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What light through yonder broken window is that?

It is said that all things must come to an end. This is not true. The end is only the beginning of the real journey. The Force does not end.

The walls of the library on Coruscant were full of book shelves. Most of what was stored here was really data archived, but there were still a few books left. It was these, actually written words, that always held his intrigue in libraries. He found that the truest of words were the ones written by hand and not scrolling across a screen. One had to put more thought into things when writing on paper, lest it get screwed up, and be stuck there forever. Virtual works could easily be edited, which was another reason he didn't trust them. Who was to say who had edited something he read?

Shakrin had been in the neighborhood, so to speak, when the thought occurred to him that he had never once visited the home of the Jedi who'd died on his homeworld years before. This was the person who had most shaped his life, and he hadn't bothered to seek out the mans next of kin if there was any. There wasn't any that he could find, but that didn't mean that the records were correct. Even Jedi were corrupted, after all. Most of them, anyway. On rare occasion did he meet one that wasn't so far gone as to be saved. Sometimes he met ones like the one who'd given him purpose, but that was even more rare. Still, he tried to focus on what he was reading and less on what was going on around him.

He had Force skill, though his powers had turned largely into that of an Empath. There was only a twinge of darkside taint upon him, enough that people were wary, but no one threw him out. He supposed that was because they figured that if he wasn't hiding it, perhaps he wasn't there as a threat. It didn't really matter. He had no intention of doing anything other than reading at the moment. No jobs had crawled his way recently, so he had all the time in the galaxy to do whatever he wished.

@[member="Leori Sheltrak"]
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

After a recent trip to Mandalore for a wedding, the Jedi Master decided to learn more about the Mandalorians and their cultures. Leori hadn't been to the library on Coruscant for many years. While she could have used the Jedi Archives, Leori enjoyed venturing out into the city. She had walked to the library and climbed the stairs.

The Jedi Master walked over to the books and began to run her finger across them as she scanned the titles. As she followed the shelves, she got closer to @[member="Shakrin"].

And...she bumped into him.

"Oh! My apologies." She turned to face him and show her sincerity.
 
At first he was annoyed, but he quickly hid that because he knew that he shouldn't be annoyed. @[member="Leori Sheltrak"] hadn't meant to bump into him. She hadn't even looked at him once, as he knew since he'd been casually watching her over the top of his book as soon as she started approaching him. Being him, awareness of surroundings was key to survival. Besides, she turned and quickly apologized for having bumped into him, which resulted in him lofting a brow at her and touching his book to his chest as he did so. She seemed focused, perhaps in a hurry about things. Embarrassed a bit too.

"No harm done," he said. "Not like you ran me over with a speeder."

Jedi. Had to be. He could feel her presence strongly. That bugged him. She would feel his, and the bit of hidden darkness within. What would that draw out of her? Would she confront him and try and convert him? Probably. That's what Jedi do. They don't believe darkness can ever be used for good, after all. He turned back to his, which clearly displayed that he was reading about ancient Jedi, and hoped that she would move along and not confront him further, though deep down inside something wanted him to for the sheer curiosity of conversing with a Jedi.
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori, now that she was focusing on the being in front of her, could feel his presence and the darkness that came with it. She could also sense that he was conflicted at the moment. She wasn't one to read his thoughts, so she would never know what he was conflicted about unless he mentioned it. She was however nosy enough to look at what he was reading. Leori smiled. "That's a great book. You'll enjoy it."

A moment later, she tapped her forehead. "Where are my manners? I am Leori Sheltrak, a Jedi Healer." She offered her hand.
 
Well, he supposed that was a better start than it could have been. She didn't immediately jump into the topic of his darkness. Most did. Points for her. Still, there was much to be sought after when it came for Jedi and she still had a high standard to live up to if she wanted any real respect for him. The fact that she identified herself as a healer was points for her, though she didn't have to do so by identifying herself as a Jedi. He often wondered why people chose a group. Wasn't it possible to just be a Force user and have no side except for the one you saw as morally right? Well, he thought so.

She offered her hand, and he reached out to shake it, letting his book slide down to his lap as he looked at her. He might as well forget about the book. If conversation was going to ensue, which it most certainly was, then he could get back to the book later. For now his attention was focused on @[member="Leori Sheltrak"] and he offered her a brief smile. It was only polite.

"Pleased to meet you," he said. "I am Shakrin, and not of any order whatsoever. Nor of any particular profession." He decided to leave out his empathy for the moment. "If I may question, you identify yourself as a Jedi Healer. Why not just as a healer?"
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

"Likewise, Shakrin." The Jedi Master released his hand and she listened as he questioned her introduction. Leori considered her response before speaking. "Well, I was raised at the Jedi Temple since before I can remember and have always served the many as a Jedi. Healing is my profession. In my experience I find that people are less likely to panic when they learn I'm a Jedi Healer. I'm also a Nurse and I am sworn to aid those that need it." She hoped that he was satisfied with her response. She'd never been asked that question before.

