a draining work schedule, it's become all too apparent to me that this character isn't headed in a way I'd been hoping for. That's not to bash character growth in general, just the fact that there really hasn't been any growth.
Part of that, most of that, is entirely on me. In being anxious to have a character just doing things, I believe I capitalized a bit too much on Cairyn's childish exterior, accidentally portraying him as more annoying than intended. Don't get me wrong, I'll happily be the annoying character if that means fun interactions, just as I'm absolutely in favor of the child being tortured and broken. I honestly care very little for the character's well being, as long as interaction happens. There lies the issue.
As I truly like the character and what ways I could go with the little brat, such as building him up only to kill him off in the most pathetic way I can, there's a couple things I've realized kinda need to happen, at least for my sake and character development.
Part of that, most of that, is entirely on me. In being anxious to have a character just doing things, I believe I capitalized a bit too much on Cairyn's childish exterior, accidentally portraying him as more annoying than intended. Don't get me wrong, I'll happily be the annoying character if that means fun interactions, just as I'm absolutely in favor of the child being tortured and broken. I honestly care very little for the character's well being, as long as interaction happens. There lies the issue.
As I truly like the character and what ways I could go with the little brat, such as building him up only to kill him off in the most pathetic way I can, there's a couple things I've realized kinda need to happen, at least for my sake and character development.
- Joining an active Sith-based faction, particularly one with a fair amount of OOC communication. Something to keep me accountable and invested.
- Finding Cairyn a master. Heck, I'd take several. Like I said, I'm completely fine with him getting absolutely ripped to shreds, mentally and physically. The kiddo just needs to grow and I'm not comfortable just doing that via NPCs and solo threads.
- More threads. Cairyn's at that point where he's a glorified punching bag. I'm okay with that, as long as it gets interactions. Sure, I'd like that to change eventually, but I'm really down for just about anything when it comes to getting more threads going. And, of course, I'm willing to start threads, just as long as I know said thread will actually happen.