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Private The Voice, Honor, Spirit




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Sibylla Abrantes Sibylla Abrantes
The path up Dee'ja Peak was as quiet as he could have hoped for. Mist clung to the edges of the cliffs, rolling like soft blankets of silk down into the ravines below. Cassian had gone out before dawn, while the streets of Theed were still hushed, and carried with him the weight of a satchel packed with far more care than any intelligence file or coded datapad. It felt… strange, almost, to prepare not for strategy or shadows, but for a simple meal in the open air.


He laid the blanket down on a sloping patch of green that overlooked the falls, their thunder softened by distance, their spray rising as if the mountain itself breathed. He set out the little things one by one: a loaf of warm bread wrapped in cloth, Naboo cheese pressed and cured to perfection, small slices of nerf steak, berry preserves he'd bartered for in the city, and even a flask of spiced blossom tea still hot from the palace kitchens. Each piece was arranged with more thought than he would ever admit, meant to look effortless, meant to let the two of them arrive and find a place already waiting for them. More than enough for them to enjoy for several hours.

The sound of approaching steps broke through the rhythm of the falls, and Cassian rose, brushing his palms against his trousers. Sibylla's voice came first, light and curious, with Elian's laugh echoing right behind it. When they turned the last bend in the trail and saw him standing there, blanket spread, food ready, the look that crossed their faces was worth every careful moment.
For once, Cassian didn't speak first. He only gave a small, almost boyish smile, letting the mountain wind pull at his jacket and carry away the weight of a thousand reports and sleepless nights. His eyes lingered on Sibylla, the surprise softening into something warm, something only she could draw out of him. And then Elian, who already seemed ready to tumble forward onto the blanket without ceremony, laughter bright as the spray of the falls.

"I thought," Cassian said at last, voice quieter than the cascade behind him, "We could use a moment away from walls and whispers. Just us. Just this." He gestured to the spread, to the endless view where the world seemed larger than their troubles.

As they came closer, settling onto the blanket, he felt the edges of himself loosen, the parts always clenched in anticipation of danger or betrayal finding a rare release. Dee'ja Peak had always been a place of memory for Naboo, a place where stone and water spoke of endurance. Sharing it with them, Sibylla with her unwavering strength, Elian with his boundless spirit, made it feel less like a secret lookout and more like a promise. For once, Cassian allowed himself not to calculate the next move. He simply sat with them, bread breaking in his hands, the taste of berries on his tongue, and the soft murmur of their voices threading into the roar of the falls. A rare thing, he thought, as he leaned back on his palms and looked up into a sky washed clear: a day where the galaxy could wait.

******

Elian couldn't remember the last time he'd seen Cassian smile like that, not the clipped kind that passed for polite in meetings, but a real one, warm and unguarded. It caught him off guard, that gentleness. For a second, he almost forgot to breathe, watching how the mist curled behind him and made the man look like he belonged there, part of the mountain itself.

"Brother, this look about you....I like it. Try not to lose it. Why do you say Sibylla, he looks like he's glowing?"


He sank cross-legged onto the blanket, brushing a few stray blades of grass off his trousers. The air smelled clean up here, wet stone, wildflowers, a hint of the tea Cassian had brought. It wasn't the sort of thing Elian usually noticed, but something about the quiet made every detail stand out sharper. The falls rumbled in the distance, steady as a heartbeat.


 


Sibylla slowed as the path leveled out, mist brushing cool against her cheeks as she tucked a curl behind her ear. She hadn't been expecting this. Not Cassian waiting with a blanket already spread, food arranged with deliberate care, the falls rising behind him like breath from the mountain itself. For a heartbeat she just stood still, struck by how carefree he appeared, how the lines of command and duty softened into something gentler. It caught her off guard, because she could not remember the last time she had seen him so at ease.

Of course, Elian's rambunctiousness managed to pull Sibylla from her reverie, causing her to shake her head. It was one of the few times as Voice that she took to spend time with her family, after assuring that security had been increased and she would be safe.

A soft smug smile and a roll of her eyes followed in pursuit as Sibylla surveyed the banquet Cassian brought.

"Elian's right," she said at last, her voice quiet against the low roar of the water. "You do look different... a little less burdened, perhaps?" she asked in query, and although she didn't ask it aloud due to Elian, her eyes conveyed a silent question if things were better for him now on the investigation father had given him.

Her gaze lingered on him, touched by gratitude that Cassian could still carry warmth after so many years of vigilance. It stirred both the sister in her, who had missed this side of him, and the Voice of Naboo, who knew too well what his burdens cost.

She lowered herself onto the blanket with care, unwilling to disturb the fragile peace of the moment. Taking a piece of bread, she tore it gently, her fingers lingering on the simple, grounding act. A smile tugged faintly at her lips as her eyes found his again.

"If stealing you from duty means this," she said, warmth threading through the words, "then perhaps we ought to make a habit of it."


