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Private Where Shadows Learn to Linger



He gently set the key back down on the table. Though he was still paranoid he gave a slow deep breath.

“Against my better judgement, I think me spiraling to speculate this beast can wait until tomorrow at least. Thinking what it could or could not be doing just is not helping me. Perhaps it could just be a smart beast that is just living in these halls, or perhaps there's more to it. We will likely never know.”

He paused as he looked at her.

“What we can do for now is refuel, rest and study. Just as you said.”

The toll of his body trying to overheat from earlier was still lingering, and he felt much more exhausted than he usually did. His eyes fell on the holodisk on the table, still slightly clicking and humming. The sun starting to hang lower in the sky while they continued to study over the notes and pictures. Varin would every now and then catch himself drifting to sleep, not from boredom but from exertion.

Occasionally Sinew would wake him up by nudging him as he drifted. He would simply look at her and smile, continuing studying. It just was not something he could put down, he needed answers. Even in his light rests he could hear some lullaby from the key, as if it wanted to be used, calling him to use it.

The chill of the night fell upon them finally as the light from the torches and the lantern gave them the light needed to continue. He did not want to stop. Every now and then catching a glimpse from Seren, especially after being woken up, looking to see if she noticed, he could tell she did. Any suggestion to rest was met with a grunt and a slow shake of his head.


 
Seren watched the moment he set the key down with quiet approval. She did not comment on the lullaby he kept hearing, nor the way his attention kept drifting back to it. Instead, she let his decision stand on its own. When she spoke, it was neither agreement nor correction, but alignment.

"That is a reasonable boundary," she said softly. "Speculation without data only sharpens fear. Whatever the creature is, it is not acting tonight. That alone tells us something."

She shifted the manuscripts closer, spreading them out with care now that the immediate tension had eased. Her fingers moved with practiced familiarity, not hurried, not reverent, simply attentive. As she read, patterns emerged that Varin's datapad could not parse.

"These are not teachings," Seren said after a time, eyes scanning the aged script. "They are records. Logs, of a sort. Observations made by Jedi archivists stationed here long before the temple fell."

She turned one of the pages slightly so he could see the structure of the glyphs.

"The language is an archaic derivative of early High Galactic, but heavily altered," she continued. "It was meant to be readable only by those trained to recognize conceptual compression. One symbol here can stand for an entire event, not just a word."

Her finger traced a line of text.

"They write about sealed chambers below the primary foundations. Not vaults, not prisons. They call them 'continuance spaces.' Places where knowledge, memory, or Force phenomena were isolated rather than destroyed."

A pause, then quieter.

"They were afraid of what was stored there, but more afraid of losing it."

She glanced at Varin, noting the fatigue settling into his posture, the way his focus kept slipping despite his will. She did not push him to rest. Instead, she shifted the work.

"To our eyes, these walls look bare and weather-worn," Seren said, gesturing toward the stone beyond the living chamber. "But a data recorder might be able to pick up residual carving patterns. Microfractures, density shifts. What was once etched still leaves a signature."

She turned slightly and raised her voice just enough to carry.

"CC," Seren called calmly, "could you go to my ship and retrieve the remaining food stores, my secondary holopad, and the compact surface-imaging recorder from the aft storage locker?"

She added, almost as an afterthought,

"The one with the polarized scan lens."

When CC departed, Seren rose and moved toward the supplies Varin kept, deliberately shifting the energy of the room away from the study. She began assembling a proper meal, something warm and filling rather than functional.

"Anything is better than ration bars," she remarked lightly as she worked, a faint note of dry humor returning. "Even here."

As the food heated and the smell began to cut through the dust and old stone, she spoke again, this time about nothing that lived in the dark.

"You mentioned your home world earlier," Seren said conversationally, stirring. "Gardens, discipline, endurance. It sounds… structured. Purposeful."

A glance toward him, softer now.

"I suspect that is why this place responds to you at all. Not because you dominate it, but because you treat it like something that can be tended."

When CC returned with the supplies, she set the imaging device aside for later and finished plating the meal, sliding one portion toward Varin without ceremony.

"We study better when we are fed," Seren said simply. "And we sleep better when we are not pretending we do not need it."

For tonight, at least, the key remained untouched. The shadows stood watch. And the temple, for the moment, allowed them peace.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


CC gave her a small bow at her request.

“Of course madam.”

His footsteps grew quieter as he left the temple to retrieve what she requested, Varin listening as she spoke, then his head picked up when she mentioned his home planet, food being given to him at the same time.

