Loysia let her finger drop. In the hologram on the desk, baby mantises were squirming from their father’s body. They groped blindly about them with their spindly hooked limbs until one, a little larger than the others, chanced to find that the sickles on his hind legs fit like a collar around a sibling’s neck. Driven by primitive instinct, he jerked and tore off his brother’s head.
“In a perfect galaxy,” Loysia said, “One could feed an apprentice just enough to keep her growing – just enough to keep her wanting more. I could develop you until all the Jedi would come looking for you, while I sat safe and sound on Coruscant, biding my time.”
Jantar inadvertently licked her lips. “Let them come,” she said. It was not bravado, just an over-inflated ego.
“Ah, to be young and full of hate!” Loysia chuckled. “You would be a star – of great use to everyone but me. But I’d have to keep you in your place. I’d have to hurt you, provoke you. Every secret you learn, you will pay for dearly. Oh yes, pay…”
Jantar regarded her Master.
“You don’t think I’m worthy.”
“You’re not listening, are you?”
“You’re not karking saying anything I can understand,” Jantar said angrily.
“How strange it is, to know your every thought before you think it.”
“Not even the karking dark side can give you that power,” Jantar said, unnerved.
Loysia smiled. “I have a power greater than the dark side, my young apprentice. I am old. Your fresh furies are my ancient mistakes.”
The insects squirmed and hunted in the vision over the desk. Loysia snapped off the holocron and turned her back on Jantar.
“Don't dismiss my karking needs,” Jantar said coldly.
Loysia looked around. “Or what?”
Jantar’s face went pale. She knew how far to push the conversation but in the heat of the moment, she’d forgotten to check how far she’d already travelled. Loysia lifted that one finger again, and this time she tapped it in the air, as if pushing a needle into a pincushion.
Jantar crumpled to her knees. Her voice came out clotted with pain.
“Stop. KARKING WELL STOP!”
“It doesn't feel very good, does it? Like sharp stones in your throat and chest.”
Loysia made another little patting motion, and Jantar slammed into the tile floor.
A cruel, strange quiet stretched out as Jantar lay panting on the stone floor. Rain ticked against the window glass, and Loysia seemed locked in thought.