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Outfit: Cold Weather gear
Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber

The night was thick with the scent of pine and damp earth as Valery made her way through the dimly lit streets of the small village on Islimore. The tavern she had just left buzzed with life, the warmth of its hearth and the low murmur of voices a stark contrast to the chilling tales she had overheard. The Lupos — a proud and mysterious species, known for their werewolf-like forms — spoke in hushed tones of a remote forest, a place where the natural world twisted into something darker, more malevolent.

Valery's mind lingered on the stories as she walked, the weight of her cloak heavy on her shoulders, keeping out the night's cold bite. They spoke of savage Lupos, once noble, now corrupted by some unknown force that twisted their minds and bodies into monstrous forms. The forest itself was said to be alive with ancient magic, the air thick with a palpable sense of dread. And then there was the tale of one particular Lupo, a warrior who had fallen into darkness, consumed by the very evil that haunted the forest.

Or was he?

Intrigue gnawed at Valery's thoughts. The Force had drawn her to Islimore once more, and perhaps this haunted forest was the reason. Her instincts told her there was more to these stories—something beneath the surface that called for an investigation.

After a long journey to this remote part of the planet, Valery paused at the threshold of the forest, her hand resting on the hilt of her double-bladed lightsaber. She could feel the dark energy emanating from within, like a living thing coiled in the shadows, waiting. There was danger here, no doubt, but also a mystery that needed unraveling. And if the tales were true, there was a Lupo who had lost their way — one she might be able to help.






 
The Black Forest. A place every Wolf learned of and learned to fear before they were yet weaned. The forest was twice the size of the settled North, a place of savagery and sorcery, so named from the bitter black Yronwood trees that made up the majority of the wood. Though it should be said that there were no shortage of other trees as well.

chiefly great grand oaks that towered above all aside from the yronwood and the great pale barked fir trees that ranged in the northern part of the great forest. There were also in great number, Hawthorne and yew and elm as well, with wild twisted willows wide as manor houses found scattered throughout.

The Black Forest, so named for the blackness of the Yronwoods but yet never feared for its trees. The Black Forest so named and so feared for in the darkness below the canopy it was a place of black magic and black deed. Home to sorcerer and savage that sought the sustenance of civilization and claimed such with blood and blade, fire and tooth, depredation and evil.

The forest was home to many packs of roving Wild Wolves. Reavers and rapers and monsters were they. Some were less monsterous than that but those Wolves were few and far between and a sight still more savage than those who sat amongst stone and civility.

Traveling alone in this dark place was Declan, son of Durin IV, brother to Durin V, and once the pledged brother to Aelin Erevos, Anasa to all south of Dread Canyon.

He chose to keep near to the coast where the trees were thinner so as to try and prevent becoming lost. He would travel eastward into the forest only until he could no longer hear the gulls or crashing of waves, knowing if he could no longer hear those sounds he had gone too far. Wolf ears being what they were, however, allowed Declan to travel many miles and still hear the sounds of the sea should he have need to go deeper.

The moon had taken hold of the night sky many hours ago. Bathing Declan and his path in the azure shimmer of moonlight. It gave him great heart to have Krova cast her gaze upon him for she was the God most revered in The North as it was known that she alone kept her heart open to them and blessed their yearly yields.

His travels though not burdened by heavy thickets of tree or as of yet spoiled by any encounter by the raiders of The Wilds, as the Black Forest is commonly known to its inhabitants, was still an arduous one, plagued by many miles of uphill travel and many a stoney and hard path with many times where Declan found his way blocked by trees grown to tall and heavy for the weak soil to hold that had come crashing to the ground or on an occasion or two he had found his way blocked by a landslide or some such other calamity that had brought boulder and stone to block the easy places to step.

All these troubles had made it so not even his gladness at the moonlight could convince him to carry on but instead gave him strength enough to set up a small campfire. He, with the blood of winter in his veins needed not the warmth of the fire and all who knew the Black Forest knew fire was a sure way to draw down those things best avoided but Declan was hungry and truth be told a tad bored and so he started his fire and began roasting two whole rabbit-like creatures he had managed to capture the day before.