He slowly took bites of his meal as he thought.

“Any home that stands the test of time, has done so after being cared for and tended to. Just as any garden that is pruned still retains its strongest plants.”

He looked forward towards the wall as he spoke, almost as if he were remembering a quote.

“My mother, she was the one who made sure the castle stayed well kept while Father watched after the planet and our people.”

He took another slow bite, and another sip of water.

“I always thought that if they could do it, then I could too.”

He chuckled.

“I didn’t realise how…exhausting it is.”

He finally looked back up to her as he finished his sentence.

“Looking after a home, keeping it from falling apart, and on top of that trying to live.”

He looked down at his food.

“Sometimes you forget to eat.”

He paused for a moment as a memory came to him, he processed through it then set his plate back down.

“My mother, Lady Ravnika, they called her. Was the one who taught me how to endure, and discipline. You would think it was my father. But usually he was too busy, so it fell to her. And she definitely did not go easy.”

He looked back at Seren, eyes lingering in her gaze, almost lost in the moment of just looking at her.

“She taught me how to garden, how to care for living creatures that I bring into this world. Odd for a Sith to teach this lesson, but she believed that a successful ruler was one who cared for their people. And it showed. Our garden that she built up took up the entire opening of an extinct volcano. Its very own biome.”

He chuckled lightly.

“Even rarer plants grew there in droves. Something about the soil from the minerals of the volcano just enhanced everything there. I remember it even felt different when I would work in the garden. I felt…lighter? Or even heavier? I don’t know, not anymore at least.”


He took another slow bite as his voice grew quiet.


 
Seren remained quiet for a moment longer, letting his words settle without interruption. The temple seemed to breathe around them, torches humming low, stone holding warmth, the shadows at the edges of the room keeping their silent watch without pressing in. When she finally spoke, her voice carried no nostalgia, only presence.

"I am glad your mother taught you to garden," she said softly. "It helped in building mine. More than you probably realize."

Her gaze stayed on him as she inclined her head slightly, the gesture small but sincere.

"Thank you," Seren added, quieter still.

Measured footsteps echoed down the corridor before the moment could grow heavier. CC appeared at the threshold, arms carefully laden with supplies retrieved from her ship. Sealed food packs, additional ingredients, and two datapads were set down with careful precision. One was familiar. The other was slimmer, marked with sensor ports and fine scanning ridges.

"Your items, madam," CC reported evenly. "Provisions and equipment, as requested."

Seren gave a slight nod.

"Thank you, CC," she said, her attention briefly touching the supplies before she set them aside for later.

Once the droid withdrew, Seren turned back to the table. She moved with quiet familiarity, clearing a section without hurry, carefully repositioning the key and holodisk so they would not interfere. When she activated the recorder, its surface lit with a soft lattice of blue lines as it calibrated.

"To our eyes, these walls look bare," she said, angling the device toward the nearest carvings. "But stone remembers pressure. Depth. Intention. A recorder like this can sometimes recover what was carved long after the surface has forgotten."

She glanced at him briefly, her expression open and encouraging.

"If the language resisted your datapad, this may give us something closer to its original structure," Seren continued. "Older Jedi texts were built on patterns rather than direct meaning. Especially those meant to survive loss."

The device began its slow sweep, faint ghost lines tracing across the wall as it worked. Seren settled back into her seat, the meal she had already prepared resting between them, her presence unhurried.

"For now," she said lightly, "we eat, we let the machine remember for us, and we allow ourselves not to solve everything tonight."

Her gaze returned to him, steadier, warmer.

"Gardens, temples, people," Seren said quietly. "None of them thrive if they are only endured."

She let the silence sit between them, then turned back to the wall, the recorder's low hum blending with the temple's breath. For the first time since arriving, the space felt less like a place to survive and more like a place to share.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


He looked up at her with slight surprise. He had never been thanked before. The very phrase felt alien to him, his eyes stayed on her for a good bit as he processed his response. He watched her for a moment longer as she set up the device to record the inscriptions on the walls, its line of light tracing over the walls. He listened to her describe the ancient writing the Jedi used to use. Its layers, their possible meanings and the secrets they could hold.

The devices she used were built to study structures like this temple, to delve and discover. The tools of someone who seeks knowledge.

“I…have never heard those words before. I have said them, but I don’t think I have ever been thanked before.”

He watched the trail of light run over the walls, the darkness of night starting to settle in. The chill whispered into the air.

