Two-Bit Con Artist
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M A E N A
It had eaten at her. Consuming in fire and teeth. The epiphanies that came after, piecing together his casual, flippant words- too casual by half for the suffering he had caused her- and the crawling sensation that moved through her when the masked figure had knelt at his feet. She knew now, what he had done. Not simply in the breaking of her body, but in the very theft of her face. The knowledge that a copy of her served him sent a hot loathing through her. And there was nowhere to send that rage.
So she channeled it.
The hospital records gave her what she needed. From Dosuun, from that meeting, she had gone to Barkhesh. And found everything that she needed. A bit of flesh. A smear of blood. Harvested carefully from what had been left behind without thought.
And she had brought it back to Maena with only one thought in mind.
Everything you have done since you came to Dosuun was as we willed it.
If that had been true- now she had one thing that would shatter his words. His machinations. She was not a puppet to dance for the amusement of the Zambranos. They could not break her to attach strings that they could pull from Panatha.
She took those words.
And she rejected them.
*****
Normally, Irajah had no concerns about visiting Matsu in her office. Or, anywhere else for that matter. But the woman standing at the door today was not 'Raj' with a bright smile, turned ever so slightly shy around the edges. Nor was it Doctor Ven, with her datapad and the fascinated excitement of a new discovery that seemed to exclude all else.
The woman who knocked today was grim determination. She had something, something that required permission. Not to act upon- no matter what [member="Matsu Xiangu"] said, no matter how she reacted, Irajah intended to move forward with her plans. The question was simply could she do this one thing here. Matsu and Carach had seen into her mind, examined the memories of that night at the hands of [member="Darth Carnifex"]. But Irajah had never asked Matsu for anything in regards to it, never looked for the other woman to pick sides.
Perhaps she was afraid that she wouldn't like the answer if she did.
That was not why she was here today either.
But she understood the potential problems arising from her intended course of action. And she would not, in secret, allow Matsu to be unaware of the potential. And the potential fall out from the actions she was embarking on. Even if it meant she would have to leave Maena.....
Irajah preferred uncomfortable truths to pretty lies.
M A E N A
It had eaten at her. Consuming in fire and teeth. The epiphanies that came after, piecing together his casual, flippant words- too casual by half for the suffering he had caused her- and the crawling sensation that moved through her when the masked figure had knelt at his feet. She knew now, what he had done. Not simply in the breaking of her body, but in the very theft of her face. The knowledge that a copy of her served him sent a hot loathing through her. And there was nowhere to send that rage.
So she channeled it.
The hospital records gave her what she needed. From Dosuun, from that meeting, she had gone to Barkhesh. And found everything that she needed. A bit of flesh. A smear of blood. Harvested carefully from what had been left behind without thought.
And she had brought it back to Maena with only one thought in mind.
Everything you have done since you came to Dosuun was as we willed it.
If that had been true- now she had one thing that would shatter his words. His machinations. She was not a puppet to dance for the amusement of the Zambranos. They could not break her to attach strings that they could pull from Panatha.
She took those words.
And she rejected them.
*****
Normally, Irajah had no concerns about visiting Matsu in her office. Or, anywhere else for that matter. But the woman standing at the door today was not 'Raj' with a bright smile, turned ever so slightly shy around the edges. Nor was it Doctor Ven, with her datapad and the fascinated excitement of a new discovery that seemed to exclude all else.
The woman who knocked today was grim determination. She had something, something that required permission. Not to act upon- no matter what [member="Matsu Xiangu"] said, no matter how she reacted, Irajah intended to move forward with her plans. The question was simply could she do this one thing here. Matsu and Carach had seen into her mind, examined the memories of that night at the hands of [member="Darth Carnifex"]. But Irajah had never asked Matsu for anything in regards to it, never looked for the other woman to pick sides.
Perhaps she was afraid that she wouldn't like the answer if she did.
That was not why she was here today either.
But she understood the potential problems arising from her intended course of action. And she would not, in secret, allow Matsu to be unaware of the potential. And the potential fall out from the actions she was embarking on. Even if it meant she would have to leave Maena.....
Irajah preferred uncomfortable truths to pretty lies.