The Black Forest. Named as much for the black bark of its trees as for the black and terrible deeds done within. Some would tell that its name came from the crows. Crows especially would tell this. Black winged tricksters that found no greater pleasure than the misery of other living creatures, especially those that ambled around on two legs when they could choose to have four. A great number of crows gather in the trees around him, black phantoms that could not been see save for when the moonlight glinted in their all to clever eyes.

They corked and crooned in crow-speech. Saying nothing intelligible at all and laughing to themselves. After some moment of consideration Declan thought he could make out what had given the gaggle of crowd over to gales of laughter. Between the corks and croons that meant although not a thing to Declan at all he could understand some.

"Someone is on approach! The fire draws them close! This one does not know! What luck for us crows! Dinner! And a shows!"

Declan heard nothing but the crackle of flame and giggling of crows even as he listened with all his concentration to the dark wood around him. No shape appeared in the moonlight only smoke stung his eyes. He could smell only the burning of wood or meat roasting.

This was some trick of the crows He decided, unaware another had entered the woods not but a few days after he and they were near, having ways to conceal themselves the son of Durin could not understand and did not know…

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Outfit: Cold Weather gear
Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber

Valery moved silently through the dense, dark woods of the Black Forest, her senses finely attuned to the subtle ripples in the Force. The trees loomed like ancient sentinels, their branches interwoven to create a near-impenetrable canopy that blocked out most of the moonlight. The stories of this place echoed in her mind, yet she felt a pull — a familiar presence that she couldn't quite place at first, but knew she had encountered before. It was faint, like a distant echo, but unmistakably alive, and she locked onto it with precision.

Who was it?

Her own presence in the Force was carefully suppressed, a skill she had mastered over the years to avoid unwanted attention in hostile environments. Every step was calculated, her body moving with the grace of someone used to navigating such treacherous terrain. She could feel the malevolent energies of the forest brushing against her, testing her resolve, but she pushed forward, undeterred.

As she ventured deeper, the presence grew stronger, more distinct. The sound of crows cawing above her brought her attention to a faint glow in the distance — a small campfire, barely visible through the thick underbrush. Valery paused, her fiery eyes narrowing as she reached out with the Force, confirming what her instincts already told her: the presence she had been tracking was near, just beyond the firelight.

Was it... him?

She approached cautiously, her hand lightly resting on her lightsaber hilt, ready for whatever might await her in the shadows. The familiarity of the presence stirred something within her, a sense of recognition that urged her forward, but she remained vigilant, knowing that in the Black Forest, danger could lurk behind every tree.







 
Alone! Alone! Far from home! Far from hope!

The crows cackled in the branches above.

Alone! Alone! Not for long! Alone! Alone! Until the hunter comes!

Declan ignored the chattering birds who were good for nothing.

Sword of fire! Sword of light! Pulled from scabbard making day out of night! The fool sits deaf and dumb! Pretending as though his death has not come!

The fire blazed. Fat and grease dripped from the cooking meat while the skin crackled in the heat. The crows cackled and cawed making Declan's meal quite unpleasant to eat.

The hairs stood up on the back of Declan's neck. Over the smell of cooking meat, smoke, and crow shite was a familiar scent.

Declan stared at the treeline across from him through the fire where she was sure to emerge into view.

For a moment, silence, before he said:

"I dreamt of you."

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Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber

The Black Forest loomed around her like a predator waiting to strike, its twisted branches covered in a thick layer of frost and snow. Each gust of wind sent shivers through the air, making the trees creak and groan under the weight of the icy cold. Snowflakes drifted lazily down from the sky, catching the faint glow of the campfire ahead and casting a ghostly light across the dark landscape.

Valery moved silently through the knee-deep snow, her breath misting in the chill as she approached the small clearing. The fire was the only source of warmth and light in the otherwise unforgiving darkness — its flames licking hungrily at the cold air, casting an orange hue over the immediate area. Beyond its reach, the shadows thickened, blending seamlessly with the forest’s gloom. The crackling fire mingled with the incessant cawing of the crows above, their mocking song echoing through the woods like a twisted symphony.

“Sword of fire! Sword of light! Pulled from scabbard making day out of night!”
they sang, their voices sharp and taunting. Their cries reverberated through the trees, stirring a feeling of unease that Valery quickly suppressed. She wasn’t here to be swayed by the dark whispers of the forest or the taunts of its creatures.

