Bad Reputation
He didn't even have to hypnotize the boy into trusting him. He was already enamored with the idea of an Anzat mentor who had somehow resisted temptation, his desire to believe in the lie so strong it overrode all sense of caution.
Anton permitted himself a gentle smile as he stepped forward, resting his hands on the young man's shoulders. <All the same. You're lucky you found me.>
I will devour you from the inside out.
<You're only a child,> he said, brow furrowing in genuine confusion. It wasn't normal for an Anzat to experience the hunger with such intensity at so young an age. <Or you should be. It comes after the first century, with the onset of puberty. Yet you have already passed that milestone…> It wasn't unheard of for hybrids to mature at a faster rate.
For a moment Anton almost felt something, the boy's sad predicament tugging on his shredded heartstrings. But the feeling soon faded. <Is your family not with you?> he asked, keeping up the facade of care even as he sought to learn more about what he was dealing with. <To tell the truth, I don't remember my age. The years have all blurred together…>
"When I was a Jedi, I fell in love with a man named Silas Westgard," Thelma said after a long silence. "We were going to get married. I even offered to turn him into a vampire—which seems so hopelessly naïve to me now, though he seemed open to the possibility. But one day, when we were talking about the future, he said 'maybe we shouldn't have children if they'll turn out like you'."
For once, Eloise said nothing. She remembered Silas, though she never really knew him. She could imagine him saying those words to Thelma. How it would feel for Diogo to hear what she'd been thinking only a moment ago.
"Later, after I left the Order, he sought me out. He told me he still loved me, that he wanted to be with me." She faltered, losing herself in memory. "But he would've had to give up so much on my behalf. His career as a Jedi, his future, his humanity. I couldn't let him do it. I loved him too much to take all that away from him."
"Isn't there more to love than having babies?" Eloise muttered. But what Thelma had said resonated with her. She would have to make sacrifices for Diogo, provided he didn't pull a Thelma and start acting all selfless. That fact had gotten lost in the shuffle until now, amid all the smooching and saving each other's lives. Not that stuff didn't matter, it just… wasn't what love was really about. “So Silas just let you go?”
“I told him to go. In the end, it was my decision.” Thelma rested her hands on her lap. “I’ve never told anyone about this before.”
“Me neither.” Eloise snorted. “Forget the dress. I want to commission something for Dio…”
Anton permitted himself a gentle smile as he stepped forward, resting his hands on the young man's shoulders. <All the same. You're lucky you found me.>
I will devour you from the inside out.
<I don't know,> Dio answered uneasily. <Just how old are you? I'm only eighteen, but it's so hard. The compulsions keep getting stronger.>
<You're only a child,> he said, brow furrowing in genuine confusion. It wasn't normal for an Anzat to experience the hunger with such intensity at so young an age. <Or you should be. It comes after the first century, with the onset of puberty. Yet you have already passed that milestone…> It wasn't unheard of for hybrids to mature at a faster rate.
For a moment Anton almost felt something, the boy's sad predicament tugging on his shredded heartstrings. But the feeling soon faded. <Is your family not with you?> he asked, keeping up the facade of care even as he sought to learn more about what he was dealing with. <To tell the truth, I don't remember my age. The years have all blurred together…>
"When I was a Jedi, I fell in love with a man named Silas Westgard," Thelma said after a long silence. "We were going to get married. I even offered to turn him into a vampire—which seems so hopelessly naïve to me now, though he seemed open to the possibility. But one day, when we were talking about the future, he said 'maybe we shouldn't have children if they'll turn out like you'."
For once, Eloise said nothing. She remembered Silas, though she never really knew him. She could imagine him saying those words to Thelma. How it would feel for Diogo to hear what she'd been thinking only a moment ago.
"Later, after I left the Order, he sought me out. He told me he still loved me, that he wanted to be with me." She faltered, losing herself in memory. "But he would've had to give up so much on my behalf. His career as a Jedi, his future, his humanity. I couldn't let him do it. I loved him too much to take all that away from him."
"Isn't there more to love than having babies?" Eloise muttered. But what Thelma had said resonated with her. She would have to make sacrifices for Diogo, provided he didn't pull a Thelma and start acting all selfless. That fact had gotten lost in the shuffle until now, amid all the smooching and saving each other's lives. Not that stuff didn't matter, it just… wasn't what love was really about. “So Silas just let you go?”
“I told him to go. In the end, it was my decision.” Thelma rested her hands on her lap. “I’ve never told anyone about this before.”
“Me neither.” Eloise snorted. “Forget the dress. I want to commission something for Dio…”