"You know, I've never been asked that question before."
 
"I suspect most wouldn't think to ask it."

Truthfully, people were sheep. They didn't question order, they accepted it because it was just that: order. Chaos caused problems, created fear, made people crazy. Order kept things in line. The only problem with order was that every supposed Order was corrupt. It was inevitable, and that fact alone was why he could never serve as part of any order. He would not be led around like a sheep by someone who had decided they could give him orders to do whatever it was they wished for him to do. That was not how he was going to live his life.

"By identifying yourself as a Jedi healer, you alienate another populace in this galaxy that might otherwise seek your help. No doubt you believe that by being a Jedi you are doing right, and people will see that simply because you are one, but that isn't likely to always be the case. Jedi aren't always accepted, they are often shunned as well. Order creates chaos, because Order contains and doesn't free."

This was fun. He was enjoying this. He drummed fingers against the arm of his chair as he looked up at @[member="Leori Sheltrak"]. She had nice eyes, and he stared into them, doing his very best to keep her focus.

"If a dying Sith came to you, would you heal him?"
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori tilted her head. "I don't believe that is entirely true. I don't believe that being a Jedi means always doing what is right. And I don't follow orders blindly."

She took a seat across from him as he posed his next question.

"I have healed Sith before. And I would do so again, without hesitation. I was kidnapped for my efforts once, but that did not deter me from doing so again."
 
Good. An answer that told him something. This one has promise. He reached down and picked up the book, gingerly closing it and setting it onto the table beside him. Her curiosity was overbearing, but it was better than hatred or malice, all of which he felt often and rather wished he didn't. Curiosity was amusing. He liked it and it was so rare that he savored it almost as if it were a sweet treat from home. It illicited a smile from him as he leaned forward with his elbows upon his knees and hands clasped with index fingers resting against his chin.

"Why did you heal them, and why would you do it again?"

He watched her face, looking at her facial expressions and searching through them. @[member="Leori Sheltrak"] was strong, he could tell, but he was curious and had learned a great deal about reading people as part of him being an empath. You could tell a lot about someone just with their random twitches.
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori watched as he changed his position. She had interested him. That interested her. But she wasn't sure why.

"I healed them because I am able to and obligated to help those that need it. I would do it again because I am able to and obligated to help those that need it. I don't judge people. I help those in need and move on. I don't have time to discriminate between patients. It's a waste of precious time and energy."

Leori was a Jedi with conviction in her beliefs. And she spoke with that conviction. "Why would you think that I would discriminate beings for their beliefs?"
 
"Because the Jedi are known for it. Historical accounts mention it a great many times. To be fair that is the nature of all people. Discrimination is prevalent in all orders of society. It is a natural occurrence, and an easy conclusion to arrive at."

She was intrigued, and adamant. She felt strongly about who she was. @[member="Leori Sheltrak"] was definitely someone with promise, perhaps someone who could one day understand his cause, but first there was much more to be discussed. He did hope to keep her intrigued with this discussion they were having. Too often people became annoyed at intelectual conversation. Shakrin thrived upon it. It was this that led him to truly understand someone, and to understand the galaxy as a whole. Those that frowned upon such discussions were the exact sheep that he wished to avoid.

"You are obligated to help those, you say. Who or what obligates you to help those in need? A critical question, I think."

A wrong answer here could either spell disaster, or lead to a moment of enlightenment. It all depended on what she said next.
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori nodded slightly in acknowledgment of his opinion. It was an opinion shared by others, and opposed by many more.

"I swore an oath when I completed my studies and training as a Nurse not to cause harm. Discrimination causes harm to come to the one excluded. I am sworn to serve and protect the people, not the government. Those that come to me are for the most part on republic worlds, but I apply the same oaths on other worlds, regardless of the government structure or belief system of the world. I apply the same oaths when the dust settles after a battle. No life is worth more than another to me."

There was no hesitation in her answer, or pause to consider it before she spoke. She knew the answer.
 
Yes, finally. Thank the Force for bringing him someone who might actually get it. Hopefully she wasn't completely taken by the ways of the Jedi. If she wasn't there was true hope for her. If she was, there was still hope, though much less forcefully so than otherwise. He smiled a little bit behind his fingers and then pointed them lightly in her direction, indicating the forcefulness of what he was about to say.

"It is good that your oath to serve is outside the purview of the Order and the government. That means your oath can't be corrupted by anything other than your own prejudice, which is a very good thing. Now I'm going to ask you a hard question, so think about it carefully. Don't immediately snap off an answer, actually think about what you really would do."

Oh he was enjoying this and it showed as the smile remained on his face. It wasn't that he was trying to antagonize her. Quite the opposite. In fact he was hoping to recruit @[member="Leori Sheltrak"], in a sense, to a much greater cause than any the galaxy had ever seen before: the cause for peace.