“Some plants are stronger than others in certain conditions. But even then, their chance of survival grows exponentially if there is a guiding hand to help them.”

He paused.

“Well, maybe once from my sister, but that…that was years ago.”

He stared at the table before he looked back up at her.

“What was your home like?"


He spoke quietly, with a genuine tone. His hands gently resting on the table, almost eager to learn more about her.


 
Seren did not answer him immediately. She watched his expression shift as the meaning of being thanked settled into him, saw the way his hands rested on the table, as if to ground himself there. When she finally spoke, it was softer than before, careful not to overwhelm the moment.

"That… explains a great deal," she said quietly. "About how you carry responsibility."

Her gaze drifted briefly to the recorder's slow sweep along the wall, the faint lattice of light sliding over stone that had held its silence for centuries. Then she looked back at him, steady and present.

"My home was not grand," Seren began. "Not in the way yours sounds."

She folded her hands loosely together, voice even but personal.

"I grew up in a Jedi enclave that valued quiet over ceremony. Stone halls, open courtyards, and long stretches of time where no one spoke unless there was something worth saying. It was built into the side of a mountain. Cold in the mornings. Warm in the afternoons. Always wind."

A faint smile touched her expression, subtle and brief.

"We were encouraged to tend small gardens there. Nothing impressive. Moss, root plants, and herbs that survived thin soil and sharp weather. The lesson was never about beauty. It was about patience. About learning what thrives without being forced."

She glanced down at her hands for a moment before meeting his eyes again.

"I did not grow up with rulers or castles," she said. "But I grew up with people who believed care was an action, not a reward." Her voice softened further. "That is why I thanked you," Seren added. "Not because you were taught to endure… but because you were taught to tend."

The recorder hummed steadily beside them, tracing forgotten lines back into suggestion and shadow. Seren remained where she was, not pressing closer, not retreating.

"You asked what my home was like," she finished. "It was quiet. Demanding. And it expected us to become ourselves without applause."

Her gaze stayed on his, open and unguarded.

"I think," she said gently, "we were taught similar lessons. Just from very different soil."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


He chuckled lightly at her last statement. It seemed…different from what he was taught by his master and his parents. He gently slid his hand over the table towards her, softly taking her hand into his palm.

“It’s interesting.”

He started, before he was caught in thought of how to carefully word his next statement.

“Two vastly different cultures, still teaching relatively the same principals.”

His gaze moved from their hands to her eyes. He gave her a knowing look, a look of understanding. He took a quick breath, his voice softening.

“I..never do anything that I do to be thanked. But, I see why people like it. I just hope I never take it for granted.”

The description of the rough mountainous landscape, the cold and the wind sounded a lot like his upbringing. Days meditating on the peaks of mountains, growing used to the cold and days meditating in the cavern of a volcano to get used to the heat.

The heat was always the easiest part for him.

He sat beside her as the lines were traced around the room, gently wrapping his arm around her waist.

“Successfully tending any garden is always something impressive.”

He looked deeply into her eyes. A surprise chuckle left his mouth before he looked away.

“What…”

He started to ask before he took another nervous breath, his thumb gently grazing over her hand.

“What is your favorite color?”

He looked back at her, a small smile on his face. Most would find this a question that was asked out of boredom, but there was always a reason he did something.


 
Seren did not pull her hand away. If anything, her fingers settled more fully into his palm, her thumb resting lightly against his as she listened. The quiet between them felt intentional now, not empty.

"It is interesting," she agreed softly. "Different paths, different languages… but the same truths reached from opposite directions."

Her gaze lingered on his for a moment longer than necessary, something thoughtful moving behind her eyes at his admission.

"Gratitude is strange when you are not raised with it," Seren said gently. "It is not currency. It is an acknowledgment. Seeing effort without trying to own it."

She shifted slightly as his arm wrapped around her waist, not resisting, simply fitting into the space as if it had always been there. The recorder continued its quiet sweep along the walls, ghostly lines tracing half-forgotten histories, but her attention stayed with him.

At his question, there was the faintest pause. Not uncertainty. Consideration.

A small smile touched her mouth, warmer than before.

"Deep purple," Seren answered. "Or maroon, depending on the light."

Her thumb brushed his hand in a slow, absent motion.

"They are colors that live between states," she continued. "Not as stark as red. Not as distant as blue. They hold shadow and warmth at the same time."

She glanced briefly at the walls, at the interplay of torchlight and darkness, then back to him.

"They remind me that things do not have to choose one nature to be whole," Seren finished quietly.