 


Elian had already dropped onto the blanket with the careless grace only a younger sibling could manage, snatching up a corner of bread before Sibylla had even finished her first words. Crumbs dotted his lap as he leaned back, chewing with an exaggerated grin.

"You say he looks less burdened." Elian piped up, "But I think it's just because he finally learned how to pack a decent picnic. Took him long enough. If I'd known food was all it took, I'd have demanded this years ago."

He shot Cassian a playful look, eyes gleaming with mischief, then nudged his sister with his shoulder. "Careful, though. Next thing you know, he'll think he's a poet....."the falls, the mist, the bread of destiny.'"

Elian only grinned wider, reacting to the looks he was sure to be receiving from his older siblings. "What? I'm just saying, it's nice to see him smile. Even if it took a mountain, a waterfall, and half the pantry."

The teasing landed light, meant more to pull the edge off the unspoken weight Sibylla carried in her words. And as Elian licked a smear of berry from his thumb, he added, softer but still cheeky, "Don't worry, sis. I'll make sure he keeps at it. Someone's got to."


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Cassian couldn't help the low laugh that escaped him, a sound rougher than it should've been, as though unused. He shook his head, eyes narrowing with mock reproach as he reached across the blanket and ruffled Elian's hair, earning a squawk of protest.

"Careful," he warned, though his tone was light, "I may start thinking you actually enjoy my company. That would be dangerous knowledge to have."

He sat back, letting the laughter fade into something quieter, steadier. The mist clung to his sleeves, cool against his skin, and for a long breath he simply looked between them, Sibylla with her calm poise even here, and Elian, all restless energy and light. It struck him then how much he'd missed this. Not meetings, not reports, but this. The noise, the teasing, the way peace could be loud with life instead of silence.

"You're both far too good for me," he said at last, though there was no bitterness in it. "If command finds out you're conspiring to make me relax, I'll never hear the end of it." He tore off a piece of bread, passing it toward Elian as a half-hearted peace offering, before lifting his gaze back to Sibylla.

Her earlier question lingered there between them, unspoken, but heard. Cassian let the weight of it settle before he answered, voice softer, almost carried off by the wind. "Some things are improving. Slowly. Father's task… it's revealed more than I expected. And it has been completed."

He didn't elaborate, not here, not now. There would be time later for shadows and secrets. For now, he wanted the sound of the falls, the mist cooling his thoughts, and the quiet reminder that not everything in his life had to be written in cipher.

He leaned back on his hands, letting out a slow breath as if setting the last of his tension into the wind. "So," he said, glancing toward Elian again, "since you're such an expert on mountain picnics, perhaps next time you can carry the basket. Fair's fair, isn't it?"

Elian's grin widened, and Cassian felt it again, that rare lightness, fleeting but real. For the first time in a long while, it felt like Naboo itself was allowing him to breathe. He glanced over to Sibylla, with a small smile and a peaceful look in his eyes.

"Thank you Sister, for being the constant reminder that we are more than what we are." He chuckled and gave her a small wink as he took a bite from the piece of bread in his hand.


 



Sibylla couldn't help the small, ungraceful snort that slipped out at Elian's commentary, her eyes sliding wryly toward Cassian.

"Well, I already dubbed him our dearest brother the great philosopher-warrior," she said, lips curving with dry amusement. "I presume warrior-poet now wouldn't be too far off. If not that, then at least a champion for charcuterie and fig jams."

She plucked a slice of cheese with exaggerated care and set it neatly onto her bread, her expression caught somewhere between mischief and affection.

"Though if the titles keep stacking, Cassian, we'll need a ledger just to keep track of you." She teased, only for her smile to soften at the quiet in between revelation, Cassian relayed regarding their father's instruction. That it has been completed sent a wave of relief over her face, but even then, a measure of concern lingered. Honestly, while she was glad that his rank and position had been reinstated, she was still very much aware that someone had tried to kill him.

"And the one at the helm of the machinations?" she inquired quietly while Elian was distracted, stuffing his face, testing to see if perhaps it had been Thessaly behind his attack or someone else.

Elain, of course, went on to claim that by no means should he be the one tasked to carry baskets.

"Oh no no, you are far more suited for such tasks with that warrior figure of yours. I yield the crown of strength to you, Cassian, and take, quite humbly, the one I'm far more suited with."
He grinned, a cheeky expression on his face as he went, reaching for a Sun Apple.

"Taste testing!"


 


Cassian's gaze flicked between the two of them, a tug of amusement breaking across his features as Sibylla's wit landed in tandem with Elian's playful jabs. The falls thundered steadily behind them, but here on the blanket the air was threaded with laughter, the kind that loosened the weight he wore too often across his shoulders. He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees, bread still in hand, and let himself answer in kind.

"Philosopher-warrior, warrior-poet, champion of charcuterie...." he ticked them off with a deliberate slowness, voice colored with quiet humor, ".....and, apparently, master basket-bearer. I see where this is going. Next, Elian will have me composing hymns about the glory of fig jam while scaling the mountain with two hampers strapped to my back."