But then she saw him — Declan, seated by the fire. His eyes stared into the flames, their reflection dancing like embers against his gaze. He was as she remembered — broad-shouldered, with an intensity about him that could both allure and warn others away. He seemed almost oblivious to the birds’ eerie chorus, but as she stepped closer, his head lifted, and he looked directly at her through the glow of the fire.

Valery paused, her gaze meeting his. The memory of the night they spent together resurfaced — the stolen moments of warmth against the cold, the sense of abandon that hung between them. She forced herself to push those thoughts aside, but they lingered, tugging at the edges of her mind.

"Declan?" she murmured, stepping closer until the firelight cast her face in sharp relief.


"Is that really you?"

Her tone was cool, but there was a trace of something deeper — curiosity, maybe even a hint of vulnerability. She moved a little closer, feeling the heat of the fire against her chilled skin and letting its warmth soothe the cold ache in her bones. The crows fell silent for a moment, as if holding their breath in anticipation, watching the encounter unfold.




 
A spectre stepped into the light of the flames. Familiar and unexpected in the way many dreams are. He had dreamt of her before. Were this some saga song or fairytale, some tale meant to blush the cheeks of maidens it would be said that she was just as he had remembered her.

This was not that.

The truth of it was that he had forgotten her the moment they parted. The truth was that she was not the same in the slightest. She remained tall and striking, sleek and sharp as a freshly whetted blade. Beautiful and deadly as a storm at sea but the thing that had made her impossible to ignore was no longer there.

She'd had what he had. A gnawing empty chasm in her soul. Fragile and hollow as a crystal vial. She could've been broken. Now, he thought nothing would break her. The hole in her heart had filled some. A life raft in the storm when what he needed was the storm itself.

"Declan?" she murmured, stepping closer until the firelight cast her face in sharp relief.

"Is that really you?"

"Gods, I hope not." He answered.

If The Gods were just at all, the last few years and everything in them. Aelin. Firenne. Durin I. Durin his brother. The road North. Dori. The woman he saw now through the flames of his fire. All would be nothing more than Malkor's final gift to him as Declan still strapped to the seat of his ship and starving slipped blissfully into madness.

"Are you lost again?" He asked her.

She had been lost on Islimore before. She'd found him before. And he hadn't slept yet.

"Tell me, Lady, are you discomforted by the fact that each time you find yourself lost here in place of finding your way you find…me? I know I am."

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Outfit: Cold Weather gear
Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber

Valery's gaze remained locked on Declan, searching his face for any trace of the man she remembered. But his response, laden with bitterness and something far darker, twisted at something deep within her. The cool detachment she'd tried to maintain faltered, and she took another step closer, letting the firelight cast shifting shadows over her features.

"Lost?" she echoed, a soft, almost hollow laugh escaping her lips. "Maybe… But is it really a coincidence that I always find you?" There was a tension in her words, a subtle challenge laced with curiosity.

She hesitated, then let out a slow, measured breath. "If I'm being honest, you're not the only one who's… discomforted by this." Her voice dipped lower, the fire's glow reflecting off her eyes like molten gold. "But maybe there's a reason I keep coming back, even if it's not one I understand."

The Force worked in mysterious ways.

She studied him carefully, feeling the weight of the unspoken history between them. "Tell me, Declan," she murmured softly, a hint of something deeper threading through her tone.

"Am I lost? Or are you?"





 
"Lost?" she echoed, a soft, almost hollow laugh escaping her lips. "Maybe… But is it really a coincidence that I always find you?"

"This is not place of coincidence, Lady." The crows corked something unintelligible. "The God's shadows still linger here, trapped like starlight in a gem stone. It pushes at the edges as you or I would if we were caught under the ice."

Above them the trees exploded in a cacophony of crow-speech, a tumult of noise grating and annoying on the ear as each bird screamed something presumably stupid and unhelpful until they settled on one word to all shout together

Gods!

Gods!

Gods!
Gods!

Gods!
Over and over they screamed until Declan used the God’s Gift to send a flaming log from the fire hurtling up toward the canopy.

