For all her boisterous attitudes towards reality, Lirka Ka was a beast driven by fear. A paranoid monster that saw assassins in every shadow, a creature that thrived off lies, deception, and could barely fathom another lifeform not being just as much of a self-centered liar as she was. Perhaps that is why she stayed in the company of Sith for the vast majority of her life, so often did they prove to be very much just like the Once-Sephi.
War Marshal Helix
spoke the truth, though it was a truth that was not particularly difficult to reach. Lirka had done similar in her life, to feed the ego of the Dark Lords was to invite power into yourself. In both a metaphorical and rather literal sense.
Honesty was an amusing concept in an Empire that was built upon the backs of the lies and deceptions of politics. It made honest converstation a potent thing to covet, Lirka listened intently to all the words that hummed out of the Mechanoid's form. A chance to understand that which should have been unknowable was a chance that Lirka would never squander. Another opportunity to see what common ground lay between the unlikely pair of supposed allies - she could agree with him on most of it, idols, messiahs, all the like were a foolish thing made only to feed ego. All things were transient, power was a shifting thing that rose and fell like the crashing of waves.
And yet...
"Power without ambition..."
Lirka rolled the words around in her mouth, pondering the concept. It was a funny notion, she looked the colony over a few times. Grinning beneath her helmet in amusement and coy jest.
"...I don't believe you. You wouldn't do all you do without ambition for something. So much voidstone harvested for the Empire of force-blind fools? So much wealth acquired by the stroking of egos. To what end? Just because? I'd not think so little of you."
Power without ambition. It was an unfathomable concept to Lirka Ka, she who understood that ambition was synonymous with survival when living in Sithdom. Always reach higher, always fighter harder. Climb, climb, climb, till you fall into the abyss and do it all over again. The endless struggle of power.
The power of Helix was a disturbing thing - the sort of chaotic variable Lirka did not enjoy. She looked to her metal form, pondering briefly, yes he most likely could have broken away her second skin rather easily. Brawled with the foulblood within her veins and turned her into something not totally dissimilar to the servitor beast that served as their ferry. An unpleasant prospect, yet a reminder to dance in the metal monster's good graces for as long as she could. The idea of his murderous galaxy-marring rampage was a prospect that seemed grossly...counterproductive to the machinations of the Dark Path - if she got her way, she'd be able to throw him onto it as well and make the notion of such a thing a grossly unlikely possibility. But Lirka Ka was a woman who liked to consider she could get plenty of people to follow in her murderous shadow.
But of course, she was distracted by the quibbling of Sith politics. So often did people scorn her master and his allies. She couldn't help but let out a belly laugh, it was a rare thing for Lirka Ka to actually laugh - and it sounded utterly unnatural.
"Please, dear Commodore. You are spending too much time around your Tsis'Kaa scyphants. Have you ever met the Eternal Father before? His reach his wide, Helix. Quite wide. If Kaine desired it so, he will know all that transpires here today. For my eyes are his eyes, his eyes are my eyes. Such is the nature of our marriage of flesh and blood. So one must ask, why does he not strike me down? Why do I feel his ichor in my veins, his mark upon my head, rather than his blade across my neck?"
Rhetorical questions, of course. Lirka had been given quite a long time to ponder such things,
Darth Carnifex
was an interesting man after all. His machinations ran deep, the leash he gave was held tight or incredibly slack - of course, Lirka had little intent to keep her leash on for that much longer. What she'd do in the days to come would be of her own volition.
"He is the great enabler. He who facilitates evil, he who allows the scuttling things in this Galaxy to grow majestic and dark. All one needs to do? Pay homage when the time comes, do not nip at his ankles, do not undermine his dark dealings. For in the success of the Kainate? The Primordial Dark's path is laid bare, and the mighty will rise up from the ashes of the great suffering he perpetuates. You may even like him, Commodore. I'm sure he'd be plenty interested in your myriad of creations."
For all her dealings in the shadowy places of the universe, preaching of potentiality of the next age of the Sith. A new transcendent belief, she would always love the Butcher King in her own wretched way. She owed much to him - and so many of her dealings would all run back to the vast grasp of the lord of the Kainate.
"I do as I do, because he has allowed me the ability to. The shadowy serpents of the Order will rally against him, for he is the great choking evil of days past. But it is he who understands strength. The strong will do as they do, the weak will suffer what they must. As the saying goes. He has enabled me to see through the veil, his teachings that lead me to Holy Rhand, to reaching out to the Darkness beyond Darkness. Scorn him if you wish, it is ultimately not my place to care, Commodore. But, do not be so quick to discount his place in all this."
Her words steeled once more, humor dissolved and Lirka Ka turned back to just Lirka Ka.
"It is our many differences that bring out this Empire's true strengths."
Lirka Ka was not one for standardization. Let the mighty stand on their own merits rather than be choked out by the authoritarian yoke of standardization that so often choked out these Empires that rose and fell. How much different were they from the myriad of different raiders and marauders that plagued the Galaxy from the end of the day? She looked to Helix, pondering her answer for a brief moment before answering with some modicum of honesty.
"Indeed. I did not believe you would listen to me without the view of this holy and wretched place as an example, without the company of the void, the enlightenment of Darkness can feel rather mad. Such is the nature of revelation, I suppose. Your help may come in time, Commodore, for now, I care about what you believe. If you can see what I see. You speak of the Sith and their many shortcomings, but look out, ye' who has power-without-ambition. Can you see a new age, a new Sith? A Sith Transcendent, a Sith that has risen out from the blinders of the Force that cloak their vision? A Sith who understands the darkness of a place like this?"
She was giddy. Her heresy revealed in its entirety now.
"A Sith for people like you and me?"