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Private The Stories We Inherit

The archives had always been one of Nitya's favorite places within the enclave.

Not because they were quiet, though they usually were. Not because they held knowledge, though there was enough knowledge contained within their stone walls to occupy several lifetimes. She loved them because they carried memory. Not the cold memory of datapads and historical records alone, but the living memory of generations. Every shelf, every preserved artifact, every handwritten journal represented someone who had stood beneath Dathomir's skies and believed their experiences were worth preserving for those who came after.

For someone who had spent all of her life away from Dathomir, there was comfort in that.

The late afternoon light filtered through the narrow windows high above, casting long shafts of gold across the ancient stone floor. Dust drifted lazily through the beams while silence settled comfortably throughout the vast chamber. The archives possessed a stillness that felt earned rather than enforced, the kind that came from centuries of people gathering knowledge in one place and trusting it to endure.

Nitya sat cross-legged at one of the larger tables near the center of the room, surrounded by a small collection of datapads and old records Dreidi had recommended. Some spoke of ancient clan migrations. Others detailed long-forgotten magical practices that had faded from common use centuries ago. One particularly dense text appeared to be arguing with another scholar who had been dead for nearly eight hundred years. She was beginning to suspect Dathomiri academics had always been remarkably stubborn.

A faint smile touched her lips as she carefully turned another page.

The past few weeks had given her more to think about than she had expected. Learning about Dathomir. Learning about the clan. Learning about aspects of herself she had never fully explored before. For most of her life, her heritage had existed as stories told by others. Something important, certainly, but distant. Now she found herself walking the halls her ancestors had once walked, studying their words, speaking with witches who carried traditions older than entire galactic governments.

It still felt strange sometimes—not unwelcome, merely unfamiliar in the way returning to a place you had only known through stories could be, as though each day revealed another piece of herself, she had never realized had been missing.

Her attention drifted briefly toward one of the nearby displays containing records associated with Clan Xeraic. The family seemed to leave their mark on nearly everything they touched. Dreidi most of all. Every conversation with her sister seemed to uncover another layer of history, another piece of knowledge, another connection stretching backward through centuries.

Which inevitably brought her thoughts toward another member of the family she had yet to properly know. Aileni.

She had heard stories. More than a few, in fact. Some from Dreidi. Others from passing conversations within the enclave. There was a certain inevitability to it. A young man carrying the Xeraic name while walking the path of a Jedi Shadow tended to attract attention whether he intended to or not.

Nitya knew pieces of his story, enough to understand that expectations followed him everywhere, but what she didn't know was the person beneath them. The thought lingered only briefly before she returned her attention to the text in front of her.

Outside, the evening wind whispered softly against the temple walls. Somewhere in the enclave, voices carried faintly through the distance before fading again. Life continued as it always had.

For the moment, the archives remained peaceful. And entirely unaware that one of the people Nitya had been quietly curious about was about to walk through its doors.

Aileni Ifor Xeraic Aileni Ifor Xeraic
 
Location: Dathomir
Outfit: Jedi Casual
Equipment: Dathomir Energy Bow, Practice Saber
Tag: Nitya Xeraic Nitya Xeraic

Dathomir was always home to Aileni, he did not visit as much as he would like due to the fact that he was deep in his Jedi training, he did find himself on a break between his missions and training regime so messaged his mother about visiting Dathomir and potentially spending some time together. His mother responded by mentioning that it was good timing since his aunt was staying at the enclave and there was a chance for him to spend time and get to know her. Aileni agreed and organised himself to head over to Dathomir, grabbing a few belongings that were his staple.

When Aileni arrived on Dathomir, he was wearing his casual Jedi outfit that was a mix of Dathomir and Jedi traditions. His heavily tattooed arms were on display and the confidence in his stride did not falter on Dathomir. This was his home and he had no reason to fear his time here, there were no dangers and nothing that he couldn't handle. The man had endured all that Dathomir throw at him throughout his childhood. He only paused when he was outside the archive. Nitya, his aunt, had been someone he had been told about plenty but not a face that he knew. There had not been a chance till today to really meet her and it was strange to know that there was someone out there related to him that he did not know the face of.

Breathing in deeply, Aileni opened the door, knowing that it was impossible to avoid this meeting. The Dathomiri Zorren walked into the archives, he did not realise this but as he walked while he did not have the same haircut nor were his tattoos the same, Aileni walked and carried himself in exact same ways that his grandfather did. While the appearance looked slightly different, Aileni was demonstrating in ways he was completely oblivious towards that he was Yuroic reincarnated. His emerald eyes looking over some of the reading that his aunt had been doing before she arrived to Dathomir. It was clearly focused on Dathomir culture, especially Clan Xeraic.