Elian muffled a laugh around a mouthful of Sun Apple, his cheeks puffed, only to grin all the wider at Cassian's glance. Cassian reached over and nudged the younger man's shoulder with the back of his hand. "And you.....taste testing isn't a crown, it's a swindle. At this rate, you'll leave us the crusts and crumbs."

But as his eyes returned to Sibylla, the humor softened. Her question carried weight, threaded beneath the teasing. He knew it even before she asked, the way her gaze sharpened despite the faint curve of her smile. His voice lowered in turn, more measured, meant for her alone though Elian was sitting only a few feet away.

"The leak wasn't her, but I did find who was behind it, or well who was involved. They have been arrested and at least that mystery is partially solved. Did you get that information I sent you?" He let out a slow breath, the memory of nights over datapads and dead ends still close. "For once, it feels like we're one step ahead instead of three steps behind."

His gaze lingered on her, steady but softened by something unspoken. He wanted her to know, needed her to know that he had followed it through. "You don't need to carry that fear for me anymore, Sibylla. At least, not for this. That thread is cut."

Elian, of course, chose that exact moment to throw his arm wide in mock ceremony, clutching his apple like a royal scepter. "Then I declare the titles settled. Cassian Abrantes: brother, general, philosopher-warrior-poet, charcuterie champion, basket-bearer extraordinaire, and slayer of boring administrators. The Republic will sing of you!"

Cassian couldn't help it the laugh came unbidden, low and rich. He reached across and plucked the apple straight from Elian's hand, ignoring his squawk of protest, and acted as if he was gong to bite into it. He laughed before he tossed it back to him with a big smile.

"What about you Sister, how are you?"

 


Sibylla had been trying very hard not to laugh through Cassian's measured list of absurd titles, but by the time he got to 'master basket-bearer,' she gave up entirely. A bright, undignified laugh broke free as she pressed a hand to her mouth, shaking her head as her loose waves fluttered in the breeze.

"Oh no, please, don't encourage him," she said between chuckles, shooting Elian a look that only made him grin harder. "You've just given our youngest every excuse to start composing actual songs about it. I can already hear the chorus, 'The Ballad of the Basket Bearing Brother.'"

Elian clutched his apple dramatically, pretending to conduct an invisible orchestra.

"You joke, but I have lyrics ready. There's even a stanza about the tragic loss of the fig jam."

Sibylla snorted, unable to help herself, and leaned back on her hands with an amused sigh.

"Shiraya, help me. One day, Elian, I'll learn not to feed your imagination."

Her gaze lingered on Cassian as the laughter faded into something gentler. His quiet shift in tone didn't go unnoticed, nor did the look in his eyes when he spoke of the leak. For a moment, the air between them carried something unspoken, relief maybe, or the kind of trust that didn't need to be announced aloud. She met his gaze, gave a small nod, and smiled softly.

"That's good," she said simply, voice low enough to keep the moment theirs. "I did get it...and I'm glad you found the truth."

As for me...Sibylla thought back to everything that had come to pass. It had been more than two months now, almost three, really. The ache of Lysander had waned, and while she knew she'd always care for him, she'd begun to work past his absence and silence. All she could do now was wish for his safety and that perhaps one day, she'd see him again.

Regardless, it was Naboo and Mandalore that filled her days, but also it was Aurelian who had started to fill the quiet in between. More and more, it wasn't the King she thought of, but the man beneath the crown. A small smile tugged at her lips before it faded, replaced by the heavier weight of the Chancellor's disappearance and what that meant for the Republic.

"Things are ...complicated. But improving...taking it one day at a time," she admitted.

Yet before the silence could stretch, Elian groaned loudly and threw himself onto his back, arms spread wide. "Alright, enough of that! No more mystery talk, I beg of you. You'll ruin the picnic's vibe!"

Sibylla rolled her eyes, tossing a crumb of bread in his direction.

"Shiraya forbid we maintain a single serious thought." Her tone was teasing again as she gave a warm smile and a gesture of acquiescence, "Fine, fun subjects only. But if you start singing, Elian, I will push you into the falls."

"Treason!" He gasped in mock offense, clutching his chest dramatically.

Sibylla only laughed, shaking her head as she looked between them.

"Honestly, I don't know how the Academy survives him."



 


"'The Ballad of the Basket Bearing Brother,'" he repeated, the words tasting half like amusement, half disbelief. "If that ever reaches the palace orchestra, I'll know exactly who to blame."

Elian grinned wider, undeterred. "Don't tempt me. I'll make it an anthem an ode to strength, courage, and... well-balanced picnic arrangements."

"Careful, or I'll have you carrying the next basket." Cassian warned lightly, leaning forward on one knee. His tone was teasing, but the glance he threw Sibylla's way carried something deeper a quiet warmth, gratitude threaded beneath humor. The sight of her laughing again, really laughing, settled something in him he hadn't realized was still restless. He could tell by the look in her eyes, something had caused this. Whatever it was, he was happy to see her like this.

Smiling again, perhaps happier than she had been in a long time.