She leaned just a fraction closer, voice softer still.

"And you?" she asked. "What color stayed with you?"

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


She took his hand settling into its own space and eased in beside him. The soft light tracing the walls continued its journey as she spoke, deep purples and maroon definitely fit her, and his heart slightly elevated at the mention of maroon. A smile came to his face again.

“My house colors are black and maroon. Black represents the coals of burning buildings lost in the rebellion of my ancestors and maroon represents the blood they spilt.”

He thought for a moment.

“I never really thought about a color that resonates with me, but…even though it was my house colors I would have to say maroon. Simply for its meaning of sacrifice.”

He leaned in a bit closer to her, without a thought after she moved. Instinct drove him, and he wanted to be closer to her.

“Our colors are of remembrance, it’s basically all I really wear since I could remember.”

He fell quiet, voice softening as the feeling dawned on him.

“Seren…?”

He moved in a bit closer and gently kissed her lips. This time not swaying away from the act, or trying to move away guarded. He was fully opened up to her.

The runes on his body pulsed quietly, dimming and brightening slightly, betraying his composure of vulnerability. The tension in his grip tightening around her hand just enough to be noticeable and felt. For the time being he felt present entirely. Not partially, but fully here with her.

The feeling of Ignati trying to intrude was instantly shut away, denied any moment of power or interruption. His mind raced but all he could think of was her in this moment.


 
Seren did not pull away.

When his lips met hers, there was no surprise in her response, only a quiet acceptance, as if the moment had been forming long before either of them had named it. She returned the kiss with the same steadiness she brought to everything else. Unhurried. Present. Her hand tightened gently around his, not to anchor him, but to meet him where he was.

When they parted, it was by inches, not distance. Her forehead rested briefly against his, her breath warm, her voice low when she finally spoke.

"Maroon suits you," she said softly. "Not for the blood alone… but for what survived it."

Her thumb traced a slow line over his knuckles, feeling the faint pulse beneath his skin, the subtle flare of the runes he did not try to hide.

"Sacrifice without memory is waste," Seren continued, quieter now. "But remembrance… that is continuity. It is choosing to carry what came before without letting it consume what comes next."

She leaned into him fully this time, allowing her weight to rest against his side, her arm settling naturally across his waist.

"Where I grew up," she added after a moment, "we did not wear colors for mourning or pride. We wore what endured weather, shadow, and time. What did not draw attention, but also did not vanish."

Her gaze lifted to meet his, steady and open.

"Purple was rare there," Seren said. "Not because it was forbidden, but because it had to be chosen. It required intention." Another pause. Softer. More intimate. "I think that is why it stayed with me."

She felt the absence where Ignati would have pressed, the quiet where interruption should have been. She did not comment on it, only acknowledged it with a faint shift closer.

"You did well," Seren murmured, not as praise, but recognition. "Holding your ground. Letting yourself be here."

Her lips brushed his again, lighter this time, a promise rather than a claim.

"You are not alone in this space," she said, voice barely above the hum of the recorder. "Not tonight."

And for once, the temple listened without answering back.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


He looked at her and smiled.

“He is definitely not happy about it….but he will get over it for tonight at least.”

He felt her thumb over his knuckles and he slowly lifted her hand, planting his lips on her hand. He felt her come closer. Arm resting over him.

“It helps us not let the past repeat itself as well. Everyone takes an oath on the blood that laid the foundation.”

He brushed her hair back with his hand as she spoke, taking in the moment completely. Surrendered to it. For once he was not nervous to be with her. He felt lighter.

“I think purple suits you. It is a color of mystery. You tend to unravel them, understand them, learn.”


He kissed her back as she came in. Pulling her a bit closer.the light danced around him as he looked up at the stars almost laying back to see them easier.

“He does fight back. Even now. But it's more of a temper tantrum.”

His body relaxed on the cold stone beneath him as he gazed up, almost lost as he stared but in comfort.

“....not alone?”

He spoke quietly and looked over at her, lost in her gaze.

“It feels….good, to not have to be here by myself.."

He smirked.

"You will have to suffer another night in bed with me again.”


 
Seren did not answer him immediately.

She stayed where she was, close enough that his warmth cut through the cold stone beneath them, close enough to feel the steadiness returning to him rather than the constant tension he carried. The temple seemed to slow around them, as though it, too, were holding its breath.

That was when she felt it.

Not a rupture. Not a dramatic absence in the Force. Just a silence where pressure usually lived. Like stepping into a chamber where a low, grinding sound had finally stopped. Seren had spent her life learning to read that quietly. No one had taught her. Survival in the shadow required knowing when something should be there and was not.