"Tell me, Declan," she murmured softly, a hint of something deeper threading through her tone.

"Am I lost? Or are you?"

He lifted his gaze from the flames turning his green eyes to look directly into the fire of her own.

She meant to make mock of him. That, or something much much worse and she was making an effort to help him, to shine a light in the dark, his dark.

Declan had once been lost, when he was barely more than a boy bloodied though he had already been. Lost in a place where it was meant to be safe.

No, not lost. He had been taken. Taken and beaten and chained. Called and treated as an animal until it became the truth.

Then one day the chains fell away yet he was still an animal.

His life was savage and crude and he was this as well. A monster shaped as a man.

But he was not lost.

Then she came. Aelin Erevos Aelin Erevos

Her fire warmed the parts of him that were frozen. Parts unused and unseen for years. The parts of him that made him…him. Her passion, her justness, her longing. They were a light in his dark as well.

She had convinced him he was not an animal, he was not a monster, nor was he a man.

He was Wolf.

She was wrong of course.

Without chains. Without his dark. He was neither man nor monster nor animal nor Wolf.

He was only lost.

"Haven't you heard?" He asked softly just loud enough to be heard over the fire that crackled and popped. "I'm finally home."

The crows had settled in the branches again. Though their corking was quieter Declan had no trouble hearing the way they laughed.

“But you Lady Valery have no home here that I am aware of. Was there no one to warn you to travel these woods alone. It is a dangerous place and monsters can be found all around.”

At those words a breeze blew through their campsite twisting the flames away from Declan, briefly bathing his face in pitch black darkness.

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Outfit: Cold Weather gear
Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber

Valery's gaze remained fixed on Declan, his words stirring something deep within her. The crows screeched their eerie chant of Gods above them, but she paid them no mind, her attention entirely on him. His talk of shadows and gods trapped like starlight felt strange, almost distant from the man she once knew. Still, Valery stepped closer, her expression softening, the firelight dancing across her face.

When he mentioned home, his tone haunted yet resolute, her heart tightened in her chest. She had heard rumors of what had happened to him, of the man he had become, but seeing him here — changed, distant, yet still familiar — made it all too real. This wasn't the Declan she remembered, but fragments of him were still there, lurking beneath the darkness and bitterness.

When the breeze swept through the camp, the fire's flames bending away from him and casting his face into shadows, his words lingered in the air like a warning.

Valery drew in a slow breath, her lips parting to speak, but she hesitated, her gaze searching his face one last time. Then, finally, she took another step forward, her voice steady but soft. "I'm not afraid of monsters," she said, her words deliberate, carrying a weight of conviction. She had faced Sith Lords, warlords, and far darker things than these woods. But something about this felt personal, intimate.

"I came here because of the rumors... because I needed to know if they were true. I needed to know what happened to you." Her voice wavered just slightly as she spoke, and she felt a faint warmth rise in her cheeks, a blush of vulnerability that she quickly tried to suppress.

Valery rarely allowed herself to show this side, but with Declan, it was different. There was history here — unspoken, unresolved — and despite the tension between them, she couldn't deny the part of her that still cared.

"I'm not leaving until I understand." Her eyes, still burning like a fire, met his green ones, searching for the truth she sought but wasn't entirely sure she wanted to find.






 
"I'm not afraid of monsters," she said,

"No, I can't imagine you would be." He said, the barest hint of melancholy tinged his words as he looked her up and down with only his eyes.

She was a tiny thing compared to most of the things on this world. There was a strength to her though and a fierceness as well. She had power and she was not frightened to use it. On the contrary, she longed to. It brought joy to her. He understood that.

"Those with no fear of monsters are the most like to meet one." He told her. "A curious thing that. Dont you think so?" He asked, though not to her in specific.

It was though he was asking himself, but her as well, or maybe the crows, or The Gods, or perhaps he asked no one at all. He was just as like to get an answer from any of them.

"I came here because of the rumors... because I needed to know if they were true. I needed to know what happened to you." Her voice wavered just slightly as she spoke,

"Is that so?" He asked darkly. "You heard some fools having a laugh and ventured into the deep dark to see for yourself?"

The bows above shook with the laughter of crows.