"Things are ...complicated. But improving...taking it one day at a time,"

"That's all we can do right." The eldest brother said with a smile.

Cassian's laughter came easily this time not the polite sort he reserved for officers or officials, but a full, honest sound that echoed against the cliffs and mingled with the rush of the falls. He tilted his head back slightly, eyes narrowing against the sunlight, taking in the sight of his brother sprawled out like a triumphant actor on stage and Sibylla trying, and failing, to keep a straight face.

He reached for the flask and poured a measure of the spiced blossom tea into a small cup, offering it toward her first. The steam caught the light as he spoke more quietly, his voice softening. "You've both had enough of politics for one day. If ever there was a place to let the galaxy wait, this is it." His gaze lingered a moment, steady and understanding, before he looked out toward the horizon. "And... thank you. For trusting I'd find my way through."

The stillness of Deeja Peak deserved better than talk of shadows.

Instead, he broke another piece of bread, passing it across to Elian, who promptly dipped it into the preserves with exaggerated reverence.

"Ah yes," Elian intoned grandly, "Fuel for the bard."

Cassian rolled his eyes, but a faint smile tugged at his mouth as he leaned back on his palms. "If this is the price of your company, I'll pay it gladly. Even if it means hearing my heroic feats sung in taverns by next week."

He glanced sidelong at his brother and sister, laughter fading into a grin that held more sincerity. "Honestly? I think the Academy survives me because I've had the two of you. If I didn't, I'd be nothing but trouble." He paused, smirk quirking back into place. "Well… more trouble than usual. When you think about it, the three of us balance each other out."

He turned slightly, taking in the way the mist caught in his sister's hair, the way the light painted the edge of Elian's grin.

"I have to make a toast, to my dear siblings." Cassian said with a big smile holding his cup up towards them. "While we are on different paths, may we always find each other."

It struck him that this simple, unguarded, these moments were rarer than anything he ever possessed. And in that thought, Cassian found something close to peace.

 


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"And... thank you. For trusting I'd find my way through."

Sibylla's laughter lingered in the air, soft and bright, before easing into a smile that reached her eyes. She met Cassian's gaze, that quiet gratitude in his tone not lost on her.

"Always," she said simply, the single word carrying all the trust she didn't need to explain.

Then, of course, Elian broke the moment with his usual impeccable timing.

"A fishing expedition next time!" he declared, holding his cup aloft as he rolled up in a sitting position. "I bet I could catch a bigger one than Cassian now. Learned a few tricks at the Academy!"

Sibylla gave him a long, very unimpressed look, one she'd perfected over years of older-sibling exasperation, before her lips curved into a smirk.

"Oh, I don't doubt it," she said dryly. "You are the most adventurous of us all, after all. And by adventurous, I do mean prone to trouble. Must be the benefit of being the youngest; you've always been far too good at getting away with things."

"I take that as a compliment." Elian gave a dramatic bow from where he sat cross-legged, looking entirely too pleased with himself.

"It wasn't one," she countered, though her laugh betrayed her. "Still, if you promise not to fall into the river during your grand expedition, I suppose we can call it progress."

That earned a laugh Elian brothers, and for a moment, everything felt easy again, just the three of them, teasing and smiling beneath the open sky. The sound of the falls rolled like distant applause.

Lifting her cup, she glanced between them, her tone softening with affection.

"Then a toast then as our dearest elder brother has called," she said, her eyes bright. "To the future, and maybe a few adventures that actually let us spend more time together."

She paused, grin returning as she looked squarely at Elian. "And to more laughter. Preferably before your bard's career takes off."

Elian gasped in mock outrage, hand over his heart.

"You wound me, sister. The galaxy needs my poetry."

At the ridiculousness of it, Sibylla found herself laughing, the melodic sound carried off by the mist and the wind. She shook her head only to now put Elian in the hot seat.

"So, found anyone you like at the Academy? Someone you'll ask to bring home to meet the family yet?" she teased, grinning with devilry at her younger brother. Nevermind that he was sixteen. He was sure to have a few love interests.

 

Cassian leaned back on one hand, watching the familiar exchange unfold with the kind of quiet fondness that came only from years of shared chaos. The laughter between them carried easily on the mountain breeze, caught and carried by the mist. For a fleeting moment, it almost didn't feel like the world below was at war with itself. Up here, they were just family again no titles, no duty, no danger.

He raised his cup slightly at Sibylla's toast, a faint, warm smile curving his lips. "To the future." he echoed, voice rich and steady, "And to all the mischief we somehow manage to survive." His eyes flicked toward Elian. "Though some of us make survival far more difficult than it needs to be."

That earned him a snort from the youngest, who was now puffing up proudly at Sibylla's mention of fishing. Elian's bravado was as radiant as the sunlight filtering through the mist untamed, unstoppable, and wholly his own.