Ignati's presence was missing from the edges of the moment.

She did not name it aloud. She did not draw attention to it. She accepted it and let it stand, the way one accepts a door left open rather than forcing it shut.

Her thumb brushed once more over his knuckles as she shifted closer, her arm settling more securely across him.

"No," she said softly, finally answering the question he had barely given shape to. "Not alone."

Her gaze lifted to meet his, steady and unguarded, warmth there that asked nothing of him.

"And I don't think tonight qualifies as suffering," Seren added, a quiet thread of humor woven through her voice. "You're exaggerating."

She adjusted slightly, settling into the space between them as though it had always existed.

"Purple suits you too, you know," she continued after a beat. "Not for mystery. For restraint. It's a color that knows when to hold back."

Her eyes lingered on him, thoughtful, attentive.

"Before I leave again," Seren said calmly, choosing the words with care, "I'll teach you a better way to block him out."

She lifted her hand briefly, fingers hovering near his temple without touching.

"Not constantly," she added. "That would drain you, and you already push yourself hard enough. But enough that the silence becomes something you can choose rather than something he allows."

A soft chime sounded from the scanning device as it completed its sweep. Seren glanced toward it, then back to him, unbothered by the interruption.

"Tomorrow," she said gently. "Tonight is for rest."

She leaned in just enough for her forehead to rest briefly against his.

"And for remembering what it feels like when your mind is actually your own."

She did not pull away when she spoke of tomorrow. She stayed close, close enough that his breath brushed her cheek, close enough that the space between them no longer felt like distance but invitation.

The stillness held.

The rare, earned silence remained intact.

Her hand slid from his knuckles to his chest, palm resting flat there, feeling the steady strength beneath it. Not tension. Not restraint. Just presence.

"Tonight," she said softly, "is ours."

Then she leaned in.

The kiss was warm and deliberate, her lips pressing into his with certainty, not hesitation. She tilted into him fully, body aligned with his, one hand rising to his shoulder as she deepened the contact just enough to make the moment unmistakable. Not rushed. Not reckless. Simply honest.

She lingered there, letting it breathe, letting it land. The way he responded. The way he held her. The way the world narrowed until there was nothing but shared warmth and steady grounding.

When she finally drew back, it was only far enough to rest her forehead against his, breath mingling, posture still open, still close.

"You're not alone," Seren repeated quietly.

And this time, it wasn't reassurance. It was a fact.

The scanner's chime faded into the background. The temple settled around them once more as night deepened, no longer cold, no longer watchful, but holding the moment exactly as it was meant to be held.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


Varin chuckled at her bit of humor and placed his hand over her arm.

“To be fair, you’re on the better receiving end of that suffering tonight. Maybe I am exaggerating though.”

He felt her shift closer as she spoke, he felt her breath on his ear almost like an alluring whisper, then his gaze fell to hers, lost. The kind of lost where you want to stay. The promise of teaching him how to better block Ignati sounded perfect to Varin. Her fingers tracing above his temple, the warmth from her hand reflected over his face.

“I never thought about wearing purple. Perhaps I could give it a try.”

He smiled at her his thumb tracing over her cheek.

The machine began to beep as it finished its process briefly catching Varin’s attention. But, he couldn’t move, no. He didn’t want to move. Resting his forehead on hers. His mind raced with many different thoughts, none of them brought him anxiety, or question. They all pointed to the fact that he wanted this. To be in this moment with her, and not alone.

He pressed his lips to hers, lost in a moment of passion, letting instinct flow. His arms wrapped around her. One around her waist and the other behind her neck, the contact coming closer together.

He breathed when she withdrew to speak, easing himself to her. He could only say one phrase.

“Neither are you.”

His voice was quiet, almost a whisper as he looked deeper into her eyes. He brought her close again, enjoying her company as for now, they simply forgot their duties, their issues and their burdens. Tonight did not belong to them.

It was theirs.

The next morning Varin slowly woke up in the bed next to her, the sun rising at an angle the rays bled into the temple, waking him up. He looked at her for a moment and brushed some of the hair out of her face, before he sat up. The cool morning air brushed over his bare chest as he looked around to find his clothes on the floor. The soft wind whistled through the openings as he stood up to get dressed for the day. Sitting on the bed he took a moment to reflect on the day and a deep breath escaped him.

Sinew looked up at him with almost a judging look and Varin stared back.