"Fool fool fool fool" they sang mockingly between bursts of laughter and ruffling feathers.

He knew what the other kaiha thought of him. He was practically a stranger to The North and one who had returned homes with the corpse of his brother, their Alpha with a hole where his heart should be. They whispered of murder and usurpation and that was before his younger brother had stepped up to become the new Alpha of Clan Kanaka the most powerful clan left on Islimore.

Declan had not stood in his way, would never have stood in the way, he was no Alpha, and yet the whispers did not quiet. They only grew louder as he was now a murderer and a coward who hid drunk under tavern tables or in smoke filled spice dens. Then he had been banished by his new Alpha, his little brother Dorian and Declan knew that the whispers must now have turned to shouts.

"I'm not leaving until I understand." Her eyes, still burning like a fire,

"Who are you to make demands of me?" He asked sharply. The Wolf inside him baring its fangs.

A dream. He thought in answer to himself.

A dream he had once wished not to leave him. A dream he had spent too much time convincing not to go. He had longed for dreams not so long ago. Now one sat across from him telling him the way things would be.

"It is no safe thing to stay near me, Lady." His voice was low but there was no mistaking the threat. "There are worse things than monsters here."

And he was worse than them all.

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Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber

Valery's gaze lingered on Declan, tracing over the hardened edges and shadows that had replaced the man she once knew. She felt the weight of his words—the warning, the bitterness, and something darker lurking beneath. This wasn't the Declan she remembered, but a twisted reflection, bearing traces of the past that tugged at her heart in ways she struggled to ignore.

When he mentioned fools having a laugh, Valery's brow lifted slightly, her voice soft but probing, "Are they really fools?" Her eyes scanned the forest, taking in the ominous trees and the cawing crows echoing his warning. She turned back to him, gaze steady, filled with the quiet determination that had always defined her. "They might know more than you think," she added, her words layered with a sadness that hinted at her disappointment, not just in the rumors, but in what he had allowed himself to become.

Valery took a slow, careful step forward, her heart pounding with memories of their first meeting. So much has changed, but she couldn't understand why.

"You say it isn't safe, Declan, but why?" she pressed, her voice gentler now, as if coaxing the truth from him. "What is it that's changed so much that even you think I should be afraid?"






 
"Are they really fools?" Her eyes scanned the forest, taking in the ominous trees and the cawing crows echoing his warning. She turned back to him, gaze steady, filled with the quiet determination that had always defined her. "They might know more than you think,"

Declan barked a laugh. The sound was harsh and there was little joy in it

"They know fucking nothing." He snapped, lashing out like something cornered.

Fool! The crows cawed again.

"Who sent you running off into the dark after me? Freya? Aelin? What would they know?" He asked her harshly. "What knowledge or insight would any of them carry when it concerns Declan son of Durin, blood of The Oathtaker, twice the killer of kings?"

He was growing tired of this. No living soul for miles around save for crows but all knew crows were the souls of the dead not given the rites. In place of glory in Freann, they flew on black wings tormenting the living out of jealousy or boredom.

No living soul and yet Declan was given no rest. Plagued by a dream not asked for and unwanted.

A dream that meant to soften him with her beauty and her boldness. A dream that mocked him with her courage and strength. Pestering him with questions already asked and answered. Digging for truth he kept buried even from himself as if she had any right to it or him.

"You say it isn't safe, Declan, but why?" she pressed, her voice gentler now, as if coaxing the truth from him. "What is it that's changed so much that even you think I should be afraid?"

"Why? You ask me why as though I have not told you thrice."
His frustration was plain "take your pick of any number." He raised his hand and began lowering a finger for each reason he would give. "You are fair, too fair. It is a Dark place meant for Dark things. Gods, monsters, godless monsters and monsterous Gods stalk through the dark. You do not belong here nor are you wanted."

His hand was a fist. His meaning now plain Declan turned his attention from her and he turned over his roasting rabbit which had begun to burn on one side.

Declan looked up and she was still there but closer now, softer and sharper.

"What has changed?" He repeated his voice so low it was a difficulty to hear over the crackling of the fire. "Nothing. I am still me." The last four words he said to himself, for himself, though she could doubtlessly still hear.