"A bigger catch than me, can you?" Cassian mused, straightening a little, feigning contemplation as he rubbed at his chin. "I seem to recall the last 'fishing expedition' you led ended with you tangled in a net, many meters offshore, yelling about how the current was 'conspiring against your destiny.' "

Elian nearly choked on his drink trying not to laugh. "That was one time! The net slipped!"

Cassian shook his head, entirely unconvinced. "Slipped, or was caught by a 'mysterious aquatic adversary'? I remember that tale changing every time you retold it."

"That's called artistic license."
Elian countered, grinning as he gestured grandly. "You wouldn't understand poets must embellish!"

Cassian's chuckle was low, warm, the kind that came from deep in his chest. "If you ever use that as an excuse during your Academy evaluations, I doubt your instructors will find it half as charming."

"Ha! I'm their favorite." Elian replied breezily, waving off the remark. "They know talent when they see it."

"So, found anyone you like at the Academy? Someone you'll ask to bring home to meet the family yet?"

Cassian nearly choked on his tea. The question came so suddenly, delivered with Sibylla's trademark blend of charm and cunning, that even years of field discipline couldn't prepare him. He coughed once, clearing his throat, before setting his cup down carefully beside him. He glanced between the two of the the picture of unshakable poise cracking just enough for the faintest smirk to betray him.

"Sibylla....." he muttered, tone laced with humor and disbelief. "You've truly turned this into an ambush."

Elian's face had already turned several shades of red, his mouth caught somewhere between indignation and mortified protest. Cassian couldn't resist. "Go on, Elian." he added with mock gravity, steepling his fingers as if presiding over an interrogation. "This is official family business now. Do we have a name? A holopic? Perhaps a sonnet written in their honor?"

Elian groaned audibly, muttering something into his hands.

Cassian laughed, a rare, unrestrained sound that filled the clearing like sunlight breaking through mist. "I see we've struck the heart of it Sister. Truly, the Academy teaches valuable lessons discipline, history, and, apparently, how to blush like a Naboo sunrise."

He leaned back, shaking his head as the laughter subsided. The teasing came easy, natural, but beneath it all lay something deeper a quiet, steady warmth. It wasn't often they got moments like this. The kind that reminded him what it meant to be more than titles and duty; to simply be a brother again.

Elian covered his face with his hands, then peeked out between his fingers, cheeks still red but a grin forming despite himself.

"Fine." he admitted, voice muffled. "Maybe there's someone. Maybe. But I'm not saying a name. Not yet." Elian said and was seemingly pointing at them both with narrowed eyes. "And when I do, I expect the two of you to behave. No intimidation, no cross-examinations, no trying to recruit them into Republic Intelligence, Cassian."

His grin widened, defiant and playful, even as he reached for another piece of bread to hide his fluster. "Besides, if anyone's writing ballads about me, it won't be about romance. It'll be about my unmatched fishing skills."


 


It was as if Cassian and Sibylla had both caught the scent of blood in the water, in the most affectionate, sibling way possible....with utter devilry!

Sibylla's soft smile turned sly, blooming into a mischievous grin as she leaned forward to claim a slice of bread. With exaggerated precision, she smothered it in honey and jam, then layered a few slices of cheese on top like a woman plotting her next move.

"Oh, no, nono no, my dear, sweet Elian," she sang, as her tone slipped into that teasing tone few ever heard outside the family. It was the tone that meant trouble, the impish kind that promised no escape. Her gaze slid sidelong toward their youngest brother, eyes glinting with mock menace.

"You're not getting out of this that easily," she said, wagging a finger at him before taking a satisfied bite of her creation. After a thoughtful chew, she reached for the wine and poured herself a modest glass. It was a fine Abrantes vintage, rich, smooth, and far too tempting to pass up now that laughter had taken the edge off the day.

"Come on then, spill it," she said, amusement lighting her face as she tilted her glass toward him. "Or I'll get it out of you one way or another."

Elian blinked, his expression flipping between guilt and disbelief before he threw both hands up dramatically.

"Honestly," Elian went on, scrambling for a distraction, "if we're talking about romance, shouldn't we be focusing on our dear eldest brother instead?"

A hand gestured grandly toward Cassian.

"You're the one who has to secure the Abrantes line, remember? So, tell us, any noble admirers or scandalous proposals we should know about?"

Sibylla laughed outright as hazel eyes swiveled over to Cassian. Oh, this was getting good.

"You are absolutely correct!" she said, eyes sparkling with mischief as she leaned forward. "Go on, Cassian, answer the boy. You heard him. For the good of Naboo, of course."

Elian grinned triumphantly, seizing the preserves like a man reclaiming victory. "Exactly! See, I'm just being patriotic."

"Pathetic," Sibylla corrected sweetly, taking another sip of wine.

"Semantics," Elian shot back with a grin as Sibylla laughed, well aware she was only encouraging the incorrigible behavior further.

 


Cassian had been leaning back, savoring the rare peace of the moment, when both siblings turned on him with matching expressions of gleeful conspiracy. He blinked once, realizing too late that the tides had turned and that escape was no longer an option.