 
Seren stirred as the light reached her, not fully awake at first, only aware of warmth leaving and cool air taking its place. She opened her eyes to the sound of fabric shifting and the low whistle of wind through stone, watching him without moving as he dressed.

She caught the way he paused, the breath he took like someone grounding himself after a long night rather than merely waking from sleep. The temple felt different in the morning. Less watchful. Less tight.

Sinew's judging stare did not go unnoticed.

Seren's mouth curved faintly as she finally sat up, pulling the sheet around herself more out of habit than modesty, her posture relaxed and unguarded. She slipped from the bed and crossed the room with unhurried ease, entirely unconcerned with ceremony, moving as if the space already knew her. The cool stone kissed her skin as she reached the table and leaned over the datapad, eyes skimming the results from the previous night's scan.

"I suppose this is what happens when you trust a place," she said lightly without looking up. "You stop worrying about armor and start paying attention."

She tapped the display once, thoughtful.

"The recorder pulled more than I expected," Seren continued. "Not full inscriptions, but pressure patterns. Layered revisions. Someone kept changing their mind."

Only then did she glance back toward him, warmth clear in her expression.

"She's assessing your priorities," she added softly, nodding toward Sinew. "You left the bed before the sun fully claimed the stone. That's a mark against you."

Her gaze lingered, open and steady.

"You slept," Seren said after a moment, not as an observation but as something quietly earned. "Properly. Your breathing never shifted once."

She moved back toward him then, the morning light catching in her hair as she brushed her fingers briefly along his arm. Grounding. Familiar.

"Whatever you felt last night," she continued, calm and certain, "that wasn't an accident. You didn't lose control. You chose quiet."

Her eyes flicked once toward the shadows lining the walls. They were still. Attentive, but dormant.

"That's something you can learn to do again," Seren said, meeting his gaze.
"And I'll help you. Not because you need it," she added gently, "but because you deserve to have it."

A softer smile followed.

"Now," she said, dry humor returning, "I suggest food before Sinew decides you've offended her sense of routine."

She turned back to the table, entirely at ease in her own skin and in the space they now shared, the morning settling around them like a promise rather than an intrusion.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


Varin scratched Sinew behind her ears, briefly looking back as Seren sat up. Eyes wide as she left the bed, the sight had shocked him though he was not complaining. He was more worried about her possibly getting too cold. He glanced over to his robe and picked it up, passing it to her.

“I…..don’t want you to get a sickness.”

He did not want to admit to her that everything within him was fighting from giving the robe to her, but he relented. He chuckled.

“Besides, it may look better on you than me.”

He shivered just a bit as the cold wind crept up his bare back, the runic brands that covered his ribs his shoulders and his back pulsed lightly with warmth to accommodate, the heat spreading towards Seren.

He then looked at Sinew who waited patiently for her meal.

“Another full night's rest with you? Something I think I could get used to, and I’m not foggy this time thankfully. I would probably have to sleep longer if I was. I suppose it's partly your fault for my decent sleep last night.”

He watched her, listened to her. Something he deserved? Did he really deserve much? Or was he drowning in debt?

He smiled lightly at her. “I hope you’re right about that. Learning how to choose quiet, and more effectively.”

He looked at Sinew who was still waiting patiently for her first meal, eyes still scrunched from waking up too early, he could see her slowly lean to one side as if falling asleep. He walked over and rubbed his palm over her chest.

“Want food?”

Instantly Sinew perked up, jumping up on Varin ready for her first meal.

He walked over to the datapad, studying the markings and the revisions.

“Were they kind of like theories? Theories proven wrong and revised multiple times?”


 
Seren accepted the robe without ceremony, fingers catching the fabric as she slipped it around her shoulders. It carried his warmth almost immediately, not just from residual heat but from familiarity, and she did not pretend not to notice.

"If I catch a sickness here," she said lightly, settling it into place, "I promise not to blame the stone, the wind, or your questionable sleeping habits."

Her eyes flicked up to him, amused.

"And for the record," Seren added, "you're wrong. It doesn't look better on me."
A pause, then softer, "It just feels familiar."

She watched the faint pulse of warmth along his runes as the cold crept in, noted how instinctively his body compensated, how the heat bled outward without him consciously directing it. File that away. Later.

When he spoke about sleep, about not being foggy, her expression shifted into something quietly pleased rather than triumphant.

"Then I'll accept partial responsibility," she said. "But only for the quiet. The rest was you letting yourself stop bracing."