“Why should you be afraid?" His bright green eyes met the fire of her own as he raised a hand toward her face, fingertips a breath away from gently touching her cheek before he let his hand fall impotently. "I am."

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Valery's gaze softened as Declan's harsh words echoed through the forest, his voice raw with anger and a bitterness that struck deeper than any accusation. Yet, as she took in the tension of his movements, the hand that turned to a fist, the way his voice seemed to fracture as he listed the reasons she shouldn't be there, she sensed more beneath his words. His frustration was real, but so too was his pain — a familiar ache she recognized.

As he turned back to his roasting meal, trying to mask his frustration and shield himself from her gaze, Valery took a cautious step closer, undeterred. She had faced the unknown, the darkness, and monsters of all kinds, but this was different. This wasn't about the danger lurking in the forest, but the walls Declan had built within himself, walls that had grown thorny and sharp.

When he met her gaze again, and his hand lifted toward her face, her breath stilled for a moment. She felt the heat of his presence, the memories of who he'd once been, and the closeness they'd shared pulling her forward. But his hand dropped, just before it reached her skin, and the words he spoke then sent a chill down her spine.

I am.

The vulnerability of that admission lingered in the air between them, and her expression softened further. "Declan," she whispered, her voice a gentle invitation to break the silence. "I'm not here to pull you back into the past, but I also don't want you to face this darkness alone. I see you, Declan. And I am not afraid."

Her eyes held his, fierce and determined, waiting for him to open up.

"Our time together was short, but I will help if you need or want it. You don't have to be afraid."






 
his name blew through her lips softly, cautiously, as if she feared he would turn on her or flee from her. He simply looked at her.

“I don't want you to face this darkness alone” she told him.

And what choice had he in that? He had no home on this world not any longer, not after his banishment. He had no home, no family, no pack. Only a dream and dreams only came in the dark.

I see you, Declan.

That is what she had said and yet he knew this dream like all others lied. She did not see him, not in truth but he saw her.

She was effulgent. Dazzling in her radiance. As blinding as stepping into the sunlight after the darkness of a weeklong blizzard. He was black as oil and any light she saw in him was merely a reflection of her own.

Almost imperceptibly he leaned toward her longing to touch his lips to hers, to taste that light and take it from her, to make it his in truth.

He did not. Could not.

He did not fear the Darkness. It was his after all. The light, however…

The light was terrifying.

"You don't have to be afraid."

"I am still me." He said softly.

The words were at once a question, a declaration, an affirmation; an excuse, an apology and a plea for understanding.

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Valery felt her pulse quicken as he leaned in, the gap between them shrinking to just a breath’s distance. Her own body betrayed her, leaning in just slightly, a subtle movement that drew her closer to him, closer to the memories they shared, and the unspoken words that lingered like shadows between them. There was a tension in the air, heavy and electric, as though the forest itself was holding its breath, waiting.

But as quickly as he leaned forward, he held himself back, and his words — so quiet yet layered with meaning — filled the space between them instead.

"I am still me."

His voice was soft, carrying the weight of a declaration and the fragility of a question. The words hung in the air, raw and unresolved, and Valery felt their resonance echo through her. It was as if he were baring a piece of himself, hoping for understanding, yet fearing judgment.

“Declan…” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper, searching his eyes with a mixture of compassion and quiet frustration. “Who is me?”

Her question wasn’t meant to challenge, but to invite him to share more of what lay beneath that statement. The man she had known was still there, somewhere, but his words hinted at layers she had only glimpsed, pieces of himself hidden behind shadows he seemed reluctant to confront. She wanted to understand, to offer him whatever solace she could, but she couldn’t reach him if he wouldn’t let her in.

“I wish I knew what to do,” she admitted softly, her hand almost rising to touch his but stopping just short, the space between them both fragile and intense. “I see the man I once knew, but I also see a weight you carry now… something I don’t fully understand. And maybe I can’t fix that. But I wish I could."





 
“Declan…” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper, searching his eyes with a mixture of compassion and quiet frustration. “Who is me?”


Without warning he flew to his feet. The muscles in his neck tightened. A flash of something in his eye, the firelight, or perhaps more.

