Brent Smith
Believe
It was the last night of leave for Brent before he was pushed into yet another a combat zone for yet another mission. Light filtered in from the window next to his bed, casting light over the ceiling. The fan across it cast even more shadows in the dark as it gave lazy spins, keeping the air flowing against Brent's sensitive skin. He could hear his father snoring in the other room, and the breathing of his brothers in the room across the hall--and his sister's breathing in the room across from his. It was cool, and perfect, the sheets felt so right and the bed contoured to him perfectly. For two weeks Brent had been able to fill himself with time with his family.
But still something was missing.
He rolled over in the bed. It felt so much emptier without Lucy here to keep him company. She had left a hole in his heart that he was sure would never be filled again. She had promised she would be there for him, and that she would love him. But when she found out what he really was, and got caught in the middle of it all, she left. She had been with him since junior high. He had never considered that there could be anyone else.
He rolled over to the other side, propping himself up with his pillow.
But then there was Ra. He had met her recently quite by accident. And now he knew their lives were forever interlocked, and things would never the same again. What she would be in his life, Brent didn't know. She would probably be his master in the Force, and almost certainly an ally. But he felt something for her that Brent was sure he would never feel again after Lucy. He didn't know if he was ready to feel that, but it was already happening.
He sighed. Brent knew he should have felt horrible, how could he end a relationship of eight years and already have eyes for another this early? Or at all? He pulled himself up and swung his legs over the edge of the bed. He was sure there was some burbon left over in the fridge that could help ease him to sleep at this point.
But still something was missing.
He rolled over in the bed. It felt so much emptier without Lucy here to keep him company. She had left a hole in his heart that he was sure would never be filled again. She had promised she would be there for him, and that she would love him. But when she found out what he really was, and got caught in the middle of it all, she left. She had been with him since junior high. He had never considered that there could be anyone else.
He rolled over to the other side, propping himself up with his pillow.
But then there was Ra. He had met her recently quite by accident. And now he knew their lives were forever interlocked, and things would never the same again. What she would be in his life, Brent didn't know. She would probably be his master in the Force, and almost certainly an ally. But he felt something for her that Brent was sure he would never feel again after Lucy. He didn't know if he was ready to feel that, but it was already happening.
He sighed. Brent knew he should have felt horrible, how could he end a relationship of eight years and already have eyes for another this early? Or at all? He pulled himself up and swung his legs over the edge of the bed. He was sure there was some burbon left over in the fridge that could help ease him to sleep at this point.