“Oh, I see how it is.” he said slowly, voice carrying that patient calm of a man surrounded by sharks in familiar waters. “When cornered, the youngest diverts fire to the eldest. Classic strategy. Textbook, really.”

He reached for his cup of tea, buying himself a few seconds under the guise of a slow sip, his brow lifting in feigned thought. “You know.” he went on, setting it down with deliberate precision, “For all your talk of family and the Abrantes line, I notice neither of you are volunteering your own romantic confessions. Very one-sided interrogation, don’t you think?”

Elian smirked, undeterred. “Deflection noted. Proceed, General.”

But then he smiled small, rueful and there was something softer beneath it, something quieter. He leaned forward, resting his arms loosely over his knees, gaze turning distant for a moment as the laughter between them faded into the sound of the falls.

“There was someone.” he said at last. “A few months ago, before things… shifted the way they have.” He gave a faint shrug, eyes fixed somewhere past the edge of the blanket, on the silver mist curling up from the gorge below. “It wasn’t love. But it could’ve been something, if I actually made the time, or perhaps the courage, to let it.”

Cassian exhaled slowly, his tone steady, but tinged with a quiet ache. “She was good at seeing people, especially me. Even the parts I didn’t want seen. I think that’s why I stayed away. I didn’t want her to see what duty had turned me into.”

He glanced up then, catching the unspoken questions in their faces, and with a faint smirk, lifted his cup once more in mock salute. “But she’s gone now. Life goes on…..” Cassian chuckled as he then shook his head. “Now, if you’ll both excuse me, I believe the interrogation clause expired two questions ago.”

Elian recovered first, raising his cup with a grin. “A lifetime ago, huh? Sounds poetic, brother. Maybe you are the warrior-poet after all.”

There was a laughter that went about once more, but beneath the steel, mettle and the strong unbreakable spirit that was Cassian Abrantes, there were secrets that were waiting to spill, Thessaly’s return had marked that. He wondered when the best time to speak was. But before he answered that question himself, he found his eyes darting towards Sibylla.

“Sister…your turn.” Cassian said with a small smile, you don’t get out of this either.


 


Sibylla's brows lifted slightly, curiosity flickering in her gaze as Cassian spoke. There was something in his tone that made her still. He'd had someone in his heart, recently as well. The thought caught her by surprise, tinged with guilt. She'd been so consumed by her own tangle of responsibilities, her own conflicts and confusion, that she hadn't stopped to consider what might have weighed on Cassian beyond duty, assassination attempts, and intelligence leaks.

Her expression softened at the thought, because for all his composure, Cassian had always carried his burdens quietly, letting few glimpse the toll they took. She reached out across the small space between them, her hand finding his and giving it a firm, silent squeeze in an acknowledgment, an apology, and a bit of comfort all at once.

Of course, the moment couldn't last.

Because Cassian, in true elder brother fashion, betrayed her by casting the spotlight in her direction. Sibylla's mouth parted in mock offense when he turned the conversation her way, his manner much too casual for the trouble he'd just unleashed.

"Oh, absolutely not," she protested, though the color that crept into her cheeks betrayed her calm. "You are not redirecting this onto me."

Elian, naturally, pounced like a Nexu catching the scent of gossip.

"Oh, but we must," the teenager hissed with wicked delight. "For the good of family history! Come on, Sib, out with it! We want names, details, tragic heartbreaks --"

"Don't you have another pastry to stuff in your mouth?" she countered, giving him a sharp look that only made him laugh harder.

Her attempt to brush it off faltered for a moment when her thoughts brushed against a memory of Lysander. The name lingered quietly, like the faint taste of something bittersweet. The ache wasn't sharp anymore, but it still lived there, buried beneath the calm she worked so hard to maintain.

Another thought percolated shortly after, making her think back over the past several weeks and what it all meant with Aurelian. What part was friendship, admiration, or something more? Truly, if there was ever such a confusing time, it was then and there, especially since she didn't want to lose his friendship over a matter where she wasn’t certain of her own feelings at all. That would not be fair to him, not after his confession, and even then, he had struggled to explain what he felt for her. If she was honest with herself, she was still learning what her own heart was capable of, not only the prospect of matters of what love was, but also duty and responsibility.

Sibylla forced her smile back into place, raising her glass as if the motion could deflect attention.

"Some things are better left to the poets, I think," she said lightly, eyes glinting with humor to hide the flicker of subtle conflicting emotions therein, "Besides, I'd hate to upstage Elian's future ballads of love and calamity."

Elian groaned dramatically. "You wound me, sister! I'd never reveal family secrets."

"Only embellish them beyond recognition," she shot back, the laughter returning to her voice.

"No no, you cannot leave it be as it is. I know you've a story to tell, I can tell!" He quipped back, shaking said pastry over at Sibylla's direction with sure probing accuracy. Blast him.

A glance at Cassian's direction and once again, the sense of guilt and weigh of how he'd revealed his own aches summoned a deep sigh of her own and Sibylla relented. She took a sip of her wine and then mused quietly, following the flutter of birds as they flew overhead.