“I am me,” Declan said.

“Me!
Me!
Me!
Me!
Me!
Me! "

The crows mocked.

It is she who mocks.

“I am me! Still me! Despite the fire, the air around them grew colder as anger flowed from his pores. His fury pointed at her only by proximity; it was himself he truly raged at, or perhaps The Gods.

The crows laughed.

“Dún do bhéal!” He barked at the nasty black birds in their boughs. An abhorrent bone-biting breeze burst brazenly through his campsite, the birds above bawked and babbled battling with beak and claw, cawing and cackling their chastisement the crows did not dare display their displeasure as the fire dimmed.

“I tried not to be. I tried to be…else.” He said to no one in particular, desperation making each word burn like acid in his mouth. “And yet…” he trailed off impotently.

“I wish I knew what to do,” she admitted softly, her hand almost rising to touch his but stopping just short, the space between them both fragile and intense. “I see the man I once knew,


“Who did you know?!” He snapped. “Not a man that is a certainty,”

Neither were I Wolf.

When ever are you?


“Grief and spice and wine ruled in my mind and heart last you came to me.” He told Valery.

He needn’t have to explain himself to a dream

I am still me.

I also see a weight you carry now… something I don’t fully understand. And maybe I can’t fix that. But I wish I could."


“You do not see," he told her. "There is no weight. I am obliged to no one or no thing; my oaths are all broken or forsworn. There is nothing for me but freedom.”

And I am drowning in it.

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Weapons: Double-Bladed Lightsaber


Valery's eyes softened momentarily, her heart aching for the man before her, but her resolve only hardened in response to his anguish. She stepped closer, her voice low but unyielding, a counterbalance to his storm.

"Declan," she said, her tone carrying the weight of both familiarity and defiance. "You speak of freedom, of broken oaths and being unbound. Yet everything about you screams of someone still trapped — not by others, but by yourself."

Her gaze flicked to the trembling branches above, the crows silent now, watching. The wind curled around them, biting and raw, but she held her ground. "You rage because you're caught between who you were and who you think you must be. But even now, standing here, I see the truth. You're not drowning in freedom, Declan — you're suffocating under the weight of choices you believe were stripped from you."

Valery's hand hovered near his arm, the space between them electric. "Don't tell me I don't see you," she murmured, her voice almost breaking with emotion. "You may have forsaken your oaths, but I see the man who still cares. And whether you admit it or not, you came here seeking something — perhaps not freedom, but a path."

Something.







 
"Declan," she said, her tone carrying the weight of both familiarity and defiance. "You speak of freedom, of broken oaths and being unbound. Yet everything about you screams of someone still trapped — not by others, but by yourself."

He barked a laugh.

You were free, truly free

Said the voice Declan had long left to silence. The Wolf.

I was in chains

He thought in response

Just so

"You rage because you're caught between who you were and who you think you must be. But even now, standing here, I see the truth. You're not drowning in freedom, Declan — you're suffocating under the weight of choices you believe were stripped from you."

This one cannot be trusted.

She is only a dream,

She is more. She is poison.


He knew it was right. How would she know he drowned, unless she had some hand in it?

Yes, she worked against him. He had dreamt her, had touched her, swam in her warmth, allowed himself to find comfort in her light and lost everything after. She had betrayed him.

"I rage," he began, voice low and threatening, "because a dream I have had only once, has come into the dark, my dark, interrupted my meal on the word of strangers, and stands here and tells me what I feel and why. What do you know? What choices were taken from me? Who must I be?" His anger and frustration rolled off him in waves.

I am still me.

Valery's hand hovered near his arm, the space between them electric. "Don't tell me I don't see you," she murmured, her voice almost breaking with emotion. "You may have forsaken your oaths, but I see the man who still cares. And whether you admit it or not, you came here seeking something — perhaps not freedom, but a path."


"You know nothing!" The last word ripped his throat raw as he screamed it.

He pulled away from her touch harshly. The glowing embers of the fire pit combusting bigly. He rounded on her like a predator caught in a trap. His eyes orange from the firelight…or from something else perhaps

"You. Do. Not."

She was blinded by her own light.

"The only thing I seek is an end," he told her eyes still burning orange.

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