"It is interesting reading the history of our people, seeing some of us becoming members of the Nightsisters or Nightbrothers but many choosing to remain and attempt to do good. You know they call me the Night Wolf since they see me as Dathomiri but I do not look like the other males born here." Aileni mentioned, his voice was deep, aged while also being deeply familiar for Nitya. Aileni was thinking it would be a good icebreaker to talk about the nickname he had. "What has caught your attention the most with our history?" He was curious what were her biggest take away from everything she had been reading.

Grabbing a chair, Aileni prepared to sit down and talk with his aunt.
 
Nitya heard the door open before she looked up, the subtle shift in the air brushing against her awareness through the Force. At first, it was nothing more than another presence entering the archives, another set of footsteps echoing softly across ancient stone. Then something deeper reached her, something that made her pause mid-thought and forget entirely what she had been reading. It was not the same, she realized immediately. Aileni was his own person, his own presence, his own life. And yet, there was something in the way he carried himself that stirred a quiet recognition within her, something that felt both distant and intimately familiar.

It was in the way he entered the room, in the confidence that never tipped into arrogance, in the quiet certainty that he belonged wherever he chose to stand. For a fleeting moment, she saw her nephew in him, and just as quickly, a memory of her father surfaced, unbidden and soft around the edges. The realization settled within her without urgency or discomfort, neither painful nor comforting enough to fully define. It simply was an unexpected echo of the past woven into the present, leaving her to wonder at the subtle ways legacy revealed itself.

As Aileni spoke, Nitya found herself studying him with open curiosity rather than surprise. Dreidi had mentioned the resemblance before, but hearing about something and experiencing it were very different things. His voice was different. His face was different. His tattoos were his own. Yet there were echoes there all the same, small familiar pieces scattered among the differences.

It left her wondering, not for the first time, what she had inherited from Yuroic herself, and whether those unseen threads shaped her more than she realized. Perhaps there were pieces of him living quietly within her that others recognized immediately while she remained completely unaware of them, echoes carried forward in ways too subtle to name. The thought lingered only briefly before she allowed it to drift away, unwilling to let speculation overshadow the present moment. A faint smile touched her lips as she closed the datapad resting in her lap, grounding herself again in the here and now.

"Everything," she answered honestly, her gaze shifting toward the records spread across the table. "The clan. The history. The old rivalries. The things the Jedi archives recorded correctly and the things they misunderstood entirely." Amusement warmed her voice slightly as she spoke, a quiet acknowledgment of how much remained uncertain. "The more I learn, the more I discover how much I do not know."

She rose smoothly from her chair, then set the datapad aside before giving him her full attention, and for a moment she simply looked at him. She was not evaluating, not comparing, but simply seeing him.

The young man standing before her carried a great many expectations, whether he wanted them or not. She could feel that much already. Stories. Family. Legacy. The weight of being connected to people whose names carried significance.

She had no intention of adding to that burden, and instead offered him a warm, steady smile as she introduced herself. "I am Nitya," she said, her tone inviting rather than formal, "and I think it is about time we got to know each other." There was a quiet affection in her expression, something rooted not in shared experience but in the simple truth of family, and she let it linger as she continued, "You've had the advantage until now. Everyone seems to have stories about you." Her gaze flicked briefly toward the chair he had claimed before returning to meet his eyes, thoughtful but open. "I suspect it is only fair that I finally have the opportunity to form my own opinion."

Aileni Ifor Xeraic Aileni Ifor Xeraic
 
Location: Dathomir
Outfit: Jedi Casual
Equipment: Dathomir Energy Bow, Practice Saber
Tag: Nitya Xeraic Nitya Xeraic

Aileni's face was carved in the same ways that Yuroic's had been, he was just younger in appearance than Nitya would have ever seen her father. His hair was darker and longer, but the green eyes held the wisdom and kindness that Yuroic's did. He held the same archer physique that his grandfather did but Aileni was far taller and broader. The resemblance would be far beyond merely familial but something more. Not a clone but close to it. Enough differences to be his own but too much similarity to see Aileni as anything but Yuroic reincarnated. It was also only a curse that those who had known his grandfather in life would see in Aileni.