"Heartbreak seems to run in the family, doesn't it? I had a friend who brought joy into my life, only to be lost eventually. It's so complicated trying to define what we had. I genuinely believe I loved him, and I still care for him deeply. I realize now that I took too long to sort through my feelings, and in the process, I inadvertently hurt him. It breaks my heart to think that my hesitation may have contributed to our end." for certain, she was more to blame for the distance as much as for taking too long to make things clear where she stood.

"Matters of the heart are so perplexing; add to it all of my responsibilities and the war that is upon us, it's incredibly challenging to understand where one truly stands...and if there is even any time for such an endeavor. " She offered a slight, confused frown, as if trying to untangle her thoughts, and took another sip from her glass, seeking comfort in its warmth.

"Truth be told, unlike both of you, I daresay I'm the least experienced in these matters..." she shot a probing look of rueful scrutiny at both Cassian and Elian, "While I have to be cognizant of my reputation, both of you have the advantage of conducting whatever scamps or pursuits you desire without fear of it being latched to your honor or reputation for future marriage prospects. It is excused at least, should such matters become public, compared to if I should suffer such a public scandal on the Swan of Sorrelle gossip column."


 


Cassian listened quietly as Sibylla spoke, the teasing edge fading from his expression. There was something in her tone that struck deeper than he’d expected something wistful and raw. His gaze softened as she spoke of love lost and confusion found in the wake of duty, and though he didn’t interrupt, the slight crease at his brow betrayed how much her words moved him once more. He knew that sound and in their last conversation about…..this, it just confirmed what he thought.

When she finally fell silent, the falls filled the space between them, a soft roar beneath the hush that had settled. Cassian set down his cup and leaned forward slightly, elbows resting on his knees.

“You’re right.” he said quietly. “Duty doesn’t leave much room for the heart to breathe. We learn early how to compartmentalize and how to turn what we feel into something we can survive. But that doesn’t mean it hurts any less.” He paused, his gaze drifting toward the horizon, where the mist broke into faint sunlight. “If anything, it makes it worse, doesn’t it? Because we never really give ourselves the chance to stop and heal. We just… keep moving and healing. It’s not the best way to heal.”

He let out a slow breath before turning back to her, his tone gentler now, laced with that older-brother fondness that could cut through the heaviest silence. “You didn’t fail him, Sibylla. Not for feeling too slowly, and not for being unsure. The world expects us to know our hearts like we know our duty, but the real truth is, no one ever really does. You did what you could with the time and space you had.”

Across from him, Elian who had fallen uncharacteristically quiet fidgeted with the crust of a pastry, eyes darting between them both. He opened his mouth as if to speak, then hesitated, suddenly aware that the weight of the conversation had shifted. Cassian caught the glance and smiled faintly.

“Don’t look so stricken, Elian. It’s not all gloom.” he said, lightening his tone just a little. “Love doesn’t disappear, even when it changes shape. It lingers in the way we speak, the things we protect, the people we become because of it.”

Elian grinned a little, relief flickering across his face. “You sound like the holodramas Sib watches when she thinks no one’s looking.”

Cassian chuckled under his breath. “He’s persistent, I’ll give him that.” Then, more softly, “But Sibylla… don’t be so hard on yourself. The fact that you care enough to question it, that says everything. The rest… the rest you’ll figure out, in time. Just like I told you. And when you do, it’ll be because you chose it, not because someone demanded it of you.”

Her gaze flicked to him, meeting his steady one, and though neither spoke the words aloud, there was an understanding there shared between siblings who’d carried too much, lost too much, and still found ways to laugh.

"And know easily, I assure you, that whatever choices we make, they affect our reputation just as easily as the next person. That doesn't evade anyone, its unbeatable."

The tension finally broke when Elian, unable to bear the stillness, dramatically shoved the last of his pastry into his mouth and declared, through crumbs, “All this talk of heartbreak and philosophy, I demand another toast! To being confusing, complicated Abrantes siblings who apparently need a therapist!”

Cassian shook his head and laughed, hard. He was able to regain some composure and raised his cup once more. “To confusion, and perhaps a therapist. And amusing to know the Swan of Sorrelle would have a field day with our problems....” he said wryly.



 


Sibylla's laughter came softly at first, then bloomed into something genuine, the warmth of it cutting through the heaviness that had lingered in the air. The comfort Cassian offered had settled deep, easing once again a part of her she hadn't realized was still tense. He always had that way about him, grounding her without judgment, letting her feel seen without asking for explanations.

Hazel eyes lingered on him a moment longer as a quiet and grateful smile touched her lips. She gave a small nod and the expression on her face relayed more than words could. She'd been listening. She always did. And his words, especially about choice and healing, would stay with her, just as they had since that afternoon when they had stood shoulder to shoulder in the fields, casting light pigeons into the air for sport and solace alike.

The moment might have lasted if not for Elian.