"If I was to kill your brother, sister, mother, father, uncle, aunt, niece, nephew, cousin, or best friend, whomever is the closest person to you, and then came to you with grievous wounds, would you still heal me?"
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori listened, and nodded as he asked her to think about his question carefully. But as it turned out, the answer was still an easy one for her.

"Yes. I still would heal you. I would also turn you in." Death was not justice for causing death. Not to Leori. She had many skills, and given that she could render him unconscious, or even comatose, she could certainly hand him over when he was stable enough to endure the consequences of his actions.

"But I will add, that it would be difficult not to fixate on your prior actions as I worked." Leori leaned closer "Lucky for me, there is no one close to me to lose."
 
He waved his hands slightly defensively, lest she get any ideas.

"I have no intentions of harming anyone, it was a simple hypothetical. Your answer was expected, though the fact that you took the time to think about it signifies to me that you meant what you said, which is good. Though the turning me in part doesn't bode well. No doubt you would turn me over to the Republic, a government as corrupt as any other. I would be summarily judged, with or without proof of my crimes, and sentenced most likely to death or something else. That is a whole separate issue, however."

Lifting a hand, he ran his thumb over his eyebrow as he regarded her. Yes, she was what he was looking for. Finally there was someone that fit his ideals. How long had he been looking? It seemed like forever, though he knew it was only a few years. He wasn't that old. Still, every time he'd met someone he thought had the potential to help change the galaxy, they'd ended up showing him that they were lying through their teeth about who they were, and that was quite unacceptable. He hadn't found anyone that matched his ideals, though @[member="Leori Sheltrak"] was making a good case for herself.

"What are your thoughts on the state of the galaxy as a whole? Do you think opinions on the state of galactic affairs vary based on home location of the person asked? If you do, what does it say about the galaxy when people on one world have a difference opinion from those on another, say someone from Coruscant versus someone from Ord Mantell?"
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori was still calm, not at all agitated. She planned to respond, but she'd let him finish speaking first. He was willing to let the matter rest and move on to another question, so she'd leave that question be.

She listened to the next question. "The state of the galaxy as a whole is not quantifiable. As you say, the opinion will differ on each world and even within the world. People have their opinions and no, they are not always unified. As for what it says about the galaxy, it tells me that people brought up on different worlds have different skills, priorities, ways of life. Someone from Coruscant has seen far more by the way of change in government than Ord Mantell, or any world not in the core. You ask people, and they will tell you about what they know, and an ideal. Those ideals are not the same everywhere. There are worlds for example that ideally, would like more advancements in technology or medicine. There is no ideal government because it is unlikely that the ideal is the same for all people."
 
"Exactly right."

He liked this one. @[member="Leori Sheltrak"] was much too smart to be a Jedi. Still, it seemed to him that her choice to be amongst the Jedi order was largely predicated on the fact that she'd grown up there. Had she grown up elsewhere, she might never have joined the Jedi at all. Hypotheticals were largely useless, though, so he focused on the task at hand instead.

"What if I was to tell you that the only way to bring peace to this galaxy was if every planet ruled itself and there was no overarching government like the Republic? What would you say to that?"
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

Leori shook her head. "I don't believe that would bring peace to the galaxy any more than a government. Because there will always be conquerors, and those that wish to control the galaxy. There is no such thing as galactic peace. Peace is always temporary."

She considered how to better explain. "Consider the Force. There is no real dark and light side. There cannot be one without the other. There will always be conflict to keep balance."
 
"Will there always be conflict to keep balance? Or can there be no conflict and balance there be? Perhaps people need to stop assuming there is a light and dark, when there isn't. The Force is one entity. It is neither light, nor dark. It simply is the Force. How it is used varies, but even then light and dark are lines skewed by personal beliefs."

He smiled and shook his head at @[member="Leori Sheltrak"]. She had been doing well, but now she was starting to derail things with resistance. That was alright, because the best learning came when ones beliefs were broken down in front of them. In fact, he rather preferred it that way. It was a better method of learning. He lifted a hand and motioned around them.

"Around you is the Republic, but the Republic only protects those that join it. Even then they instigate things as often as their supposed enemies do. When you side with one it's no different from siding with another. Not unless that government transcends the plane of pettiness and personal desire for greatness. What if it were possible to create something new, something better than the governments that exist now? Would you seek it out? Or would you shrink back to the false visage of greatness that the Republic provides?"
 
@[member="Shakrin"]

"I don't believe that there can be balance without conflict. In times of peace, there is rebuilding and regrouping in preparation for conflict. I agree, people need to be educated about the Force. Light and Dark are in the users, not the Force. How one uses the Force determines perception of it. But, everyone has different morals. Different things are acceptable or not, to different beings. There is no clear line. There's no black and white. No light and dark. Even those that serve the people are required to do things they consider morally wrong."

"I would investigate such an option. A new ideal would be something to strive for." She answered.
 

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