"It is interesting to learn about the history of this place. Sometimes I was forced to be stuck down here and reading, mother was never a fan of me sneaking out and seeking adventures when I was younger. Now, she dislikes it but can't stop me." Aileni chuckled softly, he looked over some of the information. "The Jedi are shockingly not as well informed on matters as they like to believe they are. Sometimes they need to be updated or re-educated on situations. Whether that is on how enemies have changed or alliances need to be rethought."

He sighed as he leaned back in the chair, giving a smile. "I know, my mother made sure to inform me plenty on her parents and siblings. There is you, Marcus who is completely estranged now, and some new half siblings through Jax?" Aileni shrugged his shoulders, less sure on that since he knew that Jax usually was a trigger for his mother so avoided talking about that aspect of the family too much.

"Stories on me? I doubt there is much to tell, didn't really achieve much. At least, I didn't think I did." Aileni laughed a little, rubbing the back of his head, trying to be as humble as he can. "What do you want to share with me about you?" He looked over to Nitya, curious what she was hoping to share and discuss.
 
Nitya listened as Aileni spoke, though for a few moments she found herself paying almost as much attention to the familiar cadence of his voice as to the words themselves. It was subtle, something that lived beneath appearances rather than within them, but every so often he would tilt his head, or smile without quite realizing it, and she would catch another fleeting glimpse of the man she had called Father. It wasn't merely that Aileni resembled Yuroic. He carried himself with the same quiet confidence, the same patient kindness that had always seemed to temper strength rather than diminish it. More than once she almost said something, her lips parting slightly before she thought better of it. The comparison belonged to her memories, not to him, and she wasn't certain it was fair to place that burden upon someone still becoming his own person.

A small smile found her instead when he spoke about Dreidi forcing him into the archives as a child. "That sounds very much like your mother," she said, warmth touching her voice. "Though I suspect she knew exactly what she was doing. Adventures have a habit of teaching us courage. Books have a habit of teaching us why that courage matters." Her eyes wandered briefly across the shelves surrounding them before returning to him. "I imagine she hoped you would grow into someone who appreciated both."

When the conversation drifted toward the family, her expression remained calm, though a quieter note settled beneath it. "I have not spoken to Jax since before your grandmother married him," she said simply. There was no anger in her voice, no bitterness, only the matter-of-fact acknowledgment of years that had passed. She saw little reason to linger there, and so she didn't. "Dreidi told me about our half-sister, and about her pregnancy. Beyond that, I know very little."

Her thoughts turned instead toward Marcus, and her expression softened again. "Marcus lives quietly on Commenor now, on the family estate." A faint smile touched her lips at the thought of her brother. "That suits him, I think. He always seemed more comfortable building a peaceful life than chasing the galaxy from one end to the other."

"I live on Oralis Prime," she continued, folding her hands loosely together as she settled back into her chair. "It is quieter than Dathomir in many ways, though perhaps not quite as quiet as people expect. There is a monastery there, surrounded by forests and mountains, where people come to learn, to recover, or sometimes simply to rest for a while before deciding where life wishes to take them next." The warmth in her voice deepened almost unconsciously as she spoke about it. "It has become... home."

She looked at him then, meeting his emerald eyes for a moment before that familiar echo of Yuroic stirred another memory she quietly tucked away. "You would be welcome there, if you ever wished to visit," she said. "There is no expectation attached to the invitation. Only an open door."

As for herself, she considered his question for a moment longer before answering. "There is not a great deal to tell, I'm afraid. I enjoy teaching more than I ever expected to. I spend far too much time tending gardens, reading old histories, and convincing people that slowing down is not the same thing as standing still." The faintest thread of dry humor entered her voice then. "Apparently I have become rather good at offering tea and conversations to travelers who did not realize they were looking for either."

A quiet laugh escaped her before she looked back toward him with easy affection. "Beyond that, I am still learning, just as everyone else is. The difference is that I have finally stopped believing learning only happens when life becomes difficult. I think your mother would tell you that came as something of a surprise."

Aileni Ifor Xeraic Aileni Ifor Xeraic
 
Location: Dathomir
Outfit: Jedi Casual
Equipment: Dathomir Energy Bow, Practice Saber
Tag: Nitya Xeraic Nitya Xeraic

Aileni shrugged his shoulders, "perhaps, but I always used to suspect it was because she knew I was itching to cause some mischief and this was a place I knew not to attempt that." His mother always seemed far too aware and knowledgeable in the ways to cause chaos, or at least the ways in which Aileni desired to cause chaos.