She glanced down at Sinew just as the creature perked up, a soft breath of laughter leaving her at the sudden burst of energy.

"She's very serious about routine," Seren observed. "I respect that."

At his question, she turned back to the datapad, leaning closer to study the markings now that he'd named what she'd been circling.

"Yes," Seren said after a moment. "That's exactly what they are."

She traced one of the reconstructed lines with her fingertip, hovering just above the surface.

"Early Jedi scholars didn't write scripture the way later Orders did," she explained. "They treated the Force like a living system. They proposed ideas, tested them through meditation or ritual, then corrected themselves when the results didn't hold."

Her gaze shifted to another layer of markings.

"These revisions aren't mistakes," Seren continued. "They're evidence of restraint. Someone here was willing to admit they were wrong—and try again rather than force the conclusion they wanted."

She looked up at him then, expression thoughtful, searching.

"That kind of thinking doesn't survive long in either Order," she said quietly. "Which tells me whatever they were studying mattered enough to protect it from certainty."

A faint smile touched her mouth as she shifted back, robe settling around her.

"So yes," Seren concluded gently. "Theories. Revised not because they failed—but because the truth demanded more patience."

Her eyes lingered on him a moment longer than necessary.

"You ask good questions when you're rested," she added, almost teasing.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 


He took a moment looking at how the robes barely clung to her, it was massive around her. Might as well have been another sheet from the mattress. It loosely clung to her shoulders, dug on the floor. A smirk of amusement appeared on his face.

“Well if you feel so strongly about it, perhaps it would look better on the floor?”

Was it sarcasm or was he being serious? Even Varin could not tell. He stood there and crossed his arms over his broad chest, admiring a bit longer before he shook his head remembering to get Sinew food as she spoke.

“I don’t know if you’re only partially at fault. I think it’s more like half your and half mine.”

He walked over to a small cold storage pulling out a frozen critter from the desert and sat it in Sinew’s bowl. He had her sit and wait, looking him in the eyes for a few seconds before he tapped her on the nose and stood up. Without hesitation the sound of bones crunching and Tuk’Atta gorging sounds quietly echoed around the room as Seren spoke of the writing her scanner picked up from the walls.

Varin walked back to the table looking over the datapad, viewing the written inscriptions as the device seemed to playback original script and then trace layers over them.

“What are the odds I found a temple dedicated to trying to find the secret to life?”

He chuckled.

“Jedi can also be prideful. It speaks in how they hold themselves over the words they choose. Holier than thou type of mentality. But this…this is clearly different. They were definitely looking for clarified unavoidable facts rather than something to boost their egos.”

Her tease caught his eye, a mischievous glint reflected in his gaze.

“Perhaps I need more rest like that more often?”

He looked back at the datapad. The tech this was using, he knew of a couple of people who would absolutely jump with joy seeing something like this. But for now he kept that info to himself. Another time perhaps.


 
Seren did not look down at the robe right away. She let his comment linger in the air, head tilting slightly as if she were deciding whether he had just made a joke or deliberately stepped onto unstable ground.

Then her gaze lifted to his, unmistakably amused.

"Careful," she said lightly. "That sounded dangerously like encouragement."

Rather than retreating or complying, she adjusted the oversized robe just enough that it settled more securely over her shoulders, the hem still brushing the stone floor as she moved closer to the table. The choice was intentional. Entirely her own.

"Besides," Seren continued, dry warmth threading her voice, "I think the floor would object. It has already endured centuries of arrogance. It doesn't need fashion added to the list."

Her attention shifted briefly to Sinew, watching the familiar ritual unfold—the patience, the tap to the nose, the immediate devotion to food. Something quietly fond softened her expression.

"She listens better than most sentients I know," Seren observed. "Clear rules. Clear rewards."

She leaned in beside him then, close enough that the warmth between them felt shared rather than incidental, studying the datapad as layered projections shimmered and reassembled themselves. Ancient script unfolded not through clarity, but through pattern—meaning emerging where time had stripped certainty away.

"The odds?" she echoed after a moment, thoughtful rather than surprised. "Not impossible. Just inconveniently poetic."

Her finger hovered over one reconstructed layer, careful not to touch the projection itself.

"This wasn't about immortality in the way Sith usually pursue it," Seren said quietly. "No domination of death. No refusal to end. They were asking a different question."

She glanced sidelong at him.

"Not 'how do we live forever,' but 'why does life persist at all.'"

A faint curve touched her mouth, not amusement, but recognition.

