Location: Odessan
Objective: 2 - Fireside Chats
Outfit:
Dress
Tag:
Shan
She nudged Shan playfully, "
nice save. Nearly called you out for focusing on my looks and fighting abilities, but you saved it with the other compliments." Lily poked her tongue out at Shan, enjoying the idea of making him squirm. Her grin settled a little as she listened to the issue that Shan had. It wasn't the Jedi, it was the idea of fighting. Being in the battle that he could not cope with. It was difficult since that was where Lily felt the most herself. It was in the battle, in a fight where she felt expressive and calm.
However, she had always know that Shan was never someone who enjoyed fighting or understood the benefits that was had in the act of fighting.
"
I... I will always want to fight. Whether that is in a dojo, training arena or in the middle of a war. That is where I am needed and where I do my best work. Your best work is elsewhere, you belong somewhere that isn't in the middle of a warzone and that's okay." Lily affirmed, she did not think that everyone needed to fight. It was more important that a person went where they were the most effective, the most helpful. Lily always knew that deep down, she just struggled since there was always a fear that her decisions would not be met with the respect that she saw others.
That she would be labelled a meat head, a brute, bloodthirsty. That wasn't who Lily was and the idea that she could be seen that way was something she hated the thought of.
"
I am sure that Zaiya appreciates your lessons. And as I said, there will be a need for Jedi like you after this is all said and done. Hopefully there will be a need for more Jedi like you and less of the ones like me." There was an earnest tone to her voice, she did not want to be the shining example of a Jedi. Lily couldn't be that since that wasn't who the Jedi were meant to be.
When Shan asked about herself and mentioned he had done a lot of thinking since their last encounter on Naboo, Lily raised an eyebrow, "
I am doing good but seems you need to share your thoughts with me before I tell you what has happened with me since the last meeting we had." She wanted to hear everything that Shan had to say before she would share the news of her travels and the future that was close at hand.