A flush at the holodrama commentary and then a well aimed look from Sibylla, but her smile softened the edge. Although if she was honest, ridiculousness was welcome and she couldn't deny the affection it stirred. Between Cassian's reassurance and Elian's shameless attempts to dodge sincerity, she felt caught between the two halves of comfort she needed most.

Although the mention of that gossip column only made her roll her eyes.

"Really, I am curious who this Swan is. Any guesses?" She asked the pair, curious to see if they cared or not, lifting her glass as their laughter rippled through the mountain air. Their cups clinked together followed by a round of drinks that burned pleasantly down her throat.

When she noticed Cassian's glass was running low, she reached to refill it and her own, just grateful for the excuse to shift the conversation.

"So, Harvest Day is nearly upon us," she said with mock gravity, swirling the wine in her glass. "What do you think? Do we brave Mother's summons and help with the festivities this year, or hide before she ropes us into hosting duties, or worse, escorting one of her friends' daughters or sons around the estate?"

Harvest Day was no small affair. It stretched over an entire week, when the vineyards came alive with workers and song, the air rich with the scent of ripe fruit and fresh-pressed grapes. The celebrations always ended with a grand feast at the estate, equal parts tradition and chaos.

Elian groaned dramatically. "Hide: she made me pour wine for three hours straight. I still have nightmares about refilling empty glasses!"


 

Cassian's laughter joined theirs, deep and unrestrained, the kind that rose up from somewhere genuine the kind he didn't always let himself have. The sound faded into the soft rustle of the mountain breeze, the clink of their cups still ringing faintly between them.

He let the view wash over him. He swirled the last of the wine in his glass before Sibylla reached forward to refill it. Her quiet attentiveness made him smile not for the gesture itself, but because it mirrored what she did so often: noticing what others needed before they even said it.

"Really, I am curious who this Swan is. Any guesses?"

"I don't have the faintest idea. They are talented, whomever they are, I will give them that. There seemed to be some details about you and Aurelian, and me and the priestess." Cassian shook his head and chuckled. "What can you do...." The smile left his face for the fraction of a second before it returned.

At her question, in regard to harvest day his expression turned thoughtful. "If we hide." he said at last, "She'll find us faster. She always does." He lifted his glass as though in toast, wry amusement flickering in his eyes. "And if we show up willingly, we might at least negotiate our roles. I'd rather endure hosting duties than end up taking Elian's wine pouring role."

Elian groaned in protest. Cassian's grin widened. "Besides." he added more softly, "It would do us some good, plus it would do our parents some good to see us together more often, in light of recent events."

He didn't have to say what lingered behind the words that the world outside the estate had grown darker, heavier. That the quiet of this place, even for a few days, was a rare and fragile thing.

A moment passed, filled only by the hum of crickets and the faint music drifting up from the lower vineyards. Cassian's gaze lingered on his siblings, Elian's easy grin, Sibylla's calm glow and for an instant, he let himself simply be there. Not General Abrantes. Not the officer buried beneath reports and directives.

Just Cassian.

"Hard to believe it's that time again."
he said more softly, half to himself. "Another harvest on its way. The fields still look the same… even when everything else keeps changing."


 



Sibylla laughed softly at Cassian's remark, the sound carrying easily across the quiet terrace. She leaned back on one hand, her grin sharp and knowing.

"Oh, you're right. Hiding never works. She finds us faster than a Twrill on a trail for a Quadduck,"
she said with a playful groan. "I swear Mother must have spies in every corridor of the estate."

Elian let out a dramatic sigh of agreement, muttering something about 'grape conspiracies,' which earned him a gentle swat from her free hand.

"Well then," she continued, tone turning mock-serious as she straightened up, "if we must attend, we'll do it on our own terms. I'll see if I can negotiate a few harmless tasks that don't end with us sitting beside some boorish vassal's son or daughter trying to flirt their way into Cassian's arms...or our dearest youngest brother's charms."

That got her a groan from Elian, which only deepened her smirk as she flashed it over to Cassian.

"Oh, don't look at me like that,"
she teased, twirling the stem of her glass. "You both know I'm right. And with my luck, Mother will be trying to fob off whoever she thinks would make a suitable marriage match for me. Again."

And while Sibylla's tone was light, there was no avoiding the slight roll of her eyes. Since her debut, the topic of marriage had lingered at the edges of every social event, some offers made all politely declined and hopefully just as quietly forgotten. Duty had always come first. Becoming Queen had demanded it.

Now what drifted in her mind when she thought about it made her wonder what her parents would push for next. Would they attempt to push for another campaign four years from now? And did she even want to try a run again? What would her father and mother think of that? Would their focus then shift to marriage?

Still, when her gaze lifted back to Cassian and Elian, the weight of it eased. Her smile returned, warm and bright with the teasing affection that always seemed to hold them together.

"Alright then,"
she said, raising her glass in agreement. "We'll make it a grand affair, if only to prove that the Abrantes siblings can survive Mother's matchmaking and the perils of the dance floor."

A playful glint sparked in her eyes as she added, "What's a few crushed toes between family?"


 

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