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Movement remained difficult. Nearly the entirety of his nervous system had suffered catastrophic damage. It was a miracle of Jedi and scientific medical efforts that he even drew breath, even more, that he could still walk. Though his gait was now uneven, a heavy limp setting into each of his right steps, but he walked. There were other, more obvious marks of the injuries that had befallen him, as well. Several layers of bandages still wrapped around his chest and legs, yellow lines of artificial skin ran along his face and arms where the tissue had been too damaged to be healed directly. Dark circles were quite apparent underneath his eyes, loss of sleep plagued him daily. He'd cut his hair too, the once flowing locks no longer went past his ears.

He stood before one of many tall holo-bookshelves, aimlessly letting his eyes wander over the titles of every tome and text digitalized within. All the physical therapy the Jedi healers were having him undergo was making him fall behind in his studies. What little free time he could afford to spend outside the halls of healers was applied in the many libraries of Peace, though it rarely brought him comfort. Not once had he been able to focus, going from book to book barely reading more than a few pages each time, becoming frustrated or too tired to deal with the contents. Instead, he meditated. The thoughtless state of simply being seemed to bring him the most comfort, and sometimes even rest.

Swiping a small data card along the spine of one holobook, he copied its contents into the library's reading pads. The Meditations of a Jedi Master, Complete Volumes 1-7. He predicted four.

With steps supported by a crutch he held in his other hand, he made his way to one of the tables in the back of the library, where he could sit alone and undisturbed. Page one, Upon my travels within the galaxy I have encountered many ... he couldn't bear going any further half-way through page two.

With a disheartened sigh he brought himself upright into a cross-legged posture on the chair. Eyes closed, he began to breathe in and out again slowly, an attempt to empty his mind, though with each breath came a burning sensation in his side. No rest either then, he thought.

Shimrra Rin
 
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Peace Station was a marvel of engineering and considering its age the young Jedi often wondered how the Zeffo had even managed to create such a thing. The station's caretakers that floated and wandered aimlessly looking for their next task along with the solemn, menacing-looking Guardians only added to her imagination. Who were the Zeffo? What was their connection to the Force? Why would they allow Jedi to use their knowledge? All of these questions she wanted, no, needed answers to and she hoped that they would be answered in the cavernous halls of the library. Lined with rows of digital holoshelves and a smattering of physical tomes it was one of the large libraries of Jedi literature left in the Galaxy. The Sith Empire had made sure of that when they burned the Jedi Temple of Coruscant to the ground, her people before that, and the ancient Empire of Darth Sidious once again before that. It was astounding then, that the Jedi had managed to retain so much knowledge and Jedi Shadows and other pathfinders brought more back every day.

But marveling at the bright, glowing holoshelves wasn't what she was here for. Reading pad in one hand, flimsi pad in the other, and a small stack of a few physical tomes floated off to her right, she strode through the library, looking for a particular holotext. When she reached the shelf, however, the light was dim. Curious she swiped fumbled with her pads to find purchase on her library data card from within her red cloak and tapped. It appeared a maximum of the copies had been removed from the databank and was causing a slowdown. She hissed in annoyance and checked the logs to see who had taken the digital tome and to her surprise the final data packet available had yet to be checked out, which meant it was still somewhere in the library. That likely meant it was on one of the younger Younglings' Padawans' reading pad, left unattended while he was playing with a mate instead of attending to his studies. Curious she walked from behind the shelf and peeked out into the reading area. No loose tabs...One sleeping student.

Building up her confidence she walked over to the young man, a determined look on her face. As she got closer however she realized...How broken the man was and slowly her resolve drained from her. Stack of books still floating on the repulsor shelf behind her, she clutched her pads and cleared her throat. He looked at least as old as she was and had intense battle scars which likely meant...

"Uhm, excuse me, young Knight? A-are you using The Meditations of a Jedi Master, Complete Volumes 1-7?"

Bernard of Arca Bernard of Arca
 
Footsteps quietly played across the ground behind Bernard, growing in volume with each step. He'd been battered and broken, but some senses never fully went away. The tapping of boots continued for several long seconds. They concluded a short distance behind him with a throat-clear and brought an unfamiliar voice that finally unveiled intentions.

Without a word, he slid the datapad away from him. A searing sensation leapt through his hand as he did, rising through his arm and causing him to jerk into that side. He seized up for a few moments to allow the pain to subside before he allowed his hand to lift from the holobook.

"Padawan." he corrected quietly through grit teeth. He made an effort to keep that tone of frustration out of his voice for the stranger but found it to be meagre at best. The word sounded forced, almost harsh, the way it had burst from his diaphragm.

Unending inaction was gnawing at him. He wanted to be out there, with the others, looking for his friend. Wanted to help fight the servants of the dark side; to do anything other than focus on his healing process. But he was shackled to Peace's med bay, occasionally let go to fetch new books for his studies, only to disregard them, again and again, to instead meditate until one of the healers came to bring him back to the infirmary.

A deep sigh he hoped to carry his frustrations along escaped him. He turned to face whoever had addressed him.

"It's yours." his voice was calmer now, more comfortable, the words no longer forced through grit teeth.

The appearance of the other took him aback for a moment. The pain masked the outward signs of his unfamiliarity, but questions immediately began to overtake his mind. If his memory didn't fail him entirely, the person he was looking at was one of the yuuzhan vong species. A people who appeared quite rare among the stars in recent years. He'd read of their biotechnology's involvement in the restoration of Ossus and several other planets, but had never met one up close. Never struck him as folks who were fond of backwaters in the Outer Rim, not that he was either. It just seemed to him like a certain pull kept Jedi's duties linked to the region.

Shimrra Rin
 

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His sharp rebuke startled Shimrra, but she could tell that she might have just poked a wounded Dragon Bear and so she couldn't really blame him. Her eyes softened for a moment. Would she look like this after missions with her new master? She couldn't imagine a battle that would leave a person, a Jedi no less, so physically broken. When he turned around to face her she noted he did a good job of masking his surprise. Or maybe it was that he was in so much physical pain that he simply couldn't contort his face. Either way, his gaze lingered longer than was customary or necessary and she could tell what was going on inside his head and she felt a slight bit of resentment for it. She was tired of the stares and gazes and the questions.

"Thank you," she muttered and reached down to take the reading pad from the table. When she'd added it to her collection of pads and books she paused. "May I ask about your condition Padawan..." she let the question trail off for him to answer as well as offer his name. She threw a glance towards the corner of the room to spot the chrono, double-checking the time. She wasn't in any rush, but she knew soon they'd start lowering the lights for nighttime hours and she'd promised to read to the refugee children tonight.

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