"That kind of inquiry doesn't flatter the ego," she added. "It strips it."

At his comment about rest, Seren leaned back slightly, eyes lifting to meet his with a warmth that held no challenge.

"More rest might help," she allowed. "But I don't think it's the sleep that's sharpening your insight."

She let the silence breathe before continuing, softer now.

"I think it's because you're not facing the quiet alone."

Her shoulder brushed his as she returned her attention to the datapad, the closeness unremarked but deliberate.

"And don't worry," Seren added lightly. "If this temple truly was built around the question of life, it won't offer its answers quickly."

She glanced back at him, expression steady and assured.

"That kind of truth takes time," she continued. "Patience. A willingness to stay with what unfolds instead of forcing it."

A beat passed.

"You already understand that," Seren finished quietly.

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“Since when was encouragement dangerous? Also, the floor could definitely use a rug at least.”

He placed a hand on her shoulder, massaging with his thumb, they both watched Sinew for a moment as she ate.

“I can believe it. Sinew, though, has always been easy to teach and she seems to love to learn. Sometimes she stares at these walls and she seems like she is reading them too. Or perhaps it's the theory that pets can see spirits that you can't. The galaxy may never know though.”

Sinew finished her food, leaving ravaged leftover bones to the side and sat, panting like she just finished a hunt and let out a victory screech as she sat over the steps outside the doorway.

“Another successful hunt for her. How about that?”

She leaned into him and he wrapped his arm around her waist to help her settle in beside him. Though he towered over her, the space still seemed filled. Her presence and warmth giving him all the signs needed that he had enough at the moment. He had no drive to take more, nor did he have the need to keep going. He was satisfied for now.

She spoke again about the writings as she checked over the datapad, his eyes following the movements of her and the tracing of lines on the screen.

“A theological question on why we exist? A question almost as old as what is the meaning of life.”

He looked back at her.

“It seems this temple just loves patience.”

His voice lowered as he spoke.

“What are your theories on the writings?”


 
Seren leaned subtly into his touch, accepting the warmth without comment, her attention divided between Sinew's triumphant display and the layered script unfolding across the datapad. A faint curve touched her mouth at the victory screech.

"Every hunt deserves an audience," she murmured. "Even symbolic ones."

Her gaze lingered on the Tuk'ata a moment longer, thoughtful rather than amused, before drifting back to the walls.

"Some animals notice what we stop listening for," Seren said quietly. "Patterns. Resonance. Absence."
"Whether that becomes 'spirits' or simply sensitivity depends on who's telling the story."


She shifted the datapad slightly so they could both see, one shoulder still comfortably within the circle of his arm. Lines of reconstructed script shimmered and settled, reforming themselves through repetition rather than clarity.

"The Jedi did believe consciousness could persist," she continued after a beat. "Not as ghosts in the dramatic sense, but as imprints. Will held in place by duty, regret, or unfinished understanding."

Her eyes moved briefly to the stone corridors beyond the room, then back to Sinew, now sitting contentedly amid the evidence of her success.

"Most eventually learned how to let go," Seren said. "But not all. Some lingered too long—long enough to fade into the background. Easy for trained minds to filter out. Easy to ignore."

She leaned a fraction closer to Varin as she spoke, her tone steady, grounded.

"Animals don't filter," she added simply. "They notice what doesn't belong without needing to name it."

Her attention returned fully to the datapad, fingers tracing the air just above the projection as a familiar pattern repeated itself across multiple layers.

"As for the writings," Seren said, "I don't think they were searching for a single answer."

She followed the symbols as they iterated and revised, one generation building carefully on the last.

"This reads less like doctrine and more like process," she explained. "The same question asked again and again from different angles. Each author correcting the last—not to erase them, but to add weight."

She glanced sidelong at him.

"Not 'why do we exist,'" Seren clarified, "but 'why does existence continue.' Why it resists collapse. Entropy. Extinction." A pause, then softer. "Life as persistence, not purpose."

Her mouth curved faintly. "That's why patience matters to this place," she said. "You can't rush a conclusion when the premise is endurance."

Her hand rested briefly against his arm, a quiet reassurance, before she settled back into the shared space between them.

"So if Sinew is watching something we can't see," Seren concluded calmly, "it may not be a threat at all. Just something that stayed when it should have moved on."

She let the datapad hum softly between them, the temple holding its silence without urgency.

"Either way," she added, "it means this place remembers itself."

Her shoulder brushed his, deliberate and unguarded.

"And that," Seren finished, "is never meaningless."

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