"I have not really seen much of him in more recent years. Nor my grandmother." There was a hint of disappointment but Aileni didn't allow it to linger too much, he had his mother and that was more than enough family for him. "Mother always said she loved life on Kashyyyk far more than Commenor. But I think that's more due to the fact that grandfather was more obviously ill when you moved to Commenor." Aileni theorized as he looked to Nitya, "what do you think of him? Mother praises him whenever we discuss him but extended family isn't something we have discussed much. Even though I have read so much about Clan Xeraic. Grandfather always seems to be the one member I know the least about."

Nodding his head, "I desire to travel, explore the galaxy. There is much to learn and much more to do. I will keep it in mind when I find myself with time and desire somewhere to go." Aileni stated, not sure when he will get a chance between his training and the desires to keep pursuing missions and conflict to take down the Sith whenever and wherever he could.

"Interesting hobbies, I can understand desiring to settle and just enjoy the life that one has, I think some find it more of a struggle since they do not have the time that a Zorren does to live their lives. We will outlive many generations, so there no need to rush and taking decades to master a skill or enjoy life. That isn't the same issue for others." Being very aware of the longevity of life that a Zorren faces, he was prepared to outlive many of those that he currently cared about and spent his time around.

Placing a datapad back on the table, his emerald eyes studied Nitya, he tilted his head slightly. "Not sure, she has been going through a bit of a change herself. You aren't that different to her really. Might not look overly similar but one can tell you are sisters."
 
Nitya listened quietly, her attention never drifting far from Aileni as he spoke. There was something almost disarming about hearing him speak so openly. He carried himself with confidence, certainly, but not arrogance. Beneath it was an easy sincerity that reminded her of someone else every time he smiled, every time he tilted his head in thought, every time his voice settled into that calm, measured cadence.

It was becoming increasingly difficult not to see her father.

More than once she caught herself studying him for a heartbeat too long before gently redirecting her attention elsewhere. Once, her hand even shifted slightly, as though some instinctive part of her wished to reach across the table and reassure herself that she was looking at her nephew and not a memory given flesh again. She stopped herself before the motion became obvious, folding her hands together instead. The similarities were a gift, she reminded herself. They were not something to burden him with.

"My father..." she began softly, allowing herself a small smile. "He was a fighter. A great man who also made many mistakes." There was no attempt to hide either truth from Aileni. "The two were never mutually exclusive."

Her gaze drifted briefly toward one of the older records lining the archive before returning to him. "We were never one of those mistakes." The warmth in her voice deepened almost imperceptibly. "He made certain we knew that. No matter what happened elsewhere in his life, there was never any doubt that he loved us and our mother." She paused for a moment, remembering the man she had known rather than the one illness had slowly taken from them. "He was an exceptional archer long before he became a Jedi. Later he grew into an equally remarkable Jedi Master."

The fondness in her expression softened into something quieter. "Toward the end..." she continued, "...his mind began to fail him." The words were spoken gently, carrying no embarrassment, only sadness tempered by acceptance. "Watching that happen was difficult for all of us, particularly because he remained so recognizably himself in so many other ways." Her eyes lingered on Aileni for a moment before she looked away again. The resemblance made that memory feel unexpectedly close.

When he mentioned Kashyyyk, she nodded. "Your mother is right. Our mother had lived on Commenor since before any of us were born, but Kashyyyk always seemed to suit her spirit more naturally." A faint smile returned. "When the Silver Jedi established another temple on Commenor, it simply made sense for the family to remain there. It was home by then, and it allowed Father to continue serving in the way he believed he should and eventually get the medical care he needed. Beyond what mom could give him."

She listened as Aileni spoke about wanting to travel, and this time her smile carried a touch of quiet amusement. "You sound rather like mother did when she was younger." There was affection in the observation. "Much of her life was spent moving from world to world in her work as a diplomat and advisor. She always seemed happiest when there was another horizon waiting beyond the one she had just reached."

Her gaze settled comfortably on him once more. "There is nothing wrong with wanting to see the galaxy before deciding where you belong within it. Some people discover themselves by remaining in one place." She smiled gently. "Others discover themselves by leaving it."

When he observed that she and Dreidi were not so different, despite appearances, a quiet laugh escaped her. "I think that may be one of the kindest things anyone has said to me recently." She lowered her eyes for a moment, the smile lingering. "We have lived very different lives, but I find that every conversation with your mother leaves me recognizing another piece of myself that I had almost forgotten."

Looking back at him, the warmth returned easily to her expression.

"I suspect," she said softly, "that is one of the greatest gifts family can offer us."

Aileni Ifor Xeraic Aileni Ifor Xeraic
 

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