The fire he had built was
pathetic.
Dominic sat with his back against the jagged stone, the meagre pile of scrub and broken branches he'd scavenged hissing and spitting as it fought for life. It provided no real warmth, only a flickering, amber light that carved deep hollows into Bastila's pale features.
Outside, the arrow of branches he'd laid was likely already being buried by the snow.
His right arm was all agony. The sleeve was a stiff, frozen casing around his skin where the lake had claimed him, and his hand felt less like flesh and more like shattered glass. But he didn't move it. He couldn't. He used his good arm to pull Bastila tighter against his chest, tucking her head under his chin.
"You're missing the briefing, Bastila," he rasped, his voice thin and raw. He tried to summon the ghost of his Senate floor authority.
"The Outbound Flight initiative...it's moving to the next phase. The logistics are...they're a nightmare. You'd hate the paperwork. You'd tell me I'm overcomplicating things...no...probably tell me I am wasting my time."
He waited for a retort. Or a roll of her eyes. For
anything. All he got was silence, broken occasionally by the erratic, shallow whistle of her breath.
"I'm supposed to be at the gondola base," he whispered, his eyes fixed on the dying embers,
"I'm supposed to be discussing trade routes and the preservation of the Mid Rim. I'm supposed to be the man my father expects. The man the Republic needs."
He shifted, his frozen fingers twitching against her shoulder. The pain in his hand was nothing compared to the sudden, violent surge of honesty that tore through his composure. The 'Representative' died in the dark of that cave, leaving only the man behind.
"But I look at you, and I forget the Republic. Everything else just feels like a farce. It terrifies me."
He buried his face in the crook of her neck, his voice muffled by the damp wool of her clothes and the sheer weight of his own misplaced longing.
He closed his eyes, his mind betraying him with a vision of a life that felt like a fever dream — a house with high ceilings, the smell of Naboo's summer rain, and the sound of a laughter that hadn't been trained for interviews. He thought of her name, not as a title, but as a whispered promise past midnight.
"You can't hear me. Can you?" he choked out. He head tilted back, resting against the unforgiving stone wall. He thought to test his theory, perhaps pulling some reaction from her slumbering form by spilling the honesty he felt welling up within.
"We are terrible for each other. I am terrible to you. You give it back in spades, fair. But I don't deserve the passion you throw my way. Force," he pushed his chin back into her frozen hair. Even in this frozen state, his scenes will filled with the aroma of her.
"I am a liar...Bastila. It's what I do. That's politics But Force be damned if my biggest lie isn't about how much you mean to me."
The confession hung in the air.
"You are a ghost, Bastila. Even when you're standing right in front of me, you are haunting a life I have not lived. I keep trying to build a world where you don't matter to me. One where the 'Praxon' name is the only thing that carries importance, but then you fall through the ice, and I realize I'd burn every bridge in the Republic give you heat."
A gust of wind howled at the cave mouth, and the fire shuddered, nearly dying. Dominic's expression hardened, the 'immaculate' mask attempting to reform over a fractured soul. He looked at his ruined transponder, then back at the woman who was slipping away from him.
His voice turned clinical, brittle as the ice on the lake.
"Fate is a fantasy for people who don't have to run a galaxy. We are cogs in a machine that doesn't care if we're warm...or loved. This...this...it's just the hypothermia talking. When the sun hits our faces again, we will fulfil our duty to the Republic."
"Stay with me, Bastila. Live...to walk away again."